To honest with everyone at times am I fake and do wrong. I do make mistakes and have lost my soul to the world, but God sent his Jesus to die for you. Thinking about that? He sent his one and only son to carry the weight of your sins. You may feel trapped or stuck, but I'm telling you right now that Satan is only filling your head with lies. So go right and read (Galatians 2:20) you won't regret it. You've been made new. Yeah you feel pain and hurt, but one day the bible says "behold I'm making all things new" please hold on a bit longer and know that there's hope and you aren't messed for having an eating disorder or Self harm. You're so so special beyond the words I can ever say.