My dear friends, I am sorry to say this but I have to:
Just a few days ago until now I have been involved in drama, mostly with friend vs. friend, friend vs. self and friend vs. person. I had to deal with break ups and secrets and truths and sacrafices and rumors and I got me very annoyed and stressed to the point where I left school in a car instead of the bus because I didn't want to be around people. It has also let me to leave school an hour and 20 minutes before the middle of 8th period class because I just wanted to leave cuz I didn't want to be there and I just wanted some time alone.
Additionaly, today at the last bell of school I receive a text from my now ex-boyfriend saying that if I had a crush on someone else and that really got me pissed cuz that was the second time we argued about it and I just flipped out and sended him a very long paragraph. Then my friend lailar found out about the argument because she likes to look at my phone a lot (almost like my mom). She told him that I wanted to break up because I really wanted to say it to him but I didn't have the courage to as I have high anxiety. He then starts to be very emotional and says that he wants me back but really I don't want it because he doesn't trust me enough for us to even last. And that fact that he was being like that only after 3 months of dating is pretty immature and annoying. He said he didn't want to break up and I just kept it real and apologized but I didn't want him back. Then his friend who is also my girl-friend got in it because she's his best friend and realy cares about him and I have a feeling that she's gonna start ingnoring me now because of what I did. She said I'm not ready for a relationship and I guess I'm not. I'm too young and immature. And I really don't want to deal with all this fucking drama and shit like I just want to fucking die and go away like I want to go somewhere really far way and just cry my heads out until I cant feel my face anymore. I'm sorry
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