I looked at GD's eyes and see how gorgeous he is. Then all of a sudden he moves forward. My heart stops. GD hugs me. *huh* I'm speechless. I couldn't even think of what's happening. But I'm just enjoying the moment. "You feel warm" I hug him back. *just one sniff* I took a small sniff and wow. he even smells good. "Your hands touched mines and they are cold. Come one, let's get you home." "Sure" When I stand. My phone started vibrating like crazy. I went to my pockets and took out my phone. It was Seungri. *Huh, why is he calling me at 2am* I see GD walking ahead. So I signal him to wait. I answer the call. "Hello?" "Hey, are you available. Something came up and I need your help?" "Where are you?" "I'm at HBlue club." "I'm with GD." "Don't tell him. He will murder me. Please come alone. Hurry" Seungri hangs up. I look at my phone puzzled. *what's going on* In that moment I didn't felt drunk anymore. I ran towards GD. "GD, I'm sorry. I got to go. Something came up with my roommate. Thank you for this night. It was awesome. See you soon" "Ok, go ahead. We should do this next time." As I was about to leave GD grand my shoulder. I turn around. "Try to stay away from alcohol. You tend to say inner feelings. They are dangerous. Don't drink till you learn how to control it" "I understand" I smile. "Go Go" I ran and went to grab a taxi. Once I climbed into the taxi, I told the driver where to go. *Seungri, what's going on?* I arrive at the club. As I went inside, I started to look for Seungri. *where is this kid?* Then I saw him at the VIP lounge. As I stepped forward, the guards went to my face. *these are not Seungri's guards* "Excuse me, but I'm with Seungri" The guards didn't move. Seungri has his head down *Seungri?* Then on his left side, there was a man with a serious look on his face. The guy saw me and gave the guards the order to let me in. I stepped in and sat next to Seungri. "Seungri, what happened?" but he didn't said a word. "Is he your brother?" *brother?* "Yes, he is. Did something happened?" "He was dancing with my girl" *Seriously...* "Sorry about that, he is drunk. when he is drunk. he tends to do actions he can't control." "Look, I don't care. Get out of my club, before I bring the medias in, you got that" "Yes, I will. Sorry" *asshole* I grabbed Seungri by the arm. "Seungri,act natural before people start to notice...NOW!" I whisper seriously into his ears . Seungri then stand and smile towards the guy and bow. Then he grabs my hands and we both walked out of the club. *ow ow ow ow* Seungri was holding tight as he is angry. *ow ow ow* Once we stepped to the garage towards his car, I quickly snapped my hands off of him. "Seungri, your hurting me. What happened" "Get in the car" Whoa! Now this is one side I have never seen. I climbed inside the car. Once Seungri went inside the car, he sat there for a second. Then he slam his hand on the wheel three times. I jumped. Then he steps on the gas and speed out of the club. "Seungri, slow down." Nothing. "Seungri, I'm serious. slow down." Nothing. "SEUNGRI!!! SLOW THE FUCK DOWN!!" *Did I just curse? I don't care.* Seungri stops the car on the side of the road. Then he looks at me. "Seungri I'm sorry, just your speeding limit was very over the limit. We could've crash." Then he puts his head down. "I'm sorry, J.J" He sighs deep. "Come home with me. I'll tell you everything" "Sure" I didn't even think twice of my answer. I just wanted to be there for him. He drove towards his home. Once we got there. He pulled out some wine bottles. Then we both sat down on the sofa. "Seungri, what happened? Why was that guy talking to you down like that?" "Well he is older than me J.J, I have to if I'm being scolded" "But why? He told me that you was hitting on his girl?" "I wish." "Huh?" "The girl who he said its her girl, used to be mines. We was saying for a couple months. Then she stopped talking to me the last three days. I found out she