Lets Talk About Sex
“I had a great time with you tonight.” I say to Sehun as we walk out of the restaurant. He smiles down at me for a moment then looks back ahead of him. “What do you want to do now?” I ask as I hold onto his arm with both of my hands. Sehun puts his hand in his pocket and thinks. After a moment he answers me. “Do you have to work tomorrow?” I shake my head. “No my boss gave me off until Monday.” I reply. A smirk forms on his lips. “What?” I ask. He shakes his head and sighs. “Why don’t you…Come over then? We can drink more wine and relax. Those old movies you like should be on at this time of night.” I open my mouth to say something but quickly shut it. Go to his house? This late? J-just the two of us? I can feel my face getting hot just thinking about it. This will be the first time we’ll be at his house alone. What if….What if he tries to- “Baby? Can you hear me? I said you don’t have to go if you don’t want to. I can take you home.” “N-no. Lets go. I want to go.” I say the words before I realise what I am saying. He looks down at me from the corner of his eyes and smiles. “Ok.” The rest of the walk was silent and in what seemed like hours we reach his home. He unlocks it and lets me in shutting and locking it behind him. “Go find something on TV. I’ll get the wine and be in there in a sec.” He says heading for the kitchen. I nod and walk over to the family room and sit on the couch. I get the remote from the table turn on the TV and start looking for something to watch. I thought looking through the TV would help my heart stop beating so fast. But just thinking about being here alone with him watching a movie on his couch makes it beat even more. I find an old balck and white movie and set the remote down back on the table. “Here.” Sehun says as he walks in and hands me a glass of red wine. i smile up at him and take the glass. “Thank you.” He sits down next to me and takes a sip of his wine. He leans back and relaxes. I sip my wine as I pretend to watch the screen. Do I want to….Take it to that level with him? I sneak a look at him from the corner of my eyes. He’s attractive I mean why else would I be dating him? He’s my boyfriend so it’s ok right? My heart races as I imagine Sehun’s hands all over my body. I blush at my sinful thoughts. But….It’s normal right? To feel this way towards him. Come on. I can’t be a pussy. Ok….Just make it casual. If he rejects your move then just stop. I give myself a pep talk before kicking off my heels and slowly placing my legs across his lap. Sehun fidgets and clears his throat but he rests his arm along my shins and rubs them softly. My heart is beating so fast I feel as though Sehun is bound to hear it. Oh My God. W-what is that against my calf!? D-does he have an erection!? Because of me!? W-what do I do!? Sehun leans his head on the back of the couch and lets out a sigh as he tries to hide the fact that he is adjusting himself. Before I can stop myself I am staring at the bulge in his pants. When Sehun looks at me I quickly look away and sip more wine from my glass. “Can you feel it? Do you want me to move?” He asks. I blush entirely and shake my head not trusting my voice. In result he grinds himself along my calves once but stops and sips more wine. I look at the TV screen trying to calm myself down. We stayed like that for the rest of the movie. With empty glasses there was no longer a quick escape from talking to him. “It’s late. You should spend the night.” Sehun says still rubbing my legs. “Y-yes. Ok I’ll stay.” He smiles and turns the TV off. “Come on you should shower.” He says gently setting my legs down on the couch after he gets up. I follow him to his bedroom my heart racing and my breath fast. he walks over to his closet and tosses me his favorite T-shirt. “Babe no this is you favorite shirt.” I tell him reaching out to give it back to him But he shakes his head. “You can wear that to bed. I want you to wear it to bed” He says walking over to the bathroom and coming back with fresh towel and wash cloth. “Here hop in the shower. I’ll take one after you.” I shake my head. “ No you get it first.” I start talking again when I see him about to argue. “Please I insist. If you don’t then I’m leaving.” He closes his mouth and rolls his eyes but walks over to the bathroom mumbling a fine. A smile and sit on his bed as I hear him start the shower. I look around his room to occupy myself. He’s so clean and organized. I alway thought he would be as messy as he is when he eats. I giggle at the thought. I look at the bathroom door as I spell old spice body wash. I blush deeply as I see Sehun’s naked body in the mirror. I want to look away. I need to look away. Isn’t this spying? I watch him as he washes his sides and stomach. I bite my lip as he tilts his head back to wash his neck. What is this feeling? Why do I feel so hot. Why does it feel like my legs are so weak. Between my legs… I slowly move my hand between my thighs….Why is it so hot and wet. I blush deeply as I watch Sehun hold his penis in his right hand. My eyes open wide as I see how big it is. I swallow