DreyaRises
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One Night pt. 24●

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WARNING: Mature content

- Yoongi's point of view - It's been a little over a month. Six weeks maybe, and everyone is glad that I'm feeling better. I actually do feel a lot better. Things are starting to look up and I'm learning how to accept reality. I'm coming to terms with everything. Am I one-hundred percent happy? No. I don't know when that will happen. I don't know if I can be like that anymore. Not on my own, not without needing something to help me cope. I said I'd do it once. That was the deal. One time to let me know there was some light at the end of that seemingly endless tunnel. I broke that promise. I broke it a lot since then. Every time I felt like I had purged some of that depression, some would always seep back in and drag me back down. Nobody's caught on, long sleeves are my saving grace, I've been making sure when I throw away any bandages that they're shoved down as far as possible, and I've been cleaning the couple blood stained rags myself. So far it's kept anyone from knowing. They can't find out. They can't take away the only thing that helps me. I need it. I don't do it that much. I don't think I do. How much is too much? One time alone is too much, but I know I'm going overboard. At a minimum, I try my best to put a day in between; that's if I can manage. I really try, but sometimes it's too much and I find myself needing to release some of the pent up emotions that are constantly weighing me down. Other times it just feels like I need to do it out of habit, to do it before I start to feel it creep up again. I don't always know why I'm crying, why I'm depressed, or what exactly is upsetting me; but it's there, I feel it clear as day. It's not about her anymore. I've gotten past that, I really have. It's not my lost friendship, because I know now that it's not gone forever. It's become a part of me I guess. It refuses to let go, it keeps clinging onto me. The more life it drains out of me the heavier it gets and the harder it is to keep myself moving. I wonder what I'll do about these scars though. That was a flaw in my way of thinking, but when it was only going to be that once it wasn't going to matter. When there's going to be this many on both arms though, there's not going to be an easy way to explain that. Everyone will know eventually, I can't hide them forever. If it's after I'm turned around though, then it'll be okay. They may feel bad for not noticing, but it won't be happening anymore so they won't have to worry. I'm not going to lie and say this is okay, that this is healthy; because I know it isn't. I'm relying on it too heavily. Someday I'll fix it for good though, it won't be inside me anymore, I'll have finally gotten rid of it. It won't be able to get back into me either; because I'll be strong enough to keep it out. ... It's so nice to be able to enjoy being around everyone again. Even Hoseok is including me in his life again. That's such a relief. He's so forgiving. I can laugh sometimes. I can laugh for real and when I do, I can see it in their eyes that they're relieved that they don't have to worry anymore. They think I've completely recovered, and for the most part I believe I have. Jimin shoves Tae. "Stop trying to take my food! You know it's my favorite!" Tae tries to take it again. "Don't be so mean, I just want one bite." Jin sighs. "Guys come on. Can we go one night without you two arguing at the table?" Jimin tries to defend himself. "Tell him that! He's always trying to bother me!" "Am not. You just think I am because you don't know how to have fun." Jimin gets up and puts Tae in a head lock. "Is this fun you little brat?" "You're not that strong so it is a little like playing." Jin gets up. "This is getting to be too much." He starts trying to pry him off, but Jimin loses his balance and falls backward. He knocks over the trash can and the contents spill out all over the floor. Jin shakes his head. "See what happens? Clean that up." Shit! I can see the bandages from here! There's so many because we waited too long to take out the garbage! "Jimin, you eat! I'll pick it all up since I'm done!" Jin stops me. "He can pick it up, he's the one who made the mess." No, I can't believe this. I worked so hard to keep it to myself. Why do we only have one garbage can! He's picking up the garbage but stops. "Did someone get really hurt?" The guys look over at him. "There's a lot of bloody bandages over here. I feel like we would've noticed someone getting hurt enough to need to use this many." Namjoon looks at him, then back at the table. After a few moments he sighs. "Don't worry about that. Just throw them away." He uses a tissue to pick them up. "Gross." I hope no one puts two and two together. I hope they just move on. ... It's been a day and no one's said anything so I think they forgot. That's good. I don't know what I'd do if they knew. That'd be embarrassing, and I'd feel awful for disappointing them. I'd be absolutely ashamed of myself. Someone knocks on my door. "Yeah?" Hoseok pokes his head in. "Wanna come play a video game with me? Nobody is good enough to beat me and I miss having some real competition." I smile. "Sure!" We walk into the living room, and everyone is sitting in there. "Are we going to take turns playing or something?" Namjoon looks up. "Why don't you sit down." "Okay? What's going on?" "We all need to have a discussion." No. Please god, no. "Yoongi. Are you okay?" "Never better! You've seen how good I've felt the last few weeks." "I have. But I want to know if you're definitely okay. Nothing at all is wrong. That life is back to normal for you." "Sure it is." That wasn't very convincing. I look around and everyone is looking at me with pity. "Is something going on? Why is everyone like this?" "It's kind of hot, why don't you take off your sweater. You look like your dying from heat stroke." I smile pleasantly. "I'm fine really. It's my favorite one and I'm comfortable." "Can you tell us why there were bloody bandages all over in the trash." "No, what's that have to do with me?" "No one else got hurt." "So? I didn't either." "Not that we can see. You haven't worn a T-shirt in over a month. It's the hottest time of the year." "What does that have to do with this?" He sighs. "Can you please tell us the truth?" I'm about to cry. I shake my head. Jin puts his arm around me. "We aren't mad or anything. We just want you to be okay. We're worried." Tears start falling as I force a smile. "I'm fine now, you don't need to worry." "You can't do this anymore. We know what you're doing, okay? You can't keep us in the dark." Hoseok is tearing up too. "I'm sorry. I'm really sorry. I did this to you. I made you feel this way." "It's not your fault, it's mine. It was all my fault." He walks over and hugs me. I can hear genuine desperation in his voice. "Please rely on us. Stop feeling like you have to be on your own. I can't stand by and watch one of my best friends do this to himself." I start crying more and put my face into his shoulder. "I don't know what to do. It's all that helps. I can't find another way. It was only supposed to be one time, but it helped and I wanted it to help more. I needed it." "You need to get better." "That's what I've been trying to do." "You can't do that on your own." He takes a deep breath and sighs. "And it's gotten so bad that we can't help you by ourselves." They can't send me away! "I'm not leaving! I'm not going anywhere!" Tae tries to help. "You wouldn't be away forever, and you'd come back as soon as you were doing better." "You can't make me!" Namjoon won't look up. "We can. But it'd be easier if you went willingly. It'd be better for you if you could know that you wanted to go and get help. It'd make you more willing to accept their help." "No! No! No! I'm not going and you won't make me! You can't and you won't!" I try to push Hoseok away from me, but he holds me tighter. Why does everyone have to be stronger than me! "I don't need anyone's help or pity! I'm fine and I'm strong enough to get through it on my own!" "Please. We can't stand to see you like this." "You'll have to tie me up and force me through those fucking doors because I'm not going to that place! I'm not fucking crazy and I refuse to be treated like I am!" Jungkook is quietly crying. "You're not crazy. We know that. But you're sad. And if you can't be happy on your own, if we can't help you be happy, then someone else will need to help you." I finally push Hoseok off me. I get up and get away from them. They're fucking cornering me. I'm screaming. I'm not yelling anymore. I'm screaming like I'm possessed. "Fuck all of you! It'll make it worse! I'll feel worse and it will be everyone's fault! Do you want that! Do you want to hurt me more! You'll make me fall back down that goddamn hole after how much I've climbed out of it! I'm almost out! I've gotten this far on my own, I don't need help!" Namjoon gets up and tries to grab me. My heart is racing and it feels like it's going to beat out of my chest. "Get away from me!" "No just le-" As soon as his hand touches me, I punch him in the face. "I said get away from me!" I back up more. I need to get away from them. I want them to leave me alone. I turn around and run to the only room that locks. I run to the bathroom, slam the door, and lock it. "I'm not going! I'll stay in here until you tell me you're not going to make me go! You think I'm lying, but I'm not! I'll stay in here as long as it takes!" I sit and lean against the bathtub. I'm hugging my knees, I'm clutching my pants so tightly that I feel like my fingers are going to fall off, my muscles are all so tense that I'm shaking, and I'm absolutely bawling. I don't want to go. I'm not crazy and I'm not sick anymore. I'm fine enough to stay here. I can't believe they'd make me leave. I can't believe they could just kick me out of their lives like that. That they'd get rid of me as soon as I've started feeling better. "I hate you! I hate you all so much!" I can hear them outside the door talking to eachother. They cornered me like a fucking animal. They're all against me. What's happened to me. Who is this. It's not me. This isn't me. It isn't Min Yoongi. There's someone else. I pound on my head. "Get out! Just get out! I don't want you!" Someone's knocking on the door. "Yoongi, are you okay? Who are you screaming at?" It's Jimin. "Whatever's inside me that's making me this way!" "Nothing is inside you." "Then why am I like this! It's not me!" "I'm not too sure what's happened, but I know that everything will be okay. Whatever's wrong can be resolved." His voice is so soft. It's so calming. "Are you okay? You've been quiet for a minute. Is something wrong?" "Jimin can you come in? If I let you in, will you promise not to make me come out?" "Of course. I wouldn't make you do that. I promise." "If you break your promise, I don't know what I'll do." "I won't." My knees are weak as I walk to the door. I unlock it and Jimin opens it and walks in. He shuts it behind him. "Lock it." "Okay." I sit back down by the bathtub. My body is empty. My legs are lying flat in front of me and my arms are limp with my hands in my lap. I'm blank, I'm void of emotions. I'm too drained to turn them back on. I don't know how I can shut down so abruptly. "Mind if I sit down by you?" I can think things just fine, but it's so hard to muster up the energy to talk. "That's fine." He sits and leans against the tub. "Jimin. Why'd it happen?" "What exactly happened?" "My mind, it suddenly just went down in flames. It got worse and worse so fast." "I don't know what happened. But I do know that it's not impossible to bring you out of