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IT'S FINALLY HAPPENED!!!!

I finally got my friend to get on vingle....she was the lovely lady that threw big bang at me and said I'd love it...and I did....and now after 5 years I'm stuck in a hole I never want to get out of!!!!
Meet my best friend since high school Jenni!!! @SweetDuella We are crazy together and I hope my lovely vingle family can share some love to her. Let's destroy her.....in a good way lol
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@Tigerlily84 Hi Dani! I can finally join in the fun @MelissaGarza @Defy24601 @HopeAndSunshine Thank you all for the welcome! Gosh and here I thought I wouldn't be able to meet people lol
Thanks everyone for the welcomes! Got me super excited about being on here now!. @SarahVanDorn I'll post it on both places, lol who knows may do good in both sites. Now to figure out a cover and figure out how to make a card on here lol
@Tigerlily84 that would be great, lol I'm still trying to navigate this site. There's so much going on here. @EverieMisfit it sounds like thats going to happen. lol
HEY HEY HEY aheheheheheheh welcome 😈😈
@phantomgirlerin. thank you. omg this site is amazing. so many people to talk with and support each other
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Who: Reader x Kim Junmyeon What: Angst, Romance, Smut Story: You're just two trauma filled people trying to live normal lives... but trauma is a bitch Y/N's POV "Wait a minute, I'm a little confused. Start from the beginning." You said. Your mother looked at Junmyeon than you again. She sighed and her thumbs toyed with each other as she started to explain her story. "Haejin and I were very close in high school. We had a brief moment where we kissed and that's what started it all. Our generation wasn't very accepting of those kinds of relationships so, when we graduated we decided to end our secret affair. We went to different colleges and started our own lives-" "So when did you two decide to hook back up? Before or after you got pregnant with us?" You asked. There was spite in your voice, you were angry and annoyed with her. Being able to face her was both therapeutic and upsetting. You always envisioned her living a grander life, having a new husband and a new family. 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"I remember her coming over and you two talking alot. It seemed like a normal friendship even when Papa wasn't around." "If you had seen us, even by accident, I wouldn't have been able to explain it to you. I knew your father would be hurt if he found out and children are prone to slipping up. You once told your father she was over the house could you imagine how he would've reacted if he knew about the affair?" "Gee, I don't know. Perhaps he would've tried to kill you kinda like he tried to kill me two weeks ago." She looked at you wide eyed. Her hand went to her heart and you felt yourself cringe from her reaction. Despite it being genuine, you felt like her concerns for you weren't real enough. "Inho tried to kill you? How is that possible he adored you?" "But he hates you!" You snapped. "You left him, us , without a trace, without a fucking reason Seol; what did you expect? He's bipolar and he was hurt and everytime he looked at me he saw you. 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You whipped around stalking up towards her, your eyes burned with tears threatening to spill over but even more anger and hatred towards her spilled out. "Explain what? Explain how all this time you were a twenty five minute train ride away? Explain why you didn't call or visit? Explain why you never said a fucking word and just walked out on me! I was your own flesh and blood and you abandoned me to a wolf!" Junmyeon stood up and grabbed you; he held you tightly to him. Your chest heaved up and down and you willed all your emotion to stay down, to just wait until she couldn't see how much your heart was breaking. As angry as you were with your mother, deep down you wanted to forgive her. You wanted her to have a good reason why she disappeared, one worth accepting so that as you lost your father you gained your mother. When the trees bloomed in spring, she would take you to the park, you two would walk around and she'd ask you what you saw in the park. 