Well I thought today would be a great day to share my Mark story since got7 is in LA performing today....I am super excited to share this one and I hope you all enjoy it as much as I do.
When I moved next door to mark I never thought wed be more than friends. He was always there when I needed him. I don't even remember when I realized that I loved him. I just wanted to spend all my time with him. And since our bedroom windows were right next to each other wed open out windows and talk. Or wed just have our blinds open. This was before anything had happened between us. We had gone to a party. The normal thing kids do. We ended up in the closet for 7 minutes in heaven. That's when things changed. It was a little weird at first being in the closet. I finally had gotten enough courage to tell him to just kiss me. He did it and after the light soft kiss he said he loved me and had liked me for a long time but didn't know how I felt. I said it back and kissed him. It was a moment I could never forget because right after that the door opened and everyone saw us kissing. Then we left the party and he asked me to be his girlfriend. It had happened so fast.
We spent all the time we could together. We had even ended up doing a lot more than I had thought would. He was my first love and it ended all too quick. We had been together for a year and then he said he was moving to Korea. He was going to try to be a kpop star. We didn't break up we just were going to try long distance. It was fine at first but the more he got into training the less time he'd have to Skype with me. I loved this guy so much but I was just this normal American girl. There were plenty of beautiful Korean girls that would be better suited for him. The last time I talked to him on the phone was when He told me he wanted to break up. I asked if there was someone else and he said no. It was just too hard. And he said that we'd still be friends. I said a final I love you and said bye. I hung up the phone and cried. I knew it was for the best but it still hurt like hell.
I never dated after that. It was hard for me. After several years he debut in Got7. I stayed updated on him and loved to see him everyday again. It still hurt.
I never heard if Mark was seeing someone. But the way it sounded he wasn't allowed to date so he didn't. Every song I listened to I wondered what mark was thinking about. Although Mark and I kept in contact with each other we never actually talked anymore. It was just emails or texts. There second mini album had come out. I had listened to it and fell in love with it. Mark doing his flips and all. There was one song that grabbed my attention...forever young. I don't know why but it was a perfect song.
I wished I could have the power to go back in time when we were still together.
In an interview mark gave a little insight to the song.
" I thought of my first love....I still love her to this day but we're too far apart and the distance is and was killing us. Plus were not allowed to date so I had to end it. I just hoped she'd hear the song and know how I felt."
"Was this a a few years back?" the guy asked
"In high school when I lived in the states."
"Ahh a California girl" the guy said with a smile.
"Yea." He became shy again.
"Alright enough about what Mark feels when he sings. Let's get to the good stuff. Me." Jackson said causing everyone to laugh.
I couldn't keep my eyes off of Mark. After he said all that how could I knowing he still cares. That was it. I wasn't going to sit around and hope he'd come back to stay. I was going to pack my stuff and go to Korea. I knew enough of the language to get me by and if I stay there long enough I could pick it up better. Since there was alot to do I just went with the easier things to get. A work visa/visiting visa and my passport. I was thinking of just moving there completely but since I don't know how things will play out, I'll go for a few months and see how I Handled it. Going to Korea didn't mean I'd get Mark back, since his contract says no dating but at least I'd be around him and be able to be near him.
Some sexy Mark to start with...kekeke I hope you all enjoyed this first chapter look forward to part 2 tomorrow!