Pairing: Reader X J-Hope
Warning: THIS CONTAINS, DEPRESSION, RAPE, ABUSE, LANGAUGE, HINTS AT SUICIDE
A/N: I do not condone any of this that is taking place in this story. Hope you enjoy. Also thanks guys for your patience. Sorry it took so long for an update.
They exchanged hellos, I show him around the house and to his room. I helped him unpack his things. We sat and talked for a few minutes.
J: “Hey Noona, are you really going to marry him?”
“Yes, I am.”
J: “Do you love him? Or are you doing this for me?”
“Both. You know I will do anything for you. Hoseok understands that.”
J: “Ok but do you love him? Does he love you?
Before I could answer Hoseok comes in and says “Yes I do love your sister.”
He must have been eavesdropping. His answer shocked me. We been together for about a month. Yea we slept together a couple of times, but I still don’t know how I feel about him. To stop Jungkook inquiry I change the subject.
"So what do you want to do today? We can do anything you want."
J: “Let’s go to the arcade and go out to eat. Can we? Can we please?
H: “Sure we can. We will go in two hours. You can sit and play the game until me finish getting dressed. If you are hungry there are plenty of snacks in the kitchen. Eat what you want.”
Hoseok and I leave and go towards our room. I got in the shower first but it was interrupted when Hoseok joined. I was wondering why he said two hours, when it takes us only an hour to get dressed.
He enters the shower and asks “Can we finish what we started this morning. It wasn’t enough.” He kisses me.
“Hoseok why are you like this. You’ve been like this for a week.” I kiss him back.
“Baby I just really missed your body. It drives me crazy.”
He kisses me again and then I let him devour me.
We went the arcade and had a bunch of fun. Hoseok was constantly getting beat by Jungkook. Ski ball, basketball, you name it Hoseok sucked. Then we played laser tag which was awesome, even though the only kept shooting me. Then we raced on the go carts, where I beat both of the boys. I never seen Kookie smile so much, he deserve to smile. He has been so much lately.With the tickets we got Hoseok got me a huge but cute teddy bear.
H:” Where do you want eat at Jungkook?”
J: “Hyung if it not too much, can we have Korean barbecue?
We get in the car and go to the restaurant. When we got there, Hoseok told Kook to order anything he wanted. He ordered beef and lamb skewers and lots of them.
“Jungkook you shouldnt order so much it expensive.” “Y/N it ok” as Hoseok grabs my.
“Babe its ok.” He reassures me.
While eating the boys were being silly. They had me laughing so much I was on the verge of tears. After we calmed down from laughing Jungkook got serious all of a sudden.
J: “Hyung, I would like to ask you a few questions?”
J: “Do you really love my sister? Or are we your charity case?
“Jeon Jungkook stop it right now” I yell
H: “It’s ok. I do love her. I would do anything for her and you. I’ll protect you two from any harm. I will take care of you like you are my son. Believe me. And if she was a charity case I wouldn’t be marrying her.”
Jungkook smiles and then tries to go back to “trying to be the protective older brother”
He says, “You ever hurt my sister I will never forgive you. Ok?
H: Ok I promise.
He stretches and says,“ Well since that’s out the way. I give you permission to marry my sister.”
We all laughed and finished eating and then left. On our way back to the car, Hoseok grads my hand and begins to talk. While Jungkook ran ahead of use. “Jungkook don’t run to far, stay where I can see you.” I say.
“So I have your brothers blessing, so there’s just one thing left to solve.” Says Hoseok
“What is it?”
“How to you truthfully feel about me. Yea we had sex and stuff but that is only a physical relationship. How do you honest feel about me?” He looked at with sincere eyes.
I looked at the ground and became silent. I didn’t know how to respond. I don’t know how I feel about him. We skipped so many steps I’m confused. Yes the sex is great but I don’t know. Hoseok noticed my hesitation and let’s go of my hand. “Ok I get.” He said and stormed away. I look as he walks away me chest feels tight. Then I notice Kookie turn the corner and then ran back around the corner towards us. Following was group of paparazzi chasing him.
I hear Hoseok yell “Shit!” As he runs to aid Jungkook. I was going to run to help him but someone grabbed me. I didn’t know who he was. All I remember is someone covering my mouth and nose with a rag and then I lost conciseness.
I can’t believe she couldn’t answer me. Am I lacking, is it me. I want to love me. I look up and see Jungkook running towards me. He is being chased by reporter. “Shit!” I block his face with my shirt and we run back in to the restaurant. I locked the door to keep out them out. I turn around and I don’t see Y/N. I look around the shop and asked the workers did they see her. They all say no.
After 15 minutes I start to worry. Would she leave because she think she hurt me? No she wouldn't she would never leave Jungkook. I called and texted her no answer. Where is she. Jungkook also noticed that his sister wasn’t with us either. I lied and said she was sick so she went to the bathroom. I call Yoongi and my driver to come to pick up Jungkook and take him back home.
About 10 minutes later, they came in through the back door. Jungkook looked afraid. I told him the driver was going to take him to Jimin’s house for a little while. I see him off then I got a text message. It was from Y/N.
H: Where are you?
Y/N: IF you want to see her alive you come alone to Busan Warehouse. You bring anyone else she will die. (With picture)
I felt as if my heart had stopped. I show the text message to Yoongi. He insisted that he was going with me. I yelled “No you are not. Did you read the damn text? They said if I don’t come along then they will kill her. I told her I would protect her and right now I’m failing at that. I have to save her no matter what. He nods and gives me his car keys. Since the reporters were still outside.
Fuck! How could this happen. Who would do this and why? I hope she is not hurt. Y/N hang on just a little longer I’m coming to get you.