this. You can get back on your feet." "I've snapped though. I reached my breaking point, and I broke." "You haven't snapped and you're not broken. You'll be okay." I pause for a few moments. "I'm not broken?" He shakes his head. "You're not at all broken." When someone else says it, it sounds like it might be true and I can almost believe it. "I don't know who I am anymore." He puts his arm around me and makes me lean on his shoulder. He gently pats my head. For once, I'm okay with being comforted like a child. "You're...a different Min Yoongi. You're still Yoongi. You're just different right now." "Will I ever go back to normal?" "You will. You just need a little guidance. You need someone to show you the way to your old self. You're lost, but you won't be lost forever." "How can they find me, if I can't even do it? I should be able to do it on my own." "There's nothing wrong with getting help to find your way back. They know how to do that, they've done it many times for many different people. They know how to talk you through that difficult maze that you're trapped in. They can show you the way out." "They can?" "I guarantee it." "What if they can't though. What if I'm stuck in there forever and can't get out?" "You will. You need to trust me. You may not trust them because you don't know them. But you can always trust me. Can you trust me?" "I can." "I promise you that you'll be okay. Everything will be fine." I pause again. "I like your voice Jimin. It's very soothing. Did you know that?" He smiles. "I didn't, but I'm glad it could help you calm down." "I'm tired. I'm so worn down." "I bet you are. It's been a hard few months for you." "It's been so hard. I don't know how it got like this." "Well, sometimes things happen that can bring out very bad feelings in people who had never shown any signs of them before. People are fragile. We can only take so much." "I'm sick." "Is that how you feel?" "Yeah. I'm not well. The moment I started obsessing over her is the moment it started falling apart. I shouldn't be doing any of this. I know that I shouldn't have been cutting myself, but it made me feel better. It made me feel like all that misery was being forced out a little at a time. I needed it." "I can't imagine how hard it is. I can't imagine how badly you must have felt to bring you to that. I wish you would have come to us for help." "I'd been such a terrible person that I didn't think anyone would want to help me. I didn't want your pity, not after what I'd done. I didn't deserve any compassion." "You just wandered down a path that took you far away, you got lost. You didn't mean to get the way you did. We've known you long enough to know that none of that was how you usually were." "But I still hurt Hoseok, I hurt him so much." "He forgives you." "Because he feels bad for me." "No. He forgives you because you're his friend. We're like a family and we're here for eachother. He wasn't going to be angry at you forever. That's not him, and he knew that none of that was you." "It wasn't me." "We know that, and we want you to feel better. We want you to be okay with yourself. We want you to forgive yourself." "I can't." "I think you could." "Not now." "Someday?" "...someday." "That's good." "Can I take off my sweatshirt? Will you not get upset? It's really hot and if it's just you I think I'll okay. If it's only one person, I might be okay." "That's fine. I won't be upset." "I just don't want anyone to see. I feel so ashamed that I was so weak." "You don't need to be ashamed. You're not weak either. It happens. It was out of your control. No one will judge you. Me especially. I won't judge you." I unzip my sweatshirt. I don't want to take it off, but it's so damn hot and uncomfortable. I've been hot and uncomfortable for over a month. I had to sleep in long sleeved shirts or sweatshirts in case someone woke me up. I don't want anyone to see what I've done to myself. I don't want anyone to see how sick I am. "It's okay. Believe me, it'll be okay." I take my arms out of sleeves and rest them back on my legs in front of me. I hear him sigh. "Yoongi..." "I know." "How long have you been doing that?" "I don't know. A month." "You did all that in a month?" "Yeah." He has a few tears going down his cheeks. "Why didn't you come to us? I wish you would have." "Me too." It's quiet for a few minutes. He's still patting my head. He's such a good friend. "Do you know when you'll want to come out of the bathroom?" "If I come out of the bathroom you'll all make me leave. I don't want to leave. I don't want to have to go there. I'm not ready yet." "Do you think that you could be ready tomorrow?" "...maybe." It's quiet for another minute or two. "Do you want to go to bed? I can tell you're tired. You put your body through a lot of stress tonight. You exhausted yourself." "Can you make everyone leave me alone?" "I can, but is it okay if I stay with you?" "You want to make sure I don't do anything." "Yes, but I also don't want you to feel abandoned. We're not going to abandon you." I think for a few moments. "Can you pat my head until I fall asleep?" It's such a childish request, but I kind of like the feeling of it now. He let's out a light, caring laugh. "Of course. I can definitely do that for you." "I want to go to bed. Will you tell them to go. I'm sure some of them are by the door still." "Alright." He gets up and opens the door a little. He looks out there. "Do you think it'd be okay if you leave? I'm going to take him to bed. He said he's tired." I hear Namjoon. "He can't be left alone." "I know. I'm going to stay with him tonight. I'll make sure he's okay." "Well, you calmed him down this much so you're obviously the only one he feels safe with." "I guess so." He lowers his voice, but I can still hear him. "Did you ask him about going to get help?" "He's not ready yet, but he said he might be ready tomorrow." I hear him let out a sigh. "Thank God. I don't know what we would have done if he refused." "Anyway. Can you figure out what's going to happen. Talk to the manager, talk to whoever you have to." He looks back at me. "Is that okay? If they tell some other people?" "They're going to have to aren't they?" "Yeah." "Then it'll have to be okay, won't it." "I suppose you're right." He turns back to look in the hallway. "Just go get everything started. I'm taking him to bed. He looks like he's about to collapse. He really wore himself out." "That's fine. He needs to rest. Let us know if anything happens." "Right." He watches as they walk away. "They're gone now. Come on." I put my sweatshirt back on. He holds out his hand and helps me up. It's really hard to walk. "You gonna make it?" "I think so. I'm just slow right now." "That's fine. Just let me know if you're going to fall over, okay?" I nod. We walk down the hall to my room. I take off my sweatshirt again, it feels nice to have it off. I lie down facing the wall and tightly wrap the blanket around me. I feel safer. Jimin sits on the edge of the bed and starts patting my head, like I asked. After a couple minutes I start to feel bad he's sitting there doing that. "You can stop if you want to." "Do you think this is that difficult?" "I don't want to bother you." "Just go to sleep okay. I want to make sure you feel comfortable enough to sleep. I don't mind." "Okay. But you can lay down when I fall asleep." "Okay." After a minute, I can feel myself drifting to sleep. It's that moment when you're so close to being asleep, but still notice things going on around you. Jimin is talking to himself. "Ah. He's asleep. Good." I feel him lay down next to me. I roll over so I'm facing him. He's lying on his back. I get closer and give him some of my blanket. He smiles a little. "Thanks." I put my forehead against his shoulder. Some physical contact, that's all I need. I just want to know someone's there. I have such good friends. I don't want to make trouble for them, or make them worry anymore. I'll go, I'll leave tomorrow. For now though, I want to enjoy my last night's sleep in my own bed. I don't know when I'll be able to sleep in it again. Soon, I hope.
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I'm so happy he's going to get help, and its even better because hobi forgave him.
@MrsChanyeol i so agree makes me feel better inside
Should not have read this at work. I'm crying now. I'm so glad that he has friends who legitimately care about him....
OMG.....I cried.......Yoongi.......
waaahhh I want to cry..wait I'm almost tearing up before work. that was so good.
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Warning 18+ due to potential language, and sensual content _______________________________________ Lead: Simon Dominic Plot: The struggle to Survive is real, especially when you're trying to do it the clean way. Even harder when you're a woman as well. Sooner or later, the dirty way of living is going to find its way to you. When it offers its hand to help you with only trade is to be theirs forever, would you take it? _____________________________________ Chp 1 | Chp 2 | Chp 3 | Chp 4 | Chp 5 | Chp 6 | ... _____________________________________ (Simon Pov) . . Yesterday started so nicely but then ended bad. I even had to cancel the date I was trying to plan for Ri and myself. She didn’t want to leave her brother alone after what happen. I promised to protect her family and failed her. Mina though would not stop blowing up my phone. Even though her own father had told her to leave me alone too. She had already anger me enough. So much that I took it out on her father and hit them hard. “Jung, Kiseok! Why don’t you answer your phone?” I whistle for the men to come into the room. “Are you fucking kidding me? You’re still mad at me?” Mina pouted whilst looking mad herself. “You fucking touch one of my bodyguards family because she a threat to you. You didn’t even try talking to me. You’re too busy having your nose to far up that you’re brain isn’t getting enough blood to function.” She just looked at me with tear full eyes. “Honestly right now I’m done with you. I won’t touch your father and his gang anymore. But I had to punish him and you for what you did. You made me violate my contract I have with my new employee. She could sue me for what you did.” Mina's eyes went wide when I inform her of the contract. “Why did you even hire her anyway? You know I get jealous easily.” I stood up to go stand in front of her. Made sure we had full eye contact for my next set of words. “Because unlike you she a good-hearted woman with a beautiful soul that fell on tough times. She has high qualifications but couldn’t get a good job to help save her from drowning. Unlike you she also a family girl, who understands the work loyalty and would do anything for her family. You should count your blessing she didn’t kill you for hurting her seventeen-year-old baby brother.” I could see the fear trying to hide behind her eyes. “She the kind of woman that has earn all the nice things you are given on a silver platter. I plan to correct this wrong. Cause if I can fix the problem you cause me. I’m going to make her my queen. Not a spoil rotten golden spoon bitch, that you see everyday in the mirror.” I signal for the men to grab Mina as I walked back to my desk. “Consider our arrangement terminated.” Mina started fighting to get free and called my legal name. I didn’t even flitch once at her cries, because we both knew I was right. Ri was beyond more worth to have world and more. I was going to make sure even if she didn’t love me that she would get it. (Ri POV) . . I went straight to the gym in the morning, after Simon had my brother transfer to the hospital to get the best treatment. I was still pissed off though that Dujin was caught harm by that thot. I wasn’t alone in the