3 years ago500+ Views
Like A fool, I fell for you. What happened to us? Endless nights and ongoing days of talking nonstop, have come to an end. Isn't it funny? I believed in something more. I was lead to feel the need of having you around, the feeling of you being there forever. Now, here I am. Surrounded with bottles upon bottles of empty beer cans and a box of cigarettes that only has a few remaining. I felt like things would have worked out, you know? Those nights of holding each other, made me feel warm and loved. Those useless fights made me realize that you cared & that you're very sensitive and insecure. The random, “You make me happy,” phrase leaving both of our mouth's, but it seems like I'm the only one that meant it. The exchange of lip touching to lip made me believe that we would definitely be more than just the average friends. The teasing going on between us, made me feel overjoyed and we would laugh throughout the day/night. Nothing but a fool, is all I am for falling for you. How did it come to this? Easy, I wanted to confess. I wanted to be more than just friends. I wished for so much more, I even dreamed of it. It's funny, isn't it? In my eyes, I wanted everything for us. In your eyes, I was just another one of your girls. Did it mean anything when you would kiss me? Or cuddle me? Or when those sweet words would escape your mouth? Did anything matter to you? Did I even matter to you? “I think I love you. You make me so happy, and it's funny right? I didn't want to tell you because I'm afraid that you won't feel the same. But then again, I want to get through with this and come clean. So here I am, a little girl telling you that she's in love with you.” I said, a smile on my face as the words made their presence known. “I don't know what to say… I'm sorry, but I don't feel the same.” you replied. My smile faltered, and before I knew it; tears were spilling. I quickly wiped them away and said, “Well, then let's forget about everything I said. Okay?” you didn't reply. Was it wrong of me? To fall for someone like you? I'm sorry that I'm not what you have in mind. I needed you just as much as bees need their queen. But you don't need me at all. I shouldn't have trusted my feelings. I don't regret a thing because I've made my feelings known. All I regret, is letting myself fall for the wrong person. You may have been my happiness, but now you're my sadness.