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Yet, you were afraid that you weren't capable of a healthy love; you didn't really know what that was. You were subservient to Heechul, was that why he cheated? You held your own secrets from him, you kept him locked out but you were at his beck and call. Minseok was always your friend, staying close to you, making sure you were alright but there was never anything romantic between you two. You didn't really understand what it meant to be in love. You looked back at your mother, calm now and Junmyeon had you sit back down. "I left because I felt guilty for Haejin's death. In the midst of our affair, her husband started to suspect that she was cheating with another man. She was afraid of his temper but she also loved you," she looked to Junmyeon. He didn't look like he wanted to hear much about his mother. Perhaps she read that on his face because she looked back to you. "Haejin thought it was best if we just went back to our normal lives. We had families we had to end it. Haejin wanted to get back home early that night but I begged her to stay a little longer. We slept together and then she left. That was the last time I saw her." She said. "They had a fight the night before she died." Junmyeon said putting pieces together. "I think he became so convinced about her affair that he tried to drag the truth out of her. It's possible she confessed to the affair or even confessed she was sleeping with a woman but if I didn't ask her to stay- if I hadn't coaxed her into staying later she might still be alive. The guilt ate away at me for three years, I was living with my own family and hers had fallen apart. I couldn't live with myself, I needed a new start so I decided to leave, I didn't tell your father because he would've chased me. I knew how much he loved me he would've fought for me but that only meant I would break his heart more in the process because I didn't love him." "So why didn't you take me?" "Because you were a reminder of the life I was trying to leave behind. You tied me to your father and I had to cut the tether to escape. But, the pain of my sins are like heavy weights forcing me to the ground." "You can't take the blame for other people's actions." you said annoyed. "Isn't that what you're doing to me? Blaming me for what your father has done." "No I'm blaming you for the choices you made. You knew dad was bipolar so you knew the risks of leaving him abruptly. You didn't love him yet everyday you pretended you did, you broke his heart. As my mother, you were responsible for protecting me and you didn't. I don't blame you for the abuse, he's the one that hit me but I do blame you for starting the chain of events that led to it. Your actions were reckless and you never once stopped to consider who you were affecting in the process you didn't care. Out of all the decisions you made, I blame you the most for not choosing me." You said. "I did choose you. I thought you were safe with your father." "You thought I was safe with the mentally ill man that you knew wasn't even responsible enough for taking his own medication. I remember that mom, you counting his pills and crushing them in his drinks. You assumed everything would be fine, you hoped it would be fine so he could assume the role that you no longer wanted. If that was the case you should've never had me in the first place.... You chose your grief over your own daughter. For ten years, I adored you as much as I adored papa, I moved in you. For nine months, your womb was my home and even that connection wasn't enough for you to pick me. What your responsible for is robbing me of a decent childhood by leaving me with a man with a mental illness. That's what I blame you for and your refusal to recognize that what you did was more destructive than how you could've handled it is what's going to keep us from ever being together. I thought papa was the only family I had left... Now it's clear to me I really have no one." You and Junmyeon stood up and you headed for the door. You reached the front only to look back and see Junmyeon handing Seol the picture of his mother. He found out a lot too which meant you both needed time to process. You and Junmyeon went back to Seoul in silence; you both held hands and leaned on each other for comfort on the train. Junmyeon saw you home even though his place was closer to the train station. You both stood at your front door in silence for a moment. Junmyeon couldn't bring himself to look at you. You gave a bitter laugh and said, "Don't tell me you're blaming me too." He looked up at you like he had come out of a daze. "What? What would I blame you for?" He asked. "For being that women's daughter. She had just as much of a hand in destroying your family as she did mine and I look like her-" He kissed you, his movement to your lips was swift, he cupped your face between his thumb and forefinger and his lips were soft against yours. When he pulled away you looked at him almost like a puppy. "I'm not your father Y/N. I'm not like him at all. There's just a lot we found out today. I need- we both need to sort through what we learned." You agreed but you partly wondered if he was already pulling away from you. You walked into the house but you noticed as soon as you unlocked the door he was already walking away. A part of you regretted asking him to come along. You thought about everything