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Minji has been in love with Namjoon from the moment she laid eyes on him. She had never had the courage to tell him how she truly feels out of ruining their friendship. Later on she finds out that Namjoon has fallen for her sister Sunny. Sunny, who is prettier and more popular than her, finds out that Minji has a crush on Namjoon. Minji's life takes a turn for the worst when she finds out her older sister is dating Namjoon.A few years later, Namjoon & Sunny are engaged. Deeply saddened by this event Minji builds up the strength to tell Namjoon how she feels but will he feel the same way?
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chapter one : Confession
How could this happen? How can this be? My sister...Marrying the love of my life....
They look so happy. All smiles. All laughs. They're engaged now....I thought I had more time but it seems I'm too late.
They're getting married in a few months & here I am faking a smile, pretending everything will be okay and wishing them the best when deep inside I'm dying slowly, the pain is unbearable. I'm not sure how much longer I can take this....
He was supposed to be mine not hers. How could I let this happen? How could I have been okay with this? Is it because I was so sure about him? That he would be mine if I brought him home?
"Come in." I smiled. "My parents will home a bit later. We can work on our homework here if you want"
He smiled and nodded. "Yeah sounds good"
I felt butterflies in my stomach. His smile and those dimples. Such perfection.
We walked into the living room and sat on the couch.
He looked around. "Your house is really nice"
"Thank you." I smiled. "Would you like something to drink?"
"Uh, sure. Anything will be fine. Thanks" he smiled at me.
My heart skipped a beat and my knees felt weak. I want to just go to him and kiss him but...we're just friends...he's been my friend since middle school, we're Highschool seniors now.
"Minji, I'm home~"
His eyes lit up and he seemed to be nervous now. My heart sank.
She walked in and smiled. "Namjoon."
"Sunny" he smiled.
His smile was different with her...
-End of flashback-
I'm not as pretty as she is...I'm not as petite figured as her...I'm not as smart as she is...
I'm always living in her shadow. No one acknowledges me as Minji Lee but as Sunny Lee's sister. That's all I am...her sister. Even in school she was so much more popular than I was. She's only 2 years older than me but I never understood why she was always the one everyone idolized.
My friends all adored her. Even him...
Slowly everything came down in ruins, my friends became her friends and my love interest also became hers. She's stolen everything from me...
Now, to top things off, she's going to marry the most important being in my life. The only boy I've ever loved. I loved him as a child and even now that he's a grown man, my love has never changed.
I looked up. "Yes appa?"
"You should smile. This is a joyous occasion. Your sister and Namjoon are engaged." My father smiled and felt such pride.
He was so proud of my sister. But I felt bitter, I hated her for what she did. She knew....
"Minji, is there someone in school you like?"
"Well...sort of....but I can't tell you."
"It's Namjoon, isn't it?"
My eyes widened. "What?! Eh. N-No. Namjoon and I, w-w-we're-"
"Minji, don't lie to me. I know you like him, it's so obvious. Why haven't you told him?" She asked.
"Well...I'm scared he might not like me. We've been friends for so long that I don't think he even thinks of me that way" I said.
"What if I tell him for you?"
"No! Please don't Sunny. Please"
"Mm. Well okay, I promise not to tell him"
"Pinky promise?" I asked.
She smiled and patted my head. "I promise"
-End of flashback-
"Oh, sorry appa. I'll just go home." I said.
"Aren't you going to congratulate your sister and Namjoon?" He asked.
I felt my heart being stabbed when he said that.
"Do I have to appa?" I asked.
He gave me a serious look.
I sighed. "Fine."
I got up.
"You better mean it as well. I don't know what's gotten into you Minji, I thought Namjoon was your friend. You're supposed to be happy for him and your sister."
I hate when he says that. Both he and my mother constantly have to remind me of my agony.
"Ya! I said I'd do it okay?!" I exclaimed.
Everyone's eyes were on me at this point.
My father glared at me and I decided it was best I go. This engagement party is making me want to gag anyway. I grabbed my purse and walked out. I quickly got to my car and dug around my purse for my keys.
