LiyahBoon
2 years ago5,000+ Views
THANK YOU BANGTAN
So first thing first all credit for the wallpaper shown above goes to @MarinaKarina, shoutout to her for making this awesome wallpaper! This wallpaper moved me and made me want to share how much I love and appreciate our boys!
I think it was about last January when my depression consumed me. Up unitl that point I thought that I had been handling it well until one day I woke up realizing that I had lost my will to live. To be a person...I stayed in bed all day...i stopped attending classes , stopped eating. I didn't want to talk anyone i pushed all of my friends away. Everything just felt dark..everything hurt and I was constantly in pain mentally and physically. I remember one day I thought it would be so easy if the pain went away and I thought about turning back to self harm.It had worked for me in the past so why not now? I didn't feel strong enough to not give in. That's when I found Bangtan I remember being on YouTube and they just happened to pop up on my suggestions so I clicked on it. Let Me Know was the first song I heard by them and slowly over the next couple of days I listened to more of their stuff and I just connected with them. I felt like they were speaking to me, beside me and supporting me. Almost silently telling me to keep going, not to give in because it'll be alright. I can never say how grateful I am for that ..for them always being with and for me. I listen to them daily sometimes just for fun other times to help me feel better. I love just laying there, closing my eyes and turning on one of their songs. The minute their voices are in my ears I feel like I can breathe again. I still have bad days every now and then, but they are easier with the boys by my side. So I just want to say thank you to Rap Monster, Suga , Jin ,J-Hope, Jimin, Jungkookie, and TaeTae, thank you for being there...thank you for just being you, thank you for touching so many lives..thank you for consoling me during my storm Tag List @KpopandKdrama @Badtz @AlittleJoy @QueenLele @sarahdarwish @SierraBecerra @resavalencia @IsoldaPazo @jojojordy2324 @ReynadeKpop @maddiedo @daniimals @NinaKuduzovic @sosoaloraine @EliseB @PrettieeEmm @jespinosa1546 @ScarletMermaid @MomoChamie @CamrynCherry @SilentPianist @EmilyGardner @Kyokeo @merryjane13 @LenaBlackRose @reyestiny93 @megancurrent9 @JustinaNguyen @Ligaya @KellyOConnor @staceyholley @Defy24601 @BelencitaGarcia @shelbiisonfire @pinkfluffyunico @breanna330 @maryannchang @tinaechle @AhouaK @LaurenStrayhorn @yaya12 @pinkfluffyunico @breana330 @maryannchang @tinaechle @jocelynortega92 @mycreativenname @Juliag13 @Sankeerthana @SunsQistina @NekoYoongi @KwonSooshi @KokoroNoTakara @KpopQxxnMarie @kariahn @kimnam94 @koreanfan99 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I have so much to do and cannot give up my future. And when I was depressed, I had to work and study really hard through the pain. I had no will or motivation to keep pursuing dream and I drowned myself in art and music. When I heard Tomorrow, I started to believe that there is really a happy ending. Thank you BTS. <3
2 years ago·Reply
Beautiful. It's amazing what music can do. I also struggle with mental health issues, including bipolar disorder and depression among others. When I start feeling out of control I do the same thing as you - put on kpop, close my eyes, and shut out the rest of the world. Stay strong and remember that your vingle family is here for you, and so is BTS 😊💜
2 years ago·Reply
@resavalencia Thank you! I will try to stay strong! Im happy that kpop has helped so many the way it has helped me! I feel stronger when I listen to it! Im also really grateful for my Vingle family as well
2 years ago·Reply
I am so happy to hear you got through it and that these wonderful boys helped you get through it. From one sufferer of depression to another. I know the struggle and my inbox is always open if you need to talk.
2 years ago·Reply
@Helixx thank you and I will remember that the same is true for me as well!
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