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One Night pt. 9

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- Boram's point of view - That was such a nice dream. I feel so rested even if I didn't sleep for too long. I must have just slept really hard. I stretch out and without opening my eyes, reach for Hoseok. As my hand meets the bed, I realize there's nothing there. I shoot up and look around. I get up and look, but there's no one in the bathroom. "Was it just a dream? What a stupid dream. My brain is so cruel." I look down and see I'm wearing his shirt. I smile, knowing it was real cheers me up. "Well at least I know it's real, that's good. I was going to be bummed if my mind just created such a sweet dream." I sit down on the bed, his spot is cold so he's been gone for a while. "He'll come back. Maybe he had to go get something or get ready because he didn't want to worry them more. I'm sure he'll come back to say goodbye before he leaves." After a couple hours of watching TV and waiting, I'm starting to think he's not coming back. Check out was an hour ago so he must have, at the latest, left an hour after I woke up. I should stop deluding myself. He's not coming back. He really was just a heart breaker, nothing more. My eyes start watering and my throat gets tight. "How could I be so stupid. I'm 23 and I'm naïve enough to believe he'd say goodbye or that he actually cared. Right, like a celebrity would give a shit about me, some random piece of trash that blew in from a dump of a town in the US." I start crying, at least I'm in my room and no one will see this or know how ridiculous I am. No one has to know how much of a romantic dreamer I am, so much so that I thought a one night stand meant something important. I laugh through my tears at my stupidity. "I should know better. I should really know better." I hug a pillow and cry into it sitting at the foot of my bed. "Fuck!" I whip it across the room. "That's his pillow, it reeks of him. I don't need to keep reminding myself of some asshole." I remember I'm wearing his shirt and take it off, immediately throwing it in the trash. "Hopefully the maids will get that soon. I don't want to look at it anymore." But I eventually find myself staring at it from the bed, crying harder just from the sight of it. I can't throw it away. I just can't. I get back up and grab it. Hugging it to me with all my strength. My body is tensing up from being upset. I can hardly breathe, I'm crying too hard. Shit, I'm too anxious. "Where's my meds? I need to get them before it gets worse. I don't need a full blown panic attack over this." He doesn't deserve the satisfaction of hurting me that much; it's obvious that's what he wanted in the first place. To go and leave without a word after what he said and did last night, that just proves it. I dig through two different bags, tossing their contents around me. "God damn it! Where are they!" I remember I have a small cosmetics bag on the night stand. "They must be in there." I pick it up and open it. I'm about to dump it out on the night stand when I see a scrap of paper. I freeze when I see it. I swear my heart stopped for a moment, and then promptly sank. I continue what I'm doing. I need to take my medicine before I wind myself up even more. I find them and take one. Coming back from the bathroom, I'm still crying but I've managed to calm down a little. Spazzing over trying to figure out where my pills were managed to somewhat distract me from crying. I find my emotions have turned from feeling hurt by him to being disgusted by him. "So what did he leave. What did he leave to torture me with." I sit down and take a deep breath. I pick up the paper and look at it. It's a phone number. "What kind of person leaves their number but doesn't say good bye! Does he get off on this or something! What a twisted, sadistic fuck!" I'm silent for a few moments then let out a sad laugh. "How much you wanna bet it's fake. Fuck it, might as well hit bottom if I'm nearly there anyway." I dial the number and call it. It rings a couple times and then stops mid-ring. Nice. Ignored. I bet it is fake if someone's ignoring it. Fine. If he won't answer, I'll text him intsead. - Hoseok's point of view - "Hoseok. This is Boram." "I know you left. I know you left without even saying goodbye." What the hell do I say. "I'm sorry." So weak. It doesn't even sound like I mean that. "Why wouldn't you say goodbye? Was I not worth that much?" "That's not it." It's because I couldn't man up. "You know, I accept the fact that you've probably been with a lot women. But I didn't realize I was nothing more than another notch in your belt. Because you certainly made it seem like I wasn't." You weren't, I meant it. "I'm sorry I gave you my number." "Yeah, you gave your number to what you feel is a groupie so I'm sure you regret it; I guess that's what you do when you have a buzz going. I never thought I'd, ever in my life, feel like a cheap star fucker, but here I am. Feeling like an idiot for thinking this was anything special. When in reality it was nothing short of a one night stand." She misunderstood. I don't regret giving my number to her, and it was special. "That's not what I mean by sorry. I'm apologizing. I'm apologizing because I probably made you feel worse by prolonging your hurting when I gave you a way to reach me. I can't make up for my cowardice. I didn't say goodbye because I didn't want to see you sad; I couldn't bring myself to see your pain. I didn't want to see how I hurt you." "Then I guess you forgot you left your number last night when you'd been drinking. Because I'm sure you'd rather get this out of your mind and forget this happened than be dealing with my being upset." "Boram, it wasn't last night that I left my number. Will you please hear me out?" "Why should I? I don't even know what to believe anymore." I can't blame her for not trusting me. I couldn't even give her enough consideration to say goodbye. "Because I left that for you this morning. I was sober. I wanted you to have it. For most people it may seem insignificant to give their number to someone, but for an idol it's a huge deal. I wasn't even supposed