gym, but they respected that I was working out my frustrations on the punching bag. “You fucking cunt!” Mina had storm into the room with some of Simon's men trying to stop her. “He dump me because of you. I won’t forget this! I will make you regret you were ever born.” I smirked when she told me Simon had broken ties with her because she made him break his deal with me. I rubbed my hands together as I walked up to her. Noticing the men had stop chasing her. We stood face to face when Christian came into the room. “You know, I should make that pretty face look like what my baby brother's look like.” She laugh and rolled her eyes. “Go ahead touch me. It will mean war for Simon.” I was still smirking and moved to quick for her to think and gripped her throat. They guys went into an up roar and Christian try to pull me off Mina. He manage to get her free. She stumble back and cough, while holding her neck. “Threat war for Simon one more time. Just as fast as I choked you. I will kill you before you can even go running to your daddy.” Mina came charging at me, but I broke free from Christian, slid pass her and snatch one of the armed men gun. Everyone froze when I loaded the gun and aim it at Mina head. “Damn Ri, you really know how to make a man fall in love with you.” Simon voice came from behind me, before he gently touch my arm. His hand slide down the arm with the gun, and slowly took it away from me. “Your hands are still clean, my sexy nun. Let me take the shot for you.” I looked at Simon shock by the fact that he smoothly confess to knowing I was a complete virgin. Simon pointed the gun at Mina this time. “You seriously pulled me away from my work, because I told you I wanted to give this one what you have, even if she not my lover.” Mina turn pale, whilst Simon free arm wrap around my shoulders. “Should I shoot her or set her free. Its your call Ri.” I could feel Simon's heart pounding against my back, and a friend pressing against my ass. “Set her free. If she tries something again, I say eye for an eye then.” Simon gently kissed my cheek and handed the gun back to his men. “Now you know why I hired her. You didn’t expect her to disarm you.” The man nodded his head and smile lightly. “Escort Mina off the grounds. As for you Ri, please spar with the men. Teach them things they would never expect a woman to do.” Christian too.” Simon smirked and nodded to Christian before leaving. Christian shook his head and rubbed the back of his neck. After Simon left one of the guards in the gym came over to me. “Has Simon really made a pass at you?” I just gave him a shy smile and patted his arm. Before I knew it he whistle to get everyone attention. He rest his hands on both my shoulders as he stood behind me. “You all agree this one here is like a little sister to us all?” Everyone had cheer, even Christian. “So you know we will protect you from boss man, but only to a point sister.” He patted my head as they all made it into a happy moment. I was scared they would shame me for my relationship with Simon, but they support and vow to treat me as their sister. A few days since the incident had accorded had past, and Simon only ever ask to lay with me for help sleeping. My brother was discharged with in aa day of being admitted and got away with claiming to be sleeping at a friends house due to studies. My days were fun too. If I wasn’t in the gym with my new family. I was with Christian learning productions, or with family. It was like having my cake and eating it too. Until Woo too me out shopping. I never knew this day would change everything. ☆♡T.O.P Tabi Council Ladies♡☆ @Starbell808 @BBxGD @MelissaGarza @royalpandajedi @Just2bloved @cns1391 BBMG Squad: @BBxGD @LocoForJiyong @MarrickeJ33 @DayDaySMDC ♣BO$$ Squad: @MarrickeJ33 @BBxGD @starbell808 @FromBlue2U @QueenPandaBunny @royalpandajedi @LiyahBoon @MelissaGarza @BabydollBre My Bunnies: @CLAKPOP @divanicola05 @Peachsenpai @Yugykookie97 @lop0929 @SHINee4ever @InfiniteUtopia @JaxomB @YazminYanez @SweetDuella @QueenyCrossGene @divanicola05
NCT Fic Recommendations (Some Fics Are 18+)
All of these recommendations I have read and all come from Tumblr! A Little Gift: Tumblr User: Jungnoir Member: Jeno Summary: for the last couple of months, a certain friendly neighborhood superhero has been leaving you your favorite coffee every morning when you get to school. you don’t know how he knows you (or your favorite coffee order), but you’ve got a funny feeling you’re gonna find out soon. Genre: spiderman!au, romance, fluff Warnings: mentions of violence and blood. language. Link To Fic Talk: User: valentinesicheng Member: Doyoung Summary: none (There was a prompt about a Prince!AU) Genre: royalty!au, arranged marriage!au, fluff, hurt/comfort Warnings: a tad suggestive Link to Fic The Usual: User: i-am-regular-scenarios Member: Jungwoo Summary: Your usual trip to your favorite coffee shop gets all the more interesting when you meet the new cute worker. Your high school like crush on him develops almost instantly and you can’t help but want to see him more and more. Could the shy cutie actually like you back though? Or are you just hopefully wishing he does? Genre: Tooth rotting Fluff Warnings: None Link to fic Princess & The Playboy: User: Kihuis Member: Lucas Summary: Chaste kisses and hushed ‘I love yous’ is not what you expected to share with Lucas Wong, the boy with the reputation for being a player. You always told yourself you had enough self respect to steer clear of him, but somehow, you ended up being the one to change him. And in some ways, he changed you, too. Genre: high school au; f l u f f; light smut; slight angst; baseball player!yukhei; playboy!yukhei; virgin reader Warnings: implied sex; light smut; strong language; unedited Link to fic Coming of Age: User: gamerwoo Member: Jaehyun Summary: You knew everybody had a soulmate, and you knew what would eventually happen because of that. The way you find your soulmate is different for everyone, but the way you find yours has you thinking you’re in some 00′s teen movie because you wake up in the body of Jung Jaehyun. Genre: soulmate au, college au, crack, fluff, slight angst Warnings: None Link to fic Mermaid!AU: User: warmau Member: Doyoung Summary: None Genre: Mermaid!AU, Angst, Fluff Warnings: (Maybe some language?) Link to fic While you're at it check out warmau's other stuff, they write good NCT shit! Chrysanthemums: User: jaeminlore (one of my favorite writers!) Member: Taeil Summary: (From a prompt:) could I maybe get a taeil one where he’s the gardener of her kingdom and he’s always thought the princess was the prettiest in the land but he knows she’ll never like him back but he’s come to terms with it but he still likes to make her smile so he gives her a flower every week with a fact about the flower and the meaning of the flower? Genre: royalty!AU, Fluff Warnings: Probably some language? Link Dreams of You: User: jaeminlore Member: Johnny Summary: (prompt again:) can I request a fluffy NCT Johnny soulmate!au where when the person sleeps, they see through their soulmates eyes. Genre: soulmate!AU, fluff Warnings: maybe some language? Link Golden Snitch: User: jaeminlore Member: Doyoung Summary: (Prompt:) Harry Potter!AU Genre: Harry Potter!AU, fluff Link Automaton: User: stormae (another favorite writer of mine!) Member: Sicheng (WinWin) Summary: None Genre: robot!AU, fluff, angst! Warnings: language, graphic violence, death Link Something Borrowed: User: stormae Member: Hansol (this was written before he left SM) Genre: library/college!AU Warnings: mild language link Access Granted: User: stormae Member: Mark Genre: hacker!AU, fluff, angst Warnings: violence link Lit: User: stormae Member: Johnny Genre: college!AU, fluff Warnings: language link Metallic Tenderness: User: stormae Member: Mark Genre: robot!AU, fluff, angst Note: it’s within the same universe as Automaton, but is a separate story link Streamline: User: stormae Member: Doyoung Genre: swimming!au, fluff, mild discomfort? Warnings: language link Sun Dust: User: stormae Member: Lucas Summary: The sun dusts your Summer with something intoxicating, something perfect, someone unfortunately too good to be true. Genre: rich kid!au/summer vacation!au, angst, fluff Warnings: language, mentions of alcohol, minor character death link Wait For Me: User: kimdoyoungiee (another favorite of mine, this is her second account though, you'll see her main account on here somewhere, it's your job to figure out which user that is though ;)) Member: Kun Summary: Your best friend sees you off at the airport and you see him for the last time for two years.  Genre: angst, romance, best friend!AU link Walk You Home: User: kimdoyoungiee Member: Haechan Genre: high school au, fluff, loads of cuteness link Talk Talk Talk: User: kimdoyoungiee Member: Doyoung Summary: Sometimes, you just have to open up to clear the fog in your head. Genre: angst, romance, some fluff link (This was the fic that broke me and got me to bias Doyoung!) Finale of the Longing Heart: User: taeyongtime (beautiful writer!) Member: Taeyong Genre: rich kid!au x model!reader, angst, bittersweet fluff Warnings: alcohol-mention, mature theme, explicit language, slow burn, tons of pining. read at own discretion.  link Soleil Luna: User: taeyongtime Member: Doyoung Genre: ceo!au feat. long distance relationship + three dashes of angst/four tablespoons of fluff link Dead Skin & Ivory Bones: User: taeyongtime Member: Taeyong Genre: tokyo ghoul!au, angst Warnings: explicit language, violent theme, blood/gore aspects, character death link Tabula Rasa: User: taeyongtime Member: Taeyong Genre: doll!AU Summary: ignorance is bliss until the fruit of knowledge taints the palette with a taste of life that is forever engraved in his memory   link Crybaby: User: chipsandwaffles (another fav) Member: Jaemin Genre: N/A Summary: You couldn’t be hung up on Mark forever. You had to move on. link (I would list so many by her but I don't want to overload you because if I could I would recommend every Doyoung & Taeyong fic she's ever wrote to you...) (To any Doyoung stan chipsandwaffles supplies the DY fics for us!) Cool Blue: User: dreaminghaos Member: Yuta Genre: fluff; swimmer!yuta, high school!au, enemies to lovers!au Warnings: explicit language, alcohol abuse link Below this are fics that contain a considerate amount of smut but this writer is just so good that I wanted to list a few of their works! Kismet: User: rubyyong (another fav) Member: Taeyong Genre: Cross-cultural Relationship AU + with Baker!Taeyong, slow burn, dreamy romance, fluff, angst, smut Summary: A beautiful late Autumn wedding was what had brought you to Seoul, but a boy with dark eyes and a smile brighter than the moon in the still of the night was what made you never want to leave. Warnings: (All conversations in full italics are spoken in Korean; reader is described as being foreign to Korea - with no race specification), profanities, alcohol consumption, graphic smut link Entanglement: User: rubyyong Member: Doyoung Genre: Domestic AU with SingleFather!Doyoung + Nanny!Reader, fluff, angst, romance, smut. Summary: When the mechanic shop you work for goes under, you’re desperate for a replacement job. Immediately applying for anything that appears in front of you to prevent being evicted within the next two weeks ..Lucky for you, single Father Doyoung is just as desperate for a nanny. Warnings: profanities, description of a near-death experience, graphic smut link -- These are the members I didn't list fics for: Jisung, Chenle, Renjun, Yangyang, Hendery, Xiaojun, & Ten I have a couple of Ten and Yangyang I have read that I will recommend in another card. 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KCMA recognized V as a producer...
