artificialgold
a year ago1,000+ Views
Jooheon - Angst One Shot
- - - - All we did was argue and argue and sometimes you would cheat. Why were we putting up with the pain we caused each other? Everyday was like a battlefield, both of us getting shot and tortured. We were prisoners in this house. We couldn't leave no matter how bad it hurt. Over and over again we put knives in each others backs and ripped the others heart out just to crush it in our own hands. Yet we couldn't let anyone else join in because we still cared for each other in some sick and twisted way; that only we could hurt each other. Every night our tear stained faces slept, wetting the pillows that knew so many secrets. The house never told because why say what we already knew? It was wrong to even think we were right to start this game that has trapped us with painful consequences. And so I packed... finally. I have to check out of this heartbreak hotel that only caused harm to both of us. I'll never forget you even in the future ahead whether it be bright or dark. Even with the bruises we put on each other physically and mentally and the painful tears pricking our eyes and the betrayal... I'll forgive you because how could I ever hate you? You can stay in this broken home if you wish but I can't... its not right. It's putting too much strain on me and I know it's doing the same to you... - - - - He clenched his fists entering the now empty house. He read the letter and he couldn't be angry because everything you said had been true... BUT DAMMIT! He couldn't believe you actually left. It was a toxic relationship but to him it had been worth it... hadn't it been? He laughed at himself. "Of course it hadn't been. Nothing was worth seeing the both of us destroy ourselves and each other." Before he realized it tears fell. He wiped them as he heard a knock on the door. He opened it to see Minhyuk. "He- What happened, Jooheon?" he could see the pity in the members eyes. "She left... and i dont know why I wasn't prepared. I knew it would happen." He choked back a sob. "But after everything we did to each other... she was the only one who still had her head." a bitter smile played on his lips. "The blame has been put on both of us... no matter how you look at it." He clasped to the ground causing Minhyuk to crouch beside him making sure his friend wasn't hurt. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . "And yet I still can't believe that she's gone..."
A/N: I have the other requests coming so don't worry but hope you enjoyed this one shot. I don't think it's the best but it's all I could think up right now. I you want to request go to this card (here) Can you guess what song it's based off of? B.A Squad: @resavalencia @MelissaGarza @VeronicaArtino @LemonLassie @vipgirl5 @MichelleIbarra @StefaniTre @CrystalGuerra @RKA916 @Michelle305 @StefaniTre @DalyRomero @minimanim3 @CrystalGuerra @JaxomB @SugaOnTop @AvisSpirit @SugaMint @Animezkpopgirl @sarahdarwish Advanced Group: @MrsJungHoseok @kanatm @hanheeyoung1126 @shellyfuentes70 @HopeYoongi Fanfic: @VatcheeAfandi99 @twistedPuppy @Sailynn
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angst is so painful to read sometimes....idk why i like it πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚ has me feeling extra emotiins i like it though
a year agoΒ·Reply
@NikkoNikole I understandπŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚ I luv angst even though it kills me. it's also easier for me to write. I don't know why. Even when I read fluff I expect the characters to break up in the end or something bc of how much angst I read
a year agoΒ·Reply
I SWEAR.....MMMMMMM 😑😑😑 AMA START MY REVOLUTION😈😈😈😈😈😈
a year agoΒ·Reply
@VatcheeAfandi99 PLZ DONT!!! πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚
a year agoΒ·Reply
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