to do that." My phone rings. I look around; the guys are far away enough. "Hello?" "Then why would you leave your number?" I can hear it in her voice that she's been crying. I'm such a cruel person; no wonder she doesn't believe me. "Because I don't want to cut ties with you. I didn't want to say goodbye because it felt so final. I know I hurt you and I'm genuinely sorry. I feel terrible for it." "You should." "If I could go back to this morning, say goodbye, and give you my number in person, I would. I wish I could." "Yeah, me too. I expected you to at least say goodbye." "I meant to, I really did; but then I thought about how sad you'd be. I didn't want to see you sad or cry. I'm pathetic and selfish, really selfish. I picked myself over you. That's not fair at all." She sniffles. "Not really, no." "I did say goodbye, I was just saying it for myself though. It was too quiet for you to wake up. I gave you a kiss that was light enough to not disturb you and kissed your forehead before leaving." "I wish I would've been awake for that." "I wish you would've been awake too." "So, I've heard you out. Basically, you've said you were selfish, inconsiderate, pathetic, and a coward. Does that about sum it up?" She doesn't sound like she's crying anymore. She just sounds a bit emotionless. "Yeah." "As much as it hurt me, I actually think you're beating yourself up a little more than you should be. If you really weren't trying to hurt me through all of this for your own sick pleasure, then you're being too hard on yourself." How can she be considerate of how I treat myself after what I did? "Sick pleasure? No, no. I'm not like that, I just really couldn't stand to see you sad because of me. I didn't want to talk about what would happen to us; because I wouldn't be able to give you a pleasant answer." "Then yes, you are being too rough on yourself." She's so sweet. "Thank you." "So, what do you want from me? You say you don't want to cut ties, but you also say you didn't have a pleasant answer for what would happen between us. So what exactly do you mean by all that?" "I want." There's a long pause. "You want what?" "I want to be with you." "How is that unpleasant? Although, you do realize that you live in Korea and I live in America, right? That's not exactly close." "That's why it's unpleasant; because we're really far apart. But that's okay, right? I'd call you, I'd text you, and we could video chat. I'll send you presents too! And whenever you visit your family, you can come stay at a hotel close to the dorms for a couple days. We can spend time together and you can meet everyone. And if we do concerts in the US, most groups almost always go to Chicago so we probably would to; then you could see us perform and see me after the show! You said you lived kind of close to there." "That's just not reali-" "No, please don't say it's not realistic! I'm telling you it isn't impossible, because I'd never let you feel lonely or ignored! Never!" "Hoseok, I'm sure yo-" Damn my eyes are burning. "Am I the only one who felt something last night? I really care about you, it feels like you belong in my arms, like you belong with me and no one else. Please don't walk out of my life, I want you to stay in it." I don't want to scare her away by being too emotional or sentimental. We did just meet last night, I know that, but I want her to understand how strongly I feel about her before she says there's no chance. "I felt something too. I care about you, I loved when you held me because I felt safe, and I would love to keep you in my life, but you know, you're the one who walked out of my life." "I know." "And you're a man who has girls chasing after him, lots of girls who would love the chance to get with him for a night. That's a lot of temptation for a guy who's in a long distance relationship." "Boram, my favorite thing about you isn't something physical. I truly love talking with you. I know it'd be different and that we couldn't hang out, go on dates, or be intimate; but I promise that I'd never betray you." Keep it together, no tears, not in public. "You're telling me that you could say no to every single one of them? It wouldn't bother you to not be able to have sex or anything else until we saw each other, maybe once a year?" My voice is shaking. I can't believe I'm about to cry. "For the girl who knows and likes the real me, the one who stole my heart, I could do that. I spent plenty of time not having sex before I was famous and it wouldn't bother me now. Would you be able to trust me?" "I just don't thi-" "Please!" I don't care, I'll cry. This is more important than worrying about looking stupid. "Hoseok?" I sniff. "What?" "Are you crying?" I am now. I can't handle her saying no. I'm not too proud to beg a little. "Yeah. I care about you, I know we didn't spend much time together, but can you please trust me?" She's silent for a long time and all there is to hear is my crying. I'm just sitting here, pathetically whimpering, what a great impression. "Boram? Are you still there?" "Yeah. I'm just thinking." "What if we get to know eachother better first? I think the more you know me that you'll definitely start to trust me. Is that a request that's more fair? To try to earn your trust?" She goes silent for a minute again. "Bora-" "Yes, that is a lot more fair. I could give that a chance." "Really?" "Yes." I wipe away my tears and stop crying. She's so kind. She must be more swayed by logic than emotion alone. "Great! Oh. But there's some other stuff that we should talk about first."
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I was getting ready to cry if she rejected him!! but she didn't!!😊 love this story
hes so soft and THIS IS WHY YOU DONT HAVE ONE NIGHT SHIT PEOPLE YOUR FEELINGS MEAN NOTHING on another's note he's soft awe 😂😂😂😂
You're stories are amazing and so real😊😊👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼
@MandyNoona i mean if no one has seen nana then they so should!!! i was laughing out loud when i saw you say Hachico
@LemonLassie the fact you catch the reference makes me want to hug you. XD @MadAndrea You're my favorite ff author so far. keep up the good work. Forever fan right here.
