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Too Much Chapter 17: Types of Love

Hurray! Chapter 17! For last chapter, sorry to have teased you. Not sorry I wrote it ;) But I hope you enjoy this next chapter.
Disclaimer: Many of the characters aside from BTS are made up. And, of course, I don't know BTS personally so their personalities are probably mostly fictional.
Character thoughts are in { } and words in English are bolded. Let me know if you would like to be tagged in future chapters. Please forgive me for any mistakes I make and I hope you enjoy!
Beginning: Chapter 1
Previous: Chapter 16
Word Count: 3134
Warning: May contain mild language
Narrator POV
The following week, Rose was needed for help with three other bands. Fortunately, BTS only needed her help with the maknaes for one day. That Saturday, Yoongi came over in the morning and slept until evening. Because of what happened last time, he decided to keep it strictly sleeping for at least the second time. This time, however, he stayed for dinner. He spent the next week trying to think of something to give her as a thank you for letting him stay there. He couldn’t think of anything. Everything seemed either too romantic or not enough. Another week passed and this time, something presented itself. There was a small amusement park that always had one ‘celebrity’ day. It was closed to the public, only celebrities and their invited guest were allowed in. He decided to ask her to come. He could always disguise it as an outing with BTS, but the invitation would come from him.
Yoongi: “Hey, Rose. I was wondering if you were free on Sunday? Not for another sleep day, I promise, lol.”
He waited anxiously for her to reply. When his phone dinged, he picked it up excitedly.
Rose: “Are you not going?”
Y: “Going? To what?”
R: “To the amusement park.” {Dammit. Someone already invited her. It had to have been Namjoon}.
Y: “I am, someone invited you already?”
R: “Yeah, Namjoon invited me this morning.”
Y: “That’s good then. So you’re going?”
R: “Yeah, I thought it sounded fun. I actually haven’t been to an amusement park in Korea. Last time I went to one I was...15? So, I’m looking forward to this”
Y: “Well, I’m glad you’re going. I didn’t know one of the other guys was going to invite you, so I’m just glad you’re going. It’ll be fun. Soo...you going with Namjoon...is it a date?”
R: “What? No. We’re not like that. He invited me to go with the group, not with him”. Yoongi breathed a sigh of relief. Whatever Namjoon’s actual intentions were was irrelevant. He asked her as a friend. If he had asked her on a date, Yoongi would’ve had to back off.
Y: “Oh, sorry. I thought you two were...y’know”
R: “No, we’re just friends...does everyone think that?” {Uh oh. Dangerous waters}.
Y: “I can’t speak for everyone else. It doesn’t even really look that way, it’s just you two seemed close. I thought you guys liked each other. But I guess that’s good then” Yoongi realized what he texted too late. {Please don’t think about it...}
When Rose received the text, she was taken aback at first. Then she composed herself and decided he was just talking about the park. {That’s all. He just wants to make sure all of us friends get to hang out...that’s the only thing he could’ve meant}.
R: “Yeah, don’t worry. I’ll hang out with everyone. Though I may get pulled around a bit. GOT7 and EXO are going so I may chat with them a bit. But don’t worry, Namjoon invited me for you guys just before Jackson and Kyungsoo could.” {Great. Now I feel like an idiot. I’m probably the last to invite her. I really need to think of a good gift... At least she didn’t catch on}.
Y: “Okay then. Is it still okay for me to come over Saturday?”
R: “Of course. But fair warning, Nina will be here. I’ll make sure she keeps it down, and keeps her mouth shut of course. She shouldn’t be a problem, as long as it’s okay with you.” {As long as you’re there...}
Y: “That’s fine. I’ll bring some chocolate, maybe that’ll bribe her”
R: “Perfect idea. Dark chocolate is her favorite. And if you find those ones that have orange or strawberry flavoring, it’ll definitely work”
Y: “Got it. Well, I have to work on some lyrics again, but I’ll be on the lookout for that. Thanks. I’ll message you later, k?”
R: “Sounds good. Fighting!!!”
Y: “Fighting!”
Yoongi POV
I set my phone down and sighed. {Namjoon invited her. Yes, for all of us, but he had been the one to invite her. That’s probably his way of asking her out without actually asking her out... But since it’s not official, I still have a chance. I have to let her see that I don’t have to be ‘just a friend’}. I put my head down on my desk and groaned. {What have I gotten myself into? I shouldn’t like her for so many reasons. First, she likes Namjoon and Namjoon likes her, they just haven’t gotten the courage to say anything. And now I find out that Hoseok likes her too, but I don’t think he’d ever tell her. Second, she’s definitely not the type of girl I ever thought I’d fall for. I’ve always liked the quiet, sweet ones that were shorter than me...and younger...and Korean. I’ve always liked being the ‘oppa’. Why would I fall for someone so opinionated, so closed-off, and so different physically than any other girl I’ve crushed on? Not to mention she’s my noona. I always thought that’d be weird...but now that I'm here, I don’t seem to care about any of those things. And third, and most importantly, I should be focusing on my work, not some girl. I mean, we do end up working together, but she’s got me so wound up that I can’t think of the songs I’m supposed to. I can only think of stupid, sappy love songs. And how to get her to see me}.
I mussed my hair, frustrated. I still need to think of a gift. {Maybe I’ll figure it out before Saturday. For now though, work}.
Namjoon POV
I paced back and forth in my room. I’d been doing that almost all day since Rose accepted my invitation this morning. {I need to know how I feel about her. Maybe this will help}. Jin walked in.
“Joon, you okay? You’re walking a hole in the floor.”
“Huh? Uh, yeah, fine. Just got a story for a song working through my head. Every time I try to focus on it, it just gets more confusing.”
Jin closes the door and sits on his bed. He patted the empty space next to him. “Sit down. Maybe I can help.”
“Uh, sure, hyung.” I sat down. It wasn’t too strange for him to do that. Sometimes when I got stuck on a song, he would just listen to the story I had in mind and give me opinions on the direction. He didn’t even have to say much, he had this uncanny ability to somehow know what I was trying to say, even if I couldn’t find the words. {He’s going to ask about the song. How can I tell him about my problem and make it sound like a song...}
“So, what’s the story base?” I looked at Jin, ready to tell him the story I had turned my problem into.
