and I'm back again with another episode of a skool luv affair. with BTS's new comeback bringing me excitement it seems my creative writing juices have made a comeback too! in honor of their new album I decided to use their promo pics for this chapter!! as always this story is based on my screenshot results from a game created by @princessunicorn if you would like to play the link is below http://www.vingle.net/posts/1343710?shsrc=v if you haven't read parts 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, or 8 the links are below (or if you just need to refresh your memory.) part1: http://www.vingle.net/posts/1385518?shsrc=v part2: http://www.vingle.net/posts/1387292?shsrc=v part3: http://www.vingle.net/posts/1389603?shsrc=v part4: http://www.vingle.net/posts/1393635?shsrc=v part5: http://www.vingle.net/posts/1399468?shsrc=v part6: http://www.vingle.net/posts/1459807?shsrc=v part7: http://www.vingle.net/posts/1554551?shsrc=v part8: http://www.vingle.net/posts/1559486?shsrc=v
"I really didn't mean....." jin started, but I quickly cut him off. I didn't want to hear why he couldn't like me. i was already hurt. "are we walking to the dorm?" I interrupted. "um no I brought my car but...." " I wonder what the guys cooked" I said putting on a fake, cheerful attitude. "they ordered food....are you ok?" he asked full of concern. I didn't want pity. I already felt rejected. I didn't want to be pathetic too. "why wouldn't I be? I'm starving should we head out?" my face was starting to hurt from fake smiling. I started to walk out the door but Jin grabbed my wrist and pulled me back into the doorway. "please...just give me a chance to explain." I took his hand with my other hand and slowly removed it from my wrist. "you don't have to explain. believe it or not i understand you. so you don't have to explain because I already know what you're going to say." I said squeezing his hand gently before letting it go and he let me. he didn't try to stop me again as I walked through the door and to his car. I don't know if I had wanted him to or if I really expected him to after what I said....but he didn't. if I thought my heart was done breaking I was wrong. the car ride to the dorm was silent and awkward. as soon as we pulled up we were greeted by Tae. he practically ran to the car and dragged me inside as soon as I unbuckled leaving Jin behind. Tae started by taking me on a tour of the dorm chatting away about who's room was who's and where certain events happened. I smiled. even though I knew he liked me and I didn't want things to get complicated, he didn't make things hard or awkward. he was still his bubbly self and I really needed that right now. I must have been deep in my thoughts and smiling like an idiot because next thing I knew Tae was in my face. "hello!! anyone in there?" he said before poking my forehead. "huh? oh sorry Tae!" I said before looking around the room we were now in. "what's on your mind?" he asked before sitting me down at one of the living room chairs before pulling up another chair and sitting directly in front of me. "I was just thinking how glad I am to spend this time with you." I blurted out before realizing how it must sound to him. is this how Jin felt earlier?? "you're mood is contagious so I feel relaxed" I said quickly trying to correct it before he got the wrong idea. " if you choose me...I can always make you smile" he said in a serious tone while taking my hand. I felt my heart flutter a bit. he was saying what I had always wanted to hear when I found the one for me, but I still had Jin in my heart even if I wasn't in his and that just wouldn't be fair. until I let go I couldn't accept Tae's feelings. "I'm going to go use the bathroom before we eat" I said quickly taking my hand back and excusing myself. I wish I had paid more attention during Taehyung's tour because there were so many doors and I had no idea which one was the bathroom. I wandered the hall opening a couple doors before opening the door to a studio room. There sat yoongi with some headphones on scribbling away. I didn't mean to stay in the room but he looked so focused. it was kind of cute. he shook his head crumpling another sheet of paper and tossing it behind him. I stooped down to unfold it and read. the lyrics were beautiful and so full of life! why would he throw it away?! I knelt down and began picking up all of the other paper balls that had missed the trash can. I didn't even notice he had taken the headphones off and was now staring at me. "what are you doing?" he asked startling me. I jumped mid squat falling over on my butt. he walked over to me, holding out his hand to help me up. "I was just looking for the bathroom....why would you throw these away?!" I asked "these are so amazing!" "but they aren't perfect. the music that I give you has to be perfect. " he said looking me in the eye. I could feel myself start to blush. "but it seems I'm not having any luck today" he said scratching the back of his head in frustration and nodding to a corner. I glanced in the direction that his head nodded to see a few more large trash bags filled to the top with thrown away lyrics. my eyes widened. "are those all from today?!" "yea...it's a process" he said yawning. "how long have you been in here?!" I asked still in shock. he glaced at the clock. "oh only about 4 hours today. usually I'm in here longer but since you're here today I was trying to wrap this up quickly." "can I hear something?" I asked cautiously. I had always wanted to see the boys actually at work and this was my chance. he looked at me a bit surprised that I would ask before giving a full grin. "sure!" he said pulling me to the chair he was at. "its not finished though so don't be too disappointed" he said as he slipped the headphones over my ears. quickly he pressed play and ran to the other side of the glass wall, held the headset to his ear and began to rap. his words went so well with the melody. the lyrics were genius! they told a story but held back just enough detail to let the listener relate to their own experiences. all too soon it was finished. "did you like it" he gasped as he came back. he had put so much passion in it, he left himself breathless and me too. I was absolutely star struck at this moment. "suga it was...." he walked inches from my face before tucking a loose strand of hair behind my ear. "call me yoongi" I tried to swallow but my throat was dry. he leaned in an i found myself closing my eyes but when I did all I could see was jin. I put my hand on yoongi's chest and put just enough force to keep him from getting any closer. "I really should find the bathroom now. Tae must be waiting." I said backing away towards the door. "Thanks for the song! " I called out as I ran out the door shutting it and dashing down the hallway. I didn't make it very far before slamming directly into him!
