If anyone knows me even a little, and knows about my ultimate group. They know it's Big Bang. And that since I laid eyes on the handsome man known as Choi Seunghyun, or T.O.P.- I was a goner.
But today... everything has changed. This is honestly somehow very emotional for me... I don't even know how I will do this.
Today is the day that I realized, my heart belongs not to Choi Seunghyun but Lee Seunghyun.
That's right, my friends. My bias, my ultimate bias is not T.O. P. "The Official Pimp" but Seungri "Panda".
It all started with this morning, when while going through a randomized Big Bang playlist, I noticed the voice I focused most on was... Seungri's. And so I went to his solo songs, because it had been too long without them.
And of course, I ran into... STRONG BABY. I could feel it starting... but I told myself that I was wrong. I was in denial... I was scared. It had been too long with T.O.P. for me to think about switching now.
But I went on... I started watching interviews and variety shows, I focused only on Seungri.
I looked at his hilarious and charming Tweets.
I followed his Instagram... DO YOU SEE HOW MANY TIMES SEUNGRI'S NAME IS ON MY COMPUTER IN THAT SCREENSHOT!?
I looked at pics of him on Google Images.
I fell in love.
DO YOU SEE WHAT HE'S HOLDING AND SMIRKING ABOUT!? THAT'S THE KEY TO MY HEART! THE RASCAL KNOWS WHAT HE'S DONE!
I can't honestly say that TOP is my bias anymore. Seungri was always making me laugh, making me say "this boy needs to calm down, he's going to get slapped", always taunting his presence. Maybe I was just like a little girl who didn't know how to cope with her feelings.
Seungri, I love you.
Today, I change my icon. Thank you every one.
@CosmicCassidy Thanks for being there as I had a meltdown. I love you too.