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"Namjoon...... when I was in a car accident it was after you left. At that time I felt very depressed and didn't leave the house to go anywhere. My mother told me that I shouldn't isolate myself just because you had left but how could I not when I was that young and in love. I texted you, I called you and I emailed you but I only got responses months after they were sent. I thought that it was because you were very busy so I lat you be and focus on myself. And by far that seemed to have been the best thing I did. I started doing well in school, my grades went up impressively and I managed to have a nice life. But don't think that forgetting about you was a nice thing because it really wasn't. I was lonely, sad, angry and mostly in love. But I was really young back then so what would I know about love; to me it was just a word used to describe an emotion of the human body so I used it instead of thinking of other words to describe it." She continued: " Everyday I wondered if you were ok, safe, healthy and getting smarter, handsome, and of course, if you had forgotten about me also because non once had I received anything from you other than petty excuses like "sorry I'm really busy, i'll text you later". And me ,as my persistent self, waited for that text that never came and I still waited hoping that I would at least reaceive a "hi". To tell you the truth, I'm not mad, angry or even dishearten anymore, I lost the caring a long time ago. Even though I missed you and still hoped to see you or talk to you, I couldn't, I had forgotten and I felt forgotten myself.... by the one person I love with the kindness that's left in me. -- If you're wondering what had led to my amnesia and the car accident, it was because of that lame ex-boyfriend I used to have but I won't say anything about him except that he was just a very disgusting person I've met and hoped to never meet someone like him ever again. Him and my sister were having the "best of times" and really, with no emotion shown when I confronted him about it, I left and broke up with him. When I got into my car I lat out all of my emotions and just cried a waterfall of the salty tears and drove away. I wasn't aware of what I was doing and nor did I care, so I smashed against a very hard building and before I passed out the person who I think worked there called the ambulance.--- I was in a coma for 9 days and finally when I woke up I couldn't remember anything. I started remembering the accident and the rest of the small memories when I passed out after getting hit on the head by my mom for being as stupid as my sister to date someone so horrible. Then, when I saw you on my front porch, I started remembering far more and my anger had emerged once again. But I kept my cool and acted like you were just another stranger, and even treated you like one to see if you were still airheaded of me. But when you told me everything that happened when you were away for some reason I didn't feel angry anymore, I forgave you on the spot and just felt nothing but happiness and pleased to know that you remembered me after 10 long years. When you kissed me I felt that happiness flowing again and those lips that once belonged to me, I had them again." "(Y/N)...." "I'm sorry"