Okay, so I'm completely and utterly pissed off. And it was because of a couple of kids in my school.
Alright, so I was in my third period class, which was English, and like I always do, since the interdisciplinary wing of my school is the only part of my school that has A/C while the other 3/4 of my school doesn't and my English class feels like a meat locker to me, I was wearing my B.A.P sweatshirt. Then one of the students in my class told me to look up a song that she likes and listen to it. I did so because I wanted to just have her leave me alone, and after listening to maybe fifteen seconds of the rnb song on YouTube, I exited out of YouTube and said "It's not my style" after she asked why I was turning off the song. Then her and a couple of the other kids in my English class started laughing as I turned back on a song that I was listening to, which was BTS's DOPE.
I also had one earphone in and they continued making fun of me and how I like Kpop. And I've been an insecure little motherf@&$er since fourth grade. And I was starting to feel really REALLY insecure about myself, so I just put my other earphone in and speed walked out of my class, being pissed off since then.
I have ADHD and anxiety, and having insecurities as well, isn't a good mix at all. I really hate alot of the people at my school. And I have also had some trust issues since my past with being a victim of bullying from fourth to tenth grade. I don't need this crap again, especially when I'm going to graduate in June! I just really want to crawl into a ball and cry right now, and I want to punch something! If anyone of you can spare a few words of advice, I would really appreciate it.