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Hey everyone... I want to give you all a warning... My depression is hitting me again... It is one of those times of the year again where the loss of my beloved baby brother hits me hardest... His death anniversary will be here on May 27th... 2 yrs... I am starting to break down today... My chest feels too tight and I usually have one way of fixing that but I promised Parker and my gparents I wouldn't... I also promised my Scouts it too... But today is getting to unbearable... It is becoming hard to breathe and my eyes won't stop leaking... Idk what to do... I still expect him to walk through the door and ask me to make him my famous egg sandwiches he was so fond of... He was a wanderer but he always came home, which was wherever I was... I was home to him... He was my meaning for living... I am so lost without him... Kpop, anime and Kdramas have been great coping skills but January 30th, May 27th and December 24th-26th are always the hardest and no matter how much Kpop, anime or kdramas I indulge in, it doesn't help... He was such a cute little boy... I will never acknowledge he was a man even if he was 20... Even as a father of 3 that boy will always be my baby brother... My precious baby brother... So for the next week and a half please bear with me... I apologize in advance if my cards aren't as cheery... I love you all... But you aren't Kris... No one can replace my beloved Kristopher Lynn... He was like a twin to me... We had our own language... We may have been 3 and a half years apart but we were closer than two peas in a pod...
And now for tagging my usual peeps... This is my Vingle Family tag list... Anything not kpop or anime related is what this list is for... Those who dont care or want to be tagged in all my cards period... Please leave a comment saying if you want to be added to this list!!! Or if you wish to be taken off the list... I am OCD so tags are listed alphabetically... I will respond to your comment to let you know you have been added!!! Changes will occur from next card on!!! A: @amobigbang B: C: D: E: F: G: H: I: J:  K: L: M: @MadAndrea N: O: P: @PrincessUnicorn Q: R:  S: @SimplyAwkward, @SugaOnTop T: U: V: @VKookie47 W: X: Y: Z: