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        Jungkook hasn't been to sleep, yet. Taehyung has stayed in his room all night just to make sure he was alright, but he ended up passing out before Jungkook could. Jungkook sighed, turning over to the sleeping Taehyung, who fell asleep in the chair.         What was he doing with his life? Jungkook would normally ask himself that question. Although he could never find an answer for it. He would always guess it would be nothing. Because he did nothing most of his life, no that (Y/N) was gone. He bet....He bet she was hurting worse than he was, but he wouldn't know for sure. I mean....She was died after all. But he bet if (Y/N) saw him like this, she would break down and start crying, breaking his already broken heart even more...Well as much as it could break now.         Jungkook turned over, closing his eyes. Now he would go to sleep. I mean, he didn't have anything better to do. And, even if he did, he still wouldn't do anything. He closed his tired eyes, and it didn't take long for him to fall asleep. And he dreamed. He dreamed about her, again. (Y/N)...         (Y/N) has gotten closer to the rest of the group. She was already close to Hoseok, it was just the others she had to get along with, which she had done nicely. Everyone knew she was beautiful, and Jungkook was almost certain that Jimin and Hoseok liked her. But he was also certain that he liked her himself.         It was another day. I a pretty boring one at that. Jimin and (Y/N) were playing a video game....Again. Jungkook groaned as he watched them. Was he jealous? No, he couldn't have been, they weren't even dating....Yet he still liked her. Jungkook rolled his eyes as he watched the two, grunting slightly.         "No! Jimin! Stop!!" (Y/N)'s laughter traveled through the house. It looked like Jimin was tickling her. He had lost and Jungkook thought that was pay back. Jungkook glared at Jimin. How dare he touch he like that?! Maybe he was jealous...         "Jealous much?" A voice said from behind Jungkook. Jungkook quickly spun around and face the back of Yoongi. Since when did he get into the kitchen? It looked like he was looking for something to eat, since Jin was out at the moment, not being able to cook anything for him at the moment. "Damn it..." Jungkook heard him mumbled as he failed to find something eat. Jungkook smirked, turning away from him.         "Looks like you're not eating." Jungkook said, trying to avoid the question that was asked. Yoongi grumbled and sat down next to him, not feeling the need to move out of the kitchen just yet.         "So, you like her huh?" Yoongi asked Jungkook, making a light blush appear. Was he that easy to read? How did he know? Must have been a lucky guess, because no way was Jungkook easy to read,  he wouldn’t allow it. "No..." Jungkook tried to lie. Jungkook was a good liar, being the youngest out of the group, he was always able to lie himself out of anything. But Yoongi….Yoongi was a different story, he could never lie to Yoongi. Yoongi somehow always saw through it. He could read people easily, yet no one could read him. Jungkook would usually wonder about that, I mean, when they talked of course.         Yoongi gave Jungkook this look that screamed ‘I know you’re lying”. Jungkook sighed softly. He always got that look, and when he did, it was so hard for him to keep from telling Yoongi.         “Okay….Maybe…” He mumbled lowly. He wasn’t sure Yoongi could hear, but he did, and he didn’t say anything else. Jungkook got up from his spot and put his plate away. He had been eating breakfast, the breakfast Jin made before he went out. Yoongi watched him, raising an eyebrow. Since when did he cook?         “Hey, Yoongi.” Jungkook said, hurrying slightly to get out of the kitchen as he finished the rest of what he was saying. “I ate your breakfast Jin made for you, I was hungry.” Jungkook finished, running away. Yoongi was kinda scary, and plus he didn’t get his breakfast.         “Jungkook…!” Jungkook heard Yoongi growl and footsteps after him, making him run fast, laughing. That day...That day was the day Yoongi had learned about Jungkook’s little crush. But what Jungkook didn’t know, that someone else had learned that day as well…         Jungkook opened his eyes, groaning slightly. Taehyung wasn’t anywhere to be seen in the room anymore, so Jungkook guessed he left to talk to the boys. Jungkook sighed softly and close his eyes, thinking he should go back to sleep, he had nothing better to do with his life. He ended up dreaming about her…..Again.         (Y/N) and the rest of the boys went out. Namjoon had forgot something at his office, and they were supposed to be just going out to eat, but no, Namjoon had to leave something behind.         Jungkook sighed. He was walking along side Jimin, a few steps behind the group. (Y/N) lead the group, alongside Hoseok. She was wearing a pink skirt, a heavy pink sweater, and to go with that, pink heels. Wow, this girl really liked pink. Jungkook smirked at the thought.         “Damn..” Jungkook heard Jimin mutter. Jungkook turned to him and tried to find what he was looking at, but he didn’t seem to be looking at his phone or anything, just straight ahead. Jungkook raised an eyebrow and followed his stare. Jungkook followed his gaze and saw that he was looking at (Y/N)’s skirt, as she walked. It would go up and down as she walked, making her butt poke out. He followed his eyes down to her thighs. He bit his lip slightly as he looked, and he heard Jimin laugh. Jungkook turned to him and saw that he was laughing at him.         “Like what you see, right?” Jimin smirked slightly, turning his gaze back to (Y/N)’s butt. Jungkook just rolled his eyes, although he was blushing a bit as he turned his gaze away from her.         “No.” Jungkook scoffed, as if he was just staring at her butt, which he was. He heard the word “sure” roll off of Jimin’s tongue, and he huffed a bit, crossing his arms and acting somewhat like a child, which he kind of was, being the youngest out of the group of boys.         Jungkook and Jimin walked alongside each other, quietly, while the rest of the group talked with each other. (Y/N) and Hoseok seemed to be the most happy, as they walked to the office building. Jungkook watched as (Y/N) hit Hoseok lightly, while laughing. Jungkook couldn’t help but feel jealous, although he would never say that to anyone. He glanced to his left, were Jimin was, to see his face. He looked pissed off, as he watched the two, mumbling the words “damn it”, under his breath.         Jungkook smirked slightly. Know he knew that Jimin liked (Y/N). At the thought, Jungkook frowned. Great, even more competition. Jungkook wasn’t sure if Hoseok liked her, but they way the acted together, Jungkook thought it could be a possibility. Jungkook knew that Taehyung thought (Y/N)  was cute, but he never said that he liked her, so Jungkook didn’t think Taehyung did. And Jimin...Well Jungkook now knew. He knew that Jimin liked her now. Jin, Namjoon, and Yoongi were crossed out of the book for Jungkook. He knew that they didn’t like her. Although Hoseok was older then Namjoon, Namjoon thought that she was too young for himself. Yoongi had an on and off girlfriend. And Jin, well Jin didn’t want a girlfriend, or so Jin would say.         Jungkook took out his phone, checking the time. 10:57 am. They spent twenty minutes walking to the office. Why didn’t they take the car again?! Jungkook sighed softly, running a hand through his black hair, as Namjoon told them to wait out there and he would go in and get what he needed.         It took Namjoon about sixteen minutes to come back out, and the whole time, Jungkook was staring at (Y/N). It was as if he couldn’t take his eyes off of her. He stared with a hardened glare. He wasn’t mad, he just couldn’t stand the fact that she was always around Hoseok. Jungkook couldn’t even laugh at Jimin when his act to flirt with (Y/N) failed, thanks to Hoseok. To be honest, the reason nobody that liked (Y/N), could get with her. He was always there to ruin it for everyone.         Hoseok was pretty much competition. Although Jungkook wasn’t sure if he liked her or not.         Namjoon stepped out of the office, papers in hand. “Finally…” Jungkook heard Yoongi mutter, he was right next to him, so he heard it loud and clear. As the group started to end back, Jungkook notice, Jimin was getting a little too close to (Y/N). And by a little, he met a lot.         Jungkook growled slightly, walking faster. No way did he want to hear Jimin flirting with the girl HE likes. Jungkook knew she wasn’t his, but that didn’t stop him from wanting to keep her away from Jimin. Jimin was his biggest competition. Using his good looks to wow girls, and hooking them in with his charming personality.         After walking for what seemed like ever for Jungkook, the group of eight, finally made it to the place they were going. A small restaurant. Okay, it wasn’t that small of a restaurant, but it wasn’t huge.         As the group walked in, the notice there wasn’t a lot of people, which was surprising, since the place always seemed busy.         Jungkook grinned as they got to their seats. This was his favorite restaurant. The food was good, the people were nice, and the restaurant itself was pretty.         As he took his seat, he didn’t notice that (Y/N) sat right next to him, so when he turned to his right to see who sat by him, a deep blush rose to his cheeks. She gave him a soft smile as she sat down, Jimin sitting right next to her on the other said as she did.         Jungkook saw Hoseok scoff, but sat across from (Y/N), giving her a smile, although she wasn’t even looking at him.         “Can I sit here?” (Y/N) asked, pulling Jungkook out of his thoughts. All he could do was nod, blushing slightly as he turned away from her. On his left side sat Taehyung. He didn’t do anything but play on his phone, doing whatever he did.         Jungkook waited for the waiter, talking small chats with either (Y/N) or Taehyung, or even sometimes talking to the others.         Jungkook would often check (Y/N) glancing at him, every now and then, even when she was talking to Jimin. Did she like him as well? Lord knows. Jungkook just brush the thought to the side, there was no way she would like him back, right? I mean, with all the others wanting her to be their girlfriend, why would she choose him?         When the food came, everyone ate, everyone talked, everyone laughed, and then everyone was done. Some ordered a lot of food(*cough*Jin*cough*), and others ordered small amount of food.         After everyone was done eating, they all got up. Jungkook yawned lightly, it was already 2pm. They spent quite a while there.         Jungkook and the others walked back to the house...Jungkook was walking behind again, but this time with (Y/N). It was silent for the two, no one spoke a word. Jimin would often look back at them though, giving (Y/N) a flirty wink, and Jungkook an evil glare, which just made him smirk. He was jealous. Hoseok would often look back as well, although he wouldn’t glare or anything, he would just look back to see what they were doing and carry on, like nothing happen.         “Hey, Jungkook.” Jungkook heard (Y/N)’s lovely voice say his name, pulling him out of his thoughts, once again.         “Huh?” He asked, not looking at her, because he knew he would end up blushing and stuttering, more than he already was at least.         “Can I ask you something?” Jungkook glanced at her. She wasn’t looking at him, and she did have a small blush on her cheeks, making Jungkook think, that maybe. Just maybe she had a crush on him as well.         Jungkook nodded, although she couldn’t see it, so he muttered out the words “yeah, sure”, to keep from stuttering. Right now. He didn’t trust his voice.         It was silent for awhile, so when Jungkook turned to fully look at her, and when he did, she was staring up right back at him.         “S-so..” (Y/N) stuttered, turning away from him. She wasn’t really the shy type, if she wanted to say something, she would say it. This made Jungkook worry.         “Is there something wrong?” Jungkook asked, worried laced in his voice. (Y/N) shook her head, still not turning to her.         “Are yo-”         “Do you like me?” Jungkook was cut off with those simple words. What? Why would she ask that….? Did she know, did someone tell her?         “U-m...W-why would you ask th-” Jungkook was cut off yet again.         “Because I like you…” And that was it. Jungkook didn’t know they had reached the house, so when he turned to (Y/N), eyes wide, she was already in the house, following Jimin and Hoseok. Wait...What just happened? Those words were running threw his head, over and over again...He couldn’t believe it….         “Because I like you…” He repeated to himself, walking into the house.         Those words...They still rang in his head to this day. This hour..This minute..Every second.         “We have to do something about him…” Jimin muttered, keeping his voice down. He didn’t want Jungkook to hear, if he had woken up.         “And you think we haven’t been trying?” Namjoon groaned, his hand at his forehead. It was 2 in the morning. They were up, because they knew if they fell asleep, Jungkook would either wake them up by yelling, or do something stupid.         Taehyung was lost at the thought. One of his best friends needed help, and they had no way to help him. It made him sad. I mean, the things he was going through was hard. If he went through those the things he went to, he wouldn’t know how to handle it. He was sure he was going to be worst then Jungkook was already.         “Let’s just head to bed,” Jin said, “we’ll think of something later.” He than turned to Jimin who was getting ready to leave with Taehyung up to their rooms. “Ah, Jimin. Please go check on Jungkook before you head to your room.” Jin said. He would have done it himself, but thought Jimin should do it, since his room was closer to Jungkook’s than Jin’s was.         Jimin just nodded, heading up the stairs. Soon all the boys were in their room, and Jimin was just walking into Jungkook’s room. When he did, his eyes widen. Jungkook wasn’t in his bed. Jimin’s eye scanned the whole room. No trace of him.         Jimin quickly went to the bathroom, in Jungkook’s room and saw that the light was on, yet the door was locked. “Jungkook!” He said from his side of the door. No reply. “Open the door!” He said, pushing to get it open. Yet, no reply. “Jungkook! Open the door damn it!” He shouted. And he was sure that the others heard him, because before he knew it, they were at his side, Yoongi and Namjoon knocking down the door.         There was Jungkook. Laying in the bath tube with the water as high as his neck, as if he was going to drown himself. He had a hand full of pills, and tears spilled down his face. It didn’t look like he had taken any though.         Jungkook turned to the others and cried. It was silent. The only noise was heavy breathing. No words were said, but then again. No words needed to be said.
Right in the feels! OMG this was so amazing and heart wrenching!!
@BabySheep Thanks!!
@TaehyungV don't worry, you don't :)
@TaehyungV i believe haha
@TaehyungV pshhh you're just modest :)
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