*Jin* "I can't like you...." that's what I told her. I mentally smacked myself at least a million times for being an idiot and not thinking my words through. what I had wanted to say was that I felt guilty for liking her. 3 other members liked her and at least 2 of them could do things for her that I hadn't been able to. the other was my youngest member and my responsibility. I didn't feel he deserved her but I would feel bad every time I saw him for holding on to her. he rarely fell for girls and after his confession at school today I knew he was serious. I tried to explain what I meant. to take back the words I had said. not only did it hurt me saying them the way I had, but I could see the hurt in her eyes too. she wouldn't have any of it though. the drive to the dorm was silent. I didn't know what to say to make it better. I knew I was out of time as soon as we pulled up. taehyung was outside waiting for her. as he dragged her away I felt my heart crumble for the second time today.
*Taehyung* I could not stop talking. I lead her from room to room but after today's confession I was nervous. as I lead her to the living room I turned to face her, she was staring at me smiling but I could tell she hadn't heard a word I said. I sighed.... "the sky is falling!" I shouted....nothing. "I love you!" still no reaction. I poked her forehead. "is anyone home?" she blinked and looked around the room. "what's on your mind?" I asked pushing her down into the chair behind her while I pulled an identical chair up to face her. I had to know what had her smiling while she was lost in thought. "I was just thinking about how glad I am to spend this time with you." she said. I smiled. it was me that was making her smile. she immediately tried to take it back but it was too late. the seed of hope was already planted in my mind. I took her hand and confessed my sincerity once again. "if you choose me ...I can always make you smile." I could see her having a mental battle with herself....even more hope. I was being considered. quickly she excused herself to go find a bathroom but i was definitely not giving up now.
*yoongi* After I got home all I could think about was her. I headed straight for the studio to work out my feelings. I had completely forgotten about the time or that she was coming over today. I just had to get my feelings on paper. I had already filled up 2 trash bags with failures. I was working on a 3rd trash can as I tossed paper after paper over my shoulder. I could feel the frustration build as I replayed the beat again. I knew what I wanted to say in my head but every time I tried to put it on paper it just didn't sound right. I sighed. I had to be getting close to filling the trash can. time to empty it again. I pulled the headphones off and turned just to see her reading my screw ups I had tossed. I had to be imagining it. I rubbed my eyes for a second. the pressure had gotten to me but when I blinked she was still there. "what are you doing?" I asked her as she squat down to pick up another paper ball. I didn't mean to scare her but she jumped before losing her balance and falling over. i walked over to her and helped her up. "I was just looking for the bathroom....why would you throw these away?! these are so amazing!" she gushed. it was pretty cute how interested she was " they aren't perfect. the music that I give you has to be perfect. " I told her feeling kind of embarrassed about it. she must have been too because she blushed. I felt my heart start to beat faster. " it seems I'm not having any luck today" i added as i scratched the back of his head in frustration and nodded to the corner I had put the other 2 bags full. her eyes widened in shock when she saw what I was nodding at. "are those all from today?!" "yea...it's a process" I yawned. "how long have you been in here?!" she asked still in shock. i glaced at the clock....had it already gotten so late? I had been so focused I hadn't even noticed. still I was nothing compared to how long I normally spent in the studio. "oh only about 4 hours today. usually I'm in here longer but since you're here today I was trying to wrap this up quickly." "can I hear something?" she asked pretty quickly. I was a bit shocked that she wanted to listen, but she looked so cute and I really wanted to show her my best. I couldn't say no. it made me smile thinking of showing the girl I liked my work "sure!" I lead her to the chair I had been sitting in. "its not finished though so don't be too disappointed" i said as i slipped the headphones over her ears. I pressed play then quickly made my way to the recording side so that I could catch the intro on time. I poured my entire heart into it. I wanted her to feel my words...my heart. even I was pretty proud of it when I finished. I made my way back to her, breathless from putting my all into it. "did you like it" i gasped. she looked absolutely speechless, but she was smiling. I knew she liked it. I was mesmerized by the look on her face. I wanted to make her smile like that all of the time. I wanted so badly to hold her, to kiss her. "suga it was...." she began before i couldn't resist any more. I walked up to her and tucked a stray hair behind her ear just to touch her. "call me yoongi" I whispered as i leaned in to kiss her. she closed her eyes. if I thought my heart was beating fast before it was definitely pounding now. all too soon she put her hand on my chest and put just enough force to stop me from getting any closer. "I really should find the bathroom now. Tae must be waiting." she said backing away towards the door. "Thanks for the song! " she called out as she ran out the door. I let out a deep breath. I was so close. it was definitely progress and if she closed her eyes she had to have felt something....even for a second. I had a chance. I would just have to work even harder to win her heart.
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