that happened though, you were just as guilty of pulling away from him as well. You two were doing this dance of getting close and pulling away. So many things from your past made it complicated to keep a proper relationship. When you were with Heechul, hiding your past and your father's abuse was easy. It was something that you had done all your life. Junmyeon was aware of everything, being this open with someone that wasn't Minseok was new. Your fear that he was with you because he knew your trauma had subsided and was replaced with the fear that he didn't want to be with you because you were your mother's daughter. He said that he wasn't anything like your father but you felt him moving space between you two. .... You were at Cheong Jin Ok, despite not having a hangover you ordered the hangover cure anyway. You spun a coin on the table while you waited. Only three days had passed since you and Junmyeon discovered so much about your mothers and it was still hard to process everything. You weren't bothered by the fact that she was in love with Haejin; what bothered you was that they had an affair. They could've just left their husbands. Though, you started to wonder how well that would've gone for Haejin. It sounded as though Junmyeon's father had exhibited abusive behavior long before he killed his mother. It made some sense, he didn't just go mad and kill her because she had an affair unless he was already the type to get dangerously aggressive. He did this when Junmyeon was seven, you wondered just how much of his father's abuse he remembered. You wondered if he ever even saw it. You were lost in your own thoughts when someone sat down in front of you. It took you a moment to realize it but you looked up to see Heechul smiling at you. For a moment, it reminded you of when you two first met. He had that glow about him, all kinds of charisma but there was a slight reminder of your father in him. The way you felt like you could never make him happy. That you were never really enough to begin with. You wondered if he ever loved you, you were...infatuated with him. Maybe it was the same for him, but what made him captivated with you? "Boo." He said with a soft smile. "Boo." "What are you doing here alone? Couldn't find a date?" Heechul was always a little too harsh. He may have meant it as a joke but it pierced through you a little. "Didn't really want one." you answered. The waiter stopped by and placed your hangover cure in front of you. The waiter asked Heechul if he was ready to order and he informed him he wasn't getting anything, much to your relief. You half expected him to try and turn this into an awkward kind of date. "You don't look like you need a hangover cure." he said. "I don't but at the same time I do." "Where's that guy that's always attached to you. Junmyeon, right?" "I don't know probably at home or hanging out with the guys.... He's not always attached to m-you think he's always attached to me?" Heechul chuckled, he rested his chin in his hand as he looked at you. "He was there everyday while you were in the hospital. Right by your bed side; he was pissed off I even showed up to see you." "You came to see me?" Your voice projected more hope and happiness than you meant it to. It was a given the Junmyeon by your side at the hospital; you figured he wanted to make sure you were safe because of everything that happened. He was the first one you saw when you woke up, he even kissed you. Heechul coming to see you in the hospital meant something to you, the feeling of not being wanted felt a little less heavier than before. That rose a question in you that you never thought to ask before, "Why did you even go out with me?" You asked. His eyebrows rose like he wanted to know where that question came from but then he sank his chin down in his hand and puffed up his cheek. You could tell he was thinking but for a moment his eyes wandered off and you wondered if he was ever going to answer your question. Normally, you wouldn't even talk to him, any one that hurt you, you kicked them out of your life. 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The more you kept me out the more frustrating it was." "Is that why you cheated?" He got quiet for a moment. Neither one of you talked about it. You never talked about your relationship the way you should've. No wonder it never worked out between you. If he hadn't hit you back, you might've forgave him, you might've gone back to him if he said he wanted you. Instead, you tried pushing everyone out. Siwon and Ryeowook were hard to push out though, when you saw Siwon again you couldn't push him away. It felt too good to know that he was really your friend. You never really seemed to lack friends in your life, you were lucky enough for that. So was it completely impossible for you to "fall in love?" "I cheated because I wasn't satisfied by