I furrowed my eyebrows. “What?” He was looking at my suspiciously. {What’s his deal?}
“Waiting on you.”
“Hm. Well, the story. I don’t really have it all together, but this is the gist. The story is about the feelings this guy has for this girl.” Jin smirked at me. I gave him a ‘what’s wrong with you’ look and he just shrugged his shoulders. “So anyway. This guy likes this girl, or at least he thinks he likes her. But he can’t figure out how he really feels. I know I want to say how he feels his heart race, but he’s confused. Like...how do I say it...like he talks to her and sometimes when they’re together, they’re close enough to touch. And he felt butterflies at first, but now it’s not quite the same. And it isn’t like he lost interest, he just isn’t sure how he really feels or even how he felt at first. He wants to be close to her, but he doesn’t ‘need’ to be, you know what I mean? He wants to be more than friends, but not...in that way. And she’s definitely attractive. He finds her very attractive, but... ugh, you see my problem? I don’t know how to write it.” I was rambling through most of it, but I just hoped that Jin took it as frustration, which it was, just not in the way he may think.
Jin was still smirking. “I get it, and I see the problem. The confusion, he loves her but he doesn’t love love her. You should get this Namjoon, you’re a genius. That type of love, isn’t really a typical love story right?”
“What do you mean?” He really was confusing me. {How does he see something I don’t?}
“There’s more than one type of love, right?” I nodded my head. “Then figure out the type of love. A man can love a woman without wanting to physically love her, contrary to pop culture. That’s something you said before. You just have to decide how you want the story to go. If you want to turn it into a song, you probably need to change the story. But for real life, you should probably figure out how you feel about her.” I nodded my head again. {Wait—what?}
“W-what do you mean? Of course this is for a song. I need to change the story a little, that’s all.” I was so flustered. {I knew I was doing a bad job of covering it, but I just hoped he didn’t pry}. Jin patted my knee and smiled encouragingly as he stood up. He walked to the door and turned around just before leaving.
“You should figure out how you feel about her, before you mess it up. For you, her, and you-know-who. If you want advice, don’t be afraid to ask. I won’t tell anyone else. Just, don’t say it’s for a song. I saw through that the last time. You didn’t listen, and look how it turned out. Both of you walked away. If you do it again, that’s not fair to any of you. But be sure first so you don’t lead people on you don’t mean to or give people the wrong impression. Okay? I’m here if you need me though, Namjoon.” And he left, closing the door behind him.
I sat there in shock. {He knew. He knew everything, probably the whole time}. I laid back on the bed and groaned. {But he’s right. I need to figure out my feelings for her. I have to know how she feels. And Yoongi. I have to figure it out. It could be a disaster: if we both back off, if neither of us back off, if we don’t really feel the way I think we feel...or if she doesn’t feel the way I think she does. It’s possible that she likes someone else, or no one else. UGH!!! This is a mess!!! Sunday. Maybe Sunday I can figure out my feelings, or at least start}. Suddenly I felt like Sunday was too close...and too far.
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Saturday
Narrator POV
Yoongi came over at the same time he always did and everything went the same as it had been. But this time, Nina was here. As soon as Yoongi closed the door to the guest room Nina dragged Rose downstairs.
“You were being serious?” Nina asked incredulously.
“Well, yeah. Did you think I was making it up?”
“I just never thought I’d live to see the day that you’d have a guy over to the house.” Rose punched her in the arm. “Ouch!! Bitch!” Nina laughed rubbing her arm.
“It’s not like that, so stop it.”
“Riiiggghhhttt. You have your bias and crush over to the house how many times now and nothing has ever happened?”
“No...” Rose trailed off, her mind wandering to the dream she had about him. She hadn’t had one since, in fact, it’d gone back to the nightmares. But the dream still lingered in her mind. Nina immediately saw through the deception.
“Liar! Something happened, didn’t it? What happened?” Rose hadn’t told Nina about the dream. She wanted to tell her, Rose knew that Nina would be happy about her having a dream, but at the same time, she knew Nina would harass her about the contents of the dream.
“It wasn’t really anything...”
“But it wasn’t nothing, right?” Nina’s eyes were full of excitement as she spoke. She pulled Rose to sit down on the couch. She grabbed Rose’s hands and stared powerfully into her eyes. “Tell me everything.”
Rose wrenched her hands out of Nina’s grasp. “First of all, that was super creepy. Don’t do that again. Second of all, there’s not much to tell.” Nina opened her mouth to speak, but Rose cut her off. “But I know you won’t leave me alone until I tell, so just take a chill pill.” Nina straightened her back and put her hands on her lap like she was in a business meeting. “Okay, don’t do that either.” They both laughed. Rose glanced at the second floor and lowered her voice. “Look, you can’t tell anyone, ok? Not even Yoongi, ok?”
“Not tell Yoongi? Did something happen he didn’t know about?” Nina looked confused. “Plus, I have to tell Julie. You know that, right?” Rose sighed.
“Yeah, whatever. Just keep it quiet.” Nina nodded and then did a motion like she was zipping her lips and throwing away the key. Rose looked up at the second floor again. “We accidently almost kissed.”
“WHAT?!” Nina screeched and stood up excitedly. Rose pulled her back down to the couch.
“Shut up!!!” Rose whisper-yelled. She looked at the second floor again. “It’s not what it sounds like, though. I was showing him the room, I leaned in to check something, he turned to talk to me, and our faces were right in front of each other.” Nina was shaking excitedly. “But nothing else happened. We backed off as soon as we realized.”
Nina had a smirk on her face. “And how long did that take?”
“...A...couple...a couple seconds...” Nina squealed and squished Rose’s face between her hands.
“It took that long? That means that both of you had to be thinking about something. I mean, you I understand, you’re crushing majorly on him. Him, though...maybe he feels the same.”
“That’s not it. He’s a guy, I’m a girl, it’s got to be just a natural reaction.”
“While I won’t deny that fact, I bet there’s something more to it. He sleeps at our house on Saturdays now. He’s gotta be saying something with that.”
“Yeah. Like he’s tired.”
Nina rolled her eyes. “Whatever. You’d deny a guy liked you even if he straight-up told you he liked you. You’d never believe him.” Nina dropped her smile. “I know Angie messed you up pretty good about trusting people, but not everyone is like her.”
