I AM SO SORRY. I think I won't be able to post everyday. But I'll try and I'm going too binge read all fanfics I've been tagged in. Hope this week was a great start! :)
I'll leave you to figure out the title
PS Maybe a Part 2 by the Author
Plot- Someone should’ve told him not to make promises he couldn’t keep. Marriage? Love? What was the point when he can’t look you in the eyes and tell you the three words you’ve been yearning to hear.
“Do you promise to love her, comfort her, honor and keep her in sickness and in health, remaining faithful to her as long as you both shall live?”
“I do.” Lies
“Do you love her?”
“Of course I do.” Lies
“Do you want to spend the rest of your life with her?”
“She’s my wife, of course I do.” Lies.
It was all lies, and you knew it. The words that spewed out of his mouth were constant lies, but who could tell? You could of course. The feigned loving looks he would give you, the empty smile that made it’s way past his eyes, the forced smile he’d stretch out whenever you were around relatives. You could see past it all, but your overwhelming love for him covered it all.
“You’re a beautiful couple.”
“Thank you.” Please don’t mock me.
“When will you both have kids? They’d be beautiful.”
“Not anytime soon, but we’re planning.” We aren’t, but you don’t need to know that.
More and more lies piled on, more than you could handle. But did you ever tell it to his face? Never. You knew he fooled around behind your back, the second you smelled the woman’s perfume on his clothes when he’d drag himself to the bed. The unmistaken lipstick stains that covered his clean clothes. The nights he wouldn’t come home.
You didn’t know how much more you could take.
“Are you happy with me?”
“Of course I am, don’t be silly.” Don’t lie to me.
“Then why don’t you tell me you love me?”
“Please, not tonight.” Okay, maybe tomorrow.
Three hours. You waited in the dark, finishing off your dinner by yourself as you quietly sat down in the candlelit dining room. The door opened quietly, footsteps tip toeing to the living room, freezing when he saw you sitting alone. He met your eyes, from there, the betrayal and guilt was enough for your suspicions to be confirmed.
“Don’t be. Here”
“I love you.”
“You too.” Please say the whole sentence.
“Promise me you’ll love me forever.”
“Sure, night.” You didn’t say yes.
“I met with Taehyung today.” You said, hoping to get his attention as he kept his gaze on his phone, typing away with a smile on his face.
“He misses us.”
“Are you even listening?”
“Glad to hear that.”
You let out a sigh, putting your napkin on the table and bringing out your wallet, paying for dinner and walking out of the cafe, quietly hoping he would follow. You clenched your eyes shut, ignoring the cascading droplets of water streaming down your cheeks as you saw him walk the opposite way.
“I promise, I’ll be back before midnight.” Don’t lie to me.
“But, we have a dinner with me pare-”
“I’ll be back before then.” No you won’t.
You looked at the papers on the counter, your pen bouncing in between your index and middle fingers as you scanned over the words carefully. You swallowed the lump in your throat, quickly signing your name over the little line, setting down the pen, you felt a sudden weight be lifted off your shoulders as you slipped off your ring, placing it next to the pen before taking your things.
“What is this?” Don’t play stupid.
“Why?” You know why.
“We aren’t working out.”
“I promise, I’ll be a better husband. Don’t leave me.” No you won’t.
“Tell me you love me first.”
“Love you (Y/N).” You don’t mean it.
You watched as he left again, already knowing where he was going. The “better husband” promise didn’t last as long as you wished it did. You twisted the ring in your grip, clutching it tightly, feeling the jewel cut the skin of your palm. You felt a hand on your shoulder, Taehyung comforting your broken frame.
‘Maybe he can make me happy, but I love my husband too much.’
“That’s me.” I wish it wasn’t.
“Congratulations! You’re 6 weeks pregnant!”
“Thank you.” Not really.
You smiled when he walked through the door, him dropping his bags by the door. You gestured him to sit in front of you, your smile fading when you saw his frown.
“What is it?” Please be excited.
“Is it mine?” How can you ask that?
“You’re the only person I’ve been with all these years.”
“I need to think about this.” What is there to think about?
You were gone.
You left the ring.
You knocked on his door.
You held out the papers and demanded he signed it.
He looked confused, but you insisted.
You gave him a smile, one that he hasn’t seen since the day he asked you to be his.
He stayed up late, ignoring the messages of his mistress. He held the shirt you gave him when you started to date. It still smelled like you. He looked at the tv, the screen showing your wedding day. Your smile was the brightest in the world, the only thing he could focus on.
He wreaked of alcohol. The smell radiating off him as he sat down on the bed, cold, alone, tired. The lights were off, the only light shining onto him was from the tv. Even then, anyone could see the bags under his eyes, the way his skin grew paler.
He missed you.
But you weren’t his to miss anymore.
“Do you love her?”
“More than anything in the world.” Why didn’t you say that sooner?
“Then why did you let her leave?”
“I’m stupid.” You really are.
“Why did you not love her enough?”
“Because I was selfish.” You still are.
“I just miss her too much.” But I’m not yours to miss.
You stood behind the doors. Your flowing white dress even more beautiful on you since the first time. You felt your palms sweating as you heard the music begin to play, the corner of your eyes stinging at the thought of doing this a second time.
“You look beautiful.”
You turned around, meeting his dark eyes, a weak smile on his face as he nervously stood in front of you, fully taking in the changes you took over the years.
“I’m sorry.” Please, don’t be.
“You’re marrying Taehyung now, huh?” Why do you care?
“He makes me happy.”
“I remember that used to be me.” Don’t lie.
“It really wasn’t.”
“I know.” Good.
“Why are you here?”
“I wanted to see you one last time.” Or you just felt guilty.
“Can I tell you something?” Please don’t.
“What is it?”
“I love you.” No you don’t.
“You should’ve loved me when you had me.”
“I’m sorry.” You aren’t.
“You should be.”
“I know.” You don’t.
“Goodbye Jeon Jungkook.” I mean it.
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