Here is the long awaited second chapter to my fic. I truly hope that you enjoy it. @MrsJungHoseok here you go love! *Jay's Perspective* Seattle. Ma city. It breathes so much life into me, especially on days like today as I walked outside with my hoodie on, while blaring Eminem’s ‘Not Afraid’ in my headphones. I needed to silence out the world, and the thoughts that kept invading my mind. “Jay, come on man, you need to chill and calm yourself” you keep telling yourself as you walk down the street hoping no one would recognize you and stop you on the streets. I just needed to clear my head and think. I feel so trapped in my thoughts and nothing seems to be helping, especially this weather, it’s really affecting my mood. “Nothing good comes after the rain” you say to yourself. *Sigh* Usually being in your hometown makes you feel better but not this time. You decided to sit on the stairs right outside of a popular directing agency. As the rain began to fall, it made your mood just go from bad to worse, until you see this girl approaching where you were sitting. She looked so beautiful and had this light that just seemed to shine from her. She seemed like she was looking for something until she approached the stairs. It was almost as if she saw me but didn’t see me. Once she got to the top of the stairs I just heard her say, "Oh, I'm sorry. I didn't realize anyone was over here." He just keeps his head low and answers in one of the sweetest voices I have ever heard. "Did you need something?" "Oh... ummm... I.. uh needed this for a part of my interview but I can leave and go somewhere else." When she spoke I just froze in place. There were so many thoughts running through my mind like “Does she know who I am?,” and “Can she see my face?”. She sounded so sweet like an angel and not knowing what to say, I just kept my head low and the let the music continue playing through my headphones. I was going to leave but something inside me told me to stay to see what would unfold in the middle of the rain. All of a sudden she begins to move, stopping those who are walking to stop and watch her as she took over the whole scene. ‘She looks like something out of a movie,’ I say to yourself as you watch her with her your hawk like eyes, analyzing every single one of her moves. “What rhythm is she moving to because it is so flawless and inspiring” you say out loud as you continue to watch in amazement. In that instant, I began to feel… how do I even begin to describe it. Uplifted? ‘No that’s not it,’ I say as I continue to try and process what I’m feeling. There was so much passion and she just looked so…. HA!!! That’s it! Free… ‘She looks like she is free and right now I could use a bit of that’.
Without her noticing, I got up and began to move to match up with her rhythm and eventually I was able to. It felt so comfortable and just so right as we danced and moved together. She never noticed that I was right behind her the whole time dancing with her, in her true presence. After a few, i eventually grabbed her hand and spun her towards me. The look on her face was priceless and all I could do was smile at her. We continued dancing and right on point we did this move that was like a ripple effect. She began with a move and I followed suite but at a different time and pace creating what was like a wave effect. It was an amazing feeling to be able to dance with someone who was so free with no worries and how we were able to understand each other with no words needed. For the final move, I spun her around and she did the most amazing split as I held her waist while using the other hand to continue to hold on to her as though I just took her for a final dip. Applause erupted from everywhere and she looked so happy and content with what she had just accomplished. Eventually she looks up at me, and the look in her eyes was that of passion burning so deep inside her that it was looking for a way out. I was glad that I could help with that as she did the same for me without even knowing. Her beautiful brown eyes became wide and her mouth opened in shock. I just smiled at her and said, "I couldn't help myself, I had to join you. You seemed so free and I wanted to feel that same feeling. So thank you, and I hope you get the job!" I help her to stand and I walk away feeling so carefree! Present Time With the rain still going and thunder beginning to clap all around me, I snapped myself back into reality. ‘That was how it all started (Y/N),’ you say to yourself. That moment that he began to dance with you, the moment where he made your heart flutter with such heartfelt words that you still hear echoing around in your head, "I couldn't help myself, I had to join you. You seemed so free and I wanted to feel that same feeling.” In that instant you felt something stirring inside of you as though a force had been awaken for the very first time in a long time. But now, as you sit slumped below the window listening to the storm rage around you the only thing that you can think about was how in the world did you let a feeling so sweet and beautiful, burst into flames and create a fire that was so chaotic that no one could extinguish except you. The anguish and devastation that you caused is beyond what anyone person can repair. So how…. “How did I allow myself… No… How did I allow that spark to gain so much oxygen and burn out of control?” Why did I let it get out of hand. “(Y/N) you began this wicked fire knowing full well the consequences and yet you did it anyways. I lost friends, I lost my self respect, I lost my pride, I lost the career that I so longed for and most importantly, I lost the one person who understood me the most, and all for what?!?!” you scream at the four walls that are staring at you as you sit below the window covering your head in your hands crying and shaking uncontrollably. You keep beating yourself up and have been for months so trying to figure out the answer to that question. Jealousy? Resentment? Guilt? Love? You tell me.. Which of the four caused you destroy everything you worked so hard to get. I hope you enjoy this story. Sorry it took so long, I had a direction I want to go and needed to think so more. I hope you enjoy it.
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