You are so silly to not know how much you mean to me. Through you I have found protection. Someone to check if the door is locked, someone to whisper me back to sleep after night terrors, someone to take my side even when I am wrong. Through you I have found obsession. The sole being in my thoughts, I plan my days around seeing you. I wait to eat dinner so that we can cook it together. I text you the second I leave home, just to make sure you didn't disappear once I turned away. Through you I have found nirvana. A place I wasn't quiet sure existed, tucked somewhere between calm contentment and that ever burning anxiety for more. I found God through you. Because leaving your faith and our time together up to chance wasn't enough for me. Because a lifetime spent with you simply isn't long enough.