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Beating Heart Ch.2 {Yoongi FF}
Here is the second Chapter. ♡ Yoongi has definitely stolen the first spot in BTS. My plot was odd. NGL, I'm horrible sometimes for plots. I changed it. Title: Beating Heart Genre: Small Romance and Angst. Pairing: Raquel [OC] x Yoongi Plot: Raquel never thought her and Yoongi were meant for each other, by the way they bickered back-and-forth. One day, after extenuating circumstances take place, she decides to leave the town behind to start over. She believes that it'll be easier for Yoongi if she exits his life. ⊱ ──────ஓ๑♡๑ஓ ────── ⊰ Ch. 2 She woke up to the smell of breakfast. Getting dressed, she made her way to the kitchen. It felt like old times. Raquel helped make it, as they discussed what the day would entail. “Raquel, you don't regret coming home do you?” “Not at all grams. I'll adjust again. What time are we going to the restaurant?” “Momentarily, I want to feed you first.” “Sounds good.” They finished up breakfast as they made their way to the business. It had been a little over a month or more since she came home. She missed everyone already, but her fate was to be back. “Raquel, if your friends want to come visit you, they can. I don't want you to feel secluded.” “It’s okay, I didn’t have many friends. I annoyed more people than anything.” “I'm sure that's not the case.” Raquel smiled thinking about her few friends, Yoongi especially. She never knew she’d miss him this much. She hoped that he’d be at ease since she wasn’t around him. About this time, Yoongi would be sleepily walking around in his apartment. Approaching the restaurant, a few workers were setting up tables. When they walked in, the workers stopped. “This is my granddaughter, she will be joining us.” Everyone gave Raquel a warm welcome, she looked over at the table she carved into when she was a little girl. “You still kept the table?” “Your grandfather always told us that if we got rid of that, he’d get rid of us.” She laughed at the thought of him throwing everyone away for touching the table. Raquel missed the restaurant, spending so many days there when she was younger. It became a second home to her. Every bit of the fragrances hitting her senses, sparked up the many memories she experienced. All the good and bad memories: her first heartbreak, the betrayal and regrets of past friendships that wilted away. The restaurant opened as people shuffled in. Raquel was busy serving the food with the other waitress. They both were knowledgeable and quick on their feet. The rush of customers filled the restaurant. People loved the food, that was no surprise. Her grandmother was passionate about her cooking, it showed in the quality of the food. Raquel finished serving the last table, noticing her uncle and cousin walk in; making her grandmother pause. He didn’t even acknowledge Raquel. She approached the three as he slammed a packet of papers on the table. Her interest was even more piqued. “When are you going to sign mom?” “Never. I have no reason to sell my restaurant. Not then, especially not now. Your dad would be disappointed in your behavior.” “What? You think you can run it by yourself?” “Not by myself, I have Raquel.” Her uncle turned to her, “You expect a child to help you? I know dad dying was hard, but you're becoming delusional.” “I'm not a child,” she stepped closer to the table, “I spent my childhood here, I know the ins and outs of this place. I can help her.” “You’re not even related. You’re just adopted, so you have no say Raquel.” The entire restaurant was silenced by her grandmother’s hand connecting with his face. “You will not talk to her like that. She is more family than you. After you grew up, you forgot simple life morals and ethics. I will not have you disrespect Raquel.” He was above being angry. She never struck him before. It infuriated him that she took Raquel’s side. “It’s okay gram.” “It is not, he will not talk to you like that. Get out and take this contract with you!” She threw the files in his face, pointing at the door. Both guys left defeated as Raquel locked the door behind them. Approaching her grandmother, she sat down. “They want me to get rid of this place. Your grandfather fought him tooth and nail. Son being stubborn, the jerk, he won’t take no for an answer.” “The restaurant isn’t going bankrupt is it?” “Lord no child, we’re set for life. I just am not ready to see it go and turned into something that isn’t beneficial to our small community. With the city being miles away, we offer good food at good prices. People of all walks are welcome here. We also help farmers by buying fresh produce and ingredients. Your uncle doesn’t understand that.” “I hope he will, for your sake Grams.” “Even if he doesn’t, I don’t care. This restaurant will stay open. If you don’t take it, then manager Choi will.” Raquel stood over her grandmother as she calmed her down. The workers were quiet, feeling strange from the conversation. She hadn’t met manager Choi yet, but hoped that he would be kind. Two silhouettes were hanging outside the door. This caught. Raquel’s attention. She figured it was her uncle and cousin trying to start more strife with her grandmother. “You two really have no couth! Didn’t she tell you to leave the first