IMPORTANT: There is a definite smutty section in this part, it's not romantic like the previous parts of the story! I put this part in three sections. The second section is the smut and there will be a text photo telling you when it starts. There will be a text photo telling you when it ends. Several lines towards the end of the first section and most of the third section are roughly PG-13
Parts: all found here
WARNING: Mature, sexual content
Author's Note: Apparently emojis don't show up. So I had to make do with text face, or awkwardly say what they were an emoji of; which in all honesty, kind of kills me a little inside. I had assumed if they showed up in comments they'd work in cards, but I was sadly mistaken.
- Boram's point of view - I'm going back home today. Most of the time I look forward to it since I miss being in my own element, but this time is different. It's only worse that it's a later flight so I'm stuck here feeling this way for hours with no distraction. I know why. I know it's because he's here in Korea and even though we aren't with eachother at the moment, it's still the idea of being physically farther apart that makes me a little sad. I can't see him now when I'm here, and I obviously won't be able to see him there at home; but it still hurts more when the gap is larger. It's like my heart will be able to feel the distance between us like a radar system, where the farther I go, the more it makes me miss him. I know that's what will happen. I wonder if it'll be like that for him too? My phone beeps. "Have a safe flight ^_^" Oh my god, he uses emojis, that's so cute. Should I use them too? I usually don't, but if he likes to use them, I suppose I could try to. I don't know what one to use! There's practically a thousand of them! Even if I'm sad, I obviously can't use a sad face. Can I? No. But I'm not really happy, so I don't want to put a smile one either. Wait, this one could work. "Thank you (blushing emoji)" That one's not particularly happy or sad, I guess. It's leaning more towards happy, but his text did make me smile so it works. I'm really over thinking this emoji language. I shouldn't be so nervous over something that small. "Are you doing okay?" "Sorta. Why?" "Cause you're leaving so I was just checking. Why only sorta :(" "It's a pretty silly reason" "Afraid of flying?" I laugh. That's an interesting conclusion. I don't think that would have been my first guess, but it's a good one nonetheless. "Lol no, I'm just fine with flying" "Then why only sorta >_< tell me" These emojis; they really get to me. I don't know why they're so funny, but they are. They really do make text conversations more fun. "Usually I like going home, but not so much this time" "Don't you want to see your friends and stuff" "I honestly don't really have many friends. But that's never affected whether I want to go home. I just don't feel as happy about it" "Is it..." "What?" "Because..." "Because what!" "Is it because you'll miss me!" He's not wrong, but I'm not going to let him know he's right so quickly. "You sure think highly of yourself" "If I don't, then who will •_•" I laugh again; his mind is an interesting one. That's a good point though, he needs to have confidence. I love how serious that statement was. "Haha I guess that's one way to look at it" "So is that why? You gotta tell me" "Well, knowing this is the first of probably more than 365 days until I see you again is definitely bumming me out. And you'll be so far away so yes, I'm going to miss you" "You're so sweet! I feel the same way. Apparently you're really good with words for things like this though so I wouldn't have said it that well" "I guess I'm pretty good with words sometimes" "So. Can I ask why you don't have many friends?" You can't just ask a person why they don't have friends! That's kind of cruel. I know he doesn't mean anything by it, but what train of thought does he have to make him think that that's an okay thing to ask someone. It's not like I really care, it's just a tad embarrassing. "That was pretty blunt" "I'm not trying to be mean! I'm just wondering because you're so nice it doesn't make sense to me" "Way to save yourself. Anyway, I've never had a ton of friends, not now and not growing up. In high school I had 2 friends. Nothing's changed since and I still only have those 2 friends" "Why don't you make more?" What the hell? Is he that outgoing to not realize the effort it takes to make friends? "Silly me, why didn't I think of that? I'll just go pick some friends off the friend tree." "Don't be sarcastic, I'm really asking. Don't you know why people are sarcastic or joke when it comes to things like this" "Because they're trying to avoid the issue and make it seem like it's not a problem. It's a defense mechanism to hopefully make the other person think it's not a big deal and the subject gets dropped" "Well...you're right. So you don't need to be like that with me" "Fine, fine. I don't make more because, simply put, it's not that easy for me to make friends" "Why? You're so sweet and funny, people should like you" "This is going to be a long conversation if you really want to get into this" "I don't mind" "Alright then. To start off I'm not trying to be conceited when I say this, because this will sound really conceited; but yes, I am highly aware that people enjoy my company. I've been told that many times. I'm a regular social butterfly; I'm delightful to talk to, can hold up a conversation really well, and can read people easily. I can even get the least social people to talk to me" "Oh that explains why I could talk with you so easy. Like you said I was an open book. I talk with people but I usually don't share that much" "That's understandable. It's not the first time someone's randomly told me a bunch of personal things. I'm somehow naturally trustworthy. They're just lucky I actually keep my mouth shut" "That's good you keep the secrets. Especially for me lol so if you're like that why don't you socialize more?" "I just don't like putting myself out there when I don't have to. If I'm at a party or something, I will. And I have fun, but the whole time I'm freaking out in my head wondering if what I'm saying is irritating them or if they're judging me. And when all is said and done, I think for a long time about all the things I said that night and how they could have put someone off. It stresses me out too much and I get overly anxious, which is unfortunate because I really