People will tell you everything happens for a reason. But its ok to not find the reasons why. It might be better to avoid the painful journey of finding the truth. Its ok to accepet and move on without clearly knowing why.
@psychoperv im sorry for going into something that may not be my business. but i think its ok to blame God sometimes i think thats what he wants. Life can get rough even worse but over time it gets better. i hope you have nice day and just keep that in mind. again sorry if i over stepped my boundary.