you." You felt like he just threw a rock at your head. Even though you were offended by that, you did consider that the only reason you ever slept with him most times was because he wanted to have sex. "Next time just take a knife and stab me in the chest, it would hurt a lot less." You said sarcastically. He laughed, "Look, I didn't mean it to hurt your feelings but the truth is that you weren't connected with me. You were always somewhere else. It didn't even seem like you enjoyed it so I felt like I was just screwing a doll." "Geeze do you have to describe it like that?" You both laughed together and it seemed to be a good genuine moment that would lead to some healing. You still needed time but Heechul might not be so bad to hang around again. You enjoyed your time with him at the bar. As you two talked, he made some comments that annoyed you and ones that made you laugh but it reminded you a lot of the initial bliss when you two first hooked up. "Why did you come here alone anyway?" He asked suddenly. "Umm. I just kinda wandered in." You said. Heechul had followed you out of the restaurant and was walking with you down the street. "More secrets huh?" He teased. "It's the truth. I was just walking around lost in thought and my stomach started grumbling so I walked in to eat. What were you doing in there alone?" "I wasn't in there to begin with, I just saw you in there and decided to annoy you." "What's up with you guys always wanting to annoy me?" You smiled. Heechul pushed his finger into your cheek making you laugh. He claimed it was fun seeing your different expressions. He liked your eyes, your father liked them too. That's why he loved your mother, her eyes were expressive and large. He used to describe them like large black holes pulling you in against your will. It was the one advantage you had to never being alone. It didn't seem like either of you had a destination but you stayed together for the majority of the day, even as the clouds began to roll in. You forgot about what it was like dating him, this seemed like a newer experience to you, although, deep down you missed Junmyeon. His radio silence was disturbing and your trial with your father was coming up soon. "So what's up with you and that guy anyway? He ask you out yet?" Heechul asked. "Why do you want to know?" "Just wondering is all. It's obvious he's in love with you." You chuckled, "What?" "Oh I forgot it's obvious to everyone but you." You stopped in your tracks. You grabbed his hand to stop him and looked at him curiously. "Did he tell you that?" You asked. Heechul laughed, "He didn't have to it's obvious. Not to mention he hates when I come around. I have a sneaking suspicion it has more to do with the fact that I'm your ex rather than that I hit you. Which, I suppose I never apologized for." He took your hand in his and kissed the back of it before he cupped your cheek with the other hand. "I'm truly sorry for hurting you, not just physically but emotionally as well. I'm an asshole but you know this by now." He said. You burst out laughing and swatted his hand away from your cheek. "You really are an ass, but I suppose I can forgive you just this once. Just don't go taking advantage of my kindness." "As an asshole I can't promise that." You rolled your eyes but he laughed at you. You two started walking again but you brought up what he said before. "So you really believe he's in love with me?" You said. "You know if you were an anime character you'd have little sparkles in your eyes right now." "Heechul." "Yes, he likes you. He's in love with you, in an annoying capacity actually. From what I've heard you two already slept together, if that was all he wanted from you then he wouldn't have gone through all the trouble he went through " That may have been true but you wondered if he still felt the same after everything he had learned. You hadn't attempted to call him because you wanted to give him time. You thanked Heechul and gave him a hug before running off but you heard him asking you what he did to be thanked for. You headed to Minseok's place hoping to find Junmyeon there. You knocked on the door and Jongin answered. He welcomed you in. "Is Junmyeon here?" You asked. He shrugged, "I don't know I just woke up. Let's see." Jongin knocked on the Junmyeon's door with you standing behind him. Junmyeon opened the door just enough to poke his head out. He was shirtless which seemed like the norm for him when he was home and in his room. When he saw you, his eyes got wide though, "Y/N what are you doing here?" He asked. "I wanted to talk to you. Can I come in?" Junmyeon looked back in his room and then back at you making you feel like he was hiding something. You stepped up to the door, "Junmyeon is someone in the room with you," "Uh-" You put your hand on the door and looked at him. You heard a snicker from behind