time!” Hoseok and Yoongi grinned at their sharp tonged friend. They missed her. “Hey dodo, who put you in a tizzy?” “Yoo-Yoongi? Hoseok? What are you doing here?” “We miss you, a lot. We wanted to come visit.” “But what about your schooling?” “Did you forget we get breaks every semester?” She was happy inside. Hoseok always knew when she was down or upset. Almost like he had an alarm that went off anytime she needed him. Yoongi, on the other hand, she was unsure why he came. He was the last person she thought she’d see standing in her grandmother’s restaurant. “Come in, sorry about that. My self-righteous relatives just left. I thought you two were them.” “We heard, they pulled up before we did, but we didn’t want to meddle.” “Raque, dear, who are these young men?” “This is Hoseok, and Yoongi. They are friends from my old school.” Her grandmother bowed as they waved, “Please sit, you boys must be hungry coming all this way out here.” They sat at the table while Raquel served them. “How’s Seo-Ah?” Hoseok looked away. Something happened that made him uncomfortable with the mentioning of her name. “They broke up. Seo-Ah wasn’t the girl he thought she was.” “Hoseok,” she placed her hand on his, “I’m sorry to hear that.” “It’s okay. I guess it’s better this way. Plus I can come see you with no backlash.” “Did you get bored with not having anyone to mess with, Yoongi?” “A few different reasons; that being one yes.” She did miss his crass after all. Raquel gave them a tour of the restaurant as her grandmother finished the bookkeeping for the night. “You gentleman can stay with us.” “Thank you for your generous offer ma’am.” The four closed up shop making their way back to Raquel’s new home. There was plenty space for them to stay. Her grandmother didn’t want Raquel to feel alone, so seeing her friends, made her less worried about that. Raquel showed them to their rooms. “Raquel, you’re grandmother’s house is huge for just you two. Why have you lived in a tiny apartment all of this time?” “It's not my money to spend. I want going to have them pay a lot for just me. Anyways, you guys sleep well. You’ve had a long journey here.” She made a detour to her grandfather’s hobby room. Raquel wanted to avoid it, but she couldn't. They spent time together in this room. The memories flooded her mind as she sat in his chair. It was a harsh reality that he would never make another one with her. Raquel curled up crying. She heard the door creak open, as someone appeared with a blanket in hand. He slid between the chair and Raquel, wrapping her up. She couldn't tell who it was by all the tears, but his embrace was warm. He allowed her to cry as he just comforted her; running his hands through her hair. “I know nothing I say will make this better, but I'm here for you. Cry if you need too. That’s why I came.” The guy embraced her all night. His touch was strong, but tender. Warm and protective; even generous. These were the kinds of hugs that you would only receive if you were truly lucky. She had been hugged before, but this was a different force. Not once did she open her eyes, it simply hurt to do so. It was just nice to feel a warm embrace. It was entrancing. ⊱ ──────ஓ๑♡๑ஓ ────── ⊰ Tagging my Normal Readers: @MelissaGarza @QueenPandaBunny Just one more Chapter left. ♡ If you would like to be added to the Taglist please let me know. This will be for my other ffs I throw out there as well.
현대미술로 세계 5개 도시를 연결하는, 방탄소년단 <커넥트, BTS>
서울은 1월 28일부터 방탄소년단이 신보 [맵 오브 더 솔 : 7(MAP OF THE SOUL :7)] 발매를 앞두고 언급해온 <커넥트, BTS>의 실체가 드러났다. 바로 런던·베를린·부에노스아이레스·서울·뉴욕의 유수 미술관에서 신개념 미술 프로젝트 ‘커넥트,BTS'가 동시다발적으로 열리는 것. 세계 5개 도시에서 선보이는 이번 전시는 22인 예술가의 작품을 연결해 방탄소년단의 음악적 철학을 현대미술 언어로 재구현한 작품들을 선보일 예정이다. K-POP과 순수 예술의 대규모 협업이라는 점에서 전례가 드문 기획. 첫 스타트를 끊는 런던에서는 덴마크 출신 미디어 아티스트 제이콥 스틴슨이 실제 야생의 숲속 풍경을 3D로 스캔해 재구성한 작품 ’카타르시스(Catharsis)'이 공개된다. 국적, 장르, 세대가 다른 작가들이 함꼐 탄생한 <커넥트, BTS>에 대한 더 자세한 정보는이곳에서 확인 가능하며, 한편 대한민국 서울은 오는 28일 동대문디자인플라자(DDP)에서 강이연과 영국 작가 앤 베로니카 얀센스의 작품들을 만나볼 수 있다. 또한 현장을 방문하면 방탄소년단 멤버들이 등장하는 도슨트를 경험할 수 있으니 참고하길. “음악을 통해 경계 없는 소통을 하며 예술과 크게 다르지 않다고 생각했는데 이렇게 예술을 통해 긍정적인 영향력을 줄 수 있다는 점에 정말 감사하다.” - 슈가 “공공 예술은 이렇게 함께 나눴을 때 가치가 더욱 빛난다고 생각한다. 이 프로젝트로 많은 응원과 사랑을 주는 아미들과 관객들에게 우리의 감사한 마음을 보답할 기회가 됐으면 좋겠다.” - 제이홉 <CONNECT, BTS> 런던 1월 14일 – 3월 6일 베를린 1월 15일 – 2월 2일 부에노스 아이레스 1월 21일 – 3월 22일 서울 1월 2일 – 3월 20일 뉴욕 2월 5일 – 3월 27 일 더 자세한 내용은 <아이즈매거진> 링크에서
RUN BTS!🏃🏻‍♂️ 2019- Behind The Scenes Photos!😍 Ep.89
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Mr. Perfect and Ms. Anomaly +21 Part 2
