DreyaRises
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One Night pt. 23●

IMPORTANT: This part and the following 2 or 3 are going to get far more emotional. There's going to be a huge shift in the tone for a little bit. I want to warn you that you may or may not get intense, well, I'm not sure if "feels" can fully describe it. Anyway, I just wanted to give you a notice. I hope you enjoy the story.

Parts: all found here

WARNING: Mature content

- Yoongi's point of view - "What's your malfunction?" I continue facing the wall. "What the hell do you want Namjoon?" "You've been holed up in this room constantly for more than a week. If we aren't at practice, you're laying in bed doing absolutely nothing besides listening to depressing music." "Get out if you're not here for a good reason." "No. What's your problem? This isn't normal and I'm worried." I pull the blanket over my head. "It's nothing you need to worry about. I'm dealing with things in my own way, so leave me alone." "Would you look at me? What are you trying to deal with?" My voice is hoarse. "Just go! I'll be fine soon!" He walks over and tries to pull the blanket down. "Stop! Just leave!" "No! There's something wrong and I'm not going to let you be alone like this." "I want to be alone!" He pulls the blanket down and I shove my face in the pillow. He grabs my shoulder and rolls me over. I look at him. I'm pathetic right now. I don't want anyone to see me like this. "Have you been crying?" I wipe my face. My voice is cracking. "Can't get anything past you. There, you saw me crying, are you happy? Now get out." "At this point you might as well just tell me what's wrong." "Talking has never made me feel better. I don't know how to make myself feel better, so I'm doing this. I'm feeling sorry for myself. Now, if you don't mind, I'd appreciate it if you'd let me get back to my pity party." He sits on the edge of my bed. "Is all this about Boram?" I sit up, and push him away. "Go! I don't want to think about it anymore and I don't want to talk about it either! I've already acknowledged the fact that I'm a terrible person! I'm in love with my friend's girlfriend! I'm a horrible person and I've realized that!" He grabs me and pulls me into a hug. I try to push him off, but he's stronger than me. I hate him sometimes. He just doesn't know when to stop. "Let me go!" He quietly shushes me and pats my back. "Shhh...just relax and calm down." "I'm not a child!" "Well you're acting like one, so I'm trying to comfort you like one." "I don't need to be comforted!" "You do. You can't always do things on your own Yoongi. You're human and everyone needs help sometimes." I stop trying to push him away and he pats my head. I'm not a child. I'm a grown man and I'm older than him. Just because he's bigger doesn't mean he can treat me like this. "I don't want to feel better. At least if I feel bad, I can't feel any worse. If I'm happy, I'll hear her name and be hurt. I'll see him smile as he reads a text and be hurt. I'll see him leave the room to talk to her on the phone and be hurt." "So this is more than just thinking she's cute." "So much more." "Why'd you let it get this far?" "I couldn't stop it. I kept thinking about how she said I was nice even after she saw how explosive and tempermental I was. She saw past the ugliness shielding my heart." I bury my face in his shoulder and cry. An adult male shouldn't do this; but if there's a chance that it can make me feel better, then I don't care. I'll try anything. "She didn't give a fuck who Suga was. She didn't give a fuck and she hurt me. She did it without giving it a second thought because I was trying to hurt her first." "You like a girl because she hurt you?" "She's strong Namjoon, so strong. She's confident. She's honest. She knew my personality after five minutes. She knew my horrible personality flaws and she told me what they were. She insulted me to my face. She provoked me, but she was so intelligent and precise about it that it's almost admirable." He pats my back again. "I see." "She's like a computer that analyzes you and treats you exactly like you deserve. I treated her poorly and she threw it back in my face, but worse. She taught me a lesson." "She did." "Then after all that she turned my attitude around without my permission; she just went ahead and did it. She got me to be pleasant with her. She made me feel at ease when I talked with her. I don't like talking to people, but I opened up to her. She controlled me, but in the best way." "How can being controlled be nice?" "Because I'd love to have someone who could make me happy; that could turn my mood around and make me happy whether I like it or not. To know exactly what to say to brighten my day, because she'd know how to do it. She'd know how to keep me under control." "I understand why you'd want that. But she's not yours to try and get. She's Hos-" "He doesn't deserve her! She needs someone who's not weak willed and pathetic! And he's dirty! He's slept with so many women, he's filthy! I've slept with some too, but no where near the amount that he has!" "You can't decide what she needs. That's not something you can do. She may not care about his past, she's probably more concerned with what he's doing now." I calm down a little. "I just wish I could have met her first. I wish I could have been the one who found her. I wish I could have begged her to be with me the next day, because I would have for a girl like her. I'd have said goodbye the morning after. I'd have been considerate of her feelings and I wouldn't have been selfish." "I understand that. I understand everything you're saying; but you can't keep these fantasies alive. They're wearing you down." "I want to be the one who got to sleep next to her instead of him. I want to be the one who held her through the night. To him she was just an easy lay. She would have been special to me." "You're thinking about this way too much. You can't go back in time. It won't happen. You'll never be able to be the first of any of those things." I burst again. "I know and it kills me! I don't know what to do and I'm getting hit so hard by this because I've never dealt with it! I'm an absolute wreck and it's so stupid!" "You don't need to feel stupid for being depressed or hurt over this. That's normal. People can experience heartbreak many times in their life." "How can I be heartbroken over a girl I was never with and will never have a chance to be with! That's ridiculous!" "I think you're heartbroken by the pretend relationship you're playing out in your head. The scenes you keep thinking about are making you hurt yourself when you snap back to reality and remember that they'll never be real." "How do I stop?" "I have no idea." "How do I stop when she'll be in my life as long as they're together? How can I heal wounds that keep breaking open because of things as simple as hearing the text tone he has for her?" "I don't know." "I need you to know! You know everything Namjoon! Please, just please tell me what to do." "I can't help you that way. I can be someone to confide in and a shoulder to cry on, but I can't give you advice on things I don't know about." I fall backwards onto the bed. "Then I'll just see if this will work eventually. I don't have the will to try to do anything else." "How long are you going to keep this up?" "As long as it takes." He sighs. "I'll leave you alone for now, but I'm not going to let you stay in here forever. It'll get better, okay? I'll be here to help you get through this." He walks out and I roll back over with my blanket wrapped tightly around me. What's happened to me. How could I let myself become like this. I've never acted this erratic. I've always been normal. Now, I'm a freak. I was creepy and I scared her away. I'm sick. To do all those things I did I'd have to be sick. Namjoon is right, I'm wrecking myself over a fictional and impossible relationship. I'm driving myself insane constantly thinking about what could have been and what could be, but won't ever happen. I don't know how to stop though. I can't just delete her from my memory. I can't turn off the feelings I have for her that easily. What's it going to take to make me realize that there's absolutely no hope in this. They love eachother. They don't just like or care for eachother anymore; they're in love. Her heart belongs to him. No matter what I do, I can't change that. I can't steal it. Especially not when I went about this all in such an unhealthy way. I mean look at me; I broke my friend's trust for this, I harassed her, and then told her that I'm in love with her and that we'd be perfect together when neither of us know eachother beyond two conversations. I'm seriously ill. Now I'm sitting here unable to properly function. My chest is in near-constant