the door and adrenaline rushed through you. You looked at Junmyeon hoping he'd tell you the truth but you doubted it. "Listen, it's really not what you think." "Then open the door. Show me it's not what I think." He looked almost hopeless and he sighed defeated. He let his hand down so he could stop guarding the door. He opened it more for you to see Seohyun sitting on his bed. You stepped in looking at her disappointed. Was heartbreak all you'd ever know in this world? Was nothing kind to you? You looked to Junmyeon with tears brimming, "Then what is this, Junmyeon?" "We were just talking." He said "In your room, with the door shut and no shirt on? She's your ex isn't she?" "Calm down Y/N-" You raised your hand to stop Seohyun from talking. You were locking eyes with Junmyeon even as you said to her, "I wasn't talking to you." Junmyeon looked down at his feet. Was he playing you all this time? A thousand different things ran in your head but the first thing that came out of your mouth was, "Did you sleep with her?" He looked guilty which made you feel like throwing up. You hurried out of the house, Junmyeon called after you. You felt the first soft drops of rain coming down, rain you weren't expecting even though the soft gray clouds had taken over the sun. You heard Junmyeon calling after you and you hurried, running down the street but he was faster. He caught onto your arm and turned you around so you could look at him. The rain was pouring now, it picked up so quickly, you both were drenched, hair sticking to your faces. "Let me go!" you yelled. "Y/N listen to me." "No!" You cried. You banged your fist on his chest crying, "I hate you. Why did you make me believe you cared about me? Why did you do this?" "I do care about you. Y/n I got drunk last night. I don't even remember how I got home let alone if me and Segun slept together." "Why did you get drunk? Why did you look so guilty?" "Because I knew how it looked. I don't know if me and Seohyun did anything and to be honest I highly doubt we did. I got drunk because I couldn't process all of this information about my mother-" "You do hate me for looking like that woman don't you?" You tried to pull away from him but his grip was firm on your shoulders. He cupped your face, "Y/N I don't hate you. None of what happened was your fault. You're not your mother I know that." "But I look like her, that's all you'll ever see. The woman that destroyed your family." You looked him in the eyes. Your vision blurred a little and you tried to wipe your eyes clear. You felt like someone was ripping your heart out. "Y/N, I'm in love with you." Junmyeon confessed. "How can you mean that? How am I supposed to believe you, when ever I get vulnerable around you, anytime I'm ready to take a risk she shows up. " "You're the only one I want." "How do you know?" He crashed his lips onto yours kissing you hard and feverishly. Your lips molded with his as he deepened the kiss so much it was like he was trying to become one with you. His hands came to your neck then your waist pulling you into his body so that the idea of space didn't even exist. The taste of his lips, the fever of his kiss, he burned himself into your flesh and awakened a Phoenix fire like never before. Your heart jumped, skipped and leapt. It fluttered and wailed and every tear you cried out of sadness became happier. Happier than you had ever been before. "I don't want to live without you." He said against your lips. You looked him in the eyes. His thumbs wiped away tears. His white shirt was soaking and sticking to him showing the lines of his chest and abs. Your hands touched his chest, they memorized the muscles as if it would be the last time you'd ever touch them. "Then stay with me. Don't see her, don't let her near you." You begged. He kissed you once more, softly, letting his lips linger on yours. His tongue slow waltzing in your mouth. He breathed you in, and despite how cold the rain was making you, the heat of his kiss kept you warm on the inside. "Do you love me?" He asked. His eyes were half closed, he kept your face close to his, his hands still cradling your face. You looked at him with dewy eyes, and smiled. "I do... I'm in love with you, I always have been." He was overcome with happiness and scooped you up in one more deep kiss. You broke it to pull away and took his hand. You ran with him to your apartment, pouring rain and all.... Boss Squad: @royalpandajedi @Fromblue2u @Queenpandabunny @marrickej33 @BBxGD @Starbell808 @MelissaGarza @liyahboon Fans: @elishafisher @JaxomB @EXOahjummafan @StefaniTre @Yugykookie97 @dalenalw
I Fall
