At times everything works out in your life while in sorrow. You were created for a purpose. Even in the sea of silver stars God thought of you and allowed you to be born into. You can even live a life in bitterness, or you can allow God's love and grace renew your mind daily and change you inwardly. You may feel suck to be honest it's maybe because honestly you're not will to let go and when you aren't willing to let go your hands aren't open to retrieve God's blessings and grace.