do love socializing" "That's different" Ah, different; the somewhat polite, but mostly condescending, way of saying "you're weird." "Um. Thanks? Again, you're really blunt" "No! No, no, no! I just meant that I'd never met someone who loves socializing but has so much anxiety about it that they can't do it" "Oh. Yeah, I'm a real contradiction" "Were you stressed when we first talked?" "No" "Why?" "I don't know, I just wasn't. I felt comfortable around you. You didn't seem like a judgmental person and you were so outright with your emotions that it would have been easy to tell if I irritated you, so I didn't feel as worried" "That's good. I don't want to stress you out" "You don't, I wouldn't be talking to you if you did" He hasn't responded for a few minutes. He must have gotten busy. I guess I'll get back to my game then. I love smart phones, such a blessing. Of course, a text right when I start a level. "This is Taehyung. Hoseok left his phone. You seem nice, but please don't ever hurt his feelings" What the hell? Why would he just start looking through someone else's messages? What a nosy person. "I don't intend to, so don't worry" It's another couple minutes before I get a response. "Sorry about that, he's a troublemaker. I'd like to say that it won't happen again, but it probably will" "Why don't you have a pass code set on your phone if he does things like that?" "I do. I change it frequently but he always figures it out. Like I said he's a troublemaker so he lives for this stuff" "Well, I'll have to keep that in mind before I text you certain things" "I promise if it's anything important I'll delete it right away and make sure he doesn't get a hold of my phone" "You're going to have to because otherwise I might end up too embarrassed to ever show my face around them" "Okay! I will definitely make sure because I want you to meet them someday! They're like family to me so it's important" "I'd like to meet them too, but I also don't want them knowing the in's and out's of our relationship lol" "Neither do I, believe me. So I'll do my best to keep that from happening!" "On that note, how much have you told them about me?" "Namjoon is the only one I've talked to and he knows all about you now." "Nothing too...personal right?" "No? I don't think so. I mean he asked me if I was sore but that was it. He was trying to trick me into admitting we had sex. Turns out everyone knew anyway" "Why did everyone know?" "Well, I was there all night" "Yeah I guess you're right" "Plus I had no shirt on when I came back" "Oh that's right I have your shirt!" "But the dead give aways were from you" "From me?" "Yep. Turns out someone likes to mark her territory -_-" Mark my territory? "What do you mean?" "Do you happen to recall biting me and/or giving me hickeys? Oh and let's not forget the scratches all over my back and arms all of which were in plain sight for the world to see" "Oh my god! I'm so, so sorry! I didn't think they'd leave marks! Your skin must be sensitive" "No, I really think it was you doing things a little harder than you thought" Is he mad? He has a right to be, that was probably embarrassing. "I'm so sorry! I hope you weren't too embarrassed. The only reason I did it is because it seemed like you really liked it" "I wasn't that embarrassed, only two people mentioned it and the scratch marks are pretty much gone. I wish I could say the same for the bite and hickeys, but oh well. And I don't remember saying I didn't like it" "I knew you did! You made the sexiest noises when I did it, so I kept doing it because I loved your reactions" "Now I'm embarrassed! Don't say those things!" That's cute. I wouldn't think he'd be so modest. I can't resist it now, I have to torture him a little. "What things? The little moans you let out between your heated breaths?" "Yes! Stop it!" "What about the way your back arched because you loved how it felt?" "Stop!" "Or how you held me tighter?" "No more!" "Or kissed me harder?" "Do I have to beg?! >_<" "Or how you got a little "hotter" when I did it?" "I'm around other people! I don't need to be sitting here blushing and fidgeting while I'm looking at my phone! They'll know you're saying something like this!" "Sorry lol I'm a bit mean I guess. And I get blushing but why fidgeting?" "Just take a second and think about it! I'm a guy remember!" I laugh, it's loud enough that people look at me like I'm crazy. See, that's something a teenager would say; so cute to hear such an honest statement like that. "You know that only makes me want to do it more" "Are you evil?!" "I think it's sort of fun to get you a little hot and bothered, it's even a tiny bit more satisfying knowing you're around people. So yeah, I guess I'm evil" "Well stop being evil!" "I'm surprised it's getting to you this much" "Well it is!" "Why? I'm just talking about things you did and that I liked them" "It's getting to me because it's you. Having you say those things is too much. So please stop this torture!" "Are you sure that you want me to stop talking about how utterly amazing you were? I'll stop this time if you really, really want me to. But I think you want more" I am pretty evil. Even I can see a bit of a sadist peeking through all of this. What's taking him so long to respond? It's been almost five minutes. I hope I didn't actually irritate him. "I dunno. I guess I kinda do want more" That was a big change. He's not spazzing anymore. "Are you okay?" Does he know I'm just teasing him? "Yeah I'm alone now. So um. Can you keep going" "Are you..." "Yeah I am" Oh my god. When did teasing turn into this? This was not my intention, I didn't think this through! I feel so weird now! I'm in a freaking airport! I was just teasing him, why is he doing this! He's the evil one, not me! But I'd feel kinda bad if I got him all excited, just to call it quits the moment he actually wants me to talk to him like that. That'd be really cruel and bitchy. Shit, I guess I'll suffer the awkwardness for him. This'll definitely teach me a lesson. Damn karma can be quick sometimes. And I'm drawing a blank. This is a lot more difficult when I'm not just teasing. I've never done this and now there's so much pressure! But honestly, I'm pretty sure at this point he doesn't really even care. Just so long as it's remotely sexual I think it'll do. God this is so weird, especially in public. Time to start the most uncomfortable fifteen minutes of my life. I really hope it doesn't take longer than that.