pain. It's like my heart is being twisted and it burns. Every time I get surges of this intense pain my muscles tense up, I reflexively clench my jaw, and tears are forced out. It's how someone would react to actual injuries being inflicted upon them. Heartbreak is actually real, it's not just a figure of speech; and this feeling reminds me that I love her and she tore my heart in half. How can I even believe something as outrageous as me loving her? I don't even know her. I feel like I do, but everyone's right, I don't. How could I? I'm not in love, I'm delusional. I'm in love with the idea of her being in love with me. I'm infatuated. Wrong; I passed that point a long time ago. Am I obsessed? I don't know what exact qualifications need to be met for something to be considered an obsession. Is it how much time I spend thinking about her? That's a large portion of my day. I'll be eating and wonder if she likes that food, too. I'll watch a movie and imagine what it'd be like to have my head resting on her lap. I'll get dressed and think about whether she'd find me cute when I look that way. My phone will ring and I'll close my eyes praying that it's her, only to be disappointed when I open them and see it's not. Is it how far I'd go to try to get her to notice me? I'd pay one friend to give me a code to invade my other friend's privacy. I'd use my music that I haven't shown anyone just to get her to talk to me for a mere ten minutes. I'd text her everyday dying for one response, even if it was her lying about being busy. I knew she wasn't busy, but I was happy just to have my existence acknowledged by her. Does it depend on how depressing it is knowing I can't be with her? I'm troubled by the fact that I'll never experience waking up and finding her in the kitchen cooking breakfast for us, and then hugging her from behind as I say good morning. I feel lonely because I'll never have a lazy day with her, or take naps where I can cuddle her and she'll wake me up with a kiss. I'm disappointed that I'll never be able to give her a hard time for taking too long to get ready for our date, and then telling her it's okay because she looks absolutely gorgeous. I get sad because I won't be able to complain that her make up is taking up too much room in the bathroom cabinet. I wonder why I should even bother to write songs if I can't dedicate one to her. If that's what it requires, then I think I've met that criteria. It's obvious if I'm this empty and broken after everything that's happened. It was a one sided love based on a short exchange of words and a feeling of comfort. A feeling that she gives to everyone. I'm not someone special to her and I never will be. Am I so starved for comfort and attention from a girl that accepted me for who I was, that I'd let thoughts of her take over my life? Was I so blocked off from the world that when one girl climbed that wall, I lost it? She only wanted me to like her so that Hoseok would be happy and they wouldn't have to deal with me. That way she didn't have to feel like she was pushing us apart. She never did come between us. I think in order for that to happen, that she'd have had to lead me on. I put her between us. I made her my priority over everything else. I chose throwing myself at her instead of keeping my friendship alive. I hurt Hoseok, I completely shattered his already deteriorating trust in me. I singlehandedly demolished our friendship. I have no idea when, or if, we'll be able to be friends again. I told myself that I'd never let a girl get between me and him. Yet, here I am. He kicked my ass because I couldn't restrain myself. Was our friendship honestly not enough of a reason to stay away from her? I'm utterly pathetic. I can't imagine how hard it was for him to hear about everything I did. To be told by his girlfriend that one of his close friends was in love with her. I didn't stop at confessing to her, either. I told her that I was better and she should pick me over him. Then instead of apologizing to him when he confronted me, I told him he wasn't good enough and he didn't deserve her. What the fuck is wrong with me. I'm sure Namjoon had to explain what happened. This wasn't something that could be pushed aside and forgotten. Everyone probably thinks I'm a deceitful, uncaring bastard for what I did, and they'd be right to think that. Because that's exactly what I am. Namjoon is the only one to show any concern for me. Although, I don't really know if he honestly cares; or if he's disgusted by me too, but has to try to keep the group together. I am disgusting. I've lost any respect and dignity I had. I can't even respect myself anymore. I just need to move on. That's all there is to it and that's my only option. I can't live like this. I wish there was a way to distract myself, if only for a moment. To get some relief. To feel something besides heartache and hopelessness. Hell, it'd even be better to feel nothing at all. I'd take anything over how I feel now. A week is too long to feel like this. I want it to stop. I need it to stop. ... This is the best solution I could come up with. I can't use pills to numb the pain, I wouldn't even know where to try and find them. I can't drink it away, that's too obvious and everyone would stop me immediately. This is the only option I have. I can try it and see if it'll help. If other people feel better from it, then who's to say I won't too. I can hide it fairly easily and no one will know. It'll only be this once. If I can feel a little better, then I'll be able to help myself get back up and try to move on. Just a little hope, that's all I need. I look at myself in the bathroom mirror. I'm even paler than usual and my eyes have huge, dark circles under them. I wonder how much weight I've lost from not eating enough. I don't know how I can even manage to get through basic everyday tasks anymore. I look lifeless. I feel lifeless. If I wasn't as desperate as I am, I might be afraid of whether it will hurt. But any other feeling would be better; a change is welcome. Whether it be a good or bad feeling, at least it will be different from the only thing I've felt for over a month now. I can't take this stifling misery any longer. I need to stop thinking and just do it. I've made up my mind. I turn on the faucet and run the water in the sink. I pick it up and stare at it. I'll be fine, slow and shallow. Just enough pressure to try to rid myself of these suffocating emotions. Not too close to the wrist, not where I can feel a pulse, right? Right. I put it to my skin. I know how sharp it is. I know I don't have to push hard, barely any pressure is needed. Almost none at all. I slowly and gently pull it across. I watch as the blood exits my body, carrying away some of the pain I feel as it leaves. As it drips off my arm and falls into the sink, it's washed away forever. I feel like some of this despair is being washed away as well. I'm restarting. I feel tears coming, though for the first time in a long time, it's not from sadness. It's from the comfort of knowing something could finally help. I wish tears alone could have taken this much pain away with them. But after a month, I've realized they simply couldn't. Why does it make me feel better? Why would something like this loosen the chains that are tying me to the bottom of this cavern in my mind, where I'm so low I can't even see a dot of light anymore. Why did my mind break all at once? I thought I was so strong, but I'm not. I'm weak. Was I always this unstable? Was this something that was destined to happen eventually and this was just what triggered it? Is this how I am when I like a woman? I lose my senses and become detached from reality. My priorities give way, and the most important thing in my life becomes her and desperate attempts to make her mine. Will I always be this way, this unhealthy? In a few months I've lost focus and I've lost myself. It consumed my thoughts. I let it become my life. And when those thoughts had to end, it felt like my life was cut short at the same time. What had become the center of my life, was gone. The thing I strove for was no longer something I could try to get. I had no goal or meaning in life anymore. Of all the things to have my life fall apart over, it was a girl. It was a chain reaction that led to a landslide. I still don't know if this is truly the bottom. It feels like it, but I don't know if my mind will just hand me a shovel to dig myself deeper into a cold darkness. I needed to find a way to cope before I started digging. As I hold a cold, damp rag to my arm I feel like I've finally gained some of my footing back. There's a little hope. I can feel better. I let some of that pain out. I got a little ways from the bottom. It's a small step, but I believe it's a good sign. It's what I needed.