Hello Fam! Part 2 I could hear someone being slapped as I walked passed Namjoon's door. I stopped dead in my tracks when the head of the cheerleaders squad walked out fixing her skirt. I will admit I had a smirk on my face. "What the fuck are you looking at weird ass bitch?" She blurted I bit down on my lip which was painted with Kat Von D Black lipstick. "It is my house too blonde bitch. Please have some manners." She flicked her blonde hair and rolled her eyes as she stormed off. I could hear Namjoon's low chuckle as he watched her. Then I could feel his eyes on me. "Idk what the hell you are looking at. Did Barbie hurt Mr. Perfect." Namjoon pinned me on the wall. "You could do better without sarcasm. I need a word with you anyways." "Look Namjoon I have shit to do please make this pointless conversation quick." My arms were folded. "You and your friends are being a pain in my ass. You all protesting for funds for that art club could you just cool it for a while?" "No. Is that it cuz I got shit to do and..." "Plus I can't get off to any other bitch due to you and that delicious pussy. You must take responsibility for your actions." I almost chocked on my spit. My eyes widen as I dropped my art supplies on the floor and unfinished protest posters. "Come again?" "Exactly. I'm stressed and only you can make me come." Namjoon slowly walked over to me. He pulled off my black sheer over shirt and began tugging at the black tube top underneath it. "You smell so good y/n." Namjoon whispered in my ear before planting soft kisses on my ears. Suddenly I could feel air attacking my nipples. I cursed myself for not wearing a bra. "Ah I knew you didn't have on a bra. Those titts bouncing as you protested today...I wanted to fuck you then." "Namjoon you need to back off or I will..." "Where is that protest babe at now?" Namjoon grinned and began sucking on my left nipple. He looked up at me drinking up my facial expressions. He moved to the right making sloppy noises and slapping my left. He was right am I allowing this? Why won't a protest. I moaned as he tugged, sucked, and teased me. "Oh your cheerleader whore couldn't please you?" I moaned. Namjoon stopped and looked up at me. "Don't get cocky." He said. "Fine no need to. It's not like you need me anyway. I began picking up my belongings. Namjoon stopped me. He pulled my items out my hand and crashed into my face with those perfect peach lips. We fell on his bed. He ripped my clothes off like an animal and began kissing my other lips. He paused and sniffed me with that perfect nose of his. "You smell so good..." He gasped. He began kissing my inner thigh and teasing my numb with this thumb. I bit my lip. He blew on my sensitive numb then sucked on his thumb while giving me eye contact. He warm eyes now dark. Namjoon began sucking and licking on my numb while sticking his long finger deep inside me. I could feel my ocean rising. He was so good at this too perfect. He curved his fingers hitting my g spot. I screamed in pleasure. "You gonna make me squirt!" "Gush all over me baby." Namjoon moaned. I tried holding back. I didn't want him to control me. But it was so hard and I wanted to come...claim his face...those lips. Finally everything went black and I felt this hot wet explosion. I gushed all over his beautiful tanned peach face. He licked my thighs. I was coming down from my high. "Ride me...I need you baby." Namjoon groaned. I crawled in top of my prey. His needy eyes as he watched me. However I didn't do exactly what he wanted. I wanted to have fun. I licked him from base to tip. He hissed and as ran my tongue all over his tip covered with pre cum. I loved his taste. Namjoon sucked on his lower lip. I looked deep into his eyes as his member slowly disappeared in my mouth. A talent I've been working on. Namjoon eyes widen with shock. I took my time slowly sucking him making teasing sloppy noises and gagging at the right moment. Namjoon eyes shut as he enjoyed his torture. He hissed and cussed. "Y/n you are so fucking good...." His voice low. "Better than that girl you claim?" I said "What girl?" Namjoon said. "Exactly." I hovered above him. "If you want this cake...if you want this you have to surrender to me. That means you cannot fuck anyone else. Kiss...flirt..oral sex...whatever. You belong to me if you want to make demands." I said. "Are you trying to me my girlfriend...I don't know about being in an exclusive..." "Well then Mr. President that's it. Good luck with busting a nut." I attempted to get off him. "Okay. I mean you are cute. I've always had a crush on you but you never gave me the time of day." Namjoon said. "I'm not trying to be your girlfriend. I'm just claiming property. You speak so sweet but you never liked me Namjoon. You always liked the other girls. You don't have to make this romantic." Namjoon rolled his eyes. "Agreed. Ride me." I slipped him inside taking as much as I could. I moved slowly watching his reactions. He pulled me into a kiss and slammed inside me. He muted my moan by pulling me deeper into a kiss. I began riding him faster as our pelvic boned kissed. "Shit you are so tight baby" he said while viewing him going in and out of me. He felt so warm and he filled me perfectly as my body adjusted and allowed him full entrance. Namjoon began sucking my right breast and rubbing my numb as a ride him. "Yes ride that fucking dick baby. Fuck..." He moaned. I moaned loudly. "Who dick is this Kim fucking Namjoon?" "Yours baby...this is yours y/n." He moaned "Who can only make you come?" I moaned. "Baby you...you...shit..." Namjoon moaned loudly. "Come for me...baby.." I looked him directly in his eyes. Namjoon couldn't speak and I admit I was close to falling apart. I could feel my fire explode as Namjoon pulled out and exploded all over the place. I chuckled as I feel on his trembling from my orgasm. He softly laughed and kissed me. "Looks like I've got some cleaning to do. "You are so freaking clumsy boy." I whispered with a smirk. KISS Squad @Babydollbre @QueenyCrossGene @BTSMicDrop Lipglosses @EXOahjummafan @Starbell808 @QueenPandaBunny @divanicola05 @MelindaL @MelissaGarza