No. Please no...
Where are those stupid keys?!
"Minji...please don't leave." Namjoon said.
Why did he come after me...why is he doing this to me...
"I can't stay...I'm sorry..." I didn't even have the courage to look at him.
I wanted to cry and tell him I loved him. That my sister took him from me even after I told her I was in love with him. It's not fair!
"Please...Minji, I need you here. This is an important event in my life and I can't enjoy it if I don't have you here. You're my best friend"
That's all I'll ever be to him....
"Namjoon..." I began.
"What is it?" He asked as he turned my face so that I could look at him.
His eyes widened. My eyes were filled with tears.
He searched my face. "Minji, what's the matter?"
I have to tell him. I can't keep quiet anymore.
"Namjoon, I have something to tell you...even though it's too late because you're engaged..."
He seemed surprised, like he already knew what I was going to say.
"I can't stay because...I'm in lov-"
"Namjoon~" Sunny shouted. "We're going to cut the cake!"
I turned away from him. I found my keys and unlocked the door.
"I'm sorry..." I said and got in the car.
I drove away, tears running down my face. I can't take this, just knowing I'll no longer have a chance to have him...is enough to make me feel like dying.
Did he hear me? Does he know now? What's going to happen now? Should I just leave? Runaway from all this? Maybe I shouldn't had said that....am I being selfish?
I stepped on the gas and drove faster.
My eye sight was being blurred my the forming fears in my eyes.
"Namjoon...." I said to myself.
Tears streamed down like a never ending waterfall.
"Sunny, how could you?!" I hit the steering wheel. "You were supposed to have my back not stab it! You're my sister! How could you?!" I cried. "How could you...."
"Minji, I have something to tell you." Namjoon said.
"What is it?" I asked.
He's going to ask me out. I just know it.
"Well...I don't know how you'll react" he said.
"You can tell me" I smiled.
"Sunny and I are dating. We've been dating for almost a year now but we kept it a secret from you....I was afraid you'd be mad at me..." He said.
-end of flashback-
"I should have ended our friendship then. I should have confronted my sister...but I didn't. I couldn't do it because I loved him so much and because he looked so happy..."
I wiped my eyes and my lips trembled.
I sped home and locked myself in the room. Pacing back & forth, what should I do? Should I leave? Should I stay?
My phone began to ring.
I picked it up.
"Why did you leave? What were you going to say to me?" He asked.
"Namjoon...I can't..." I said.
My eyes beginning to fill up with tears.
"Can we meet somewhere? I want to be alone with you..." He said.
My heart began to race.
"But what if Sunny finds out...you know she doesn't like me being alone with you"
"Yes, I know. Which is why no one will know. So please wait for me at the park, you remember our old spot right?" He asked.
"Yes, how could I forget..." I said.
"Okay. I'll wait for you there"
He hung up.
I took a deep breath. I grabbed my duffle bag and my backpack. I stuffed as much clothes as I could into my duffle bag and some other things into my backpack. After I say what I have to I'm going to leave somewhere far away and never return. I can't bare the idea of seeing them getting married...it's just not fair....
I left my house keys under the mat and made my way to the park.
When I arrived to our old favorite spot, there he was. Standing, gazing at the stars in the sky.
"Namjoon..." I spoke.
He turned around and looked at me. "Minji" he smiled. "You came"
His smile still has the same effect on me as it did years ago. When we first met...the butterflies and weak knees.
"Minji, I saw something different in you tonight. I know something is bothering you and that you had something to say to me...please, I need to know"
"Namjoon, if I do...there's no taking it back. I don't want to ruin anything...Sunny and you-"
"Minji, just say it." He looked at me.
I felt a knot forming in my throat. "I'm...." My eyes began to water. "I'm...."
He looked at me. His eyes searching my face. That same puzzled yet surprised look on his face.
"I'm in love with you Namjoon...I always have been...." The tears streamed down my face.
He's my first & last love. This was my only chance....if I didn't say it now, when would I have the opportunity too?
His eyes widened at my response. He opened his mouth to speak....
.................To Be Continued...............
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