“I know, it’s just...” Rose sighed. Nina patted her on the back.
“But,” Nina’s eyes lit up again, “you still have to tell me whatever it is that I’m not allowed to tell your boyfriend.”
“Don’t call him that.” Rose smacked Nina on the shoulder.
“Whatever, you baby. Tell me what it is I’m not allowed to tell your friend who’s a boy.” Rose gave a playful glare.
“After everything happened, I worked for a bit and then went downstairs to watch some movies. And...I fell asleep...” Nina gave a ‘go on’ look. “And I had a dream.” Nina looked at her confused. “Like, an actual dream, not a nightmare.”
“What?” Nina exclaimed excitedly. “What was it?”
“I don’t really remember...” Rose trailed off. Nina gave her a look and Rose knew she wasn’t fooled. “It came off as a good dream though.”
“Was Yoongi in it?”
“...I...think so...” Rose said carefully.
“Bullshit. You know so. Clothes on or off?” Rose’s face turned bright red. “Both? One of those dreams where he’s already your boyfriend? Or a naughty dream?” Rose’s blush turned a deeper red and she shifted uncomfortably in her seat. “Naughty?! You actually had a sex dream? About him? How steamy did it get?”
“I—“ Rose sighed in defeat. There was no more point in her protesting. “My phone woke me up.”
“What? Really? That sucks majorly. Did you at least ‘get some’ in the dream?”
“Nina!”
“What? I’m just asking.”
“Ugh, I knew this would happen if I told you.” Nina frowned.
“Hey. I know that I tease you, but I’m just happy for you. You’re going through everything that normal females go through. Things you didn’t get to experience because of...you know. I’m just glad that after all this time...things are starting to normalize for you. Whether or not he likes you back, or anything happens, it’s good that you can experience something like this. You never had a chance. Those bastards took away too much of your life. And then that bitch...” Nina was getting pissed just thinking about what had happened. Then it was Rose’s turn to comfort her.
“It’s okay. What happened, happened. And you’re right. A lot of stuff was taken from me. Now, I’m just taking it back. Even if... it doesn’t work...I just want to live like everyone else. I can’t go back in time, but maybe I can start overcoming it. I know I’ve been doing pretty good so far, but maybe this is the turning point. I mean, that was the only time I had a non-nightmare dream, but maybe I’ll eventually start dreaming like a normal person.”
“You? A normal person? Not likely.” Rose pushed her. “But I know what you mean. And who knows, maybe your Yoongi is your lucky charm. Too bad you can’t just ask him to sleep with you. And before you hit me—I don’t mean it like that. I just mean lying next to you.”
“Yeah...too bad...” Rose mumbled. Nina smirked.
Nina sighed dramatically. “You’ve got it bad for him...”
“Shut it.” Nina just laughed.
“I’m playing.” {But really, you do}. “Now, don’t you have some work to do?”
“I’m gonna take a little break from it. I finally grabbed that book I’ve wanted for forever so I’m just gonna read it in my study. Let me know when you feel hungry, you know I’ll be in my own little world.” Rose stood up and Nina shooed her off.
“Go, you bibliophile. I don’t wanna catch your illness.”
“I think you did already. Using words like 'bibliophile'.” Rose laughed as Nina threw a pillow.
“Away with you.”
“Yes ma’am.” Rose headed to her study. She stopped in the doorway and glanced at the bedroom Yoongi was sleeping in. Her stomach did a small flip. {I do have it bad for him...} She grabbed her book and laid comfortably on the couch, turning to the first page.
Poor Yoongi just a step behind. And poor Namjoon being so confused, lol. Clue bus for everyone!
So, I hope you enjoyed the chapter. Thank you again for reading my story. Please don't hesitate to ask questions or comment. Constructive criticism is always welcome. Let me know if you would like to be tagged in future chapters. I hope you will continue to enjoy my story and I hope to see you next chapter!!!
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@JaxomB how adorably romantic! Lol
JaxomB
okay Yoongi, time to.man up....take her on the ferris wheel ALONE
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 it was the feeling of me falling for my best friend. That was the worst thing that could ever happen to me. It was taboo. Only in movies and dramas did something like that work out. In real life, you’re best friends for a reason; because there’s nothing more between you two. So I did the only thing I could think to do. I started to distance myself. Not so far that it would be obvious that something was wrong, but just enough for my heart to stay calm. Chanyeol noticed something was off immediately because he started asking if I was alright. I would respond with a smile, a laugh, and initiating either another game of tag or a tickle fight. It was apparent that distancing myself was not going to work. So that’s the way I’d kept it for a month. When he came home after work, my day off, and told me that he’d finally found a place, I couldn’t help the disappointment I felt. Of course, it was for the best. Maybe the only reason I thought I’d fallen for him was because we were so close. Maybe when he left, I would finally realize that all of it was simply because I was lonely and he was there for me. That made the most sense. You didn’t grow up with someone and then suddenly fall for them. That was the least logical thing. But it’s not like it was possible to control my stupid heart. The sinking feeling in my stomach got stronger and stronger as the time for Chanyeol to leave approached. I knew it was for the best, but it still hurt. It didn’t help that it felt like Chanyeol was trying to make the most of our time left together by holding onto me even more. Of course, that was only unwanted wishful thinking. I decided to just go with it. After all, it would stop soon. So our games continued. Our movie nights with me snuggled up against him continued. Our behavior that, to me, seemed to barely fit within the realm of acceptable friendship boundaries continued. I loved and loathed it. And I couldn’t stop. The way he smiled at me
