Pairing: Jungkook x Reader
Length: 785 words
Summary: It was always the same with him. Until I lost interest.
Jin stopped outside my door, when we finally reached home. My eyes were bloodshot from me furiously rubbing at them, but I still managed to muster a smile.
To my surprise the rooms were all empty, so my room-mate might have opted for a girls night out instead.
He looked hesitant to come in.I took a deep breath and croaked “Come in.” He understood my tone immediately- I clearly needed someone with me right now.
I placed all my possessions that I had just retrieved down onto the floor. “You want anything to eat? Drink?” I offered, as a gesture to show my gratitude. He just smiled softly and shook his head ‘no’.
As soon as I sat down beside him, his whole demeanour turned stiff. Without even looking at him, I sighed, “Jin, relax.” I’m not sure what he thought I was going to do.
We sat like that for about 10 minutes, in this suffocating silence, just me occasional sniffs the only noise being made. I got up abruptly. “Ok, I get it. You don’t want to me here. I’m making you uncomfortable for some reason, but I’m not forcing you to stay. So please, feel free to go.”
I stepped over his legs to walk past him into my room to change and sleep. But he caught my wrist, and stood up before I could get any further. “Y/n, I’m sorry”, he said, pulling me into an abrupt hug.
“I just don’t know how to react, really. You’re just so upset right now, I now nothing I say or do will help.” My anger dissipated as quick as it had appeared. “It’s OK Jin. I’m…I’ll be OK.”
He sat me back own on the sofa, arm around me. “I’m sorry you had to go through all that, I really am.” He murmured. I hesitantly moved my head until it was resting on is shoulder. He didn’t say anything so I kept it there.
“Don’t be. It’s not your fault. Jungkook was drunk and mad- that was never a good combination.”
“Does it still hurt”, he asked, stroking my head tenderly. “No”, I lied, trying not to wince when he touched a particularly sore area.
Small talk over, we stayed like that. And I fell asleep in that position with Jin stroking my hair.
“You love me right?” I was giggling as we walked along hand in hand. “Of course”, he replied, a dumb grin plastered on his handsome face. “I don’t believe you”, I teased.
He pouted before pulling me in for a brief kiss. “I love you y/n. Nobody else. And it’s always gonna be you.” I beamed at his cheesy, yet genuine words.
And he smiled back. But slowly, the smile started to go, like a spark inside him had died out. It was replaced by an angry glare as I watched him slowly let go of my hand and push me away.
An ominous shadow etched his features as his face contorted into a sneer. “You think I would love someone like you? Ha! I hate you!”
I gasped at his words. “No, you told me you would always love me!” I cried, backing away slowly.
He laughed at me. “I hate you!” He screamed. “I fucking hate you! I HATE Y-”
I woke up with start, a thin film of perspiration on my forehead. There was sunlight coming from the window…it was morning already?
“You were restless all night”, Jin explained, his voice laced with worry. He looked tired himself, and I felt bad- it was clear I had kept him up. My face felt swollen, and I felt absolutely shit.
“I’m so sorry Jin, I must have kept you up”, I apologised profusely, feeling guilty. The dream, or rather nightmare, was still fresh in my mind, as I tried to shake it out.
“Listen, I have a shift at work, and I didn’t want to leave without telling you- will you be alright?”
“I’ll be fine Jin”, I smiled. “Now, go before you’re late!” As soon as he left, my dishevelled flatmate was entering, eyeing him up theatrically.
“You’re cheating on Jungkook?”, she asked, surprised. I widened my eyes, before I realised she didn’t know. “We broke up”, I explained bluntly. “And Jin was there to talk, we didn’t sleep together.”
Her face dropped. “I’m so sorry y/n.” I shook my head. “It’s fine man. You go freshen up first so I can shower.” She gave me a little pat on the head, and walked off to clean up.
As soon as she left, I scrambled for my phone and checked it, my eyes welling up once more at the text messages on the screen.
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