IMPORTANT

I, in no way, advocate self-harm. I do not, nor have I ever agreed with it as a coping mechanism. While I understand why people can be brought to it and how they get some kind of relief from it, I will always say that medicine and therapy work wonders. If you are in a rough spot, I know it's hard to put yourself out there to get help, but doing this is not going to help you in the long run. Getting the help is well worth it, believe me.

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all that to say it's not just a story or something you can simply "get over" It's real. This chapter hits so close to home and it breaks my heart. What an awesome author to elicit such emotional responses. good work... but I sincerely request you write in some help for Yoongi...
To say that was intense would be the understatement of the decade!
He doesn't deserve her! She needs someone who's not weak willed and pathetic! And he's dirty! He's slept with so many women, he's filthy! I've slept with some too, but no where near the amount that he has!" my favorite part. I know this was a serious part but if Yoongi told me this I would've had the wtf look 😑
Yoongi is I intense pain.I feel so bad for him I just wish self harm wasn't the way he went
wow poor yoongi this part of the story is so close to my heart I I can feel his pain, not in the cutting part but everything else
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With You, I Am Home {Johnny/NCT FF}
Ugh bitches. I am so over myself. Someone make sure I finish the Monsta X FF also okay? Okay. . . Just if you have to destroy my soul with Hyungwon or something just someone needs to keep me on track. So this is actually an old fanfiction I started in 2k16, Geezus. After reading over it a lot of times, I thought it was complete trash so I started anew. Here is the results, I hope it is worth the read. *sighs* Summary: ~No matter where I end up, You are my home. After many years of failed relationships, Sophie finds out that the perfect one is with someone who she never fathomed to be with. He was right in front of her this entire time, with her being blind. Characters: Seo YoungHo {Johnny} Chittaphon Leechaiyapornku {Ten} Choi Sophie Kim Nari Other Characters will be introduced. Word Count: 3,729 There is language cause I like to use colorful terms. Chapter 1: ✽ The Banquet ✽ Arriving at her parents’ house she got solemn. This was probably another coy plan of her parents to play matchmaker. After many failed relationships, she was not interested or even sure in love. Or even if it existed for that matter. Walking into the house brought a familiar scene to her. Noticing instantly of the fragrance of pricey food, she walked into a trap once more. Her parents upped the game a bit. After many failed attempts to have her promised to someone, they needed to get more unique if they needed their wild child to have a chance of finding someone. "Son of a bitch." "Miss Sophie, you showed just in time. We have to get you ready for the banquet." "Kae, I’m not staying. I don't want to be parading around like some debutante looking for my one true prince. They don’t exist, I mean look at my track record." "Oh, that's where your parents think otherwise, and we have strict orders to get you ready." Growling silently under her breath, she complied with the maiden of the house. Of course, this was the plan. Everyone had been curious why such a prominent young lady in her mid-twenties had not gotten married yet. Therefore, as sort of a push, her parents tried to change that. "Miss, this isn't the only reason why the banquet is going on. Therefore, it is not completely to get you married off. Your father's business associates would like to have this dinner and discuss old times." "Okay, I can't believe that, but whatever. Just get me in the frilly dresses and I’ll dance about how I’m wilting away." Laughter followed from the others as she was forced to play Most Eligible Bachelorette of the century. Everyone left to let the girl change. Dresses weren’t her thing. She liked jeans and normal shirts. Sophie honestly couldn’t figure out how her parents insisted on her wearing dresses. "I swear to everything I'm moving tomorrow Kae." "Don’t be absurd Sophie," Kae mumbled as she sat the dress down. Picking up the choices of dresses, that was laid out for her, she sighed at how she wasn’t given the option to live life like she wanted. Fast life. Of no worries about displeasing her love interest; in which she felt did not exist. The ability to work hard and play harder without the responsibility of being a wife. Sophie did not necessarily hate relationships, but being in disastrous ones left an unpleasant taste in her mouth. One that is better just being single. As a good daughter though, respectful for that matter, she would do the banquet to appease her parents. Looking out the window, Sophie noticed the cars flooding into the driveway, as she shook her head. "Why, why can't I just be single happily? If I honestly wanted a guy, I’d like to do it on my own accord Kae." She approached the mirror putting her last earring in. Making sure her dress covered her tattoos; Sophie admired herself in the mirror. She did look amazing, so that was good. "Alright I guess a plan to bounce out if I get bored is out of the question right? I could break my ankle or get sick. Throw up on someone, whatever." "Sophie, it won’t be that bad. I think some of your old friends are supposed to come as well." “Kae, I haven’t seen these people in forever. We went our separate ways after school. They all claimed I lowered myself when I started getting tattoos. Those are not the people I want to be around. They were judgmental towards me.” Sophie made her way down the stairs noticing what seemed to be close to a hundred or more people. She met eyes with a lot of people, but her parents were admiring their youngest child. Sophie noticed a guy that reminded her of someone. Meeting eyes with him