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I Can't Deal With Fandoms {The 5th GAON Chart Kpop Awards'}
So I'm just making this card for the people who missed this award show, I started watching it at 6:00am for me. Somehow my body knew this award show was on and woke me up. I catched the last half of the performances but I couldn't help but be disgusted by the live chat beside the video. There was so much negativity, I literally couldn't even bear to look at the chat. But before I get into that, I want to show you guys who performed and what rewards they received. B.A.P "Wild, Young & Free" First of all the intro was so good I almost fell out of my bed. So B.A.P of course performed this song and killed it. They all looked good esepecially Youngjae's contacts and Himchan's hair. They won the "Hot Trend Of The Year" award along with Baek Ah Yeon. Red Velvet "Automatic" and "Ice Cream Cake" I'm so glad Red Velvet performed both of these songs because they are both of my favorite songs by them besides "Dumb Dumb". They did a great job with the performance. They won the "Hot Performance Of They Year"award. Zion.T "Yanghwa Bridge" I'm so glad he performed this song because I can't get enough of it, it is so good. His voice is just perfect both live and recorded, you can't even tell the difference. He won the "Discovery Of The Year R&B Award". Mad Clown "Fire" and "Sour Grapes" He won the "Artist of Year" during January. AOA Cream "Heart Attack" and "I'm Jelly Bean" They won the "World Rookie Of They Year Award" *this is the time where I started watching* IKON "My Type" and "Dumb And Dumber" Aside from the 15 dabs Bobby did in this live performance this performance was alright. The background music was a little to fast for them and they struggled to catch up but they did good overall. They won the "Artist of The Year" for September and "New Artist Of The Year" along with GFriend. SEVENTEEN "Mansae" and "Shining Diamond" Seventeen surprise me with this performance, it was unique they way they introduce themselves and really worked for them. They won the "World Rookie Of The Year" along with AOA. Taeyon "I" My girl Taeyeon did great with this performance and it was so beautiful too. She won the "Artist Of The Year" for October Zico "Boys And Girls" Of course this bias wrecker had to perform as well and "Boys And Girls" are one of my favoirite songs by him. He won the "Artist Of The Year" for November Vixx "Chained Up" I got so happy when I saw N's sassines in this live performance. The remix of this song is always good and Ravi just destroyed my life like always. His shirt didn't come off in this performance which is kind of bittersweet but thier performance was still great. Which might explained why they won the "Hot Performance Award of The Year". This is where the fandoms wars start to erupt in the live chat, So in each block will be some comments other fans said about their group or other groups....WARNING YOU MAY GET MAD AT SOME OF THESE COMMENTS!! BTS "I Need You" and "Dope" BTS killed their performance and they look so good in their classy suits. They won the "K-Pop World Hallyu Star Award". I was partially glad when BTS performed because I thought that would stop the wave of BTS comments but instead it made it worse with fans saying "That wasn't long enough", "BTS needed more time", and they also made insulted the other performers as well. I got so tired of seeing BTS in the comment section that I just started to ignore the live chat. EXO "Exodus", "Call Me Baby" and "Love Me Right" EXO left a path of destruction that killed me and my ears. It was so good although I think they could've had better mics because we could barely hear them. They won the "Artist Of The Year(album)" for the first, second and fourth quarter and the "Fan Vote Popularity Award". Sehun also recieved the award "Weibo Star Award". Now EXO fans were totally inappropriate with comments like... -"This is boring, Big Bang is winning all the awards" -"They(Big Bang) look like beggers on stage." And many others that were horrible. Big Bang "Bae Bae", "Bang Bang Bang" and "We Like 2 Party" Big Bang killed it but is that really something new...They all look so good and happy and of course Seungri had to do another Sehun moment with a member of Super Junior. I'm so glad they were enjoying themselves. They won the "Artist Of The Year" for May, June, July and August. They also won the "YinYueTai Most Influential Group in Asia Award". But the sad part about this is that their fans in the live chat were arguing with other people. They were the worst in the live chat. Comments included stuff like.... -"Exo has no quality on their work" -"Exo rappers can't rap worth nothing" -They even said that EXO had the worst live performance. Again this is not all the negative comments I saw in the chat. Besides the negative comments that I saw during the show everything was awesome and I will continue to watch this award show the next time it comes on. If you want to see all the awards that were presented just click this link here Did You Guys Watch The Award Show? 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Idols and Depression