was at the club. When I went to the club, I kept my distance and see what's going on. That's when I saw her kissing that bastard. So when she was on the way to the bathroom, I confronted her." "what she told you" "that she never wanted me. she just used me to get to higher level with men" "Damn, now I see why idols have hard time dating" Seungri started drinking his glass. So was I. I felt ba. He is also human with a heart, and that woman broke it. *why I'm getting mad* Wait till I get her. "Just forget her" "What?" "Forget about her. There's other women out there, who would love you for who you are. Just be patient." "Hmmm. Just cant believe it happened" "Let's just forget about it. Come on." I grab his hand and pull him out towards the porch. Then I pointed at the stars. "My mom once told me. A shinning star is a dream. Count them and you will see that your dreams will be endless" Seungri looks up in the sky. Then he smiles. I smile and I felt good to see him smile. "Keep that smile, Seungri. It looks good. Don't forget who you are,and never let another human being destroy it" "Thank you J.J. Your sweet" He pats my head and I laugh. "Let's do something fun" Seungri said. "Like what" "Hmmmm....... hide and seek?" "I don't know if I'm able to play, I can't remember how many cups of wine I drank." "Me either, but who cares . Come on!" "Ok fine." "Awsome. Max!!" He calls out his dog. Then the dog went running inside the house. "Hey, boy. Ready to play hide and seek?" The dog barks, then Seungri turned around towards me. "This time you count and I hide." "No fair, I don't know much about your house." "That's even better, so turn around." I turn around and close my eyes. I started counting, then I heard then running. I smile. As I finished counting. I started looking for them. I went to the bathroom, the dance studio, then the backyard. Nothing. The living room. Nothing. Then I started to feel dizzy. I remembered that I kept drinking wine. *ughh, where the hell are you* Then I remembered ... his room! I went to his room and stepped in quietly. Even though I'm starting feel light headed, but I feel bubbly. I couldn't stop giggling. "Where are you? Seungriiii?" Then out of nowhere, Seungri grabs me from behind and picks me up and slam me to the bed. He starts laughing and then lays down beside me. *this kid* Then out of nowhere, A deep sleep came into me.
The sun hits my face, as I moved my head a little, a huge pain hit me. *damn hangover* I rubbed my head. Then I open my eyes. When I open my eyes I saw something different about my room. *Where am I?* Then I when I turn myself to the right, to just ignore where I am. I saw Seungri, sleeping next to me. *GASPP*. "Ahhhhh,,, "I quickly screamed and then got up from the bed. Seungri opened his eyes and saw what's going on. He acted natural. Like nothing. And I'm here panicking. "What's wrong?" "Why your in my room and in my bed?" "Your room? Dude, you was that drunk? Your at my house. You stayed over. Bro, your crazy!" Seungri laughs. I tried so hard to remember about what happened last night, But can't remember. Then it clicked. I was out with GD too. Then I end it up with Seungri. *what?* I left GD for him. Yup I'm crazy. Then I look at Seungri. He has his eyes covered with his arm. "What time is it?" He asked and then he kicks the blanket off of him. I saw he was only in boxers. My jaw dropped. *gasppp,, he.. he. lord forgive me" "Why you keep gasping about" "Did you,,... sleep. like that...?" I turned around looking at the window. "Ya, I always sleep like this. Feels good." *ohh my head.. why. why?* Then I looked at the phone. It was 8:40am. Then I remember. *The PhotoShoot* "Seungri!" I turned around, then I saw him still laying down on the bed with no blanket. I panicked and quickly turned back around. *this kid, is going to kill me* "Seungri, put clothes on. we need to go. today is the photoshoot." "ohh shot!! ya let's go." I quickly left the room and them into the bathroom. Then I look at myself in the mirror. *what just happened, did I slept with a man on the same bed?