im so tired im so tired of appeasing others i appease people everyday of my life so at the end of the day I didn't make them mad but what about me what about what i want and what i need does it matter? I'm so tired of appeasing others and not getting anything in return when do they appease? when do they have to give up something so I go home happy So that I don't feel like i'm going to flip a table when do they think about me instead of themselfs IT"S NOT HARD I do it every single day so, why? WHY!! why can't they do it just once that's all I want NO that's all I need.