Requested by @BTSMicDrop Kai x Reader It was our third date. He was shy and sexy and...heavens above, why wouldn't he hold my hand. Kai was polite, he opened doors, he pulled chairs out. The man brings flowers and he won't even hold my hand. Was there some issue with me? Was I being friendzoned and he just didn't want to tell me? WHAT WAS WRONG WITH ME? "You're cute when you space out." His voice is velvet and brings me back. "I'm sorry." I right myself, clearing my throat ",Dinner was lovely, thank you." I've made this awkward. "Should we get you home? I remember you said you had work in the morning and I don't want to keep you to late." Before I can answer, a crack of thunder rattles the building. "We should definitely get home." Within minutes we're walking to the car but never make it in time as the skys open and the rain falls. We're drenched by the time we both curl into the seats of his car and the heater is blasting. "Sorry about that. Should've just called a car instead. The rain didnt ruin your dress did it?" So polite. "No, it didn't." The car is driving and the rain is heavy, so heavy. The lines on the roadway seem to disappear. The car slides just slightly before Kai corrects it. "I need to pull over. We can wait this out until it's lightened up." We're stuck on the side of the road in a tsunami. What a way to end a date or was it just hanging out? Was he so worried to get me home so he could end this little charade of dating? Then... I remember the moment. It was slow motion and yet so fast. He moved, leaning in, his hands reaching for me. My hand reaching for him. I watched the water drip from his hair, a reminder of the sudden downpour that struck us as we went to the car. I watched the windows inch with fog with the atmosphere change. I watched as my fingers splayed out across his chest as he leaned closer. His heart beat fast, he paused for half a second. I should say no. I should stop this before it starts. I should stop before.... I. Fall. The world crashes, the rain booms on the car and my hand fists in his shirt. His hands meets my cheeks and pull me in. Our eyes close and suddenly we are a mixer of lips and tongues and teeth. . . . . @kpopandkimchi @StarishaRichard @KaeliShearer @jenjenkhreim @naydelinrm @MichelleIbarra @jader @StephaniePoore @H8rt4u @Dabaesaplayer @jojojordy2324 @CreeTheOtaku @Ercurrent @Kpossible4250 @Alyessiazavala @BrendaValdez @Zyxzj @VKookie47 @VivianYang @Caky @sarahdarwish @KeziahWright @staceyholley @reyestiny93 @unnieARMkeY @KellyOConnor @TracyLynnn @JessicaFigueroa @BrookeStam @Starbell808 @SusiBosshammer @jjg97 @MayraCastro @QueenyCrossGene @VeronicaArtino @GreciaFlores @Maddie27 @CheyenneJessee @shellyfuentes70 @CheyanneLindsey @JasminMartinez @FannyWard @mitchix5 @ItatiSanchez @Defy24601 @OliviaZenger @lilbr0wneyes @ChelseaJay @ShinoYuki @AraceliJimenez @KarlythePanda66 @JaeneashaJones @rcuero @mjenifferjm9 @Ilikepancakes @BtsIsLife @aleciaLOVES @Kyokeo @MorleeCorielus @ESwee @krin @azura4495
Nocturnal Creature Jun Myeon 55
NCJM55 "AWAKENED" [For future reference: Present Day chapters in Regular type; Past/Memory chapters in BOLD ITALIC; P.O.V - REGULAR ITALIC] Note: Posting as I go... Jun Myeon opened his eyes and saw the stars twinkling high above. 'Dammit' he thought and concentrated to make the stars go away but they didn't. His arms felt stiff, he couldn't move them. He felt the freezing wind blowing across his face. 'Dammit' he thought again. He tried to turn his head but couldn't.  He was awake.  He didn't wake because he wanted to but because his Vampire instincts had been triggered. There were others approaching.  "Shit" he mumbled, or tried to mumble. He tried like hell to move his arms but they were frozen. If it was true, he'd been frozen for five years. He tried to sit up, he tried to move his legs. His mouth barely moved and after a few minutes of trying, he yelled in agony. He didn't want to do it too hard because the thought of shifting his arm suddenly just might break it off completely. He finally got his head to turn from one side to another. Off in the distance, he could see small dots hoping from peak to peak, flying around in circles before moving on to another area to circle.  He finally got an arm to move, and started pushing snow off his body. His other arm came loose, his one leg and then the other. He rolled over and started to crawl away as fast as he could. They were still far away, if he can, he thought he could make it, he could hide.  "I'mmnotttt going bbback…." He stuttered.  Pulling himself along the frozen ground, he could feel his body starting to get it's mobility back. Before he knew it, he was crawling faster and faster and pretty soon was trying to take flight. His first attempt, he crashed and landed on a boulder that broke his arm. His second attempt, he was up and staying up. He looked back and saw someone coming towards him fast.  "JUN MYEON!!! STOP!!!" they yelled. He recognized the voice, "FUCK YOU, YOU BITCH!" He yelled back.  He landed momentarily on a peak, straightened his arm, snapping the broken bones back into place and took off like Superman. Zipping through the air like a bullet, leaving her far behind.  