I have reached the juncture... she loves me and I love her but both of us know that it will never last. Like an elaborate Tango back and forth we Fear to let each other go but we fear more to stay. I am broken and sad I feel lost on my path. Often I have tried to bridge the void but I am not strong enough to carry two. I will never forget and cherish always the memories that we made...I turn to fade away, taking only my honor by my side.