Hi all!! Veronica here... so as the title says our lovely and talented Taehyung was recognized as a producer for his Song Scenery... FOR MORE INFO PLEASE GO HERE https://www.koreaboo.com/news/kcma-officially-recognised-btss-v-music-producer/ or this youtube video https://www.koreaboo.com/news/kcma-officially-recognised-btss-v-music-producer/ one you can read or you can watch. lol BUT LET'S LISTEN TO SCENERY THE SONG THAT MADE IT HAPPEN https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f3YhK-oZmY8 I am so very proud. He's the second BTS member to be recognized. It's all apart of his journey and is just a stop on his Map of Soul. ANYWAYS LOVELIES. UNTIL NEXT TIME. DON'T FORGET TO ENTER THE GIVEAWAY https://www.vingle.net/posts/2598509 #BTS, #BTSgiveaway, #giveaway, #MAP_OF_THE_SOUL_PERSONA, #BoyWithLuv #PERSONAWelcomeParty. 💜Taehyung's Purplers 💜 @VeronicaArtino @SugaKookieV @SweetDuella @jungkookieee 💜💜Taehyungs Purplees 💜💜 @MelissaGarza @Starbell808 @Just2BLoved @lop0929 @Yugykookie97 @DefSoul1994 @kpopispleasing1 @DefSoul1994 @PANDABTS @katiekatkawaii @Coirrecourts @esperance98765 @jiminsnooder @HannahC19 If you would like to be added to the official Taehyung community taglist Please comment below. This list is for council use only when making card for the community!! My vingle fam @WinKonVIP @luna1171 @LiyahBoon @BTSMicDrop @twistedPDnim @YulaGyeom @MelissaGarza @jjrockstar @yehetmyohorat97 @CrookedShadow @ESwee @Lexxcisco @awkwardjazzy @sukkyongwanser @QueenLeLe @QueenPandaBunny @SweetDuella @BabydollBre @SugaKookieV @InfiniteKiss @QueenyCrossGene @Halsyeon RM's Protection Squad @Just2BLoved @BTSMicDrop @VeronicaArtino Taehyung's Purplers @VeronicaArtino @SugaKookieV @SweetDuella @jiminsnooder Suga's Stargazers @VeronicaArtino @SugaKookieV @SweetDuella @jungkookieeeee @jeonraeyoo Sunshine Hope @SugaKookieV @SweetDuella @VeronicaArtino BTS @DeyaniraEstrada @lilbr0wneyes @KokoroNoTakara  @cbellea @Helixx @sarahdarwish @Hurdkpop @biancadanica98 @xMangaLover @KellyOriane @wordlesseyes @jojojordy2324 @TleahEdwards @MissyKim @EmilyPeacock @Journ505 @ShadowAngel87 @Kyokeo @GenesisZiporrah @FelicianaRomero @ScarletMermaid @SeoInHan @IMNII @jcl4rks0n @heidichiesa @humairaa @torchix @sarahpjane @SugaKookieV @Bangtanss @ReynadeKpop @PrincessUnicorn @SimplyAwkward  @OneOfAKind @MadAndrea @musicmofo @nicolejb @jcl4rks0n @ashleyemmert @Katherina2078 @unnieArmkeY @AlloBaber  @EvilGenius @Dabaesaplayer @CloverShadows @Mandubum @PassTheSuga @SugalessJams @danidee @ButterflyBlu @B1A4BTS5ever  @btsgotshinee @EasternShell @ShadowAngel87 @EmilyPeacock @Journ505 @MissyKim @TleahEdwards @jojojordy2324 @KellyOriane @xMangaLover @Hurdkpop @peahyr @biancadanica98 @sarahdarwish @cbellea @johnevans @terenailyn @gabbycalzada @taetaebaozi @lilbr0wneyes @xxMollxx @Xionheart @Defy24601 @TanyaGautam @ZionPerezFlower @NickySerban @KwonOfAKind @krin @Emealia @FelicianaRomero @DestinaByrd @ScarletMermaid @ashleyemmert  @Katherina2078 @TaehyungV @Starbell808 @SweetDuella @MelissaGarza @Lexxcisco @resavalencia @sukkyongwanser @KarenGuerra93
BTS COMEBACK STAGE ON INKIGAYO!!!🤘🏻💜
https://youtu.be/M3C5tmt08nI "BOY WITH LUV!" https://youtu.be/36grlA3GIBY "DIONYSUS!" https://youtu.be/cwHjL_Lv2vQ "BTS INTERVIEW!" Awww :( They said today is the last day for "Dionysus" BTS ARMY TEAM: @Yugykookie97 @DefSoul1994 @MelissaGarza @Jiminsnooder @jungkookieeeee @Rose2demhaters BANGTAN'S ARMY TAGLIST: @blessowmwago @BoyGroupKpop @Bxbybri @echoxsoul @HannahC19 @herreraletecia @HomegirlG @jiminiebae @Just2BLoved @kaylawalker929 @krissynormam @Mochiroon @Nyxxonn @PANDABTS @QueenPandaBunny @rodrickagardne @Rose2demhaters @simpsonsamantha @Shelbeigh19 @shellyfuentes70 @Starbell808       *let me know if you want to be apart of BANGTAN'S ARMY taglist* Christian ChimChim Squad: @Jiminsnooder @Yugykookie97 @DefSoul1994 @BTSMicDrop KoreanStarCouncil: @DefSoul1994 @MelissaGarza @Yugykookie97 @Jiminsnooder K-Monsta Squad: @Yugykookie97 @BBxGD @lilbr0wneyes @DefSoul1994 @KpopGaby @MYAlpha @BangtanGirlOT12 Tag List: @cagonzales9696 @Jiminsnooder @MonieManhiM @cherriblossom17 @SimplyAwkward @Btsislife @jaselgalindo @emealia @saraortiz2002 @xsandos17 @VictoriaBossier @TaehyungKey @Sarahdarwish @kpopandkimchi @Emealia @terenailyn @MonAnnahiX @4dalientae @PrettieeEmm @kyokeo @KwonOfAkind @AnimeKpopLover @SugaOnTop  @QueenyCrossGene @MadAndrea @B1A4BTS5ever @zyxzj @Taehyungie @VKookie47 @NuXX @Baekyeol27 @DOislifeExoL @kpopbeat @BTSMicDrop @BulletproofV @PrincessUnicorn @luna1171 @LisetteZapata @herreravanessa9 @MadAndrea @AnimeKpopFreak @amandamuska @RandomName @aliendestina @mrsyookihyun @MaelstromVIP @Foxxyjinxx @Bangtanss @YessicaCardenas @JadeOwens @cns1391 @JJiBin @TheEnlightment @BlueMoon201 @QueenPandaBunny @emberreynemoll @LacyTanner @nyxxonn @SweetDuella @MmIlk @KihyunA @ARMY4Life @SerenaArthurs @Additional18 @jessicaclove  @olive07354  @YungStatin  @nickij @Mochiroon @LiyahBoon @BoyGroupKpop *Let me know if you want to be added or untagged from the taglist*
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Hi all! Veronica here. I came across this pick and I just couldn't not share it. the message of this quote resonates so deeply within me. I can tell it resonates with namjoon as well and all of BTS because of the content they put out on their albums and especially their new album MAP OF SOUL:PERSONA RM Protection Squad Taglist @natsiepatsie23 @LuvMyya16 @lrwc12 @Queenycrossgene @Yugykookie97 @SweetDuella @QueenPandaBunny  @StephaniePoore @Starbell808 @lop0929  @BabydollBre @kaylawalker929 @sweatyminyoongi @MarvelousKpop @Mochiroon RM Protection Squad @Just2BLoved @BTSMicDrop @VeronicaArtino My vingle fam @WinKonVIP @luna1171 @LiyahBoon @BTSMicDrop @twistedPDnim @YulaGyeom @MelissaGarza @jjrockstar @yehetmyohorat97 @CrookedShadow @ESwee @Lexxcisco @awkwardjazzy @sukkyongwanser @QueenLeLe @QueenPandaBunny @SweetDuella @BabydollBre @SugaKookieV @InfiniteKiss @QueenyCrossGene @Halsyeon RM's Protection Squad @Just2BLoved @BTSMicDrop @VeronicaArtino Taehyung's Purplers @VeronicaArtino @SugaKookieV @SweetDuella @jiminsnooder Suga's Stargazers @VeronicaArtino @SugaKookieV @SweetDuella @jungkookieeeee @jeonraeyoo Sunshine Hope @SugaKookieV @SweetDuella @VeronicaArtino BTS @DeyaniraEstrada @lilbr0wneyes @KokoroNoTakara  @cbellea @Helixx @sarahdarwish @Hurdkpop @biancadanica98 @xMangaLover @KellyOriane @wordlesseyes @jojojordy2324 @TleahEdwards @MissyKim @EmilyPeacock @Journ505 @ShadowAngel87 @Kyokeo @GenesisZiporrah @FelicianaRomero @ScarletMermaid @SeoInHan @IMNII @jcl4rks0n @heidichiesa @humairaa @torchix @sarahpjane @SugaKookieV @Bangtanss @ReynadeKpop @PrincessUnicorn @SimplyAwkward  @OneOfAKind @MadAndrea @musicmofo @nicolejb @jcl4rks0n @ashleyemmert @Katherina2078 @unnieArmkeY @AlloBaber  @EvilGenius @Dabaesaplayer @CloverShadows @Mandubum @PassTheSuga @SugalessJams @danidee @ButterflyBlu @B1A4BTS5ever  @btsgotshinee @EasternShell @ShadowAngel87 @EmilyPeacock @Journ505 @MissyKim @TleahEdwards @jojojordy2324 @KellyOriane @xMangaLover @Hurdkpop @peahyr @biancadanica98 @sarahdarwish @cbellea @johnevans @terenailyn @gabbycalzada @taetaebaozi @lilbr0wneyes @xxMollxx @Xionheart @Defy24601 @TanyaGautam @ZionPerezFlower @NickySerban @KwonOfAKind @krin @Emealia @FelicianaRomero @DestinaByrd @ScarletMermaid @ashleyemmert  @Katherina2078 @TaehyungV @Starbell808 @SweetDuella @MelissaGarza @Lexxcisco @resavalencia @sukkyongwanser @KarenGuerra93
Gangsta Love: Mafia Gamble (18+) Chp 6: 1st Day/Bad Day
Warning 18+ due to potential language, and sensual content _______________________________________ Lead: Simon Dominic Plot: The struggle to Survive is real, especially when you're trying to do it the clean way. Even harder when you're a woman as well. Sooner or later, the dirty way of living is going to find its way to you. When it offers its hand to help you with only trade is to be theirs forever, would you take it? _____________________________________ Chp 1 | Chp 2 | Chp 3 | Chp 4 | Chp 5 |.... _____________________________________ (Simon POV) . . I really did want to plan my date with Ri tonight, while I was working. Even try to keep it as nice but simple as possible. As well as have back up plans for if she changed her mind on anything. I looked up from my desk though when the maknae of my men came into my office. “Ah Yu, Christian, Welcome.” I stood up to greet him personally. He smiled warmly as he greeted me back. “What up, Simon hyung. You rarely ever summon me personally.” I chuckle and rub the back of my neck. I pulled out my phone and show him a photo of Ri. “Damn hyung! Is that your new girlfriend?” I couldn’t help but smirk at his comment. “Working on making her Mina replacement. Cause there is no way I’m marrying someone so damn spoil and rude.” Christian laugh before we both sat down. “Is that woman the reason you called me?” I nodded my head and fix my hair. “Yeah, she gonna be part of my security team, but she made Mina her enemy this morning. Though Mina had it coming.” Christian couldn’t help but smirk too this time. “When she off clock is it possible I can have you be her guard when Woo can’t be. She befriended him and requested Woo, but I can’t always let that happen.” Christian nodded his head as he rub his hands together. “Sure but do I get to meet her before man?” I stood up and patted his back. “Attend the meeting today. Woo gonna introduce her as my female body guard to help fend the woman off of me.” Christian expression show that he was impressed by how I was going about her working for us. “Slick. I will attend this one.” We both laughed, since we knew he didn’t work much as the guard unless we were in the same place. Normally becausd he had started his own label and I wanted him to focus on being a CEO more. I knew too well from juggling to much myself personally. “I’ll let you get back to work, later boss.” Christian said his goodbye and left me to my work and date planning. I really was hoping she was actually willing to build some type of relation with me. Mainly as a lover, cause I was seriously falling for her. (Ri POV) . . I had put on my gym wear, before joining Woo to attend our team meeting. Whilst we were walking to the gym, Mina cut us off half way. She stood there in a tight short dress. With her arms cross against her chest. “Well, hello there, Miss Gold Digger. I do believe you and I need to talk.” Mina smirked as she stood in front of us. “I have nothing to talk to you about. So please speak your peace already.” I felt Woo tap my back lightly as his way of reminding me here was with me. Mina came up to me, whilst her expression change to annoyance. Mina slap me across the face as hard ad she could too. I could still feel my teeth ringing. “Covet what not yours again, and I will make you regret even breathing.” I just looked back up at her and smiled. She looked annoyed even more then before by my expression. “That not me, its you that coveting what not yours. Can’t force someone into loving you. Plus you can’t touch me or my love ones without angering Simon.” The corner of her lip twitched, before she got ready to slap me again. This time, Woo caught her hand