* I turn on the faucet and splash water on my face. Then image of his body appeared in my mind. * Those abs, his chest, and his arms. *Oh Ja-ni, get yourself together* I breath in and then out. When I open the door I tripped, then I fell forward and my lips landed straight to Seungri's bareskin chest. My eyes pops open. *Oh My God* Then I quickly pushed away and cover my mouth. I look at him and his eyes was popped open too. "I'm so sorry, I tripped... and.and. " "Dude, is ok. " He walks in the bathroom, like nothing. I walk outside and wait for him by the car. *Why do feel funny inside?* "Let's go, we can't be late" "Oh..ok" I look at him as he gets inside the car, then I go in. We got to the place where we will be doing the photoshoot. As we both went in. The rest of the crew was inside. Then GD came inside. I look at GD and smile. He returns a smile. *eeeekkkk* GD "Alright. M2K that's your changing room and ours is over here. The clothes are all arranged with your name on it. Get ready, we will see you in a hour." "wait, we changing in on same room" GD "Ummmm...ya. why?" *shit shit shit* I quickly look at TOP. I saw that TOP is also shock. "I can't change in front of other people GD. Please understand. I need my own room." GD looks at me. Then I look at TOP. *TOP say something* TOP "GD we should respect other people privacy. Some are used it and some are not." GD "Alright. I have my own room. But that room has Two rooms in one. So I'll give you one room and I grab the other one ok" "Thank you" I bow. GD "Alright everyone. Let's go get ready. J.J come on. " I followed GD towards the room. Then he gave me my room. As I enter, I had to wait for my stuff to arrive. 5 minutes later, a lady gave me my clothes. *god that was close* I was done changing. Then I had to go to get some make up on and hair. I totally forgot that GD was on the other side from this door. When I open the door. He was shirtless, and he pulls his pants up. *oh my, did I just hit the jackpot. Snap out of it Oh Ja-ni, your staring too much* I quickly look away. "Why you looking away. I thought I was good looking for you?" "You are... I mean. ya. *oh god* I just want to respect your privacy. "J.J we are just guys in this room. You need to get used to it. When you go on tour or any other photoshoot, sometimes there's no extra rooms, and you must change in front of the boys" "I just can't do that" "Give me a reason why?" "I just can't, sorry." "Fine fine, But you can turn around. I already put my shirt on." I turn around, and he spread his arms open as if he wants a hug, then I saw he lied, he was still shirtless. *This punk*. I quickly turn away. I'm blushing...BIG TIME. "your a liar" "Sorry" GD laughs. "Not funny, so please put a shirt on" "Ok. ok. Hold up....... ok now you can turn around. I turn around slowly, and there he is covered! *I'm going to die* Then we both sit on a chair and in front of us there's a huge mirror, the girl came inside to do makeup and hair. GD "Everything ok last night." "Ya, I'm so sorry to leave like that" "Its ok, it happens." "I promise to make it up for you" "Ok, what about tonight?" "Tonight?" "Ya, I'm going to a club in Seoul." "Sure" Another date... *YESSSSS* As we get our make up done, the lady who is doing mine smiles big. "You have beautiful skin J.J. Like you don't need much make up. just a little bit" "Thank you" Then we start putting our shoes on and accessories. GD was like scavenger hunting for the right rings and bracelet. *this boy .. will never change* I smirk and then walk towards him. "Need help?" "I'm just looking for something to go with the shirt." "Let me see" I grab the box and start looking. Then I put a couple rings on the table and bracelets . "Check these out, maybe some of them will work" "Hmmm.. actually these and these look great, and this one. Wow. Thanks J.J" "Anytime"
