a year ago
Anonym
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He didn’t~ Chapter 16
Genre: Angst
Pairing: Reader x Yoongi
Length: 1628 words
Warning: Intimacy, Swearing, Depression
Summary: He was my everything, but to him we were nothing.
Part: 16/?
Y/n’s POV
I looked at Jungkook, not breathing, not blinking. All I could thing was how had he gone from my sweet study buddy to this? Because I honestly didn’t know this side to Jungkook even existed. He always seemed so innocent and shy.
Guess I shouldn’t judge a book by its cover, huh. He slowly pulled me into a hug, and I let out a small sigh. He didn’t seem to care about the fact that I was sweating from dance as he held me tight.
I couldn’t help myself, I really couldn’t. “Did you get bored of Suzy?” My voice was muffled by his chest, but he still heard me, loud and clear. He sighed. “She doesn’t mean anything to me. I was stupidly drunk at angry at Yoongi. Not the best decision I’ve ever made.” There was a pause before he added “I have to admit, you looked kinda hot punching her.”
I laughed silently. He felt my shoulders shaking and laughed with me. How long could I keep pushing Jungkook away? Yes he had made a mistake. But he hadn’t done it continuously. Not like Yoongi had. That was the difference.
Stood there in his arms outside the dance studio, I crumbled. I couldn’t fight it anymore. I felt bad admitting it, but Jungkook had shown more kindness and compassion than Yoongi had ever done- even when I was with him.
Yoongi always shut me off. And whenever I visited, thinking we could have some time to catch up, I would always spend a hell of a lot more time sat with Tae and the otheres than I ever did with him. To be honest, I didn’t mind- I’d rather have fun with the boys than sit there in stoic silence with Yoongi any day. Even if I had loved him.
God knows hoe long we stood there, him just holding me until I was lost in my own thoughts. But I snapped out of it as he gently pulled me away and grasped my hand in his. “Let’s go”, he smiled. And I smiled right back.
Maybe we could make this work...
Taehyung’s POV
“You can’t just turn up to y/n’s house like this”, Taehyung sternly told her. Krystal could call and text as much as she wanted- she could even turn up to the boys place. But coming to y/n’s place like this? Too far.
“You’ve been ignoring me for so long, what else was I supposed to do?”, Krystal sniffed. “And why are you at that bully’s house anyway? Don’t you know what she did to Suzy?”
Taehyung scoffed. “I was there. Cheering her on.” Krystal’s mouth dropped open.
Taehyung knew she was shocked because he had never spoken to her like that. Ever.
She didn’t seem to care that y/n wasn’t in. Or the fact that she wasn’t welcome here, no matter how blatant he made it for her.
“Did you get my voicemail? She asked, changing the subject. He nodded slowly in response. When he didn’t say anything, she cocked an eyebrow, seemingly forgetting the fact that she was upset. “...Well?”
“I said I got it. I didn’t say I listened to it.”
Her expression changed to one of anger. “Kim Taehyung what the fuck has gotten into you?” She stepped closer to him, trying to grab his arm, and he abruptly stepped back, so she ended up grasping thin air.
“Don’t”, he ordered. “Just don’t.” The silence that ensued was torturous for Taehyung as he looked at his ex-girlfriends apparent disbelief.
Before he knew what he was doing, he blurted out, “Krystal, I already told you..There’s someone else.”
There. He’d said it out loud to someone. That wasn’t so bad. Or so he thought until she swiftly raised her hand and slapped him. Hard. He winced at the stinging sensation on his cheek.
“Who the fuck is it?” Krystal whispered. “It’s her isn’t it. That whore y/n who doesn’t even like y-”
Taehyung was still reeling from the slap, but he managed to muster the words “Get the fuck out.” Krystal shot him a look of pure disgust, but it was clear she had nothing more to say, so she turned on her heel and walked out, slamming the door hard enough to rattle the surrounding walls.
Taehyung sank down to the ground, his head in his hands. Have I just made a huge mistake?
Y/n’s POV
“Really?”
Jungkook had asked me this six times now. He was in shock from the fact that I had given in, and was finally willing to give him a chance. “No”, I joked.
His face fell and I laughed. “Pabo.”
He looked like he was thinking hard, before he said, “How are you going to tell Yoongi hyung?” I immediately frowned. I hadn’t thought of how Yoongi would react. He seemed like he was kind of over me...he hadn’t even replied to my text from earlier.
But I knew Yoongi. I knew hoe possessive he could be, even if we weren’t together anymore. “I don’t want to tell him...”, I whispered. I trailed off, because even as I said it I realised how stupid it sounded. Jungkook lived with him. Of course he was going to find out.