proved to be a mistake. When she scanned the room further, she noticed her old friends. She also noticed their not so subtle eye-roll. She approached them calmly and tried to spark conversation. They walked away from her, in mid conversation. Of course they were still disrespectful, why would that change after so many years? Her parents flagged her over to their location. She walked up as her mom and dad hugged her. “Sophie thank you for coming. Don’t worry about them, they are jealous.” “Mom, I appreciate the support, but I have nothing for them to be jealous about.” “Of course you do, you have beautiful tattoos, and us for parents.” Sophie did have the best parents. Even if they were prominent, they were still supportive of her life choices. They even bought her first tattoo, a ¾ sleeve. That was one thing that never bothered them. As soon as Sophie turned old enough, they weren’t going to control her life. They just didn’t want her to miss out on love. Her dad grabbed her arm, as he led her to introduce her to his associates. One had a daughter like Sophie that he felt would be good for her. She was by her father when Sophie and her Dad approached them. “I’m Nari,” she held her hand towards Sophie. “I’m Sophie, it’s a pleasure.” Still feeling like someone was watching her, she met eyes with the stranger. He smiled at her, but she looked away quickly. The last thing she needed was to have someone approach her outside of her family. “So Sophie, do you come to these banquets a lot?” “I actually try to avoid them. I feel so out of place here." “Same, I don’t enjoy these at all, but I come to support my dad,” Nari seemed nice, a lot more talkative than the other girls. She was friendly. Sophie wasn’t used to that anymore. “My my, looks like troubled Sophie found a friend.” Sophie turned around to the girls she once called friends. It was only a matter of time before they started in on her. Nari was insulted for Sophie. It wasn’t right that she was being treated like that. At her parent’s function to be exact. She decided to drag Sophie away from the negativity. Grabbing Sophie’s hand, Nari led her away. “Those girls are a nightmare. Do you know them?” “I actually used to be friends with all of them.” “How, you are so different from them. They are hateful.” “I never treated people like they did, so I automatically didn’t fit with them. Also, after I graduated high-school, I wanted to get tattoos, so they threw me out cause it didn’t fit with their prim and proper lives.” “Well, I think your tattoos are beautiful. Very unique, I won’t ever treat you like that.” Still feeling like eyes were burning her soul, she looked over at a group of guys. One in particular. He was tall, slender, and had eyes that could cut through anything. He finally approached her, wanting to talk to her. “Hi, how are doing tonight?” She looked behind her expecting him to be talking to whomever was behind her, but there was nothing but a table, “I am okay I guess. Do I know you?” She was so sure that she knew him from somewhere. “You may have seen me around. Would you like to dance?” he held out his hand expecting Sophie to grab it. “I don’t know how, and don’t feel comfortable dancing,” she clasped her hands together. “I can teach you no problem,” he grabbed her hand as he led her to the center of the dance floor, “Place your hands here.” He assisted her in the placement. Sophie looked towards Nari, as Nari mouthed her approval. She placed her hands where he told her, and felt color cross her face. “This feels weird. I’m not used to dancing with anyone.” “It’s fine, I have no problem teaching you whenever I see you. You’re really quiet Sophie, not like you used to be.” She stepped back away from the guy, how did he even know her name? She tried to remember where he could possibly know that information. Sophie and her dad never approached him, for introductions. He was on the other side of the room, when they were doing introductions. Sophie became anxious. This guy was claiming to know how she used to be, but she wasn’t so sure she knew him. “How do you know my name?” “Do you seriously not remember me? I mean I know we lost contact, but I never thought I’d be forgettable.” “I guess I don’t.” The guy walked away leaving Sophie on the dance floor. Nari ran to her seeing the slight debacle. “What happened Sophie?” “He knows who I am, but I don’t recall knowing him.” They looked towards him, as he was visibly upset. Sophie didn’t even realize what she said wrong. She was trying so hard to rummage through her memory to give her an indication of who he was. Sophie decided to walk to him, to try and figure out more of the mystery. “Listen, I didn’t mean to be rude, I just can’t remember things; a lot of things.” “It’s fine, this just lets me know I wasn’t important enough for you to remember me.” He cut to the core. Sophie felt disastrous so she walked out. The patio was more welcoming than the party. She grabbed a bottle and a glass as she shut the door behind her, wanting to be alone. This was another occurrence where she insulted people without realizing. Everyone was busy talking, they never noticed her leave, not even her parents. The stars were shining as she breathed in the fresh air. She figured she’d do less damage by herself. The conversation with the guy kept replaying in her mind. It was borderline annoying that she couldn’t remember just who he was. Good job Sophie, you seem to always get yourself in a mess. I guess it is true that you are forever destined to be a loner. Her thoughts swam around as she tried to figure out who he was. He did seem familiar and felt like she knew him. There was only one person she could think of now since there was no noise around, Johnny. They grew up together, with her liking him. She kept her crush hidden, but she was jealous of the girls he liked. As soon as she hit High-school, her parents moved since her dad received a job offer. The goodbye they said, wasn’t a pleasant