Everyone came out of the rooms. As I look at all the guys. I'm impressed. These guys including my crew, are all sexy!!. "Hello, I'm your photographer for today. Can we please step forward. First we will have the group Big Bang take a couple fotos together and then we will do M5K, after that we will have each individual member from M5K. later after that, the whole group together. " We all agreed. Then M5K sait down and watch BB do their shots. As they began to shoot pictures. We was all impressed of how serious they gotten. Daesung looking great, Taeyang with his hat, Seungri with his eyebrows, TOP with those killer eyes and GD with his whole body . *I'm going to melt!!!!* "Alright, good job Big Bang. Now M5K" We all stand and started to go to our places. The flashes started to blink every 10 seconds. *I'm blind* We move here and there. Then we started individually. I'm excited. We will be out to the public tomorrow morning. so that means I will be hiding. "Alright everyone. All together." We all got in together, but everyone is spread out. Then I've noticed that GD is on my left and Seungri is on my right. "Let's all smile this time everyone, show the love" Then GD put his hand around my waist and Seungri around my shoulder. I can't believe what's going on. I'm actually smiling. "For real, what's happening?* Then seconds later we was done. We saw the time. And its 7pm. *we used the whole day doing pictures!!?? Damn* GD "Alright everyone. Tomorrow you must hide your identity so mask on and hats on. Try not to go out in public. And don't ever cause problems in public. Got it!!" "Yes" Everyone said. "Go home and rest. Good job today. J.J your ready?" "Ya, I'm all set" "Ok let's go." I follow GD out of the studio and inside his car. As he was driving. He went to a parking lot. But this is not the club. "J.J, quick question." "Sure" "What's going on with Seungri and you. I've never seen him close to someone else beside me" "Umm. nothing. we just friends that's all." "Well I'm jealous." "Why?" "Because I want to be like that, but with you" *What!!!?? Repeat!* "What?" "You heard me. I want to be closer to you. I feel free and relaxed when I'm with you" "Ooh... umm well.. thanks I guess" "Come on, let's have fun tonight" We arrived at the club. GD and I hit the stage with the DJ. The music started to play and ever since I've been learning how to dance with Seungri, I can feel the rythm of the music. I started to go along with the music. Then GD started to bring the drink. I drank a cup after another cup. Without realizing, I'm going over my limit. GD then grabs my hand as I almost trip. I look at him and he gives me a sweet smile. "Let's go home. You had enough." Then I follow GD to the car. My arm was around me. Then he puts me inside the car. As he was driving. I black out and fell asleep.
GD J.J sits on my car and he is snoring .. like literally snoring. I giggle inside and drove away. Then I remembered. ... *Where does he lives?* I have no clue where he lives, now what will I do. Then I decided to go to my house and let him crash for the night. As I arrived home. I grab J.J and out him on my back. *Whoa* He is light. I wonder what is his weight. Does he even eat. I walk inside the house and then towards my room. I laid him down and I saw J.J crawl himself into a ball. *Cute kid* I undress myself and then laid next to J.J. As I cover him and myself up, I turn towards him. He looks peaceful. I never felt so relaxed this way. When I'm around him, I feel free. My mind is clear but my heart races. *why I feel this way* Then J.J moves and bear hugs me. *whoa!?* His legs is over my waist and his arms around my neck. I'm way to close to his face. Then I started to feel more relaxed. I brushed his hair away from his eyes. Then I fell asleep. A deep sleep, which I haven't had for a long time .