hoping to cure my dry mouth. I-is he mastrabatiing…. My breath comes deeper as I watch him move his hand back and forth along his fully hard penis. Without telling my legs to move I am leaning against the wall next to the bathroom door now looking at Sehun and not his reflexion. I cover my mouth so he does not heat my heavy breathing. His hand is now moving faster and his hand is tighter around his penis. I see him biting his lip trying not to moan. But as he goes faster I hear him moan my name. Me? Is he thinking about me as he pleases himself? I lean my head against the wall and my hand is rubbing the wetness between my legs before i have time to stop it. My other hand cups my breast and I moan very softly as I rub my nipple. Is it wrong? To think of him this way? To wish that it was his hands touching me like this? Why. Why is my body so sensitive? Sehun lets out a moan and tilts his head back. I watch the seman shoot from his penis and paint the wall. So much force. I start to breathe deeper. Sehun stands there for a few seconds with his head under the water before turning it off and stepping out. I watch him still as he takes a towel and dries himself. No. I whisper. Don’t do that. I want to dry you off. I want kiss every last drop of water off from your skin. Sehun…. Once he is dry he wraps the towel around his waist and walks out. He walks past me and jumps a little when I reach out and grab his hand. “Fuck. Babe don’t do that you scared me. Why are you standing there? You could have sat on the bed.” I let my hand fall to my side as I look down at the ground. “Is something wrong? Are you not feeling well?” He asks. I slowly shakes my head. “Sehun….I’m not sure what I am feeling. My body is hot and….And all I can think about is your touch….I watched you in the shower and thrillful chills shot through my body.” I say as Sehun blushes deeply and looks away. “I’m not used to feeling this way. So please...Sehun….Make love to me…….” Sehun looks at me and swallows hard. “Are...Are you sure you want me to?” He asks walking towards me. I nod and watch him come closer. My heart starts to beat faster as he stands in front of me and presses himself against me. I look up at him ready for whatever he will do. He starts to rub his hardness against my crotch. I let out a moan causing him to move harder. Then he backs away and stares down at me breathing slightly heavy. I watch his chest rise and fall as he stands before me. He takes off his towel in one quick motion and my eyes open wide. To see him again like this sends chills through me. He reaches down and holds his hard penis in his hand and grunts. I blush but don’t look away. “Come here.” He says. I slowly walk over to him and stand in front of him. “Give me your hand.” He instructs as he holds out his hand. I place my hand in his and let him lead it to his penis. I take in a quick breath as I feel how warm it is. “Ah..Touch it.” He whispers biting his lip and studying my hand. I swallow the fear and trace my hands down his penis slowly. I pull my hand back when it pulses causing it to lift up. Sehun blushes. “Sorry sorry. I didn’t mean to do that.” He says as his face turns even more red. I look at his penis then at him. “Why does it do that?” I ask. Sehun rubs the back of his neck and continues to blush. “Heh um. Well you see when I get really turned on my dick gets extra sensitive. So by you touching it….You made me even more excited. It’s a natural reaction.” I look back down at it say. “So what you’re saying is that it wants to be in something?” “Ugh um!” I slowly get on my knees and stand before his penis. I hold it gently and swallow all hesitation. I move my lips to the tip and let my tongue tail along it. Sehun moans and thrusts his waist forward causing his penis to slide all the way down my throat. I gag hard against his penis causing him to moan loudly. I pull him out of my mouth and cough. “S-sorry babe.” Sehun says not looking at me. I look up at him while I slide all of him in my mouth again. he groans and looks down at me as I keep him in my throat. He grabs my hair and starts to thrust inside my throat. My body is so hot. I reach down between my legs and rub the wetness that is there. I moan against his penis. The vibration causes him to throw his head back and thrust harder. “That;s good baby. like that keep going like that.” He moans in between breathes. After a few moments hot semen is shot into the back of my throat. I have no choice but to swallow it and pull him away from my lips to cough hard. “Sorry.” He says looking down at me. I stand back up and look him in the eyes not saying anything. “We can stop for now. Lets us do something else.” Sehun says but I only reach around his neck and pull him down to kiss me. He moans when I wrap my tongue around his and press y body to his.He reaches down to spread my legs slightly and puts his still hard penis between them. I moan as this new feeling overwhelms my lower body. Sehun french kisses me roughly as he slides his hands under my shirt to rub my bare back. Words cannot describe his touch. I need him to touch me