one. She left him. Sophie was his best friend, their parents were best friends from school. Johnny never forgave her for leaving, but she never realized she mattered that much to him. Right when she opened the door, he was standing there looking at her. “Johnny, is this really you?” “So you do remember me.” “It’s been so long, I’m sorry.” Sophie was wrapped in a hug before she could respond. Her moment of tranquility was broken, however, when she heard another person calling his name. “Johnny, sweetheart, where did you run off too?” SeoYun appeared behind Johnny as Sophie felt belittled by her glances. “I’m right here SeoYun, I was catching up on old times with Sophie,” Johnny stood beside her proudly. “Oh Sophie, did you meet my boyfriend Johnny? Hopefully you didn’t bother him too much. Sorry Johnny she can be a pain.” Sophie felt jealous, especially when she saw who he was dating. It would seem like they were going to repeat the cycle of when they were younger. SeoYun had a reason to boast, and that was what she would do. Sophie went back to the table on the patio, as she poured another drink. Nari walked outside seeing Sophie was upset. “Can you two leave, I need to talk with Sophie.” “Gladly, come on Johnny, we have better places to be,” SeoYun grabbed Johnny to walk away. Johnny felt weird leaving Sophie behind, he turned to look at Sophie as she drowned her sorrows. “What is wrong, did you figure out who he was?” “That is Johnny. He was my only friend in Chicago, where I used to live before we moved here. Now, SeoYun is his girlfriend.” “Oh no, he’s dating her? Wow, he has bad taste. Are we going to drink our sorrows away, because I brought my own glass?” Sophie finally laughed, as Nari pulled up a chair. “I had a crush on Johnny when we were little, and I remember being jealous of the girls he liked. I feel that way now still, even after all these years.” “Honestly Sophie, the dynamics don’t match up. He doesn’t look good with her. Are you going to tell him you have bad blood with her?” “No, I’d rather forget this. Just sit here and drink with me please.” She got quiet with thoughts swarming around. This wasn’t okay in the slightest. She didn’t approve of his decision, but she had no right telling him who he could date. She and Nari enjoyed the night sky. Hours had passed without them going inside. Her mom joined them on the patio. “Honey, are you okay? You only drink wine when you’re bothered.” “Mom, Johnny is dating a monster.” “I saw, they don’t complement each other.” “Apparently to them, they do.” Her mom walked back into the party, leaving the two to their bottle. Johnny wanted to check in on Sophie since she never came in. “Sophie what is wrong?” “Nothing Johnny, today is a night I just want to forget.” “What is wrong?” “SeoYun will be missing you, go back to her.” “She’s not the one I’m worried about,” he grabbed her glass as he poured out her drink on the grass. “Why should you be worried about me? I’m peachy, just dandy.” “You are a bad liar, I have many reasons to be worried about you.” She didn’t want to fight with him; that was the last thing she needed on her plate. She didn’t want their first night of seeing each other, to end in arguments, “Listen, I don’t want to get into this with you. You’re free to date whomever you want. Even if I see them as being evil.” “How is SeoYun evil? Do you even know her?” Nari, was trying to keep quiet, but her personality was blunt. She simply couldn’t let Sophie defend her words solely. “Everyone knows she is evil. I mean, she was bred from Satan’s groins for fuck’s sakes,” Nari sipped her drink more, chuckling at what she just said. “Johnny, I know SeoYun personally. She comes off as sweet, but her and her friends are putting on a facade. I went to school with her, I know,” Sophie sat there trying to reason with Johnny. Johnny stood there bewildered at how Sophie talked. She would never have said anything bad about anyone, but she also never lied to anyone either. “Sophie, are you jealous of her?” Sophie stood up wondering how he even took it that way, “Johnny she literally has nothing for me to be jealous about.” “Except me,” Johnny stepped closer to Sophie, “weren’t you always against the girls I liked?” “If that is how you think of me, then go ahead. I also never approached you on them did I? I never expressed my opinions onto you, have I? She has nothing but negative things to say about me. If you want to date her, fine. Don’t ever say I am jealous though.” “To be fair Johnny, Sophie has better things than SeoYun anyways. So she literally has no reason to be jealous of her. I know her from my father, he’ll even tell you she’s a brat. But, whatever floats your boat guy,” Nari sat back in her chair. There was a moment of silence before Johnny walked away. He was even more flustered he couldn’t get the truth of her feelings out of her. Even after all these years, she was still keeping secrets from him. Sophie and Nari sobered up quickly from the discussion with Johnny. “Thank you Nari for standing up for me,” she hugged Nari as she towered over her. “Nothing to it. That’s what friends do.” The two girls walked back into the banquet as they noticed SeoYun staring at them, while she was hanging on Johnny. “Is she going to pee on his leg now, to mark her territory?” Sophie started laughing, drawing attention from different people, especially their fathers. “Ladies, how are you two?” “We’re okay dad,” Nari hugged her father. Sophie was still quiet, she didn’t want to be there much further, but she wasn’t going to disrespect her father by leaving. That was the last thing she’d do. They decided to go mingle with their moms. It would be safe by them. For the remainder of the night, Sophie and Nari just stood off to the side. Johnny would glance over at Sophie subtly, but she would always meet his glances. She really didn’t like SeoYun, but she wasn’t going to interfere in his relationship. She cared too much for him to do so. Nari and