I haven't really been active lately, I've been trying to figure out what ima do with my life cuz like I'm about to 21 in 10 days , been out of school for 2 years and during those 2 years I haven't figured out what to do and I'm literally in tears because I can't find anything I'm good at and I'm just scared that I'll end up fucking up my life. I'm living with my mom still and I don't have a job, I've applied to multiple places and they've all said that I need to have experience and I'm just like " how am I suppose to get experience if you won't hire me for not having experience" like I'm sorry for not being good enough to manage a cash register or organize clothes. ugh!! I feel like a complete failure. seriously my mom is paying for my phone bill. she barely has enough money to pay rent. I'm sorry for saying all this stuff but I just had to tell someone. I don't even tell my mom how I feel about all this and how it's making me feel I don't like telling people I feel like shit for not being able to do something. or that I completely hate myself most of the time I don't like having people worry about me so I always allot allots if nothing is bothering me but today I had to get this out of my system. I'm sorry if this completely ruined your mood but I just didn't know who I should tell all this. everyone on here is so nice and friendly that I thought it was a good idea ...again I'm sorry if this dampened your mood. but it couldn't hold in anymore. I hope the memes make up for it. Please show the world your beautiful smile and be happy. Much Love ❤