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 wrong. All the laughter over the last two months was gone. It was desolate. It was empty; I was empty. Over the next few weeks, when Chanyeol really did keep his promise to come for movie nights, it was the only time my apartment, and my life, seemed to have life in it again. After everything, him being away didn’t change my feelings. If anything, it made me long for him even more. I was a lost cause, a clichĂ©. In love with my best friend who had never thought of me as anything else. About a month after he moved out, we were having our usual movie night. Being so close to him was like coming across an oasis in the middle of the desert; I drank it all u even though I shouldn’t have. We were watching a movie when he suddenly spoke up in the middle of it. “There’s a girl in one of my classes.” I knew how this was going. “She’s nice and she keeps sitting next to me and talking to me. She said we should go out sometime.” It wasn’t uncommon for girls to flirt with him and ask him out. I had always supported him in being happy. I would have to do that now. “Do you like her?” I asked, trying to sound upbeat. “I don’t know her,” he replied simply. “Well, if you want to give her a chance, you should.” It hurt to say that. “Should I?” “Is there a reason why you shouldn’t?” “Is there?” I sat upright and turned to him. “Are you just going to ask my questions back at me?” “Never mind,” he sighed, looking back to the TV. I rolled my eyes and stood up. “Fine.” I walked past him to walk around the couch. Before I knew it, I was pulled back, stumbling and falling onto Chanyeol’s lap. I gasped out in surprise and automatically wrapped my arms around his neck to catch my balance. His eyes bore into mine. “Ch-Chan?” I started to try to get up but he held me firm, still without words. “Ch—“ His hand gently cupped my face and my heart pounded so loudly that I was sure he could hear it. He leaned in and my mind when blank. I couldn’t believe this was really happening. Without my permission, my eyes closed and I waited for his lips to finally touch mine. It seemed to take forever. I opened my eyes and found him in the same place, just staring. Tears sprung up in my eyes and I wrenched away from him. “Y/N, I’m so sorry.” He jumped up, grabbed his coat, and stumbled out the door with his shoes only partly on. I fell to the floor and started crying. He must’ve suspected my feelings and was testing me. And now he knew how I felt. There was no way we could go back to the way we were before. I called the only other person who knew about my feelings for Chanyeol, Kyungsoo. “I screwed up,” I sobbed into the phone. “Calm down, Y/N.” I heard him shuffling the phone and a door closing. “What happened?” “Chan knows.” “Knows what?” “How I feel.” “Then why are you crying?” What? “Wh—“ “Just tell me what happened.” So I did. “Then he said sorry and ran out.” Kyungsoo mumbled something, then “Y/N—“ “Soo,” I heard from his side of the line. It sounded like Xiumin. It must’ve been another project night for their mutual class. “Chan’s on the phone. I don’t—“ He cut off and I guess that Kyungsoo must’ve gestured to him. “I should go.” I said quickly. “No,” he immediately shot back. “I’ll be there in ten. Wait for me.” I agreed and we both hung up. Less than ten minutes later, there was a knock on my door. I quickly wiped at my swollen, red eyes which still had tears trickling down and opened the door. “Soo—“ But it wasn’t Kyungsoo, it was Chanyeol. “Ch-Ch-Chanyeol.” He winced when I said his name and I felt the tears build up again. “Why—“ “Why are you crying?” his voice was so quiet and gentle. It tugged at my heartstrings even though he’d just run out on me. “I wonder why,” I shot back with venom I hadn’t intended to give him the satisfaction of hearing. “Y/N.” I stepped back when his hand came up to touch my face. I’d never seen him look so morose. “I’m sorry. I knew I shouldn’t have done that. I knew I was going to ruin our friendship. I’m so sorry. I just
” His expression was unreadable. “I couldn’t help it anymore. I thought
 I thought you finally might’ve felt the same.” I couldn’t say anything as my brain tried to process what I was hearing. “I thought
 But I ruined everything.” “What
 What are you talking about?” “I shouldn’t have tried to kiss you. I’m s—“ “You didn’t try to kiss me, you made me think you were going to and then you made me look like an idiot,” I shot back angrily. The other question I really wanted to ask was lost in my anger. “I—“ “No, actually, it’s my fault. Life isn’t some stupid romance drama.” I rambled on. “Or maybe it is and I’m just the second lead, the second girl. I mean, what idiot falls for her best friend? And you already knew and were just testing me, right? And I failed the damn test. A lifetime of friendship all gone because I was stupid.” He grabbed my shoulders tightly and I stared at him in shock. I tried to pull away, but he was far stronger than me. “Y/N
 Did you
 did you say that
 you fell for me?” “Like you didn’t already know. I know that’s why you were testing me.” “Test—I wasn’t—“ “Liar.” He let go of my shoulders and grabbed my face. “Ch—“ He pressed his forehead against mine. His eyes held mine steadily and I felt his warm breath against my lips. I felt like I was melting into him as I lost myself in his beautiful eyes. My desperate attempts to flee stopped in that second. “I want to kiss you,” he said quietly. “Liar,” I replied breathily. “But I want your permission first. I need to know that you feel the same. Because once I kiss you, I can’t ever go back. I can’t ever forget.” My anger was gone as his words finally sank in. I now understood. He was in love with me. I don’t know for how long, but he was. The heaviness lifted from my heart. I closed my eyes and kissed him. He was still frozen for a fraction of a second before he returned the kiss. It was beautiful. It was desperate. It was perfect. One hand slid around to the back of my head, holding me in place, while the other dropped to my lower back, pulling me against him. His tongue danced with mine and I relished in the taste of him. My hands held onto his shirt like it was a lifeboat in the middle of the ocean, the ship sinking behind me. And in a way it was. Our friendship would never be the same. It sank into the ocean and something more beautiful came of it. It was perfect. Three years later “Chanyeol!!” I screamed, trying to find him. Where did he run off to this time? I turned a corner. “Raawr!” I let out a scream. I smacked him. ChanHee giggled delightedly in Chanyeol’s arms. “Don’t do that!!!” I laughed. “You like it.” He smiled and ran off, our little son bouncing in his arms. “Seriously!” I yelled and ran after them. ChanHee squealed as I chased them. All of a sudden, Chanyeol turned around. He gave me a smirk and grabbed me by the waist with his free hand. “I hope you’re ready for a tickle fight!!!!” he said. “Tick! Tick!” ChanHee shouted, lunging into my arms. I caught him. “Bring it on!!!” And the ‘fighting’ commenced. ************************ And there it is. I hope it was alright. Because it was so rushed, I didn't really have a chance to edit it much and I'm also doing this on my phone. So yeah. But I hope you enjoyed it. Don't know why I like writing angsty fluff so much, lol. By the way, I am trying to also work on my next story so please bear with me on that. Happy Virus Mod and Support Squad @SugaKookieV @ESwee @SweetDuella @Tigerlily84 @KaiLuhan4ever @CrookedShadow @QueenPandaBunny My taglist @AdeleLynn @Mavis2478 @mrsax2018 @JaxomB @chisom756 @Izzy987 @NadineEsquivel @LunaFergus @VKookie47 @dreemer13 @JadeOwens @KeraDelatorre @YessicaCardenas Bruh Squad @CrookedShadow @StarlightV @twistedPuppy @ElleHolley @narutobandgeek
