At times we forget that God's love and grace renews who are to our core. Just because your past comes up doesn't mean that you have to give up or feel weakened. God's powerful love saves us from the certain death that we deserve. WE ARE UNWORTHY OF GOD'S GRACE AND FORGIVENESS! So have a humble and ask God to allow your Shallow heart to fooled with his grace. We all need God. You may feel like you aren't good enough or can't see through today, but that's Satan trying to trip you up. You are good enough because God says you are. He sent his son just for you to die on the cross.