Beating Heart {Yoongi Mini FF}
Hello lovely people. I just wanted to take this time and upload a mini FF that I have been working on for years. I got angry how the original one didn't flow like intende, so it sat in my docs for a later time. I recently lost my writer's block, and this is the completed revamped version. I'm happy-ish with it and just glad it's completed. {Now I can try to finish the others} It is a small Three Chapter fiction. I may choose to expand on it later, but here it is! I hope you enjoy. Title: Beating Heart Genre: Small Romance and Angst. Pairing: Raquel [OC] x Yoongi Plot: Sometimes distance makes the heart grow fonder. Yoongi and Raquel soon learn this, after Raquel tries to leave his life. ⊱ ──────ஓ๑♡๑ஓ ────── ⊰ Chp.1 Raquel prepared herself for another day at her school. She glanced at her phone seeing it was time to leave. She grabbed her keys, and locked up her apartment. Every day she would walk to school, admiring the city. She had developed friendships amongst a few of the guys in her classes; Hoseok in particular. He became one of her best friend's over the course of her time at school. When she was new, he was one of the first people to speak with her and show her around. Knowing Hoseok was a blessing, bringing about someone else who was special in her heart. She developed feelings for the jerk Hoseok called his best friend; Min Yoongi. He was cool and supportive to his friends, but he and Raquel clashed. The entire time they were around each other, it was a battle of the wits. They were sarcastic, sometimes driving their mutual friends crazy. It was almost as if Raquel and Yoongi couldn’t breathe right around each other. She felt it was unfortunate that his beautiful face, was prettier than his personality. He was undeniably one of the best looking guys in school. They had their moments of being civil, but it was a rarity. They irked each other’s nerves. It was just frustrating to her how he was cold, and standoffish. "Raquel, here. You left your book in the library. I picked it up for you." Raquel turned around to Hoseok and his friends. He was a gem to be around, turning her bad days into good ones. "Thank you Hoseok, I didn't know I left it behind." "Maybe if you were less ditzy, then you would have picked it up," Suga adjusted the bag on his back giving her his famous grin that she loved and hated all at once. "Suga, don't be rude," Hoseok tried to hush up his friend quickly before Raquel felt offended. "It's okay Hoseok. It's better to be ditzy than a jerk," she shot Yoongi a glare. He was always so cold to her. Raquel never understood why, or what made him mad about her presence. She started walking towards class leaving the others behind. She knew when she wasn't wanted, and this was one of those times. She was labeled as a nerd, but she didn't mind. Reading books and studying was one of her favorite hobbies. Yoongi sat down beside her. She felt like she had upset the heaven’s, as his seat was besides hers. She ignored his presence as she wrote notes down. "You walk fast for someone who's so damn short," he grabbed her notebook off the desk, going through her pages. He wrote something down in the back, but he kept it out of her reach. "Why do you continuously mess with me?" "Me mess with you?" he scooted closer to her, "Raquel, that would imply something." He was even more irritating than before. “Give me my notebook back. I’m not implying anything. I’m just annoyed at how funny you think it is to constantly be a dick towards me.” “Don’t make it so easy then,” he gave her the notebook back as he smirked, pushing her forehead with his hand. One of the girls that had a crush on Yoongi scooted in between the two. It killed her to see Raquel getting his attention. Especially since she was the loner. Raquel never minded, but everyone thought it was sad. Raquel’s phone went off showing her uncle’s number. He only called her when emergencies happened. She walked out of the room answering it. “Hello, what’s wrong?” The voice on the other end of the phone was not her uncle’s. She ran back into class grabbing her stuff, heading towards the door. Yoongi watched her frantic behavior. Something upset her. Raquel grabbed a taxi to the hospital. Her family was waiting for her outside the room where her grandfather was. He wanted to see Raquel one last time. Her grandmother stood by him holding his hand. Raquel kneeled down as she hugged him. “Please take care of your grandmother, she can’t do things on her own. She will need your help. I love you Raq, I always have.” They raised Raquel as their own since she was a baby. Essentially, they were her parents. She kissed her grandfather’s head as he said goodbye. She held her grandmother as they cried. While her grandmother and uncle made the arrangements, she sat in the waiting room feeling numb. She didn't notice Hoseok or the others approach her. “You okay? Yoongi told us you abruptly left class. We went to your uncle's house, but his son brought us here.” “He's gone. My grandfather is gone. I don't know what to do.” They sat down next to her, trying to cheer her up. They noticed her wearing all black. Yoongi, amongst them, hated to see Raquel so down. He always gave her a hard time, but