Aria landed on the peak he took off from, watching him disappear once again into the distance. Kyung and Xiumin landed right behind her.  "He's still very angry." Kyung said  "I can see that, D, thanks." She said. Xiumin chimed in, "leave him, he'll come around. Especially if he knows that she is his."  "She wants to see him now. She doesn't want to wait anymore. I'm scared she might fly off on her own to look for him." Aria said, she tightened the silver chain looped on her belt, "If I have to drag his ass back kicking and screaming, then so be it." "She's strong and stubborn little thing, just like her father." Xiumin said, he smirked looking at Kyung, who only smirked in turn. "Can you see where he's heading?" Kyung closed his eyes, "Yes. If we go that way, we should be able to head him off." "D, can you follow him while we go that way. At least then he'll think someone is coming up behind him and he'll keep going in that direction." Aria said and pulled Xiumin in the other direction. "See you on the other side!" Xiumin called out as he and Aria took off. NCJM56: "A Lost Child, Found" EXO FanFicsFans: @QueenPandaBunny @Indiglow @JaxomB @Jessicalista @ynsamgwlk @MaritessSison @MelissaGarza @Namjoonsbutt @YasminChavez @luna1171 @Matty0204 @SHINee4ever @tinafalcon22
Mr. Perfect and Ms. Anomaly +21 Part 2
Hello Fam! Part 2 I could hear someone being slapped as I walked passed Namjoon's door. I stopped dead in my tracks when the head of the cheerleaders squad walked out fixing her skirt. I will admit I had a smirk on my face. "What the fuck are you looking at weird ass bitch?" She blurted I bit down on my lip which was painted with Kat Von D Black lipstick. "It is my house too blonde bitch. Please have some manners." She flicked her blonde hair and rolled her eyes as she stormed off. I could hear Namjoon's low chuckle as he watched her. Then I could feel his eyes on me. "Idk what the hell you are looking at. Did Barbie hurt Mr. Perfect." Namjoon pinned me on the wall. "You could do better without sarcasm. I need a word with you anyways." "Look Namjoon I have shit to do please make this pointless conversation quick." My arms were folded. "You and your friends are being a pain in my ass. You all protesting for funds for that art club could you just cool it for a while?" "No. Is that it cuz I got shit to do and..." "Plus I can't get off to any other bitch due to you and that delicious pussy. You must take responsibility for your actions." I almost chocked on my spit. My eyes widen as I dropped my art supplies on the floor and unfinished protest posters. "Come again?" "Exactly. I'm stressed and only you can make me come." Namjoon slowly walked over to me. He pulled off my black sheer over shirt and began tugging at the black tube top underneath it. "You smell so good y/n." Namjoon whispered in my ear before planting soft kisses on my ears. Suddenly I could feel air attacking my nipples. I cursed myself for not wearing a bra. "Ah I knew you didn't have on a bra. Those titts bouncing as you protested today...I wanted to fuck you then." "Namjoon you need to back off or I will..." "Where is that protest babe at now?" Namjoon grinned and began sucking on my left nipple. He looked up at me drinking up my facial expressions. He moved to the right making sloppy noises and slapping my left. He was right am I allowing this? Why won't a protest. I moaned as he tugged, sucked, and teased me. "Oh your cheerleader whore couldn't please you?" I moaned. Namjoon stopped and looked up at me. "Don't get cocky." He said. "Fine no need to. It's not like you need me anyway. I began picking up my belongings. Namjoon stopped me. He pulled my items out my hand and crashed into my face with those perfect peach lips. We fell on his bed. He ripped my clothes off like an animal and began kissing my other lips. He paused and sniffed me with that perfect nose of his. "You smell so good..." He gasped. He began kissing my inner thigh and teasing my numb with this thumb. I bit my lip. He blew on my sensitive numb then sucked on his thumb while giving me eye contact. He warm eyes now dark. Namjoon began sucking and licking on my numb while sticking his long finger deep inside me. I could feel my ocean rising. He was so good at this too perfect. He curved his fingers hitting my g spot. I screamed in pleasure. "You gonna make me squirt!" "Gush all over me baby." Namjoon moaned. I tried holding back. I didn't want him to control me. But it was so hard and I wanted to come...claim his face...those lips. Finally everything went black and I felt this hot wet explosion. I gushed all over his beautiful tanned peach face. He licked my thighs. I was coming down from my high. "Ride me...I need you baby." Namjoon groaned. I crawled in top of my prey. His needy eyes as he