As the time went on BTS got more and more popular and they were really busy. I stayed busy like normal so that it didn't seem like I never saw J-hope. Although I noticed a change in his responses. When asked about dating he'd try to change the subject. He even changed his ideal type. It hurt. Maybe he was finally sick of me and found someone else that he liked. Although that thought was upsetting I totally understand it. I'm nothing special. I'm just this "normal" girl while he could have a famous girlfriend. Since I didn't have the time to talk to him I never really got any answers from him.
I had to change my ideal type not only were the guys freaking out on me, Saying that someone might pick her out of a crowd. I really didn't think that was a possibility, but a few days after I had said my ideal type a bunch of fans were on our blog page saying they found my ideal girl and at one point they posted a picture of (y/n). I was completely shocked that they figured it out so fast. I then had to change small things. I hadn't talked to (y/n) in awhile and I bet she's really worried about this. I just wish I had more time so I could go and see her. I really missed her. But if I were to be seen with her then everyone's suspicions would be confirmed. My manager had even taken my phone away so that I wouldn't do anything about the situation. I wasn't allowed to talk to (y/n) and that pissed me off. I just hope to God she's ok.
I had text Namjoon too see what was going on. He didn't really tell me anything. So I asked if I could bring food to them when they were at the studio. He hesitated for a moment and then said I could bring them food tonight. I was excited I'd finally be able to see everyone again. I went and ordered food and went to go pick it up. I made sure I looked really pretty. I was wearing a dress today and it fit me really well. This was the first time in a long time that I felt beautiful and good enough to be with Jhope. By the time I got to the studio it was dark out. I text Namjoon letting him know I was outside and he met me at the door. I handed him a bag and he led the way to where they were. I was nervous...what if over the time apart he really doesn't love me anymore? I'd have to just gracefully bow out. Namjoon stopped in front of the door. "Are you ok?" He asked glancing back at me. "Yea...why do you ask?" "You're doing that thing when your nervous or upset." "Oh..." I was fiddling with my ringing on my right hand. I stopped messing with it. "Don't be nervous we haven't changed." He smiled and patted my shoulder. "Ok...do I look ok though?" Now I was worried about my outfit. "Yes you look amazing. Alright let's go before Jin starves." He laughed and opened the door. I took a deep breath and followed him into the room. "Finally you're back!" Jin said running over to Namjoon. "Guys (y/n) brought us food. Let's take a break and eat." Namjoon said setting it down on a table. "(Y/n) thanks a bunch!" Jimin and V and Jungkook said I looked around. I didn't see Jhope. "He went to the bathroom" Suga said "Oh ok." I quickly started to hand out drinks. I heard the door open to the room. I turned around and locked eyes with Jhope. A smile formed on my face. Within a second he had closed the distance between us and pressed his lips to mine. Then pulled back and hugged me. "I've missed you." He whispered into my ear. "I've missed you too. I'm glad you still like me." "Why wouldn't I?" He asked pulling back to face me. "We can talk about it later eat first." I said pointing to the food. He nodded and grabbed my hand and had me sit next to him. He never let go of my hand. We all had a nice conversation and goofed around. These guys were serious when they had to be but when they weren't they were the funniest bunch of guys. After everyone finished eatting Jhope and I left the room to talk. "First off (y/n) you look beautiful." "Thanks I hoped you would like it." I spun around. "Yea it's perfect....now I'd like to know why you think I don't love you." "It's just...your ideal girl changed." I looked down and started fiddling with my ring again. "I only said it changed because everyone said you'd be easily picked out....and you were. So to make sure you were out of the spotlight I changed it." "But you even stopped texting me. " "Not my choice My phone was taken away. " "Oh" "Trust me I don't think I'll ever stop loving you. " He pulled me close so our faces were just a tiny bit apart. "Same here." I said pressing my lips to his. I needed this time with him. I had to become stronger to handle everything that could come my way. After awhile of being away from the studio Namjoon came for us and said that they needed to work again. J-hope asked if I could stay and Namjoon was fine with it. I stayed for only an hour since I had to go to bed early since once again I worked in the morning. I said my goodbyes and went home to fall asleep with ease. It's amazing at how just spending a few hours with J-hope could effect me so much. I dreamt of him that night.
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