before I got hit. “She right, Miss Mina, and hitting Ri again will result in my stepping in.” She pulled her arm free from Woo and growl under her breath. “Just you wait. Soon you will have to listen to me. Then you won’t be able to stop me from harming her.” Mina flip her hair , turn around, and walked away. I looked up at Woo, earning his gentle touch on my face. “I shouldn’t of let her hit you in the first place. I’m sorry, Ri.” I shook head and smiled at him. “Its okay, it wouldn’t of looked good if you did anyway. Sha'll we go though. Don’t wanna be late.” Woo nodded his head before taking me to the gym where it seem I was the only woman there. Woo whistle loudly, which made all the men move and gather before us. “Hey everyone, this is our new member to our team, Ri Fang. She will be making our job hella easier, since our leader is a celebrity and ladies man.” An arm appear around my shoulders, as a very handsome man with amazing hair, and ink stood beside me. “Now I wouldn’t say ladies man. He doesn’t have female friends like Jay Park.” I wanted to melt the second this man spoke. The accent was so thick but sounded wonderful when he spoke Korean. “Christian, you know she just meeting you now. You’re lucky she didst register you as a threat.” Woo said with a smirk, before doing a handshake with this Christian fella. “I know I’m lucky. Might have been my accent that threw her off like most woman.” Christian winked at me, earning my annoyance. I just took his arm and flip him over my shoulder. “If Simon charm doesn’t work on me. What makes you think yours will?” Everyone started mumbling to themselves as Christian laugh off the pain. “Okay I take it back, she just wanted to come off as a nice person.” I smiled warmly at his words, before offering my hand to help him back up. “As you see, she perfect bodyguard. Not only can she help us with the woman factor, but she comes off sweet at first until pushed.” Woo explain why I was joining the team this way without mentioning my relationship with Simon. He then dismissed them, and they all kindly welcome me to the team, before going back to working out. Christian though stay by me and Woo. “Ri, and Woo, can we talk in private please?” woo nodded his head, before guiding us to the office. He sat off on the desk and smiled at me directly. “You will have a second job that only goes into effect when you’re free and not with Woo.” I looked at him and Woo confused as to why I was getting another job. “Oh so, Simon asked you to be the other guard when I’m not able to guard Ri.” Christian nodded his head before pulling out his business card for me. When I took the card I saw that he was a CEO himself. “I’m not a bodyguard like Woo but when I work musically with Simon hyung, that becomes one of my titles. You will be learning production work with my company.” I nodded my head, as he pet my head. “This way, you won’t be too lost on what Simon does for work.” I pouted whilst pocketing his card. Soon enough Christian left and I started sparring with my co-works. They even taught me new things on how to defend again men. They all treated me as an equal if not like their sister. I love how they work like a family rather then a bunch of thugs. “Ugh she in the building.” One of the guys whine as they walked about. “He means Mina, Simon hyung fiancé. She treats us like slaves and always threatening us if we refuse to do what she wants.” The whole room groan when Mina actually came into the room. Woo made his way over to me, to pull me behind him. “Now now, Woo are you trying to hide the thot I came in here for?” I step out from behind him to be greeted by a smiling beautiful that made me feel sick. “I brought a gift for you. To make sure you stay in your lane little one.” I blinked confused as Mina snap her fingers. Two suit dragged in my brother cover in his own blood from his own wounds. Woo pull out his cell phone as they drop my baby brother on the floor. “Now remember, ain’t nothing off limits to me, bitch.” I could feel my face heating up as my blood boiled. “MINA!” Someone called out to her, as the guys traded with the suits to make sure my brother was okay. “Who the fuck do you think you are? You dare touch her brother because she actually bites back?” Mina try to play cute with Simon but I wasn’t having it. I kicked her in the side and knock her down to the ground. She play the wimp card, but we all knew it was an act. I pick up a 30 pound dumbbell and drop it right in front of her face, sending the fear of god into her. She looked up at me full eye contact. Which was perfect angle for me to punch her in the jaw. “I should break you for what you did to my kid brother. But then Simon would be piss off at me for doing so. Just remember this though. You touch my family again, I will kill you." I said this right in her face whilst gripping her throat. Mina was clawing at my arm gasping for breath, which made me smile evilly at her. “Nod if you understand.” She try to nod before I let her neck go. She lay on the ground coughing for air. While I push past Simon to check my brother Dujin. He was barely breathing but still alive. One of the guys took him to the back room to be treated, as the men suits try to grab me. “Don’t you dare touch her. If you do I will personally put a bullet in both your heads.” We all looked over at Simon, as he pointed a gun at the suited men. Mina was grabbing at Simon’s pant leg at the same time. “Mina had it coming. I told her that my female guard was off limits family and all. She dare to go against me because she things everything should be hers.” Simon kick Mina hand off his pants leg, before coming over to me. “Go be by your brother side. I will take care of the rest." I nodded my head and turn to leave when Simon grab my hand. “By the way I am sorry at failing to protect them for you.” He let go after speaking, as I went to the back room. Gangsta Love: Mafia Gamble (18+) Chp 5: New Day New World Warning 18+ due to potential language, and sensual content _______________________________________ Lead: Simon Dominic Plot: The struggle to Survive is real, especially when you're trying to do it the clean way. Even harder when you're a woman as well. Sooner or later, the dirty way of living is going to find its way to you. When it offers its hand to help you with only trade is to be theirs forever, would you take it? _____________________________________ Chp 1 | Chp 2 | Chp 3 | Chp 4 | .... _____________________________________ (Ri POV) . . Simon really was laying out all the cards he had in hand for me to see. He even trusted me enough to fall asleep beside him. And I don't mean that light sleep people of his status do. I mean like he was knock the fuck out. Seeing his peaceful expression was getting to me, but I just closed my eyes and reminded myself he could change it up any moment. But the way he behaved when he was in my arm kept haunting my dreams. He would kiss my free hand, and look up at me as if he was a child. Though he was definitely older than me. Like that puppy in the window begging to go home with you. Like how could anyone say no to him when he does that. Oh that right I did, just in debt with him. But I was surprise to see not only did he let me sleep in, but he was gone from my room. I woke up to a knock at my door though. When I got up I was glad to see it was Woo. “Hey sleepy head. Did you get breakfast yet?” I shook my head no, before going to make my bed. “huh, I thought he would of sent it to you by now. Since she here, I doubt he wants you two to met just yet.” I looked at Woo confused for a moment, before it clicked in my head. His fiancé was in the manor. “I just woke up. I don't think he thought of me yet.” Woo looked around as if someone could be watching before having me sit in the window with him. “Simon hyung promise me he won't do anything that would harm you. He really is just trying to see if you are wifey material. He has taken a real shine to you. Sooner or later he’ll make a decision and make adjustments to your contract to pay off your debt. You have more freedom then you think.” I smirked at him, while leaning into the glass a bit. “So I can leave this room and explore the grounds, and if I see him with her. I can just go right up to him and kiss him in front of her?” Woo chuckled at my questions, before winking at me “Ne, you can but warning. MiNa is from a small time mafia family. She knows how to use them. If you do that in front of her, best have Simon hyung at your side.” I look over at the door, and ponder on how to use this information to my advantage. Woo though, stole my attention, when his phone chimed. “Looks like hyung wants me to get you to join him for breakfast before work.” I groan when he told me Simon text him. “With her too? That bold move there.” Woo laugh at my comment and pet my head. “Even if she there, trust were all on your side. Almost everyone of Simon's men and himself dislike her.” I smiled at him before he walk out to give me time to change. He was even waiting outside the room. “Casual wear? Nice.” I really did like knowing I had Woo as a friend in all of this. He made all of the process feel easier. He took me to the dinning room, where Simon was sitting at the head of the table. There was a woman to his right side. I examined the dinning table and felt at ease to see there was two extra plates. I looked over at Woo, and earn a wink from him. “Oh good you both made it. Please have a seat.” Simon greeted us and waved towards the extra plates. “This is suppose to be us time, Simon. Why are you fixing business with our time.” Her complaint confirmed that she was Simon fiancé. She was beautiful on the outside. Yet, I got a sinking feeling she was ugly inside. Woo sat on Simon left and I at Woo's left. “How about saving your complaints for after I finish my meal with my friends." The woman groan, before shooting a glare my way. “Why did you start having female friends? Unless she a man trying to be a woman. That would be more believable.” She smirked after speaking. I felt my jaw clenching, when Woo patted my knee. “She actually our new guard to keep woman at bay from Mr. Jung.” She look upset to find out I was a girl and kept glaring. Which was annoying and making me lose my appetite. “MiNa how about you go for a walk. Because you are being so damn annoying that I doubt I’ll be able to eat now.” MiNa turn towards Simon, and pouted as if she didn’t want to leave him. Simon actually did look piss off with her. A site I never thought I would see yet. I was use to seeing him relax and calm. She really was working his last nerve. I looked over at Woo as she started begging Simon to let her stay. Woo raise an eyebrow at me a bit surprise by my smirk I had. Other than being a bodyguard, he did have an interest in me. Lets test out how far I could go with him. Since there was nothing against me behaving a said way with him in front of his fiancé. I got up from my seat and walked over to Simon. His eyes were lock on me, with peak interest into what I was up to. He seem completely shock and caught off guard when I slyly sat