Sophie walked over to the snack table, as SeoYun followed them. “Are you upset that Johnny chose me over you Sophie?” “Not even in the slightest SeoYun. Why don’t you go back to him, I don’t think your head is far enough up his ass,” Sophie turned to walk away when SeoYun grabbed her arm. “Let’s face it, I’m the better choice. You are nothing. Do you hear me? You aren’t worth the air he breathes. How on earth could someone ever want you? You are a deviant, I mean look at all of your tattoos,” SeoYun tightened her grip on Sophie’s arm digging her nails harder. Johnny ran towards Sophie as she was distressed. He heard everything SeoYun said to Sophie. She wasn’t who he thought. Sophie never once approached SeoYun, so her being hostile towards Sophie, was out of line. “Unhand me SeoYun, I haven’t done anything to you,” she tried to break the hold. Seeing that SeoYun wasn’t letting loose, Sophie slapped her. Nari pushed her back as she fell into Johnny. When she saw him, her face turned white. He was the last person she expected to see standing behind her. “SeoYun, you had no right saying that to her. She is worth more than that to me, so of course she is better than the air I breathe. Just because she has tattoos, doesn’t mean she’s a deviant. She is my best friend, and I will not allow you to speak so vile about her,” he moved in front of Sophie as SeoYun was speechless. “Johnny, can’t you see she is jealous of our love?” “What love SeoYun? I don’t feel that way towards you, especially not now. Not after what you did to her.” Johnny grabbed Sophie’s hand as he led her away. He knew she hated confrontation. Her mind was probably already having an anxiety attack from that situation. The three went out on the patio, as his friends joined them. “Is she okay? SeoYun was rough with her,” Ten stood beside Johnny. “She will be, that is why I brought her out here, so she could get fresh air,” he kneeled in front of Sophie. “How are you doing shrimp?” “Better. Johnny, you didn’t have to do that. I could have handled her.” “I know, but when you get backed into a corner, the outcome is never good. I wanted to prevent that from happening.” “Sophie that was a pretty gnarly slap you did. I was super proud of you,” Nari was replaying the scene in her mind. She saw enjoyment with SeoYun getting her payback. It had been a long time coming, with Sophie being the perfect person to follow through. Sophie’s parents walked out where the young adults were, checking in on their daughter. They didn’t appreciate someone causing a scene in their home, especially involving their daughter. Everyone was appalled at how she was treated, immediately taking Sophie’s side; except SeoYun’s parents. She could do no wrong in their eyes. Even if she started it. SeoYun was seen as being spoiled and pompous. She was too arrogant and a huge troublemaker. No matter what, she always tried to pass the blame onto others. This time, there would be no way others would take her side. “Are you alright dear?” Her mom kneeled down. “I’m fine mom. Dad, I’m sorry I slapped her in front of your colleagues.” “Don’t apologize Sophie, you didn’t do anything wrong, did you?” “Well no sir.” “Then you have no reason to be sorry, she wouldn’t let your arm go, so you had to protect yourself. We’re going to get back in, you kids can come in when you’re ready.” “Thank you Mr. Choi, we’ll protect her for you.” “Nari, nice shove by the way, your father is impressed,” he patted her on the shoulder as they closed the doors behind them. Everyone tried to joke with Sophie to change her mood. She was still obviously bothered, so they wanted to make her feel better. Sitting in silence was driving them too crazy. Johnny sat next to her, never leaving her side. She was much calmer than before. With her new friends and old best friend, she started to appreciate the night. They were company to enjoy, and help forget about the bad situation. “I have an idea, come on,” Johnny grabbed Sophie’s hand as he led her inside. Sophie was having a hard time keeping up with Johnny, since he was tall and she was in heels. She never prepared herself to walk fast in heels. Or with tall guys for that matter. He approached her father as he wanted to get Sophie out of the house. “Mr. Choi, I’d like to take Sophie out, would you be opposed to us leaving?” he always had Sophie’s father on his side, even when they were younger. “Of course Johnny, I don’t mind. It will probably be good for her to get out of here,” he hugged Sophie as he said his good byes. “Call me tomorrow Sophie.” Ten and Nari followed behind as they left the banquet. 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RM Monday Memes #2
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SUGA TALENT TUESDAYS #2 Epik High Collab
hi all!! V here bringing you the next collab I appreciate for Talent Tuesdays!!! Suga collabed with an artist he highly respects and guess what I highly respect this artist and love their music too. This Collab is with Epik High. please check out this amazing collaboration... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gDr1yL2hx8I Eternal Sunshine- produced by Suga, Epik High This song was mastered twice. Why you may ask.. because Suga forgot to put something in the beginning of the song... take a look at this video for that info https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Mi0aJ2FwYPg or https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QsgoQ89ALII with this collaboration another awesome thing came out of it... Tablo learned the choreo for FIRE https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PVzCISlCj6Y https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uPr3G4fjwTU Suga's Stargazers🌠 @VeronicaArtino @SugaKookieV @SweetDuella @jungkookieee Suga's starchildren ⭐🌟 @MelissaGarza @StephaniePoore @Starbell808 @Just2BLoved @lop0929 @Yugykookie97 @DefSoul1994 @@kpopispleasing1 @DefSoul1994 @PANDABTS @katiekatkawaii @coirrecourts @esperance98765 @jiminsnooder @HannahC19 If you would like to be added to the Suga Cmty taglist please comment below. It is only for use for the official Suga Cmty Council and the cards made by said council. My vingle fam @WinKonVIP @luna1171 @LiyahBoon @BTSMicDrop @twistedPDnim @YulaGyeom @MelissaGarza @jjrockstar @yehetmyohorat97 @CrookedShadow @ESwee @Lexxcisco @awkwardjazzy @sukkyongwanser @QueenLeLe @QueenPandaBunny @SweetDuella @BabydollBre @SugaKookieV @InfiniteKiss @QueenyCrossGene @Halsyeon RM's Protection Squad @Just2BLoved @BTSMicDrop @VeronicaArtino Taehyung's Purplers @VeronicaArtino @SugaKookieV @SweetDuella @jiminsnooder Suga's Stargazers @VeronicaArtino @SugaKookieV @SweetDuella @jungkookieeeee @jeonraeyoo Sunshine Hope @SugaKookieV @SweetDuella @VeronicaArtino BTS @DeyaniraEstrada @lilbr0wneyes @KokoroNoTakara @cbellea @Helixx @sarahdarwish @Hurdkpop @biancadanica98 @xMangaLover @KellyOriane @wordlesseyes @jojojordy2324 @TleahEdwards @MissyKim @EmilyPeacock @Journ505 @ShadowAngel87 @Kyokeo @GenesisZiporrah @FelicianaRomero @ScarletMermaid @SeoInHan @IMNII @jcl4rks0n @heidichiesa @humairaa @torchix @sarahpjane @SugaKookieV @Bangtanss @ReynadeKpop @PrincessUnicorn @SimplyAwkward @OneOfAKind @MadAndrea @musicmofo @nicolejb @jcl4rks0n @ashleyemmert @Katherina2078 @unnieArmkeY @AlloBaber @EvilGenius @Dabaesaplayer @CloverShadows @Mandubum @PassTheSuga @SugalessJams @danidee @ButterflyBlu @B1A4BTS5ever @btsgotshinee @EasternShell @ShadowAngel87 @EmilyPeacock @Journ505 @MissyKim @TleahEdwards @jojojordy2324 @KellyOriane @xMangaLover @Hurdkpop @peahyr @biancadanica98 @sarahdarwish @cbellea @johnevans @terenailyn @gabbycalzada @taetaebaozi @lilbr0wneyes @xxMollxx @Xionheart @Defy24601 @TanyaGautam @ZionPerezFlower @NickySerban @KwonOfAKind @krin @Emealia @FelicianaRomero @DestinaByrd @ScarletMermaid @ashleyemmert @Katherina2078 @TaehyungV @Starbell808 @SweetDuella @MelissaGarza @Lexxcisco @resavalencia @sukkyongwanser @KarenGuerra93
BTS WIN ARTIST OF THE YEAR AWARD AT TMAs & 3 MORE AWARDS!!!🙌🏻🎉🏆
https://youtu.be/BPXjLSFAKGo CONGRATULATIONS BTS!!!!❤ I AM SO HAPPY AND PROUD OF THEM!! https://youtu.be/76Jl8iARYMw They also won Popularity Award! https://youtu.be/h0sAwynsCmA Best Album Award! https://youtu.be/ycIl3C0f1Qw Daesang Award! This video they are doing an encore performance to "IDOL"! https://youtu.be/peD8UJ7Kxrc Red Carpet! *credit to the owner of the gif & pics* BTS ARMY TEAM: @Yugykookie97 @DefSoul1994 @MelissaGarza @Jiminsnooder @jungkookieeeee @Rose2demhaters BANGTAN'S ARMY TAGLIST: @blessowmwago @BoyGroupKpop @Bxbybri @echoxsoul @HannahC19 @herreraletecia @HomegirlG @jiminiebae @Just2BLoved @kaylawalker929 @krissynormam @Mochiroon @Nyxxonn @PANDABTS @QueenPandaBunny @rodrickagardne @Rose2demhaters @samcorsam @simpsonsamantha @Shelbeigh19 @shellyfuentes70 @Starbell808       *let me know if you want to be apart of BANGTAN'S ARMY taglist* Christian ChimChim Squad: @Jiminsnooder @Yugykookie97 @DefSoul1994 @BTSMicDrop KoreanStarCouncil: @DefSoul1994 @MelissaGarza @Yugykookie97 @Jiminsnooder K-Monsta Squad: @Yugykookie97 @BBxGD @lilbr0wneyes @DefSoul1994 @KpopGaby @MYAlpha @BangtanGirlOT12 Tag List: @cagonzales9696 @Jiminsnooder @MonieManhiM @cherriblossom17 @SimplyAwkward @Btsislife @jaselgalindo @emealia @saraortiz2002 @xsandos17 @VictoriaBossier @TaehyungKey @Sarahdarwish @kpopandkimchi @Emealia @terenailyn @MonAnnahiX @4dalientae @PrettieeEmm @kyokeo @KwonOfAkind @AnimeKpopLover @SugaOnTop  @QueenyCrossGene @MadAndrea @B1A4BTS5ever @zyxzj @Taehyungie @VKookie47 @NuXX @Baekyeol27 @DOislifeExoL @kpopbeat @BTSMicDrop @BulletproofV @PrincessUnicorn @luna1171 @LisetteZapata @herreravanessa9 @MadAndrea @AnimeKpopFreak @amandamuska @RandomName @aliendestina @mrsyookihyun @MaelstromVIP @Foxxyjinxx @Bangtanss @YessicaCardenas @JadeOwens @cns1391 @JJiBin @TheEnlightment @BlueMoon201 @QueenPandaBunny @emberreynemoll @LacyTanner @nyxxonn @SweetDuella @MmIlk @KihyunA @ARMY4Life @SerenaArthurs @Additional18 @jessicaclove  @olive07354  @YungStatin  @nickij @Mochiroon @LiyahBoon @BoyGroupKpop *Let me know if you want to be added or untagged from the taglist*
Suga's Diplomatic Answer
Hi all!! Veronica here.. Please read below and read. Thank you!! I found this report about Suga giving a diplomatic answer to the press during BTS press conference about the album MAP OF SOUL: PERSONA... the question asked was about plagarism It wasn't just Suga that answered this diplomatically but Jin as well. The other question asked was about Military service. Please check out the link below for the article.!! https://www.koreaboo.com/news/reporter-bts-inappropriate-question-press-conference/ Suga's Stargazers @VeronicaArtino @SugaKookieV @SweetDuella @jungkookieee Suga's starchildren ⭐ @MelissaGarza @StephaniePoore @Starbell808 @Just2BLoved @lop0929 @Yugykookie97 @DefSoul1994 @@kpopispleasing1 @DefSoul1994 @PANDABTS @katiekatkawaii @coirrecourts @esperance98765 @jiminsnooder @HannahC19 If you would like to be added to the Suga Cmty taglist please comment below. It is only for use for the official Suga Cmty Council and the cards made by said council. My vingle fam @WinKonVIP @luna1171 @LiyahBoon @BTSMicDrop @twistedPDnim @YulaGyeom @MelissaGarza @jjrockstar @yehetmyohorat97 @CrookedShadow @ESwee @Lexxcisco @awkwardjazzy @sukkyongwanser @QueenLeLe @QueenPandaBunny @SweetDuella @BabydollBre @SugaKookieV @InfiniteKiss @QueenyCrossGene @Halsyeon RM's Protection Squad @Just2BLoved @BTSMicDrop @VeronicaArtino Taehyung's Purplers @VeronicaArtino @SugaKookieV @SweetDuella @jiminsnooder Suga's Stargazers @VeronicaArtino @SugaKookieV @SweetDuella @jungkookieeeee @jeonraeyoo Sunshine Hope @SugaKookieV @SweetDuella @VeronicaArtino BTS @DeyaniraEstrada @lilbr0wneyes @KokoroNoTakara  @cbellea @Helixx @sarahdarwish @Hurdkpop @biancadanica98 @xMangaLover @KellyOriane @wordlesseyes @jojojordy2324 @TleahEdwards @MissyKim @EmilyPeacock @Journ505 @ShadowAngel87 @Kyokeo @GenesisZiporrah @FelicianaRomero @ScarletMermaid @SeoInHan @IMNII @jcl4rks0n @heidichiesa @humairaa @torchix @sarahpjane @SugaKookieV @Bangtanss @ReynadeKpop @PrincessUnicorn @SimplyAwkward  @OneOfAKind @MadAndrea @musicmofo @nicolejb @jcl4rks0n @ashleyemmert @Katherina2078 @unnieArmkeY @AlloBaber  @EvilGenius @Dabaesaplayer @CloverShadows @Mandubum @PassTheSuga @SugalessJams @danidee @ButterflyBlu @B1A4BTS5ever  @btsgotshinee @EasternShell @ShadowAngel87 @EmilyPeacock @Journ505 @MissyKim @TleahEdwards @jojojordy2324 @KellyOriane @xMangaLover @Hurdkpop @peahyr @biancadanica98 @sarahdarwish @cbellea @johnevans @terenailyn @gabbycalzada @taetaebaozi @lilbr0wneyes @xxMollxx @Xionheart @Defy24601 @TanyaGautam @ZionPerezFlower @NickySerban @KwonOfAKind @krin @Emealia @FelicianaRomero @DestinaByrd @ScarletMermaid @ashleyemmert  @Katherina2078 @TaehyungV @Starbell808 @SweetDuella @MelissaGarza @Lexxcisco @resavalencia@sukkyongwanser @KarenGuerra93
