Member: Jackson Wang
Jackson’s voice woke me up from my spot on the couch.
“Well, aren’t my girls so beautiful?” He asked, kneeling down in front of me. He reached his hand forward to pet our dog’s face as she slept in my arms. “Hey, baby.” He smiled at me, leaning forward to plant a kiss on my lips. I smiled tiredly at him then looked down at our 2 month old husky. “How was your day today?” He asked, sitting on the ground in front of me. I chewed on my cheek and debated telling him the truth or not, that I’ve been sitting on the couch with our puppy as I read the hate comments about our relationship from miscellaneous fans.
“Oh you know..cleaned the house…and stuff.” I muttered, playing with the puppy’s fur until she woke up and wagged her tail excitedly at Jackson.
“What do you mean, ‘and stuff’? Are you alright?” He asked me, petting the blue eyed dog’s head as it licked his face.
“Like taking Artemis for a walk and things like that. I’m fine, oppa, why do you ask?” I asked, fiddling with my fingers. His hand came to rest on my fingers to stop them and his other hand pulled up my chin, making me look at the Chinese man.
“Because your eyes are red. And I know you. Somethings up.” He said, staring directly into my sore eyes. I sighed and tears started to well up again, the hurtful words spinning around in my head again. Realization crossed his face. “Baby, no. I told not to look at the hate again.” He cooed, pulling me into a hug.
“I know, I know, I’m sorry..” I whispered, tears falling down my face. “But they’re so right.” I gripped at the back of his shirt, crying into his shoulder.
“No, no, no, no.” He said quickly, holding me tightly. “They aren’t right. I told you that you’re amazing and I love you for who you are.” He soothed, petting my head. I tried to quit crying, but just couldn’t stop myself.
“I’m sorry.” I whispered. “I love you too.”
“Baby, you really need to quit letting it get to you. I’ve told you so many times that you’re just right. No matter how much I take you apart and look at you, I can’t find that part of yourself that you think isn’t pretty. If you stay the way you are now, I want nothing more. So don’t change anything about yourself. Relax, stop worrying, you can believe what I’m saying 100%. You can erase all your worries. I’d find a flaw if there was even a flaw. You dazzle, you have nothing missing. Do you know how pretty you are in my eyes? I want you just as you are, you’re the only one. Just be happy. Please?” He asked, kissing my lips gently. I smiled tearfully at him and nodded.
“Thank you. I’m always happy if I’m with you. I just want you to be always happy.” I said, nuzzling into his chest.
“I’m happy if you’re happy.” He said, kissing the top of my head and running his hands through my hair.
“I’m happy you’re mine.”
“I’m happy as yours.”
“My Wang puppy.”