“I’ll do it”, he offered, sounding determined. It was brave of him, but I was 99% sure it would result in yet another fight between them.
“No...Jungkook. He’ll get mad.” He squeezed my hand reassuringly. “It’ll be OK. Besides if worst comes to worst, I’m stronger than him.” He was grinning like he had just told an amazing joke. I rolled my eyes, but carried on walking.
We reached the boys place, and Jungkook asked if I wanted to come in. I shook my head no, telling him I really needed to shower. Also I couldn’t just leave Tae alone. That wasn’t fair seeing as he was staying over for me.
Jungkook nodded and pulled me in for another hug. “See you later y/n”, he said gently. He seemed so much more relaxed around me all of a sudden, and I smiled slightly at this realisation. “See you”, I replied.
He pulled away and lightly kissed my forehead. “Tell Taehyung I told Hobi hyung we were supposed to be going out for lunch, but then I cancelled.” I nodded, realising that that was why Hoseok had left him in the dance studio.
I doubt Hoseok would even check- he’d probably forgotten because he was focussed on his exam. I waved at him one final time before I was off. I hoped whoever was at the door had gone- Taehyung was extremely chatty, even with strangers.
I got home, absolutely exhausted. But that was all forgotten when I opened the already unlocked door to find Tae sat on the floor against the sofa, head in hands. I shut the door, making him look up.
Even from here, I could see the red mark on his cheek. And that he’d been crying. I rushed over to him, dropping my bag and crouching down to him. “Tae?...What the hell happened?”
My eyes were wide with concern and fear as I started to think about who could have been at the door. I don’t know why, but my mind instinctively turned to Yoongi.
I waited for him to speak. His voice was croaky, like he was trying to stop himself from crying any further. He looked broken, and it hurt me so much seeing him like this.
“That was Krystal at the door. Long story short we had an argument.” Krystal?! How the fuck dare she come to my house, and hurt Taehyung like this? Any sympathy I had for her after hearing that voice-mail had dissipated. That bitch.
“And she hit you?” I was stroking his hair gently, but my voice was angry. “How fucking dare she?!” I pulled him into a hug. Someone as kind and loving as Taehyung didn’t deserve to be treated this way.
He hugged back, tight enough to the point where he was cutting off the oxygen supply to my lungs, but I didn’t complain. He was hurt, and he needed someone with him.
“Take my mind off it”, he spoke, his voice muffled by my shoulder. “How was dance?” I rubbed his back as I replied. This was Tae’s way of dealing with things. Just don’t think about the thing making you upset.
“It was good for Hobi, I think. It really helped him relax for the exam. You should come one day and watch us. I really have improved.” I felt him smile, his face still buried in my shoulder. “I’ll bet. Hobi hyung always says you’ve got better.”
He sighed as I carried on rubbing his back, not moving. “I just wanna stay like this forever y/n.” I smiled sadly at his still-broken state. “Me too Tae, me too.”
Jungkook’s POV
Jungkook took a deep breath before knocking on Yoongi’s door. He had heard the elder boy pacing all night, so he assumed that maybe he was asleep. But no. Yoongi’s voice, tired and stern, ordered, “Come in!”
Yoongi was a mess. He looked even paler than usual, which Jungkook had not thought was physically possible. His hair was a mess. He was wearing baggy pants and an oversized hoodie.
He was trying to study but clearly failing. He looked Jungkook up and down with bloodshot eyes. “Er...hyung, nows not a good time, I’ll come back later...”, Jungkook mumbled, backing away.
Yoongi looked ill. God knows when he had last eaten. “No Jungkook, it’s OK. What did you want?”
Jungkook stopped in his tracks and forced himself to make eye contact with Yoongi.
“Hyung...I’ve got something to tell you...”
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mixed feelings here. who to be with, who to be with?
a year ago·Reply
Nooo!!!!!! 😭😭
a year ago·Reply
I do not know what to say... like hey I'm happy for jungkook but my heart is aching for taehyung and then there's yoongi ,_, wow like wow I have nothing else to say but wow
a year ago·Reply
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NOPE.NOPE.NOPR.NOPE.NOPE.NOPE.NOPE.NOPE.NOPE.NOPE.NOPE.NOPE. SHIT IS ABOUT TO HIT THE FAN. I REPEAT SHIT IS ABOUT TO HIT THE FAN.
a year ago·Reply
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I'm not even sure what I want to happen anymore.
a year ago·Reply