a year ago
KpopMe05
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D.O.(EXO) The Journal
D.o. pov. It's been days since you had left. I miss everything about you. I wish I could of had just one more day with you. Flashback- Babe I'm leaving I'll be back to cook dinner for the kids and us okay. Okay just be safe alright I love you. I love you too. End of flashback-   That was the last word she gave me. I miss her very much. She had left and let me take care of the children.    There only 2 & 4. I walked in the kids room the 2 year old was a girl named Nabi (which means butterfly in Korean) and the 4 year old was a boy name Hyun-ki( means wise in Korean) came up to me and kiss my check and went to bed. About an hour later I walked out of that room and went into my room and saw y/n journal sitting their. I opened it up and it said Day 1 June 29 20--   Today is a sad day. I went to the hospital because I felt sick I didn't feel right. I went into the doctor office and the doctor took a few testes. The soon came back and told me that I had a very bad case of cancer. I don't want to tell Kyungsoo or anybody. I know that one day he will find out about this but it's okay. . . . . Day 12 July 11 20--    So today is the day I am going to die I said goodbye to Kyungsoo and the kids. I don't want to die but I have too. I'm just getting worse and my body is giving up on me. I love them so much.   Kyungsoo if your reading this I love you I'm sorry I didn't tell you this before but I love you so much please forgive me. Please take care of the kids and tell them I love them very much. Stay healthy and take care of your self as well. I Love You Babe. Why? Why didn't you tell me sooner! I couldn't control my feeling. I was angry and sad at the same time. Why? Why? Why!? I was now sobbing really hard. Why didn't she tell me? . . . .   I finally cooled down and sat on my bed. I loved her very much and now she's gone. I wanted to kill myself but I couldn't because I had to take care of the kids. I was pissed of how she just didn't tell me.    I was stressed out. My heart hurts from this. I just kept read that same line over again. "I'm sorry I didn't tell you this before but I love you so much please forgive me." No one will understand my pain right now, plus no one would understand how much I loved her.                         No one
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Ok you got me I cried
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