🌟Korean Stars🌟 Underrated Member Appreciation!🙌🏻
Hello everyone! It's Yugykookie97 here! I was supposed to make this card yesterday but I forgot to post it. Anyways I will be bringing you all "Underrated Member Appreciation!" The member I picked is from Victon! I would like to say thank you to @Halsyeon for introducing me to Victon and helping me out with this card! ❤ ♡ ❤ ♡ Here are some facts: Stage Name: Seungsik (승식) Birth Name: Kang SeungSik (강승식) Position: Main Vocalist Birthday: April 16, 1995 Zodiac Sign: Aries Height: 180 cm (5’11”) Weight: 65 kg (143 lbs) Blood Type: A More Facts: His nickname is mom He hates cucumbers His role model is is B2ST's Yang Yoseob The whole group is underrated. But Seungsik is the least member bias/talked about. A lot of fans bias the other members but not a lot bias Seungsik. https://youtu.be/FqWDhBaEn3w He is too freaking cute! I don't see why he is underrated. Look at him!❤ How can someone be so adorable? His smile just melts my heart❤ https://youtu.be/h2ZX0-WLbnI His voice is so beautiful! His vocals are amazing!!❤ https://youtu.be/IToPOfE9Wy8 He went from serious to a cutie in just 0.5 seconds I hope you all enjoyed this card! And I hope you all fell in love with Seungsik just like I did! See you all next time!❤ *credit to the owners of the gifs, pics & video's* here is where I got all my info! If you want to learn more about Seungsik just click the link or if you just want to learn more about all the members of Victon click below!⤵️ https://kprofiles.com/victon-members-profile/ KoreanStarCouncil: @DefSoul1994 @MelissaGarza @Yugykookie97 @Jiminsnooder Skylight Squad: @BoyGroupKpop @jungkookieeeee @QueenPandaBunny @QueenyCrossGene *let me know if want to be added to the "Skylight Squad" taglist* BTS ARMY TEAM: @Yugykookie97 @DefSoul1994 @MelissaGarza @Jiminsnooder @jungkookieeeee Christian ChimChim Squad: @Jiminsnooder @Yugykookie97 @DefSoul1994 K-Monsta Squad: @Yugykookie97 @BBxGD @lilbr0wneyes @DefSoul1994 @KpopGaby @MYAlpha @BangtanGirlOT12 Tag List: @cagonzales9696 @Jiminsnooder @MonieManhiM @cherriblossom17 @SimplyAwkward @Btsislife @jaselgalindo @emealia @saraortiz2002 @xsandos17 @VictoriaBossier @TaehyungKey @Sarahdarwish @kpopandkimchi @Emealia @terenailyn @MonAnnahiX @4dalientae @PrettieeEmm @kyokeo @KwonOfAkind @AnimeKpopLover @SugaOnTop  @QueenyCrossGene @MadAndrea @B1A4BTS5ever @zyxzj @Taehyungie @VKookie47 @NuXX @Baekyeol27 @DOislifeExoL @kpopbeat @BTSMicDrop @BulletproofV @PrincessUnicorn @luna1171 @LisetteZapata @herreravanessa9 @MadAndrea @AnimeKpopFreak @amandamuska @RandomName @aliendestina @mrsyookihyun @MaelstromVIP @Foxxyjinxx @Bangtanss @YessicaCardenas @JadeOwens @cns1391 @JJiBin @TheEnlightment @BlueMoon201 @QueenPandaBunny @emberreynemoll @LacyTanner @nyxxonn @SweetDuella @MmIlk @KihyunA @ARMY4Life @SerenaArthurs @Additional18 @jessicaclove  @olive07354  @YungStatin  @nickij @BoyGroupKpop @Mochiroon @LiyahBoon *Let me know if you want to be added or untagged from the taglist*
Jimin Photoshoot Mondays!📸😍🤩
Hello ARMY! Today is Jimin photoshoot Monday here in the Jimin Community!! The photoshoot I picked is from the...... ❤ ♡ ❤ ♡ Love Yourself: HER era!! Jimin is such a cutie!❤ See you all next time!❤ *credit to the owner of gifs & pics* Christian ChimChim Squad: @Jiminsnooder @Yugykookie97 @DefSoul1994 @BTSMicDrop Jimin’s Pinky Promise Taglist: @BoyGroupKpop @jungkookieeeee @MelissaGarza @VeronicaArtino *let me know if you want to be added to "Jimin's Pinky Promise" taglist* BTS ARMY TEAM: @Yugykookie97 @DefSoul1994 @MelissaGarza @Jiminsnooder @jungkookieeeee @Rose2demhaters BANGTAN'S ARMY TAGLIST: @blessowmwago @BoyGroupKpop @Bxbybri @echoxsoul @HannahC19 @herreraletecia @HomegirlG @jennyfer1111r1 @jiminiebae @Just2BLoved @kaylawalker929 @krissynormam @Mochiroon @Nyxxonn @PANDABTS @QueenPandaBunny @rodrickagardne @Rose2demhaters @simpsonsamantha @Shelbeigh19 @shellyfuentes70 @Starbell808       *let me know if you want to be apart of BANGTAN'S ARMY taglist* K-Monsta Squad: @Yugykookie97 @BBxGD @lilbr0wneyes @DefSoul1994 @KpopGaby @MYAlpha @BangtanGirlOT12 Tag List: @cagonzales9696 @Jiminsnooder @MonieManhiM @cherriblossom17 @SimplyAwkward @Btsislife @jaselgalindo @emealia @saraortiz2002 @xsandos17 @VictoriaBossier @TaehyungKey @Sarahdarwish @kpopandkimchi @Emealia @terenailyn @MonAnnahiX @4dalientae @PrettieeEmm @kyokeo @KwonOfAkind @AnimeKpopLover @SugaOnTop  @QueenyCrossGene @MadAndrea @B1A4BTS5ever @zyxzj @Taehyungie @VKookie47 @NuXX @Baekyeol27 @DOislifeExoL @kpopbeat @BTSMicDrop @BulletproofV @PrincessUnicorn @luna1171 @LisetteZapata @herreravanessa9 @MadAndrea @AnimeKpopFreak @amandamuska @RandomName @aliendestina @mrsyookihyun @MaelstromVIP @Foxxyjinxx @Bangtanss @YessicaCardenas @JadeOwens @cns1391 @JJiBin @TheEnlightment @BlueMoon201 @QueenPandaBunny @emberreynemoll @LacyTanner @nyxxonn @SweetDuella @MmIlk @KihyunA @ARMY4Life @SerenaArthurs @Additional18 @jessicaclove  @olive07354  @YungStatin  @nickij @Mochiroon @LiyahBoon @BoyGroupKpop *Let me know if you want to be added or untagged from the taglist*
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