watched me. However I didn't do exactly what he wanted. I wanted to have fun. I licked him from base to tip. He hissed and as ran my tongue all over his tip covered with pre cum. I loved his taste. Namjoon sucked on his lower lip. I looked deep into his eyes as his member slowly disappeared in my mouth. A talent I've been working on. Namjoon eyes widen with shock. I took my time slowly sucking him making teasing sloppy noises and gagging at the right moment. Namjoon eyes shut as he enjoyed his torture. He hissed and cussed. "Y/n you are so fucking good...." His voice low. "Better than that girl you claim?" I said "What girl?" Namjoon said. "Exactly." I hovered above him. "If you want this cake...if you want this you have to surrender to me. That means you cannot fuck anyone else. Kiss...flirt..oral sex...whatever. You belong to me if you want to make demands." I said. "Are you trying to me my girlfriend...I don't know about being in an exclusive..." "Well then Mr. President that's it. Good luck with busting a nut." I attempted to get off him. "Okay. I mean you are cute. I've always had a crush on you but you never gave me the time of day." Namjoon said. "I'm not trying to be your girlfriend. I'm just claiming property. You speak so sweet but you never liked me Namjoon. You always liked the other girls. You don't have to make this romantic." Namjoon rolled his eyes. "Agreed. Ride me." I slipped him inside taking as much as I could. I moved slowly watching his reactions. He pulled me into a kiss and slammed inside me. He muted my moan by pulling me deeper into a kiss. I began riding him faster as our pelvic boned kissed. "Shit you are so tight baby" he said while viewing him going in and out of me. He felt so warm and he filled me perfectly as my body adjusted and allowed him full entrance. Namjoon began sucking my right breast and rubbing my numb as a ride him. "Yes ride that fucking dick baby. Fuck..." He moaned. I moaned loudly. "Who dick is this Kim fucking Namjoon?" "Yours baby...this is yours y/n." He moaned "Who can only make you come?" I moaned. "Baby you...you...shit..." Namjoon moaned loudly. "Come for me...baby.." I looked him directly in his eyes. Namjoon couldn't speak and I admit I was close to falling apart. I could feel my fire explode as Namjoon pulled out and exploded all over the place. I chuckled as I feel on his trembling from my orgasm. He softly laughed and kissed me. "Looks like I've got some cleaning to do. "You are so freaking clumsy boy." I whispered with a smirk. KISS Squad @Babydollbre @QueenyCrossGene @BTSMicDrop Lipglosses @EXOahjummafan @Starbell808 @QueenPandaBunny @divanicola05 @MelindaL @MelissaGarza
Super Junior Teaser Pics
Wassup everyone!!!!! Kim here after returning from my grave that Super Junior put me in. What grave is that? Well I'll let the pictures show. Are yall doing ok??? Want some more??? Here ya go!!!! Anyone still breathin???? I just...... AIN'T NOBODY TOLD THEM!!!!! https://youtu.be/yruCk6lbF5s https://youtu.be/ha5dQ6YRVKo So I'm just gonna return back to my grave with an oxygen tank and resurface after the comeback!!!!!!!! Let me know if you all are excited for this comeback!!!!! ELF Reps: @MelissaGarza @Just2BLoved @kpopfan88 @QueenPandaBunny ELF Tag List This is the Super Junior "Sapphire Ocean" tag list. It will only be used by our ELF Reps . Please leave a comment saying if you want to be added or removed to this list. One of our ELF Reps will reply to your comment Changes will occur from the next card on!!!!! #: @4dalientae A: @addri @AlexisCortez @AlyssaGelet818 @AnnieGoodman @AubriePope B: @baileykayleen @bangsuju @Brawner13 C: @cardboardart @ChelseaJay @CheyenneJessee @ChristineO84 @cns1391 @CristinReynolds @cue2pal D: @DalyRomero @dallasyamane @dalenalw @Defy24601 @deilig @DonnaSearles @DucklingYoongi E: @EvilGenius @EmilyGardner @Recurrent @EsmeraldaCayeta @ESwee F: @FalseLove G: @GamingAirbender @GamerKyumin @GilMaritsa H: @HerosBells I: @IkutoZero @InfinitySky @isabelad90 @IsoldaPazo @ItsMari @Izzy987 J: @JasminMartinez @Jinnyrod3 @Juliag13 @jumbled2 K: @kandle779 @KarlythePanda66 @karinamiranda81 @KellyOConnor @Keniaaxox @kpopandkimchi @kpopfan88 @Kirinacorn81 L: @lashonda0917 @Lelulgc @LiyahBoon @lop0929 M: @MadAndrea @MaelstromVIP @matty0203 @MelissaGarza @megancurrent9 @merryjayne13 @Minnieluvs @MirandaStephens @MrsKyuhyunCo N: @NadineEsquivel @NasiaWright @nnatalieg O: @otakukpoper P: @pharmgirlerin @PrincessUnicorn @PilaVaj Q: @QueenyCrossGene R: @resavalencia @Rebecca22 @robertakm64 S: @Sailynn @samcorsam @sherrysahar @SHINee4ever @SierraPaske @SimplyAwkward @skittlerocks93 @Starbell808 @StefaniTre @SomaMorga @sugasadamsapple @SugaMint @SugaOnTop @sukkyongwanser @SweetDuella @szewwy T: @TaraJenner @Ticasensei @Tinnerz10 U: @unnieARMKey V: @VeronicaArtino @vicky1990 @VixenViVi @VKookie47 W: @WinKonVIP X: Y: @YessicaCardenas