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Awake - Chapter 1
"Y/N, wake up", mother said as she vigorously shook me out of my deep sleep. "Let's get going Y/N this is the last chance you'll get to make any last minute revisions for your dress." Overjoyed for her daughter's wedding, like any mother would be. "I'll be down in a minute, mom" tired from the sleepless nights I've been having these past few weeks. "It-It's near" I though  to myself, butterflies forming in my stomach for the billionth time. "Shake off the doubts Y/N" repeating it in a whisper hoping no one would hear me. Mother's head turning in a matter or seconds. "Did you say something?". "Ahh....nothing, a shower I-I need to take a quick shower" you managed to say with half a forced smile. Hoping she would buy what you were saying. "Okay well, your father and I will be waiting downstairs to eat breakfast. Don't take long" with the sweetest smile plastered​ on her face. She walked out from your room, you sat at the edge of your messy bed. Dropping your body feet dangling on the edge of the bed, facing the ceiling decorated with a clear glass chandelier. Surrounded by expensive clothes scattered around the floor. "Nothing but the best for my little Y/N" is what your father always said every single time you would ask for anything. You laid there contemplating the chandelier like it had the answers to all your problems. Suddenly a vibration coming from your nightstand brought you back to reality. Lazily dragging yourself to pick up the phone to see 10 missed calls 5 new messages. Emediately opening one in particular. Yoongi Is the future Mrs. Min up yet?? Yoongi Don't forget our date today, I've been looking forwards to it for days Yoongi Since you know I barely get to see you due to work. Y/N Ash...I wish we had more time like we use to ^_^ Yoongi Soon you'll have me all to yourself, who knows you might even grow tired of me... Y/N Pabo that would never happen...ever :3 Yoongi Okay okay joking I was only joking, well I have to get back to work Yoongi Can't afford to get fired if I want to keep daddy's little girl happy, right? Slightly laughing at what you just read. Y/N I'm not like that -_- ... you know that lol. See you later alright <3 Yoongi Yea sure lol You nodded in disapproval of his reply. Yoongi Bye. Yoongi Princess <3 "Hmm..strange" raising a suspicious look towards your phone, yoongi usually calls. "I guess he's  just been to busy to call" you brushed it off and rushed for a quick shower.
Happy Birthday Lucas 🎊 đŸ„ł
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BTS Photo Sunday 📾
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Happy 9th Anniversary Got7 💚🎉
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Hello hello! It's me again ăƒœ(°◇° )ノ I have an announcement regarding myself on Vingle ^^ Ive been wanting to do this for a while, but I was too scared to do it by myself agdjhl okay Anyways! Let me just get on with it :") Another member of the Bangtan ARMY Team, @SkyBlast , and I have decided that we wanted to team up and work together on something for you guys :) Fanfiction Recommendations! We both found out earlier today that we have both been thinking about doing this on Vingle :') so we have decided to work together on it! And we have both decided to create a whole new account for it! The both of us have been spending the past several hours working on this new account :) so, if you enjoy BTS ships and fanfics, we shall recommend the most high quality fanfics that are 100% worth the read- I plan on making an intro to the account tomorrow! ^^ Sky I believe will make one as well :) If you are interested in being recommended fanfics every now and then, pls go head over and support us! ^^ Feel free to follow as well! @BangtanWrecs Sky and I have tried really hard and thought out a lot for this, we will try hard not to let you guys down :) if we post about your otp, we're sure you'll like the story. (depends on what you're into or not, the cards will explain what the story is about beforehand incase theres anything you wouldn't like :)) We will call each recommendation a Wrec (I thought it was funny and creative okay-) so look forward to them! If youre already interested, feel free to comment to be added to our new taglist for the account and become a Bias Wreccer! ^^ I love you guys, and I can wait to get this started! ^^ (Comment To Be Tagged In Any List) ◇ Addixtion Fam ◇ @SkyBlast @Sugasadamsapple @MelissaGarza @QueenPandaBunny @SugaKookieV @Gracielou0717 @AkiraMarie13 @JazminNegrete @sukkyongwanser @serbshavemofun @arihana BANGTAN'S ARMY TAGLIST: A: @AbbyRoscoe @AddictedtoKPOP @Addixtion @adritae @AgentLeo @AhensaAdel @AkiraMarie13 @AlenaSegura @AliceTetsuya @aliendestina @Alpha95 @AraceliJimenez @ashrose33 @AsystolinaTawan @awkwardjazzy @AmbieB @Airamatheah @ARMYaki16 @AngelaDarkness @animani @arihana @aRMy94 B: @B2STJYDHDK @babysanchez1253 @Badtz @Baekyeol27 @170cme @bantanella @BeeTeeS @BreHolmes @BTSxEXO @btstrash15 C: @cathysanchez157 @ChandraTorres @Changkyunie @cherriblossom17 @Choijiah @cns1391 @ColorMeKihyun @ChristinaCovert D: @DaintySoul @DefSoul1994 @destiny1419 @DejaunaeSiders E: @Eli20 @emilyrivera21 @Eswee @EvilGenius @EvodiaEbraheem G: @glorias463 @Gracielou0717 H: @hayoungforever @Helixx @hopesforsuga711 @HopeYoongi @Hskswife @hyqtpie @Heol25 I: @ImHayley @imiebegay14 @InfiniteKiss @inuyashagal @iraVVIP @IrishCabacungan J: @jadmarie4567 @Jaerinn @JasminMartinez @JaxonB @JenGambale @jenissa711 @JerannethaBroug @jiminakpop @JJiBin @jjrockstar @JohnEvans @Josyy7AshleiRyals K: @KarenGuerra93 @karinamiranda81 @kee1999kee @KenyaMendoza @kimnam94 @KokoroNoTakara @Kpoplover2016 @kristendmh @Kyokeo @KeraDelatorre @KeraDelatorre @KpopMonster L: @LacyTanner @LemonLassie @LinnyOk @LiyahBoon @lopleaf19 @loverofkpop @luna1171 @luvella18 @LynetteXuan  @laurenkim3 @LostMage M: @maddsanzen @MakaylaAtkins @MamaNini @MayraCastro @MelissaGarza @merryjayne13 @MistressSiren @MsLoyalHeart @MidajahRodrigue N: @nykechun P: @parktaemi @pharmgirlerin @Pickles440 @primolin123 Q: @QueenPandaBunny R: @resavalencia @RKA916 S: @sarahdarwish @SarahMoniva @Seera916 @selfishmachines @ShannonSaysHey @shellyfuentes70 @shisuschrist @simpsonsamantha @SindyHernandez @StefaniTre @StephanieDuong @StephaniePoore @strawberrylover @strawberrymintl @SugaKookieV @sukkyongwanser @SunnaWalo @SweetDuella @sweetnothing34 @Swhitta @sinnernIknowit @Sugasadamsapple @SabaFishy T: @Tamaki1618 @TashiannaBostia @tayamay1232 @TerraToyaSi @ThanaPlague @thatphamily @thekpoprealm @TheRealAgustD @tinytreeleaf @2TracyLynnn @TwistedPDnim @taehyungie35 @Taetaeluvs V: @Vay754 @VickyLe @Viresse @VKookie47 W: @warning X: @xLonelyUnitatox @xDisappearx Y: @yehetmyohorat97 @YeojinOfficial @YessicaCardenas @YiselRamos @Yugykookie97 Z: @zilVer @ZeleniaMoon BANGTAN’S ARMY TEAM TAGLIST: @PolarStarr @Addixtion @SkyBlast @YulaGyeom @MelissaGarza @Changkyunie
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flower boy next door chapter 4
Hoseok pov I was about to go see what was taking noona so long when I hears the doorbell ‘I thought she was bringing heavy things? I guess she was being was joking about it’ I opened the door and asked why she didn't called but stopped halfway when I saw HER there. Standing next to noona. I was too surprise to see her there that I didn't realized that unni was talking to me until she waved a hand in front of my face “Hoseok oppa what are you doing staring there. Help her with the thing would you” “Uh..... Oh
.. Umm sorry let me help you with that” I said grabbing her hands instead of the things. I looked up at her and our eye locked on each other. I wish time could had stopped so I could look at her more “Would you like to stay for dinner y/n-shi. Hoseok oppa cooked. He's not the best at it like my best friend but the food is eatable” said noona making y/n laugh ‘How can someone be this cute and hot at the same time. I hope she can stay maybe we can friends make her fall for me’ “Sorry I wish I could stay but I have to go” she said looking down shy and playing with her fingers ‘Too cute. I can't let her leave already. Think, think hoseok’ “Ah that's right your boyfriend must be waiting I get it well maybe next time right oppa?” ‘Boyfriend??????’ “Huh oh yeah maybe next time” ‘no don't go stay please’ “are you sure you can't stay?” I asked grabbing her hands and looking at her with pleading eyes ‘what are you doing paboo. She'll probably think you're a creep let her hand go’ “Oppa that's called sexual harassment you know” said noona “I-I -I'm sorry” I said letting her hands go “but are you sure you can't stay just for a little bit” I said with a sad tone “Op-” “Maybe just for a little bit. If you don't mind me staying after I said no Jessica-shi” “No not at all. If you want you can let your boyfriend know where you are so he doesn't get worried” said noona walking to the kitchen “He's
.. Ok” she said standing up and calling someone “Unni I won't be eating with you guys. I'll be next door if you need anything
. Yeah ok
.. Don't worry I will
. Ok
. Take your medicine ok. Ok bye
.. Oh wait tell jimin to stay away from my room I don't want to go home and find him sleeping on my bed. Ok see you in a bit” ‘She really has someone else already’ “Sorry. My roommate is sick and her brother came to look after” “Your boyfriend?” “Huh? No he's not my boyfriend. He's just a friend that likes to mess with my things” she said shyly ‘I still have a chance. Maybe my last chance I need to take this seriously. You can do it!!’ “hmm hoseok-shi
..” “huh?” “uh there’s something on your shoulder” she said pointing to my left shoulder I turned to see my shoulder and there sitting on my left shoulder was a spider. Staring back at me with all her eyeballs. Panic and started to move around the room screaming like crazy trying to get the spider off me. I was in so much panic that I didn’t noticed when I landed on the sofa but most importantly I landed on top y/n. we were in a position that if unni were to walk on us she might get the wrong idea. we locked eyes and stayed like that until she spoke “H-hoseok-shi um
” “Is it on me again?” I said scared for my life “take it off, take it off please” “o-ok” she said flicking the spider away and giving me a smile letting me know it was off me. I let out the air I didn’t I was holding in and just relaxed my body on the sofa “Hoseok-shi I can’t breath” “What?” “Can you get off me please I can’t breath and you’re a bit heavy for me” she said from underneath me “OH MY GOD!!! I'm sorry I didn’t know I was on top of you” I said getting off of her “it’s ok don’t worry it’s just that
.” “what????? The spider again?” I said getting closer to her scared “No it’s just that your reaction right now was priceless *laughing*” I laughed awkwardly scratching the back of my neck. After that little incident I felt like we got a step closer to each other. We made small talk until noona called us to eat. We ate, talked and joked “Thank you for the food it was really good hoseok-shi” “You think so?” “Yeah the best I've had in a while” “That's good. I'm glad you liked it” “I'm still here you know” said noona “you don't have to be so formal you know y/n. We're friends now. You can call me unni” ‘This is my chance to get to call me oppa!! “And you can call me oppa if you want” I said “we don't mind it if you called us that way right noona?” “Yeah it makes us feel less old (^-^)” “Ok Jessi- I mean unni” she said “Now me!!” I said out loud without noticing ‘Crap!! Why did I do that for?’ “O-oppa” she said shyly “hoseok oppa” ‘O-oppa she called me oppa!!! YESSSS SHE CALLED ME OPPA ăƒœ (Ž▜)/’ “Sorry I shouldn't had said it like that I-” “NO!! I mean don't worry it's ok. You can keep calling me oppa
 If it's ok with you?” I said “Ok oppa” ‘she said it again (∇)’ “Unni do you mind if I ask you something?” “Yeah go ahead” “I know I'm stepping out of line bit I've been wondering why do you each other oppa and unni?” “Oh that's because she likes to make people think she's younger than me but she's actually older than me. She just likes to confused people on whose younger in this relationship” I said But once I said this, her beautiful smile fell. She suddenly got up and said she had to leave “It's late I should get going. Thank you for the food. Good night unni, good night hoseok-shi” ‘Hoseok-shi