on his lap, separating him from MiNa’s grasp. He rest his hand on the middle of my back, before starting to give a gentle massage. “Now now, Ri, what is this about? I doubt you’re jealous of MiNa.” I hated how he could read me so well. I wasn’t acting on jealousy, because I was actually acting on anger. MiNa annoy the fuck out of me, and was rubbing me the wrong way with her smug ass attitude. I wrap my arms around his neck, and cross my leg over the other. “Nope not jealousy, just annoyance.” I looked over at her to see the death glare I had just earn. “So you wanted to annoy her back?” Simon ask as I shook my head. “Nope I wanted her to see that I could easily be allover you and win you over in seconds if she doesn’t stop being such a dramatic cry baby bipolar bitch.” Woo covered his mouth with his hand to hide his potential laugh from escaping. MiNa just kept glaring just with disgust this time. Simon though, actually did laugh and wrap his arms around my waist. “Then don’t leave from this new seat you made. Maybe she will change it up. Cause honestly, unless you so MiNa. I am not going through with our arrangement.” Simon had shifted his words from ordering me to stay, to telling MiNa to change. MiNa just huff and puff before getting up and storing out of the dinning hall. “I will grant you two alone time.” Woo spoke finally and chuckled as he left the room. Simon on the other hand made me look his way. “I honestly, do love how bold you are, so please allow me to reward you tonight.” I blinked as I looked away and try to get up. He didn’t let go of me, and actually tighten his hold. “You came to me on your own. You think you can escape that easily?” I turn to pout towards him, to only have him return it. “You want me to kiss you, don’t you?” Simon's pout turn into smile with a chuckle. “I was hoping you’ll do that hair trick but a peck won’t hurt.” I sigh heavily before kissing his head whilst playing with his hair on the back of his head a bit. 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RM Ship Saturday- #1 Namseok
Hi all!!! Veronica here... I'm bringing you a great friendship on this RM ship Saturday!! i'm bringing you the NamSeok Ship... their friendship is precious... HERE'S A VID https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XEIlOoGQCpU and here some awesome gifs and pics of the two Yes let us hope it will last forever!!! Until next time lovelies!!! RM Protection Squad @BTSMicDrop @Just2Bloved @VeronicaArtino RM Protection Squad Taglist @natsiepatsie23 @LuvMyya16 @lrwc12 @Queenycrossgene @Yugykookie97 @SweetDuella @QueenPandaBunny @StephaniePoore @Starbell808 @lop0929 @BabydollBre @kaylawalker929 @sweatyminyoongi @MarvelousKpop @Mochiroon If you would like to be added to the official RM community taglist Please comment below. This list is for council use only when making card for the community!! My vingle fam @WinKonVIP @luna1171 @LiyahBoon @BTSMicDrop @twistedPDnim @YulaGyeom @MelissaGarza @jjrockstar @yehetmyohorat97 @CrookedShadow @ESwee @Lexxcisco @awkwardjazzy @sukkyongwanser @QueenLeLe @QueenPandaBunny @SweetDuella @BabydollBre @SugaKookieV @InfiniteKiss @QueenyCrossGene @Halsyeon RM's Protection Squad @Just2BLoved @BTSMicDrop @VeronicaArtino Taehyung's Purplers @VeronicaArtino @SugaKookieV @SweetDuella @jiminsnooder Suga's Stargazers @VeronicaArtino @SugaKookieV @SweetDuella @jungkookieeeee @jeonraeyoo Sunshine Hope @SugaKookieV @SweetDuella @VeronicaArtino BTS @DeyaniraEstrada @lilbr0wneyes @KokoroNoTakara @cbellea @Helixx @sarahdarwish @Hurdkpop @biancadanica98 @xMangaLover @KellyOriane @wordlesseyes @jojojordy2324 @TleahEdwards @MissyKim @EmilyPeacock @Journ505 @ShadowAngel87 @Kyokeo @GenesisZiporrah @FelicianaRomero @ScarletMermaid @SeoInHan @IMNII @jcl4rks0n @heidichiesa @humairaa @torchix @sarahpjane @SugaKookieV @Bangtanss @ReynadeKpop @PrincessUnicorn @SimplyAwkward @OneOfAKind @MadAndrea @musicmofo @nicolejb @jcl4rks0n @ashleyemmert @Katherina2078 @unnieArmkeY @AlloBaber @EvilGenius @Dabaesaplayer @CloverShadows @Mandubum @PassTheSuga @SugalessJams @danidee @ButterflyBlu @B1A4BTS5ever @btsgotshinee @EasternShell @ShadowAngel87 @EmilyPeacock @Journ505 @MissyKim @TleahEdwards @jojojordy2324 @KellyOriane @xMangaLover @Hurdkpop @peahyr @biancadanica98 @sarahdarwish @cbellea @johnevans @terenailyn @gabbycalzada @taetaebaozi @lilbr0wneyes @xxMollxx @Xionheart @Defy24601 @TanyaGautam @ZionPerezFlower @NickySerban @KwonOfAKind @krin @Emealia @FelicianaRomero @DestinaByrd @ScarletMermaid @ashleyemmert @Katherina2078 @TaehyungV @Starbell808 @SweetDuella @MelissaGarza @Lexxcisco @resavalencia @sukkyongwanser @KarenGuerra93
Vingle x BTS Giveaway!🤘🏻💜
Hello ARMY! How is everyone doing today?? Just reminding you all to enter the giveaway @VingleEnglish is doing if you haven't already! Only 2 more day's left to enter! And don't forget to get your ARMY BADGE!❤ here is the link to enter the giveaway!❤⤵️ https://vin.gl/p/2598509?asrc=copylink #BTS #BTSGiveAway #giveaway #MAP_OF_THE_SOUL_PERSONA #BoyWithLove #PersonaWelcomeParty ⬆️Make sure you put those hashtags in your card!⬆️ Here are my entries for the giveaway!❤ https://vin.gl/p/2598669?asrc=copylink https://twitter.com/BTS_ARMYforlife/status/1119656793108557824?s=09 https://twitter.com/BTS_ARMYforlife/status/1119657595474710530?s=09 GOOD LUCK TO EVERYONE THAT ENTERED AND TO EVERYONE THAT ARE GOING TO ENTER!!❤ THANK YOU @VingleEnglish FOR DOING THIS AWESOME GIVEAWAY!❤ *credit to the owner of the gif & pics* BTS ARMY TEAM: @Yugykookie97 @DefSoul1994 @MelissaGarza @Jiminsnooder @jungkookieeeee @Rose2demhaters BANGTAN'S ARMY TAGLIST: @blessowmwago @BoyGroupKpop @Bxbybri @echoxsoul @HannahC19 @herreraletecia @HomegirlG @jiminiebae @Just2BLoved @kaylawalker929 @krissynormam @Mochiroon @Nyxxonn @PANDABTS @QueenPandaBunny @rodrickagardne @Rose2demhaters @simpsonsamantha @Shelbeigh19 @shellyfuentes70 @Starbell808       *let me know if you want to be apart of BANGTAN'S ARMY taglist* Christian ChimChim Squad: @Jiminsnooder @Yugykookie97 @DefSoul1994 @BTSMicDrop KoreanStarCouncil: @DefSoul1994 @MelissaGarza @Yugykookie97 @Jiminsnooder K-Monsta Squad: @Yugykookie97 @BBxGD @lilbr0wneyes @DefSoul1994 @KpopGaby @MYAlpha @BangtanGirlOT12 Tag List: @cagonzales9696 @Jiminsnooder @MonieManhiM @cherriblossom17 @SimplyAwkward @Btsislife @jaselgalindo @emealia @saraortiz2002 @xsandos17 @VictoriaBossier @TaehyungKey @Sarahdarwish @kpopandkimchi @Emealia @terenailyn @MonAnnahiX @4dalientae @PrettieeEmm @kyokeo @KwonOfAkind @AnimeKpopLover @SugaOnTop  @QueenyCrossGene @MadAndrea @B1A4BTS5ever @zyxzj @Taehyungie @VKookie47 @NuXX @Baekyeol27 @DOislifeExoL @kpopbeat @BTSMicDrop @BulletproofV @PrincessUnicorn @luna1171 @LisetteZapata @herreravanessa9 @MadAndrea @AnimeKpopFreak @amandamuska @RandomName @aliendestina @mrsyookihyun @MaelstromVIP @Foxxyjinxx @Bangtanss @YessicaCardenas @JadeOwens @cns1391 @JJiBin @TheEnlightment @BlueMoon201 @QueenPandaBunny @emberreynemoll @LacyTanner @nyxxonn @SweetDuella @MmIlk @KihyunA @ARMY4Life @SerenaArthurs @Additional18 @jessicaclove  @olive07354  @YungStatin  @nickij @Mochiroon @LiyahBoon @BoyGroupKpop *Let me know if you want to be added or untagged from the taglist*
May I Have This Dance {Shownu~MX FF}
So, I had to think on how I wanted to take this chapter. I'm not wanting to rush anything. I seriously edited this chapter like 300000x {Okay not that many but it feels like it.} ✼ Honestly I didn't figure it would be this long. Lawd, this is my norm. Previous Chapters: [One] (Two) [Three] (Four) [Five] (Six) Summary: Ahnjong has to work two jobs to take care of her siblings. Soon, her life begins to fall into place, and she meets someone who pushes her to fulfill her dreams. Chapter 7: ✽ Rekindling ✽ Bright and early Shownu showed up to take them to meet their father. Ahn had the kids dressed and ready to go. She didn't sleep much the night before, but she had a lot of things on her mind. As they locked up the house, they climbed the stairs down to where Shownu was waiting. His smile was enough to warm her soul. "Good morning guys,"  Shownu grabbed the paper with the address on it, as he placed it in his GPS. Ahnjong was noticeably quiet, unlike she had been with him. He figured her nerves were haywire due to seeing their dad. He pulled into a driveway, as Jinae gasped about how big the house was. Ahnjong was sick. Her stomach did more flips than she had ever been used too. "Well, this is the place I guess,"  Shownu put the car in park as they piled out of the seats. The front door opened to their dad inviting them in. Ahnjong was trailing behind looking at the different things on both sides of the stairs. "Please come in, we've been preparing drinks for you guys," he stepped aside letting the kids pass. "Thank you for inviting us." Ahnjong still spoke with uncertainty. Her dad didn't take offense, since they basically had to start over. "I'm glad you three decided to meet with me. And this young man, is he your boyfriend?"  Ahnjong broke her thought, as her cheeks developed color, "No, he's a friend dad this is Shownu." "Either way, he seems like a good kid." They all went into a room as a lady brought refreshments. "Yoo, your children are gorgeous," she placed the tray in front of Ahn and the others, "we have a play room that Haneul can go in if you'd like?"  "Oh,"  Ahnjong grabbed a drink, "that's fine. He can be a little rambunctious but he's good other wise."  The woman guided Haneul to the room as Ahnjong sat in thought. She shared glances with both Shownu and her father. "Dad, she seems nice. Who is that?"  "That is Luna; she is dear to me. She has been there since I started over. I hope you will accept her. Her heart is good."  Jinae caught a glimpse of pictures sitting on the mantle above the fireplace. When she went to look, she saw it was of her and Ahnjong when they were younger. "Dad, can I ask a question?" "Yes Jinae, you can. I want us to talk. I'll give you answers to what ever you feel you need to ask me." She sat besides him, "Did you miss us at all?"  "Of course JinJin, I never stopped." Jinae felt conflicted, that name was only given to her by her father. She hadn't heard that name in forever. "I'm glad you found us, Ahnjong is too. She just has reservations. That lady, is she our stepmom?"  "Not yet, without your mother around, it's hard for me to divorce her. She never signed the papers when I sent them to her years ago. There was an order for me to get full custody of you two. She was probably angry."  Shownu grabbed Ahnjong's hand, which brought her out of her thoughts. She had zoned off for the duration of Jinae asking questions. "Dad, I'm sorry about the way I reacted last night. But you have to understand," she was cut off. "No, I do understand. I was actually awaiting a drink to the head or even worse. It's not easy for anyone right now, especially since you haven't seen me in years. Hopefully, we can get past this. I do miss you guys; you two are my children, even Haneul. I'm prepared to do anything to restore this."  "It will take some time for me." She met eyes with her dad. This wasn't going to be easy, but if he could prove to be trust-worthy, they might just pick up the missing pieces. "I understand. I really want to help, and with you being a trainee, I can help take care of Jinae and Haneul. Allow me to be there for you, for them even. Please Ahnjong, I realize you've been taking care of them all these years."  "I will allow it dad. She seems nice, very loving towards Haneul," Ahnjong sat back in her seat as she started to feel at ease more. "What is the schedule like, for school and extracurricular activities?" "Haneul and I don't do extracurricular activities dad; I like to read and study. I have two left feet, so there's no chance for me at all in anything. Haneul is still young, so he doesn't know if he wants to do sports."  "Okay, Ahnjong, what is your schedule like for training." "Oh, well, I left my other job, so I'm just working in the day so far, but it's not set since we have to practice." "Here's another idea, what if you let me take the kids to school and pick them up so you can focus on training?" Ahnjong was really shocked at his offer. She honestly didn't expect this to happen. That would help her a lot, but she didn't want to be let down again. "Are you serious dad?" "As a heart attack Ahnjong. I know I missed out in all these years, but I want to make it up to you guys."  "Ahn," Jinae sat besides her sister, "this would help take the weight off your shoulders." Ahnjong hesitated, but again, if Jinae was okay with it, then that's what they'd do. "Okay, they have to be up early for school, but I feed them. They get out around three. Is that going to be a problem?" "Nope, I can take care of it. Ahnjong, do you want me to take them to your house, or would you like them to come here?"  "I don't have a car and it looks like a long walk from here to our home." "I can take them to your home then, no worries, maybe in the future, you three could stay here." "I have a key anyways dad," Jinae showed her key proudly. It was nice to just sit and have a conversation with her dad. This was something she never really had the chance to do. He seemed more pleasant and happy. With her knowing the truth about what had actually happened, she started to be more comfortable around him. He was even getting along with Shownu. Honestly, he didn't seem so bad.He just made a mistake that cost everyone years and time. Time that was lost, but her dad wanted to make amends. Jinae was normally quiet and reserved around strangers; usually. Her judgement of people was pretty good mostly, she even felt at ease with the situation. Shownu was there to offer support. He was polite to her father. When Ahnjong talked, he would notice little things about her. When she got nervous, she would scratch her chin. In his eyes, she was a saint.Every interaction they had, was a pleasant one. He was glad he could be her driving force. When she was apprehensive, he still believed in her. It was crazy how things were turning up. One thing he was worried about was her mom. If her mom ever found out she was an idol, he had a feeling she would try to wreck everything Ahnjong had worked for. She was the one they would have to look out for. From all the stories he had heard from them about her mom, he was disgusted. No wonder it was hard for Ahnjong to trust anyone. All she had ever known was treachery; especially from the one person that was supposed to care for them. It would only be a matter of time before she showed up, attempting to undermine Ahn. With her being a new trainee, he would have to protect her if anything came out. "It's getting about dinner time; I can cook something if you guys are hungry," Luna came around the corner, "Haneul is playing in the room." "I can help you, Luna,"  Ahnjong stood up, "I like to cook so it won't be a bother." "That will be lovely, thank you Ahnjong." She and Luna disappeared to the kitchen. Luna seemed happy they were there. "How long have you known my dad?" Ahnjong put an apron on as Luna grabbed pots and pans from the cabinets. "Oh for about 10 years. We work together at the company. I am the Vice President of the Cosmetic Department, and he is the Vice President of Marketing and Sales. We were offered a job here to plant our roots. So here we are."  "That is wonderful, I'm happy for the both of you, Luna." "Ahnjong, your father told me so much about you. I know his heart is happy having you kids here." "He talked about us?" "Every chance he could get. He's been wanting to find you. When he wasn't able to, he almost lost hope. I insisted for him not to give up, that we'd find you eventually."  "You helped him find me?" Ahnjong stopped cutting vegetables. "I did, when we went to the old house y'all lived in, there was no one there. He tried corresponding with your mom, even years ago, but she is off the radar. So we were back at the cutting board, so to speak."  Ahnjong stood there frozen. Luna was committed to them as a family, th exact opposite of her own mother. This was all too new and unreal. She felt happy that her father never gave up on them. It took too long for him to find them, but given the circumstances, she couldn't find it in her heart to stay angry. "I'm glad, really, that he found me. I just was so uncertain about it. My mother never told us he tried to contact us and even hid the letters he sent us. Jinae and I found them last night going through an old box."  They prepared the food, talking about the past. Ahnjong felt like this was the way it should have been. Luna seemed more motherly. From first impressions, she was kind-hearted, loving, and down to earth. Definitely a surprise, but a pleasant one, nonetheless. "So you are a dancer?"  Luna transferred everything to the pans. "Yes, well I'm training right now, but dance has always been a dream of mine. It's helped me through my rough times." "I can imagine. Your dad told me you were his dancing disco baby. Can you grab the seasonings out of the cabinet please?" "Sure, are these the ones," she held them up. "Perfect. So Ahn, I know you don't know me, but I do want to offer you guys a place to stay here whenever. We'd really enjoy having you guys around."  "Luna, we don't want to impose." "Nonsense, you're his children. I hope to grow a relationship with all of you. You wouldn't be imposing. We can take it a day at a time." Ahnjong stood in the kitchen watching her family. Even Shownu fit the scene. They were in a very pleasant discussion from what she could tell. The dinner finished as Shownu offered to set the table. Luna smiled as she handed him the dishes. Ahnjong and Luna placed the food in bowls to put on the table. Everyone gathered into the dining room as they sat down. Haneul sat in between Ahnjong and Jinae.That was how he always sat, whenever they ate together. Shownu sat on the other side of Ahn, with Ahnjong's dad and Luna across from them. The meal was nice, following good discussions. If this was an inkling of how it was going to be, Ahnjong would be happy. After dinner, Haneul went back to play leaving the others at the table. This time, Jinae helped gather the dishes for Luna. That was usually her main chore. Ahnjong would cook, she'd clean up. This gave her a chance to spend a little time with Luna, and Ahn could be around their dad. "Dad, I'm sorry mom kept you from us. I didn't know."  He adjusted in his seat, "Ahn you have no reason to apologize. You're not your mother. You don't need to apologize for others. She was a really horrible person, but I didn't realize until later."  "I do remember you were the one who took care of me when I was younger." "That's what I wanted to do. To be honest, your mom had no motherly tendencies. I should have taken you and Jinae. That was the biggest mistake I've ever made, I should be the one apologizing to you."  "Well, I've had a little time to think, and if you'll accept us three, then we'd be glad to be around you." He tried to subtly wipe away the trailing tears from his eyes. Yoo had the worst feeling that they would never rekindle. He was getting his children back, after they were ripped away from him. Ahnjong walked over and hugged her dad for the first time, in a long time. •┈┈┈••✦✦••┈┈┈• FF Taglist: @QueenPandaBunny If you would like to be added to the Taglist please let me know ♡
Suga FanArt Friday #1 (day late)
hi all! Veronica here. sorry I'm a day late but I brought you my own creation of fan art for you. sorry it's a day late. what do you all think? Suga's Stargazers @VeronicaArtino @SugaKookieV @SweetDuella @JeonRayeoo @jungkookieee Suga's starchildren ⭐ @MelissaGarza @StephaniePoore @Starbell808 @Just2BLoved @lop0929 @Yugykookie97 @DefSoul1994 @@kpopispleasing1 @DefSoul1994 @PANDABTS @katiekatkawaii @coirrecourts @esperance98765 @jiminsnooder @HannahC19 If you would like to be added to the Suga Cmty taglist please comment below. It is only for use for the official Suga Cmty Council and the cards made by said council. BTS @DeyaniraEstrada @lilbr0wneyes @KokoroNoTakara  @cbellea @Helixx @sarahdarwish @Hurdkpop @biancadanica98 @xMangaLover @KellyOriane @wordlesseyes @jojojordy2324 @TleahEdwards @MissyKim @EmilyPeacock @Journ505 @ShadowAngel87 @Kyokeo @GenesisZiporrah @FelicianaRomero @ScarletMermaid @SeoInHan @IMNII @jcl4rks0n @heidichiesa @humairaa @torchix @sarahpjane @SugaKookieV @Bangtanss @ReynadeKpop @PrincessUnicorn @SimplyAwkward  @OneOfAKind @MadAndrea @musicmofo @nicolejb @jcl4rks0n @ashleyemmert @Katherina2078 @unnieArmkeY @AlloBaber  @EvilGenius @Dabaesaplayer @CloverShadows @Mandubum @PassTheSuga @SugalessJams @danidee @ButterflyBlu @B1A4BTS5ever  @btsgotshinee @EasternShell @ShadowAngel87 @EmilyPeacock @Journ505 @MissyKim @TleahEdwards @jojojordy2324 @KellyOriane @xMangaLover @Hurdkpop @peahyr @biancadanica98 @sarahdarwish @cbellea @johnevans @terenailyn @gabbycalzada @taetaebaozi @lilbr0wneyes @xxMollxx @Xionheart @Defy24601 @TanyaGautam @ZionPerezFlower @NickySerban @KwonOfAKind @krin @Emealia @FelicianaRomero @DestinaByrd @ScarletMermaid @ashleyemmert  @Katherina2078 @TaehyungV @Starbell808 @SweetDuella @MelissaGarza @Lexxcisco @resavalencia@sukkyongwanser @KarenGuerra93 My vingle fam @WinKonVIP @luna1171 @LiyahBoon @BTSMicDrop @twistedPDnim @YulaGyeom @MelissaGarza @jjrockstar @yehetmyohorat97 @CrookedShadow @ESwee @Lexxcisco @awkwardjazzy @sukkyongwanser @QueenLeLe @QueenPandaBunny @SweetDuella @BabydollBre @SugaKookieV @InfiniteKiss @QueenyCrossGene @Halsyeon RM's Protection Squad @Just2BLoved @BTSMicDrop @VeronicaArtino Taehyung's Purplers @VeronicaArtino @SugaKookieV @SweetDuella @jiminsnooder Suga's Stargazers @VeronicaArtino @SugaKookieV @SweetDuella @jungkookieeeee @jeonraeyoo Sunshine Hope @SugaKookieV @SweetDuella @VeronicaArtino
Tae Cmty Ship Satur(Tae)- Vmon
