Hey everyone! Here is Chapter 3! I'm sorry it took a while for me to update. I had alot of things going on. Plus I was at the point of not continuing the story because I didn't feel it was good enough to keep going. But anywho I hope you enjoy this chapter and again Thank you to those who take their time to read it and comment. I really appreciate you all ❤ My WattPad: JessWang90_
If you see: "writings like this, it means my good thoughts. Or Angel in my head" If you see: "writings like this, it means my bad thoughts talking to me. Or the desire. Basically the Devilish/Naughty side in my head" I hope that helps. Its basically the Angel on one side and the Devilish/Naughty on the other side. I hope that helped, I'm sorry if it got you more confused, I tried explaining it as good as possible. Anywho, lets begin with Chapter 3! ♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡ I woke up still thinking about what happened yesterday. My mind was still processing every moment I had with Jackson. "Ah Jackson, you know you want a piece of him, you know you want to." My inner dark voice was talking to me again. How I wish it could just leave me alone. Just once I wish it can disappear. I just kept thinking to myself what I usually do when this voice bothered me, 'No boys, just studies' over and over again. Then my other inner voice started talking to me. "That's right, focus on yourself and your well-being. Don't let a boy come in between. Stay away from him, he'll just bring you trouble." He's my next door neighbor though, how am i supposed to stay from him. After going back and forth with my thoughts, I was exhausted. I got up from my bed and went to shower. As soon as I got inside, my thoughts came back. "Don't you wish he was in the shower with you right now, looking at you, while he touches your face, then going down to your shoulders enjoying every single inch of your bod-" "Oh my god!" I yelled opening my eyes as I realized I had them closed the entire time while imagining those thoughts. I then changed the water to cold because I really needed it after all that chaos. I finished showering so I turned the water off, grabbed my towel to dry off and went into my room again to get my clothing. I chose to go with a Blue long tank top and black leggings. Then, I made my way to the living room to finish off the rest of the stuff I left out to unpack. It was too quiet though, so I went and plugged my iPod to listen to some music while I did my unpacking. I was having too much fun dancing and singing to BTS's "War Of Hormone" Well tried to at least sing along to it because I don't know the language...yet. *Knock Knock* I lowered down the music thinking it was probably a neighbor coming to complain about the noise. I walked towards the door and opened it. I thought my heart was going to jump out once I saw who it was. "Hey Y/N, wanted to come and see how you were going" he says I felt the heat starting up again in my body. Why did you come into my life Jackson. Look what you're doing to me. "H-hey Jackson, I'm doing very good, just finishing off some unpacking since I got worn out last night" "That's great! Do you need any help?" "No it's okay, I can do it on my own, but thanks for the offer" He looked down as if he was upset of my response to him. I am so going to regret what I'm about to do next but... "You can come in and hang out if you'd like? I said cringing of what I just said. He looked back up at me with the biggest smile on his face and said "Of course, thank you!" And walked inside. Oh geez, god help me control myself of this very handsome guy inside my apartment. I closed the door and walked back to the box that was sitting on the table in the living room. I could feel his eyes staring at me, and I hope he doesn't see the redness in my face because that would be so embarrassing. "Why is your face red? Are you feeling alright?" He says Damnit he noticed. Trying to think of what to say I blurted out "Oh um no, it's just that I was dancing too much to my music, it got hot all of a sudden" Stupid, stupid, what was that! I face palmed myself in my head because of what I just said. "Oh ok" he replied Phew, I hope he believed it. "You can turn the Tv on if you like" "No it's okay, I would like to talk with you, you know, to get to know you a bit better" Oh no, I hate talking about myself. Theirs not much to talk about. I mean, my life is pretty boring. "What do you want to know?" I asked him "Well, everything. Haha. Where are you from, Why did you come to Korea, Do you have a boyfriend?" he mumbled the last part as he looked down to the floor embarrassed. "Um, well I'm from California and the reason I came to Korea was because I pretty much had no choice. My parents surprised me with the news of sending me to Korea for a fresh start. As for the boyfriend part...I..." I didn't realize that I was shaking when I began talking about it. It was like the memories of him were coming back. That he was here in front of me again. Jackson took notice of my trembling so he got up and walked towards me. "Hey hey are you alright, you're shaking pretty hard" He says as he grabs my hands in his. He then started to get closer and with one of his hands, he placed it on my chin to pick my face up and look at his. We just stood there looking at each other for what felt like hours. I finally broke the silence "Um, sorry" I say as I pulled away from him. "I don't have a boyfriend. I did once, but not anymore and don't take this the wrong way but, I really don't want to talk about it" I say looking away from him "Okay that's fine, I'm sorry if I said anything wrong. I didn't mean to Y/N" He says as he walked back to the couch in the living room "No no, your good. No worries. Do you want anything to drink?" I say speaking pretty fast. I just really wanted to go somewhere where he's not at because I really needed to breathe after the very close contact we had. "Sure, I'll take anything you got" he says smiling "Great! I'll be back with your drink, in the mean time, feel free to make yourself at home" I never walked so fast in my life but this was an emergency. I got to the sink, turned on the water and splashed my face and took a big breather. He was so close to me, and his hands were so soft.
Once I felt better, I grabbed a drink from the refrigerator and went back to the living room. I saw that Jackson had the tv on and had it on the music channel. BTS came up and I accidently let out a squeal. Jackson turned around to look at me and that just made me want to die. "I see you're a fan of BTS?" He says smirking "Hahaha yeaaa, I am" I replied embarrassed "Do you like any other groups?" He says walking towards me "Y-yeah, I do. Alot of groups actually" I say nervously He had already made it in front of me. He just kept looking at me. I didn't know what to do but stare back. Then he picked up his hand and grabbed the drink out of my hand and said "Thank you for the drink" and opened it up right in front of me still not breaking contact he had on me and drank it. He then licked his lips and put the cap back on. I gulped. He noticed my reaction after he licked his lips because a smirk creeped up on his face. Then he started getting closer towards me. I started moving backwards but it was no use since my back hit the wall. I was doomed. "Hey uh Y/N" He says biting his lip still giving me an intense stare getting closer to my face "Y-yeah Jackson" I say trying not choke "I'm sorry but you reall-" But before he could finish his sentence, someone knocked on my door. ☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆ Well I felt like this was long enough. I hope you enjoyed this Chapter cause it took a looooong time to come up with it. Lemme know below on the comments ^-^
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