he didn’t like to see her upset. It made him feel some type of way to see her cry. Almost as if a boulder was crushing his chest. People started pouring in showing the family condolences. “I have to get back in there,” Raquel stood up walking towards her grandmother and uncle. Her friends followed behind her. She sat next to her grandmother. The amount of love shown to her family warmed her heart. Raquel needed to figure out her next move. With her grandmother living outside of the city, she would have to make decisions, possibly moving away. After the funeral concluded, Raquel left with her grandmother. A few days had passed with Raquel missing school. She needed to return to school to leave for a few semesters. Yoongi was walking to class when he saw her leave the office. “Raquel, what are you doing?” “Yoongi, it’s good news for you. I’m leaving school. My grandmother needs help so you won’t have to worry about seeing me again, I’m leaving town also.” “You’re leaving school, why?” “With my grandfather gone, I’ll have to take up the chores and her business. So I guess this is goodbye.” He wasn’t too excited like she told him he’d be. Yoongi didn’t want her to leave, that was the opposite of what he actually wanted. She glanced at her phone noticing the time, as Hoseok approached her. “Raqi, you’re leaving?” “Yeah, for a while. I was just telling Yoongi here that he doesn’t have to worry about seeing me anymore. Listen I gotta go, good luck in your studies guys.” She hugged them as she left. Her new fate would take her to her old hometown. Raquel always wanted to live in a big city, it was a good dream while it lasted. Her grandmother needed her though, so the decision wasn’t a hard one to make. She would periodically move her stuff back home, but not now. They got on the road as she stared out the window. She almost forgot how pretty the country was. The car came to a stop in the driveway. It was surreal that this was happening. She hadn’t returned home for a while. With her grandfather gone, she was sad and already missed him. The country was going to be peaceful at least. “Come on baby, let’s get settled.” Raquel helped her grandmother inside the house. She placed their bags down, escorting her to the kitchen. Tea was always her grams go-to for a broken heart. “Raquel, I’m sorry you’re having to take the responsibilities on. Your uncle." “I know gram, he forgot where he came from and thinks the countryside is for bumpkins. It’s okay. I didn’t fit in with anyone there, I was called ditzy a lot. So it’s better I’m here.” Her grandmother placed her hands on top of Raquel's. No matter what, she was always able to count on Raquel. If there was one thing that she did right, it was raising Raquel to be the beautiful, selfless person. She had morals and was thoughtful. That was hard to come by these days. She would see to it that Raquel would be taken care of for her selflessness. “Here have some tea, grams, we both need a good cup,” she poured the tea as they sat in silence. The time came for them to sleep. They had a big day ahead of them, adjusting to Raquel’s new schedule. She walked into her old room as she noticed nothing was moved or changed since she left. This brought a smile. They always respected her privacy, and her space. She climbed in her bed feeling at home. This would be an okay change of pace. Horrible circumstances, but a good start. ⊱ ──────ஓ๑♡๑ஓ ────── ⊰ A/N: Here it is. I may roll the story out all in one day, but it depends on what I have to do today. I also will be rewriting my other stories with the other members. Tagging my Normal Readers: @MelissaGarza @QueenPandaBunny
Nocturnal Creature Jun Myeon 54 (19+)
NCJM54 "꿈" [For future reference: Present Day chapters in Regular type; Past/Memory chapters in BOLD ITALIC; P.O.V - REGULAR ITALIC] Note: Posting as I go... Time passed slowly for him, as the rest of the world moved on. Deep inside his head as his body slumbered, he lived in ecstasy.  She rolled over to be on top, he grabbed her hips to keep in rhythm with her, he loved watching her, the look of pleasure and satisfaction emanating from her face and body. He thrusted up, watching her head throw back and roll to one side, moaning, when she suddenly stopped. He looked up at her, she recoiled and crawled back to the other end of their bed, pulling a pillow over her body. "What's wrong?" He asked grabbing her wrist to pull her back to him.  She pointed behind him.  He looked. Standing on the far side of the room was a dark figure. "Who's there… Who is that" she asked crawling up behind him as he turned around quickly to confront the invader. He narrowed his eyes, trying to see who it was, then he realized, "D… Is that you?" Kyung stepped in closer as if he was stepping into the light, he smiled slyly at him and the woman he saw was an image of Aria. "안녕 our Jun Myeon." Kyung said waving his hand. "I knew I would find you, it was just a matter of time. I kept hearing whispers but it wasn't until just now that your mind completely lost control." "I'm not going back D. I'd rather stay here." Jun Myeon said, he pulled Her arms around him as she hid behind him, continuing to softly kiss him across his back. His eyes rolled up feeling the pleasure of it. "I can see that. But it's been too long. It's time to come home."  "I TOLD YOU, I DON'T WANT TO! … Now get out."  "Jun Myeon, it's been five years!" Kyung snapped back, he took a deep breath and stared at him, not wanting to say anything because he wanted to bring him back without telling him so, but he decided to do it, "You've missed the birth of your daughter."  Jun Myeon stopped, the woman sitting behind him, stopped. He gazed at her as she moved in front of him, gazing back at him with a confused look. He reached up and caressed her cheek. "It's not mine." He leaned over and kissed his woman. "Yes. it is. Like all Vampire children that know who their parents are. She wouldn't go to Sehun…" "Don't mention his name here! I don't want to hear it."  Kyung rolled his eyes and shook his head, "fine, the child wouldn't go to him. She cried a river of blood when he tried to hold her. It broke his heart knowing that she didn't belong to him. But he's been looking after them." "Then they're together, whether that child is mine or not, her mother and Him are together." "Don't be childish…"  "LEAVE!" Jun Myeon roared. "Fine." Kyung looked at the ceiling and saw stars twinkling. "So… That's where you are" he gave Jun Myeon a crooked smile and disappeared. He looked to where D had been standing, he looked around the room making sure he was gone. He looked up at the ceiling, realizing his eyes must be open. He concentrated and the the stars faded away. He looked to his woman, he grabbed her around the waist, throwing her down, "Now where were we?" He dove into her, biting until her neck and thrusting his hard member deep into her.  NCJM Chapter 55 "The Awakening" EXO FanFicsFans: @QueenPandaBunny @Indiglow @JaxomB @Jessicalista @ynsamgwlk @MaritessSison @MelissaGarza @Namjoonsbutt @YasminChavez @luna1171 @Matty0204 @SHINee4ever @tinafalcon22
Nocturnal Creature Jun Myeon 55
NCJM55 "AWAKENED" [For future reference: Present Day chapters in Regular type; Past/Memory chapters in BOLD ITALIC; P.O.V - REGULAR ITALIC] Note: Posting as I go... Jun Myeon opened his eyes and saw the stars twinkling high above. 'Dammit' he thought and concentrated to make the stars go away but they didn't. His arms felt stiff, he couldn't move them. He felt the freezing wind blowing across his face. 'Dammit' he thought again. He tried to turn his head but couldn't.  He was awake.  He didn't wake because he wanted to but because his Vampire instincts had been triggered. There were others approaching.  "Shit" he mumbled, or tried to mumble. He tried like hell to move his arms but they were frozen. If it was true, he'd been frozen for five years. He tried to sit up, he tried to move his legs. His mouth barely moved and after a few minutes of trying, he yelled in agony. He didn't want to do it too hard because the thought of shifting his arm suddenly just might break it off completely. He finally got his head to turn from one side to another. Off in the distance, he could see small dots hoping from peak to peak, flying around in circles before moving on to another area to circle.  He finally got an arm to move, and started pushing snow off his body. His other arm came loose, his one leg and then the other. He rolled over and started to crawl away as fast as he could. They were still far away, if he can, he thought he could make it, he could hide.  "I'mmnotttt going bbback…." He stuttered.  Pulling himself along the frozen ground, he could feel his body starting to get it's mobility back. Before he knew it, he was crawling faster and faster and pretty soon was trying to take flight. His first attempt, he crashed and landed on a boulder that broke his arm. His second attempt, he was up and staying up. He looked back and saw someone coming towards him fast.  "JUN MYEON!!! STOP!!!" they yelled. He recognized the voice, "FUCK YOU, YOU BITCH!" He yelled back.  He landed momentarily on a peak, straightened his arm, snapping the broken bones back into place and took off like Superman. Zipping through the air like a bullet, leaving her far behind.  Aria landed on the peak he took off from, watching him disappear once again into the distance. Kyung and Xiumin landed right behind her.  "He's still very angry." Kyung said  "I can see that, D, thanks." She said. Xiumin chimed in, "leave him, he'll come around. Especially if he knows that she is his."  "She wants to see him now. She doesn't want to wait anymore. I'm scared she might fly off on her own to look for him." Aria said, she tightened the silver chain looped on her belt, "If I have to drag his ass back kicking and screaming, then so be it." "She's strong and stubborn little thing, just like her father." Xiumin said, he smirked looking at Kyung, who only smirked in turn. "Can you see where he's heading?" Kyung closed his eyes, "Yes. If we go that way, we should be able to head him off." "D, can you follow him while we go that way. At least then he'll think someone is coming up behind him and he'll keep going in that direction." Aria said and pulled Xiumin in the other direction. "See you on the other side!" Xiumin called out as he and Aria took off. NCJM56: "A Lost Child, Found" EXO FanFicsFans: @QueenPandaBunny @Indiglow @JaxomB @Jessicalista @ynsamgwlk @MaritessSison @MelissaGarza @Namjoonsbutt @YasminChavez @luna1171 @Matty0204 @SHINee4ever @tinafalcon22