Think about this, even in a sea of silver stars. Still God dreamt of you and let you come into this world. God's passionate love for you is so mighty and he won't stop until you meet him where he's at. Just let go and allow God to restore what he's been trying to for years. You've been holding onto that pain so long that you don't know what true love feels like. So just give it to God. He pursues you daily with a fire that's so furious.