Due to the harsh nature of the kpop industry, it is not uncommon for kpop idols to develop depression. Here are a few Idols who have suffered from depression but have overcome it Media Monsters Squad CEO: @amobts Media Monsters Team: @Qilin94 @KokoroNoTakara @Helixx @Thekreviewer @nimm14 Monster Bloggers: @PrettieeEmm @SimplyAwkward @BBxGD @VeronicaArtino @CynthiaForeman Executive Media Team @stevieq @SarahVanDorn None of these images or videos belong to Media Monsters Writer @PrettieeEmm, Monster Blogger HEECHUL -SUJU After Hankyung’s leave, member Heechul became depressed especially. He lived in the same dorm as Hankyung and had a special relationship with him. He said, β€œI was in a big chaos. It was difficult for me to laugh on TV and dance on stage.” Afterwards, he did not go on stage including year-end award shows. For 3 months, he lived in seclusion, locking his door. His only friends were two cats. Heechul revealed, β€œI had some lingering emotions. Since I didn't meet any people, depression got worse. I had lived with Hankyung, drank together and was really close. It was mentally difficult.” His mind became comfortable after thinking, β€œwhen me and Hankyung do well we can meet each other.” JOKWON -2AM The happy virus of K-Pop, Jo Kwon! He always brings laughter and joy to those around him. β€œI was fearful because I didn’t know when I would be cut. I even suffered from depression during those eight years of training" But he pushed through it and was able to rise above it. His determination and willpower is simply astounding and admirable. TAEYEON -SNSD This issue came up around the I Got a Boy era when Taeyeon outwardly admitted her depression β€œAfter my schedule is finish, I return home and feel lonely and empty inside. I don’t know what to do about it,” she remarked. KISEOP -U-KISS "Before coming into U-KISS, I found my dream and had planned on following it. But wherever I went, the companies wouldn’t pick me and I always failed. I eventually gave up and went into 2 months of harsh Depression. I thought a lot about the possibility of suicide" "My mom…my mom was thinking of me and she cried herself to sleep. I didn’t see my mom cry often. After watching her cry, I realized what I was doing…I was thinking about suicide and didn’t even go out to meet friends." "But after seeing my mom cry and try to make me feel better, I got back up. After that, I told myself I would work harder and never give up" PARK BOM - 2NE1 When Park Bom was growing up in the United States, she was an avid soccer player and dreamed of being a soccer star. One of her best friends at the time died while playing soccer with her, shocking and depressing her. She received psychiatric care for the trauma she experienced and was prescribed amphetamine drugs. TABLO -EPIK HIGH Epik High’s Tablo confessed about his state of depression which sparked a lot of attention. Tablo, who has suffered from depression at a very young age, confessed, β€œDepression is integrated into my life.” β€œI don’t know if I ever overcame it… I’m okay though, I’m not crazy.” Tablo shared his thoughts on the topic of depression, β€œI think everyone in the modern world is depressed in some way.” May also add his snaps make you feel happy to be alive he's such an inspiration and I look forward to them everyday Media Monsters Taglist Come join us A: @AaliyahNewbell @AshleiRyals B: @BTSxEXO @Bangtanss C: @CandyApple22 D: @deeeDUH E: @EvilGenius @EmilyGardner F: @FalseLove @Foxxyjinxx J: @JessyRay19 @jungkooknovieka @JohnEvans @JasmineGregory K: @kouvarisb @KassiIverson @kimchikpop @KwonOfAKind L: @LadyL @Leolaring M: @Mightymuffin @merryjayne13 @mbg3t @mycreativename @MelissaGarza @mrsax2018 @MorganAlys N:@nimm14 @normabm7 P: @PierceHorizon R:@requiem101 S: @simpsonsamantha V: @Vay754 @VIPFreak2NE1 Z: @ZakariahForbes @ZoilaObregon DO NOT COPY TAGLIST If you want to be removed please message us and we will untag you! If you want to be added comment below! BO$$E$ Squad: @MarrickeJ33 @DayDaySMDC @BBxGD @PrettieeEmm @aaliyahnewbell @FromBlue2U @QueenPandaBunny . Won&Only Squad: @DayDaySMDC @BBxGD @PrettieeEmm @MaelstromVIP @MarrickeJ33 @starbell808 @MelissaGarza @Namjoonsbutt @SashaKmseoul . Monsta Mod Team: @xxchicharitoxx @IsoldaPazo @chankyunslays @Baekyeol27 @resavalencia @PrettieeEmm @MonAnnahiX .
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