Hi all!! It's Ship Satur(Tae)... Veronica here bringing you a precious ship between V and RM... I REALLY LOVE THIS SHIP!! IT'S BETWEEN MY BIAS (RM) AND MY BIAS WRECKER (TAE). EVERYONE CAN USE SOME VMON OR TAEJOON IN THEIR LIFE!!! i really find this ship so endearing because it seems like an older brother and little brother relationship. A relationship of the best of friends... Here's a video I especially like about this ship https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rxMf6GplA8k and heres some more spam of the two they are just so precious.... cuddly and beautifully charming!! until next time lovelies... 💜Taehyung's Purplers 💜undefinedundefined @VeronicaArtino @SugaKookieV @SweetDuella @Gladys21 @Jeonraeyoo @jungkookieee 💜💜Taehyungs Purplees 💜💜undefinedundefinedundefinedundefined @MelissaGarza @Starbell808 @Just2BLoved @lop0929 @Yugykookie97 @DefSoul1994 @@kpopispleasing1 @DefSoul1994 @PANDABTS @katiekatkawaii @Coirrecourts @esperance98765 @jiminsnooder @HannahC19 If you would like to be added to the official Taehyung community taglist Please comment below. This list is for council use only when making card for the community!! RM Protection Squad @BTSMicDrop @Just2Bloved @VeronicaArtino RM Protection Squad Taglist @natsiepatsie23 @LuvMyya16 @lrwc12 @Queenycrossgene @Yugykookie97 @SweetDuella @QueenPandaBunny  @StephaniePoore @Starbell808 @lop0929  @BabydollBre @kaylawalker929 @sweatyminyoongi @MarvelousKpop @Mochiroon If you would like to be added to the official RM community taglist Please comment below. This list is for council use only when making card for the community!! My vingle fam @WinKonVIP @luna1171 @LiyahBoon @BTSMicDrop @twistedPDnim @YulaGyeom @MelissaGarza @jjrockstar @yehetmyohorat97 @CrookedShadow @ESwee @Lexxcisco @awkwardjazzy @sukkyongwanser @QueenLeLe @QueenPandaBunny @SweetDuella @BabydollBre @SugaKookieV @InfiniteKiss @QueenyCrossGene @Halsyeon RM's Protection Squad @Just2BLoved @BTSMicDrop @VeronicaArtino Taehyung's Purplers @VeronicaArtino @SugaKookieV @SweetDuella @jiminsnooder Suga's Stargazers @VeronicaArtino @SugaKookieV @SweetDuella @jungkookieeeee @jeonraeyoo Sunshine Hope @SugaKookieV @SweetDuella @VeronicaArtino BTS @DeyaniraEstrada @lilbr0wneyes @KokoroNoTakara  @cbellea @Helixx @sarahdarwish @Hurdkpop @biancadanica98 @xMangaLover @KellyOriane @wordlesseyes @jojojordy2324 @TleahEdwards @MissyKim @EmilyPeacock @Journ505 @ShadowAngel87 @Kyokeo @GenesisZiporrah @FelicianaRomero @ScarletMermaid @SeoInHan @IMNII @jcl4rks0n @heidichiesa @humairaa @torchix @sarahpjane @SugaKookieV @Bangtanss @ReynadeKpop @PrincessUnicorn @SimplyAwkward  @OneOfAKind @MadAndrea @musicmofo @nicolejb @jcl4rks0n @ashleyemmert @Katherina2078 @unnieArmkeY @AlloBaber  @EvilGenius @Dabaesaplayer @CloverShadows @Mandubum @PassTheSuga @SugalessJams @danidee @ButterflyBlu @B1A4BTS5ever  @btsgotshinee @EasternShell @ShadowAngel87 @EmilyPeacock @Journ505 @MissyKim @TleahEdwards @jojojordy2324 @KellyOriane @xMangaLover @Hurdkpop @peahyr @biancadanica98 @sarahdarwish @cbellea @johnevans @terenailyn @gabbycalzada @taetaebaozi @lilbr0wneyes @xxMollxx @Xionheart @Defy24601 @TanyaGautam @ZionPerezFlower @NickySerban @KwonOfAKind @krin @Emealia @FelicianaRomero @DestinaByrd @ScarletMermaid @ashleyemmert  @Katherina2078 @TaehyungV @Starbell808 @SweetDuella @MelissaGarza @Lexxcisco @resavalencia @sukkyongwanser @KarenGuerra93
Nocturnal Creature Jun Myeon (42)
NCJM42 "Sehun Unhinged" [For future reference: Present Day chapters in Regular type; Past/Memory chapters in BOLD ITALIC Note: Posting as I go.. Sehun snuck back into the building, like a breeze, he slipped past every one and went straight to his room. He felt Xiumin following him and had managed to get away, so he couldn't go straight back to his room the way he left. He figured Min would be watching for that. He turned off the lights and closed the glass doors that he had jumped out of earlier. He meant to bring some blood back, real blood but since he was being followed he couldn't. He didn't want Min to see where he was going. Doubling back was the only thing he could do until he was in the clear. He should've known Jun Myeon would send him once he came back to his senses. Jun Myeon wants Aria back but Sehun wasn't about to let that happen. He still wanted to try and change her, make her his. The last Oracle he spoke to, told him he has until May 16, that they needed to be standing together when the stars aligned, then everything will be as it should have been... that was in less than two days. Sehun pulled the mattress off. There, under it was a trap door. Pretty soon, that pounding from before started again. He just watched the padlock bounce with every pound. Just when he reached into the night stand sitting next to the bed, there was a knock on the door. He stopped and watched the door. The door knob jiggled, it tried to turn one way and then other. He ran to the door and pressed his ear against it. He could Jun Myeon and Kyung. He heard Jun Myeon tell Kyung to open it. Sehun flew across the room, just as he was about to throw the mattress back in place, the door opened. “SEHUN!” Jun Myeon hollered as they entered. Jun Myeon caught Sehun trying to push the mattress back, but when he saw he was caught, he tried to make a run for it. Kyung quickly tackled Sehun before he could jump out the window. Jun Myeon tore the mattress away. There pounding had become more intense. “What are you hiding Sehun, huh? Something or someone you shouldn't have?” Jun Myeon asked as he took hold of the lock and ripped it off, with one swift move he tore the trap door off its hinges. “It's nothing.” Sehun said. Kyung had a tight grip on him, he stared at the back of his head trying to read his thoughts, seeing who was in that hole but Sehun wasn't letting him in. Jun Myeon peered down into the dark hole. He could hear someone sobbing. Slowly a shaky pale hand reached out, “Please help me…” a small voice sobbed. Jun Myeon was somewhat relieved that it wasn't Aria when he pulled the small being out of the hole. She clung to him even as he tried to push her off to make her sit on the floor. “What have I told you, you were to never keep them. They're not pets.” Jun Myeon said to Sehun. Sehun shrugged, “She threatened to go to the police…I wanted to teach her a lesson.” “Then you should have killed her. Were you feeding off her? Is that where your scratches came from?” Kyung said. He shoved Sehun off and went stood over the little human. He dug into her mind and saw that she intended to do so but also saw what her true intentions were. “I'm going to report you ALL!!” She screamed all of a sudden, “You can't do this to people. you're Monsters!” she started to cry again. Jun Myeon looked at Sehun giving him that look an older brother gives when something needs to be done. Sehun walked over to where she was sitting. He grabbed her by the shoulders, standing her up on her feet, he gazed at her for a moment. He was trying hard not to let his thoughts slip. “You humans are always seeking us out, wanting to be like us. And when you don't get what you want, you run to the cops. You get paid well to do what you do, why should you complain or dislike anything we do to you.” He said looking her in the eyes. He ran his fingers up her cold cheek, and then whispered into her ear, “you could've lived as one of us, now, I have to kill you” Before she could scream, he bit down into her throat, tearing the flesh away. She slumped to the floor, looking up at Sehun as death dragged her away. Jun Myeon walked up behind him, “Don't let that happen again. Clean this up, don't let security see this. They protect us when we're most vulnerable, I don't want any of them turning against us because of your stupid mistake.” Sehun glared at the dead body lying at his feet, “She was strong, she would've made a good vampire.” “It was probably a good thing you killed her” Kyung said, “She was a spy. Some magazine. Sent in to find out if the rumors were true.” “What rumors?” Jun Myeon asked. Kyung grinned, looking up at them, “The ones about people disappearing. How they come here and are never heard from ever again.” “Great… That means someone is going to come looking for her.” Jun Myeon said almost laughing. “IF they haven't already.” Sehun immediately turned about face to Jun Myeon, got down on his knees and bowed, “Hyung… I'm sorry. I didn't mean to cause this kind of trouble. I'll take care of this. I promise.” Jun took a deep breath and patted Sehun on the head before walking out. Next Chapter: NCJM43 "A Father & A Son" EXO FanFicsFans: @QueenPandaBunny @Indiglow @JaxomB @Jessicalista @ynsamgwlk @MaritessSison @MelissaGarza @Namjoonsbutt @YasminChavez @luna1171 @Matty0204 @SHINee4ever @tinafalcon22
Shipping Saturday #1- Sope or Yoonseok
Hi all!! Veronica here with your first Shipping Saturday Card... I thought it be appropriate for SOPE or YoonSeok to be featured today.... THIS FRIENDSHIP IS SO AWESOME.... I JUST LOVE HOW OPPOSITE THEY ARE BUT HOW SIMILAR TOO AND WHAT THEY BRING OUT IN EACH OTHER... Please watch this video... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DAtSWn3ZtIU Hope you enjoyed the small spam and the fan made vid... Until next time lovelies.. Suga's Stargazers🌠undefined @VeronicaArtino @SugaKookieV @SweetDuella @JeonRayeoo @jungkookieee Suga's starchildren ⭐🌟undefined @MelissaGarza @StephaniePoore @Starbell808 @Just2BLoved @lop0929 @Yugykookie97 @DefSoul1994 @@kpopispleasing1 @DefSoul1994 @PANDABTS @katiekatkawaii @coirrecourts @esperance98765 @jiminsnooder @HannahC19 If you would like to be added to the Suga Cmty taglist please comment below. It is only for use for the official Suga Cmty Council and the cards made by said council. BTS @DeyaniraEstrada @lilbr0wneyes @KokoroNoTakara  @cbellea @Helixx @sarahdarwish @Hurdkpop @biancadanica98 @xMangaLover @KellyOriane @wordlesseyes @jojojordy2324 @TleahEdwards @MissyKim @EmilyPeacock @Journ505 @ShadowAngel87 @Kyokeo @GenesisZiporrah @FelicianaRomero @ScarletMermaid @SeoInHan @IMNII @jcl4rks0n @heidichiesa @humairaa @torchix @sarahpjane @SugaKookieV @Bangtanss @ReynadeKpop @PrincessUnicorn @SimplyAwkward  @OneOfAKind @MadAndrea @musicmofo @nicolejb @jcl4rks0n @ashleyemmert @Katherina2078 @unnieArmkeY @AlloBaber  @EvilGenius @Dabaesaplayer @CloverShadows @Mandubum @PassTheSuga @SugalessJams @danidee @ButterflyBlu @B1A4BTS5ever  @btsgotshinee @EasternShell @ShadowAngel87 @EmilyPeacock @Journ505 @MissyKim @TleahEdwards @jojojordy2324 @KellyOriane @xMangaLover @Hurdkpop @peahyr @biancadanica98 @sarahdarwish @cbellea @johnevans @terenailyn @gabbycalzada @taetaebaozi @lilbr0wneyes @xxMollxx @Xionheart @Defy24601 @TanyaGautam @ZionPerezFlower @NickySerban @KwonOfAKind @krin @Emealia @FelicianaRomero @DestinaByrd @ScarletMermaid @ashleyemmert  @Katherina2078 @TaehyungV @Starbell808 @SweetDuella @MelissaGarza @Lexxcisco @resavalencia @sukkyongwanser @KarenGuerra93 My vingle fam @WinKonVIP @luna1171 @LiyahBoon @BTSMicDrop @twistedPDnim @YulaGyeom @MelissaGarza @jjrockstar @yehetmyohorat97 @CrookedShadow @ESwee @Lexxcisco @awkwardjazzy @sukkyongwanser @QueenLeLe @QueenPandaBunny @SweetDuella @BabydollBre @SugaKookieV @InfiniteKiss @QueenyCrossGene @Halsyeon RM's Protection Squad @Just2BLoved @BTSMicDrop @VeronicaArtino Taehyung's Purplers @VeronicaArtino @SugaKookieV @SweetDuella @jiminsnooder Suga's Stargazers @VeronicaArtino @SugaKookieV @SweetDuella @jungkookieeeee @jeonraeyoo Sunshine Hope @SugaKookieV @SweetDuella @VeronicaArtino
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