I feel so warm and cuddled. I didn't knew my pillows are so warm and perfect for cuddling. This feels nice. Then I squeeze more and hold tight to feel warmer. Then I heard a moan. My heart stops. *Huh* I open my eyes slowly and I see the most beautiful face I've ever seen in my life. *These dreams are hunting me* I look and I see GD in front of me. I can feel our legs tangle together and we are both hugging each other. *This is a perfect dream* I cmt stop smiling. This is something I wish I can do in real life. I saw how peaceful and delicate he looks. I brush his hair with my fingers slowly. *GD if only this was real* My heart can't seem to stop racing. Why ... ohh god. Just how can I control my heart if I'm dreaming this. I smile ear to ear. *I want to stay like this forever* I hope I don't stop dreaming. My heart races and reaces. Then all of a sudden... "Why is your heart racing?" GD spoke. *Huh* Ohh he is talking ... "Cuz of you" "What about me?" He spoke in a soft voice.. "You make me feel this way" "Hmmm, I see" "I wish to keep dreaming" "But your not dreaming." "Huh?" "J.J your not dreaming. This is really happening." *OH MY GOD!!!!!*
Seungri and J.J GD and J.J What is happening? **let me know about the M5K pics** (Sorry everyone for posting it late) PREVIEW http://www.vingle.net/posts/1412606?shsrc=v BACK HOME http://www.vingle.net/posts/1414410?shsrc=v AUDITION http://www.vingle.net/posts/1414703?shsrc=v FIRST DAY COMPETITION http://www.vingle.net/posts/1416890?shsrc=v FINAL DAY http://www.vingle.net/posts/1419492?shsrc=v METTING BIG BANG http://www.vingle.net/posts/1421518?shsrc=v M5K http://www.vingle.net/posts/1427067?shsrc=v THE WEIRD FEELING http://www.vingle.net/posts/1429441?shsrc=v UNEXPECTED http://www.vingle.net/posts/1431407?shsrc=v xoxox @SabrinaSakura @amberg171997 @BrittanyBell @VeronicaArtino @UnnieCakesAli @AmberRelynn @lilbr0wneyes @btsgotshinee @dayashley11 @JuanitaBooRiv @Maddie27 @MadAndrea @AkashBhojraj @ClaudiaCastro @CarenBoyKins @felicityautum @BekiKunstman @OliviaEdwards @DeniseiaGardner @SamariaAllen @NickySerban @SaraHanna @Helixx @amullins2007 @karinamiranda81 @JohannaTlatench @MissT615 @KarenGuerra93 @Kira9404 @KaylaStokes @JayDay @JennyKool @xroyalreisx @lovelyashley91 @laylabehnia @KpopQueenaBee @summerblack2 @SugaMint @tiffany1922 @ParkHwaYoung @TaliaMay14 @Kieuseru @anarose @Shellyfuentes70 @krystalrikpop @JessicaVang @lovetop @resavalencia @KDSnKJH @CreeTheOtaku @destiny1419 @DominiqueThomas @kpopandkimchi @ToppDogg @Lizzeh @Jiyongixoxo @nekoheart @Maddie27 @KwonOfAKind @SugaOnTop @catchyacrayon @amobigbang @marisamusic @CallMeMsDragon @TeaeraHarrell @DekaraMiller @Helixx @ladygdragon @JackieG1617 @thatkdramalover @AristaJ @glo86 @B1A4BTS5ever @GDsGF @palaguachie21 @saraortiz2002 @ZitaMahoney @Adetoro @SarahVanDorn @ItatiSanchez @loftonc16 @DominiqueThomas @megancurrent9 @KarolinaTrevino @camrynchemy @DeniseiaGardner @Defy24601@MyalsNotSexy @nightshade18 @NasihaOcasio @brirodriguez412 @Ticasensei @ArielaPicazo @lovetopia @thePinkPrincess @Kpossible4250 @LenaBlackRose @SamariaAllen @amberg171997 @BrandyJones @QueenLele @glo86 @BekiKunstman @VIPforever123 @JasmineWilliams @CarenBoyKins @3SecondsOfHope @woahdersierra @SaraHanna @SaiT @Ercurrent @thePinkPrincess @drummergirl691 @MorleeCorielus @NickySerban @MarrickeJ33 @katyng52 @Kpopmom@JadeOwens @obiterdictum @kpopbunny9 @VatcheeAfandi99 @MsLoyalHeart @JinsPrincess86 @maatiCasanova @amullins2007 @BTS282236 @Craze4Haylu @jjrockstar @maddiedo @obiterdictum @ravenblackwell @MikaLewis @aliahwhbmida @MomoChamie @narutobandgeek @justcallmekyki @cthulu @ZwankimaWalker @hmelodie @Lilith24 @SydneyLstrange @MelissaGarza @bettytolliver @SandaraGrimaldo @mellyortiz @Lizzeh @ChavaBerry @SindyHernandez @NicoleJolly @SusiBosshammer @AdiaJasinski @alecram27 @JessicaEvaristo @LaurenDimalanta @YunBao @reyestiny93 @LizaNightshade @screamoparadise @CrystalGuerra @KoreanDramaMaMa @ShellyVargas @harukachihan @bubblekookie @falme2 @Jinnyrod3 @zzzdonk @KristinaCaron