? What happened with calling me oppa?’ And with that she left. “Oppa do you think if I ask her to be in your partner in the wedding she'll do it?” “Huh?” “You said that if I find someone that can get along with you you'll be in the wedding. So I was wondering if she'll do it. You think I'll should ask her” “What makes you think that?” “I'm not blind hoseok I saw the way you looked at her. Shit you even forgot I was here and only talked to her. Is she the reason you stayed here because I remember you saying you didn't want to be forced to live in a place you didn't want to. But when mom and dad said you could move you said you'll stay because you found something interesting about this place” “What!!!?? I
 Ofnfjdn no” I said nervously “Yeah ok. I'll ask her tomorrow anyways. Night hoseok” “What?? Who's going to clean all this mess” I said looking at the kitchen's sink “Night hoseok don't stay up to late” ‘She's always like this. Always leaving me the hard work. But on the bright side I got to talk to her. And hopefully this won't be the last time’ After cleaning everything up I went to bed and called it a day I hope this chapter is somewhat better than the last one. please let me know what you think about this and please be honest i would be really happy if you do thank you ^_^ if you wish to be remove or tagged on please leave a comment thanks Tagging the beauties: A. @aliendestina @AmberRelynn @AmberFranco @AbbyRamey @addri @Anime4life20 @AbbyRoscoe B. @BBxGD @BTS34443 @Bizzycx @BridgetJara @BTSxEXO C. @chisom756 D. @DeyaniraEstrada @DominiqueLewis @divanicola05 @Desybabyyx3 @DanaAmoi @DominiqueLewis E. @EireneJoseph @elizabeth1234 @Eliortiz13 F. @FalseLove @faith92 G. @GossamoKewen95 @garanoxgrace H. @HayleyYates I. @IsoldaPazo J. @janessaakemi @Jessicalista @Jaysbae13 @Jinnyrod3 @JaxomB @JadeOwens @JinsPrincess @janellym123 @jessicalnichols @JessicaFigueroa @jenxchan @jocelynleosmusi K. @kennaxx @KassieXiong @KwonOfAKind @kpopandkimchi @KaitlynHewitt @Kira9404 L. @lalaMF @leelee12 @loftonc16 @Lexxcisco M. @MrsJungHoseok @mellyortiz @Michelle305 @MsLoyalHeart @MichelleRosa @matty0203 @may99 @marshalledgar @mellyortiz @MariaMontoya1 @maysaarah @MnM1264 @Mavis2478 N. @nikkynoel @narutobandgeek @NicoleFireRose O. @Orihemay P. @Princess2425 @poojas @PrincessUnicorn @ParkHwaYoung @PatriciaS Q. R. @RKA916 @resavalencia @raenel S. @Stephany123 @StephanieAyalah @SamanthaAcosta @sarahdarwish @Sailynn @StephyBAP @summerblack2 @SummerWhipple @SugaKookieV @SaraHanna T. @tiffany1922 @TaehyungKey @ThyaremyCreator @TaraJenner U. @UnnieCakesAli V. @VIPFreak2NE1 @VKookie47 @vipgirl5 W. X. @xsandos17 Y. @youngjaegot7 @Youth4Life
Linkin Park Letter to Chester
Hey guys, I hate to keep bringing up this tragic event for those of you who wish to move on, but I am still dealing with it and the memories and ideas it has brought up in my life. Linkin Park released a comment in the form of a letter to Chester. It's truly touching and I think you all should read it. I have turned some of the words into images, as I do, because it helps me relate, but please feel free to look up the full letter online.
SSG Naughty Nights extreme Results/Fanfic Part 1
I just want say thanks to the awesome @amobts for making this fun screenshot game which I could not help but turn into a steamy smutty fanfic. a fanfic that was actually a dream I had a couple months ago so when I received these results I just knew I had to write it. so without further adieu my results and a smut. I open my eyes and immediately feel the coldness against my skin. My bed is empty once more, like it has been the past five months. I go to bed alone and I wake up alone. Sometimes during those months I would feel warm bodies join me in the middle of the night. Those nights have been few and far between. I never thought being in a polyamorous relationship with three of my best friends and amazing rappers would leave me feeling so lonely. It has been months since any of them satisfied my sexual needs or just my emotional well being. I really need to get their attention once again or I'm just going to have to leave them. I get up from our share bedroom and massive size bed. I see that last night they did return at least because their pillows still have indentations from were their heads laid. I sigh and head to the closest and bathroom preparing for today. While in the closet an epiphany comes to me. I smirk and pull out the lingerie but at the same time pull a duffel bag out and throw clothes into it just in case this idea I have doesn't work I will definitely leave them. I see a piece of paper, grab a pen and write a note. I fold the note and put it on the dresser. I zip up the duffel bag. I leave and take a shower and then get ready for the day. I come out into our living room and see my three beautiful lovers sitting on the couch. They all smile at me and return their attention back to the tv. I sigh just a little but make my way over to them. I sit down between Namjoon and Hoseok. Hoseok immediately leans away closer to Yoongi. I bite my lip in irritation and to keep the tears at bay from the rebuff. Namjoon looks at me and notices me biting my lip. He takes his thumb and releases my lip from my teeth. He frowns as he notices blood on his thumb from my lip. He leans over and presses a soft kiss to my lips and takes my hand and continues watching tv. As we sit and watch a program, I ask what each of their plans are for the day. Yoongi grunts but answers that it's one of their free days so he plans on napping all day long. I nod my head. Hoseok looks at me and turns my face in his direction and holds it there as he drinks in my facial expressions. His eyes light on the scab that has formed from me biting my lip and he leans in to press a kiss to my nose and states. I was hoping you would want to hang around all day with me. Tears almost spring to my eyes by the hopefulness that alight his. I nod my head yes because I really do want to spend time with them all today. But as I was nodding my head Namjoon's phone goes off and he groans. The other two look at him and just know they have to leave for work. I get up and head to the kitchen to distract myself. I pat their legs as I got up and kissed each of their cheeks goodbye. The boys just thought it was goodbye for only today not knowing it was a forever goodbye kiss. Namjoon pov As her lips pressed to the side of my cheek as she got up, the kiss felt different. It didn't feel like her regular kiss goodbye she gave us we left for work. Yoongi and Hoseok each sighed and groaned