"I liked how your voice was low and your breath was hot when you whispered in my ear asking if I wanted you. It made me shiver and want you so much more" "Yeah" "You were so sexy when you were dripping with sweat from you working so hard. You worked hard and it was amazing" "What else" "Every time you touched me it made me even hotter. I wanted you so badly that I was shaking. It was torture" "More" "I loved being on your lap because I could feel you getting hard underneath me and it made me really wet" "Little more" "Just thinking about it is getting me a little wet right now" I wish that wasn't true. "Really" "Yeah and being out in public makes it that much hotter" I wish that wasn't true either, but it's a little exciting in a way. "You're bad" "I am bad. You know your mouth was so hot that I wish you would've used it to make me cum instead of your fingers" I bet it would have been so perfect. He's a rapper, he's got to have something going on with that. "Almost there" "Watching how much you loved getting me off made me want to get you off" "How would you" "I'd suck your cock and do whatever it took to make you cum hard" I'd have gladly done it, too; but I just couldn't wait anymore. "And" "I'd make sure it felt so great that you wouldn't be able to stand it. You'd want to cum but it'd be so good that you wouldn't want me to stop" "Then what" "You'd want me so bad that you wouldn't be able to resist any longer and you'd make me get on top of you" "What would you do" "I'd ride you and fuck you real good. Like you've never been fucked before. You'd never want anyone else because my pussy would feel perfect and tight" I think I know what we'll be doing next time we see each other. "So close" "I'd want you so desperately that I'd beg you to fuck me. I'd want it hard and rough, I'd want you to make me call out your name. I'd never want you to stop and I'd keep pleading for more because I couldn't get enough of your cock" There's a pause for a minute, giving me time to realize how vulgar over half of the things I said were. And unfortunately, I can only assume that over time these will become even dirtier. I feel my cheeks burning. I didn't even know I was capable of thinking of those, let alone telling them to someone. It's kind of amazing how much someone can change when it comes to sex.
"Damn" "You okay?" "That felt way better than usual. I didn't think it would be much different but it was" "Yeah. I wasn't lying when I said I was getting kinda hot" "Really" "Why don't you ask my pounding heart. It's like once you start it's really hard not to get into it a little, especially if you have a good imagination" "You're telling me. I'd never done that before, but I think I can get used to it" "I'd never done that either. And it can be done again, but next time can we do that when I'm not in public?" "It's your fault. You kept saying things. I warned you" "I know, but I really didn't expect that to happen" "Well neither did I, but here we are" I laugh. For some reason this has become kind of funny. "This'll be pretty memorable as a first for us lol me sexting you while I'm at an airport" "Haha that's pretty true" "At least we're already figuring out how these long distance relationships work. Definitely didn't take much time" "I'm glad cell phones exist or it'd be way harder to be away from you. It's going to be difficult anyway, but at least I can talk to you, send pictures to you, and video chat with you. It'd be awful if I couldn't see your pretty face or hear your voice" "That's for sure, I'm very thankful that I'll be able to see and hear you too. You're so sweet and thoughtful, do you know that?" "No, but it feels nice to be told that" "I'll never let you forget it" "I hope you don't. So I'm seriously going to have to say bye. The guys are going to get suspicious as to why it's taking me so long to take a shower" "Haha did you leave the shower running so they wouldn't figure out what you were doing?" "Yeah?" "I guarantee they know, especially since you said you were blushing and being fidgety around them while on your phone" "Damn. Yeah you're probably right" "Well, that's what being in a relationship is like. I'm sure you'll get less embarrassed about it eventually" "I hope so" "If it makes you feel better, I'd be confident in saying that they're probably a little jealous" "Lol I bet you're right. Yeah that makes me feel better" "I'll talk to you later then" "Kay ^_^" That was one hell of an experience. Now I get to avoid eye contact with everyone here because I can't help but feel like they know. This is going to be a pretty interesting relationship. Especially when he's got six guys to live with. It's got to be hard not having much privacy. Good luck to him. I'm just glad I live alone. That way I can be sure no one's going to see or hear me when we try to figure these things out.
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