like this. Not being able to control my body I start to grind my body against his in slow deep and hard movements. Sehun moans in my neck as he lifts my shirt over my head and tosses it on the floor. While gripping my back he backs me up and lays me on the bed. There our kisses and breath only deepens. Our bodies lost to the overwhelming lust. Sex is the only thing that occupies our mind. Sehun lays next to me but still hovers over my body. With his free hand he runs his fingertips along the skin from my knees to my upper thighs. Daringly I spread my legs and invite his fingers to rub the source of all these feelings. I hide my face in his neck and moan into it as he slides off my panites. Out of the heat of the moment and lip my teeth mark his skin making him moan as a result. “i love that sound.” I breathe into his neck. “W-what sound.” He breathes back to me as he slides a finger inside of me. I close my eyes and moan against his skin. Then I bite his neck harder than the first time causing him to moan even louder. “That sound.” Sehun chuckles as he moves his finger in and out of me. “You’re so tight.” He moans as he leans over to bite my neck while I mark his. “Is t-that a bad thing?” I say. Feeling my suddenly tense body Sehun lifts his head to look at me. “No baby it’s a good thing. A very good thing.” “Why?” I ask. Sehun looks away then looks at me again. “Because it wraps around my dick more. It feels good.” He says as the corner of his lips curl into a smile. I nod and lift my head signaling him to let me bite his neck more. I didn’t feel his hardness until now. On my thigh across from my hip was this thick line of heat. It was there that his penis lay across. I reach down and hold it in my hand. “Ah baby.” Sehun moans in my neck. I move my hand up and down at a medium pace as I squeeze it. Sehun grunts and positions himself on top of me and pins my hands above my head. I look up and him and lose myself in his eyes. “Are you sure….You want to lose your virginity to me?” He says seriously. I look into his eyes and answer without hesitation. “You are the only man I want to have it. Sehun my love….Make love to me.” With that Sehun crushes his lips to mine and released my wrist. Immediately Wrap them around his neck pulling him closer to me. I don’t want any space between his body and mine. I blush when I feel the head of his press against my walls. Sehun only puts the tip in but I grip his back and pain and he pulls out. “Sorry sorry!!” He says lifting his head to look at me. “Did I hurt you?” He says worriedly. “N-no.” I lie. “Please keep going. I want this.” He nods and slowly puts his tip back in. I whince. “Look at me.” He says softly. I open my eyes to look up at his, “Just look at me.” HE softly whispers she slowly enters his entire penis inside me. I grip his back which causes him to close his eyes and moan. But he slowly opens his eyes again and looks down at me. “I won't start moving until you’re used to me ok?” He asks in whispers. I nod my head and try to hide the pain from showing on my face. I don’t know how to describe this feeling. It hurts so bad I want to cry. but at the same time it feels so good. He’s so big. I can’t wait any longer. He feels so “Ah. Now Sehun.” I moan. Our eyes never unlock as he slowly starts to move his waist back and forth. I bite my lip and moan. After going steady for a while he starts to thrusts. I curl my body upward and moan. “Fuck!” Sehun moans as he hides his face in my chest and continues to thrusts. I sensational heat fills my core and I grip his back even more. I scream out his name as my walls pulse and warm liquid flows out onto his penis. “FUUUUUUCK!!” Sehun yells as he thrusts harder and faster as a result. “Do you know what you just did?” He asks looking in my eyes again. I look up at him and slowly shake my head. “You just came baby. A lot I can feel it on my penis.” I moan again as the sweat from him rolls off his body and falls onto mine. I scream in pleasure as Sehun thrusts one more time. A hot fluid is hot inside me and flows down my legs. “I came baby. I filled you up.” He says breathlessly He leans down and kisses me passionately but hungrily. He doesn't pull out but stays inside of me. “I love you.” He says breathlessly. “I love you too.” I whisper tears falling down my face. “No no baby don’t cry. Did I do something wrong? Do you regret it? God I knew I shouldn’t of do anything.” Sehun says. I lift my head up and kiss his passionately and hold his face in my hand. “No. I’m crying because I am happy. We are now one. I feel closer to you now more than ever. Sehun. I couldn't think of a better way to have my first time. And I'm just glad it was with you.” I look into Sehun’s eyes and see them getting glossy. Just when his tears start to fall on my cheek his leans down and kisses me again. Except this kiss what different. It was filled with love and passion. God I love this man. More and more he kisses my lips filled with these feeling until he parts our lips to look at me. “One day. I will marry you.” He whispers to me. I look up at him breathless and speechless.