Before anything!!! This will be my first rant, disbelief, whatever you what to call it puñeta.
Literally using my Kpop memes to calm my 1000 level of anger to 997. And yes it does deal with the Korean music world and language and my Latin-ness. Don't like it, don't follow or continue reading simple as that.
So something nice before the ugliness.... I had an amazing time at KCON LA. I flew in from Puerto Rico to the mainland just for KCON (yes, I did that) currently in Louisiana with family after 3 years of not seeing each other. Anyways met amazing and beautiful individuals from Vingle <some photos>. It was great. 감사합니다 ladies! Love you. ♡♡♡♡♡
Now....the ugly stuff I had a lot of notifications to go through, a few messages (I felt special for a second) and just cards that I will catch up to eventually.
certain individuals decided to say hateful and ugly things via message to me while I was having a blast at KCON. Like seriously bruh... 1)Why 2)What the actual fudge 3) DO you feel better about yourself 4)I don't have time for your pettiness 5)Done & over with it (being you).
Basically I was called a derogatory term (Hispanic/Latino wise), banished image wise (I don't have high self esteem either so thanks bishes), supposedly "caught or wanting the Asian persuasion", a follower? (wth does that imply & where), told I can't like a certain idol because they claim them (Nena please), my favourite: you must be uneducated (don't get me started)... These were just some of the nastiness I was told. Look...I know I am not the prettiest nor fittest Latina out there and as a woman I struggle with who I am but I am/was content at the rate I am going to improve my image so thanks for the ugly commemt and reminder that I am unworthy. So now I must go through my self worth process once again to reach the level and stage of confidence I was at before reading your crap. Next: yes I am a Latina who appreciates music of any kind. I listen to everything but English language songs....and it's because the environment I am surrounded by English is not the go to, must learn language. I know of songs but my preference is I won't listen to it. Just like those here who have a music preference too. Simple as that. I don't need to listen to it if I don't feel it. And there are many non-Korean speaking individuals who think just like me and listen to Korean music whether it's the Hip Hop, rap, rock, pop, trot, ballad, folklore...we don't have to speak or be from Asia to love music of any kind (in this case K-pop). So that derogatory term I was called...Yeah I own that term proudly because I'm not forgetting who I am which brings me to the wanting to catch an Asian persuasion or catch someone outside my race comment. Nena please: if I am to fall in love with a Korean then that was my heart and destiny. Same thing applies for any other race, colour or outer appearance that I would fall for. No I won't just stick to my own if it wasn't intended for me to get with or marry within my own race. And I would sure hope it were mutual and not a one sided love. There are many interracial, international, inter-anything relationship nowadays...hell I am part of it myself with international parents both birth wise and outer appearance wise. This is freaking 2016, not olden, narrow minded years. It's not my problem you were probably rejected by a Korean or Latino guy.
Seriously...you want to mention my uneducated self into this? Okis fine, then I don't need to be having a conversation with someone who just likes or listens to Korean music because the boys are good looking. Do you even bother to look up the lyrics, the members, their story, their hardship, even Korea itself? Until then, it will be talking to a wall trying to explain what I do, who I am and my education level that I worked for.
There was just so much more that it was amazing how these individuals took their time just to say ugliness. Smh...seriously just unfollow me or skip over my cards. But as fair warning even then, I'm a multi-fandom individual so you will see me elsewhere in other communities of Korean music.
To that one brood that quoted the infamous line from the movie Taken...bish good luck finding me. You just don't know. And yeah, I have many idols whom I see as eye candy and more, tough shiz.
In the end, I'm judging you. Though it's not even right to focus my energy by doing so, I still am. So good job in catching my attention this once, I shall now continue my beautiful, young life striving forward in everything I do.
I'm done now.
I just had to put this out there. Sorry Fellow Vinglers.
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