as we got up to get ready for work. We each headed to our respective closets to get dressed and head on in. After I got dressed I head to y/n closet to place a gift inside. As I head inside her closet I notice a duffel bag filled but really didn't take any concern figuring Hoseok mentioned to her about our plans for a getaway. I do take notice of envelope with our names written across it. I pick it up and place it in my pocket to read later. I place the bracelet where the envelope had once laid. I smile because I imagine her wearing the bracelet and looking even more lovely than she does. I feel a pang of guilt soon after, because we haven't been able to pay attention to her lately but she knows and understands and that's what makes her perfect for the three of us. I turn the light off and head out of her closet and go the kitchen in hopes of finding her and giving her another kiss before I leave. Hoseok's pov I peek inside the kitchen and watch y/n covertly. I see she picks up her phone and send a text message with a frown on her beautiful face. Not even a moment later her phone rings. She answers and begins talking in hushed tones. I strain my ears and catch a few words. "Jess, I'm serious it's been months." She pauses and exhales and listens intently to Jess. "It's hard. I just know I'm going to do it today. Jess, no do not put Jimin on the phone." I hear her sigh. "Jimin, I swear, I'm fine. No I'm not lying. No I don't know why Jess told you that. Fine Jimin, I swear I'll have lunch with you two. No I won't mope around all day like I've been doing. No Jimin. Jimin, if you don't want me to hang up put Jess back on the phone and can you not make her moan like that while I'm talking to her." She laughs and then says "Stopping being so dirty minded Jimin." Her face breaks out into a smile and I can't remember the last time I seen her smile. I still eavesdrop and my heart almost stops when I hear her next words. "Jess, I just need time. I need to find a way to be happy again. I'm slowly dying on the inside. Thanks chica for helping once again. Love you. See you at lunchtime." She hangs up looks at her phone and then frowns once more. She starts doing the dishes. My mind races on why I haven't noticed she's been unhappy. I tried to remember when the last time it was she laughed or smiled with us. Then I realized we really haven't been spending time with her. It's been months since we actually had a meal with her. It just proves that the getaway we have planned for next week is really in need. I decide to make my presence known and head into the kitchen. She looks up and smiles at me but I can tell now it's not a smile that reaches her eyes anymore. When did our careers become more important than her? I shake my head and smile at her and head over to her. Yoongi pov I leisurely take my time to ready for work. I really wanted to spend the day in bed. Mostly I wanted to spend it cuddling with y/n, after she got down spending time with Hobi and Joon. As usual are free day turns out to be shit and not a free day. When was our last free day. I stand there and think about it and then shake my head. When the number 5 and the word months pop in my head, I swear that can't be right. Holy shit, it's been 5 months since we had anytime off. Lucky for us we planned a getaway for next week. Y/n is a saint. She hasn't complained once in 5 months about us working so much. I smile. I really love that girl. I head to the kitchen and see Hobi take a dish from her hand and dry it. He smiles at her adoringly, but her smile is almost non existent. I feel a hand on my shoulder and look up at Namjoon. A frown is on his face. "She hasn't been smiling. Look she's biting her lip again," he says. I look. It's more like she is gnawing her lip. She's bottling up something inside of her. "Joon when was the last time we spent time with her? My head is telling me 5 months that can't be right, can it?" Joon's frown intensifies. "No, that's right. Damn it. Next week needs to hurry and get here." I nod my head in agreement. We both head into the kitchen. Hoseok wraps his arms around her and hugs her. He kisses her. Her arms wrap tight once more and then she releases him and she goes on her tiptoes kisses his cheeks and whispers something in his ear. She repeats the process with Namjoon. Except Namjoon's eyes glistened with tears and his arms tighten more around her. "I love you too." he says. Next is me. My heart feels uneasy. I grab her tight in a hug and sniff her hair. "Pretty girl, I love you with all my heart. You know this right?" I pull away to see her face. She smiles and nods her head but her eyes are telling me something very different. Her eyes are saying she doesn't believe me. I press my mouth hard to hers in a passionate kiss. My tongue feels the scabs of where she bit down so hard on her lip. I feel her gasp as I slip my tongue inside and devour her mouth. I pull back and see lust in her eyes. I smile my smile satisfied she feels the love I have for her. I hug her once more. She grabs me tightly and I feel her hands exploring my back. I pull back and look at her. She leans up. Presses a kiss to my cheek and whispers in my ear. "Goodbye, Gummy. I love you too." She steps back and looks at us but not really locking with any of our gazes. She says to us as a whole. "Have a fun and good day doing what you do." She turns to leave but not before I see the tell tale signs of her lip biting and the glistening of tears. I go to move forward but both Joon and Hobi shake their heads and we head out the door. My heart filled with trepidation. For I fear this is not a normal goodbye. to be continued... 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flower boy next door chapter 2
Hoseok POV I woke up earlier than usual because noona is coming over later tonight so I have to clean the apartment and have it ready for when she gets here. I’ve been cleaning for almost 2 hours now and I’m so tired maybe I should get something to eat before continuing on cleaning the place up. As I was ready to leave and get something to eat my phone rang and it was noona “Morning noona what’s up?” “Morning. I'm just calling to let you know that I’ll be bringing some food that mom is forcing me to bring it to you because she’s worried that you might not be eating properly so she’s forcing me to feed you” said noona joking ‘I may skip some meals but not all the time. And I'm sure I won’t die from skipping a meal or two. I don’t understand why mom has to worry so much I'm an adult I'm sure I can take care of myself’ I thought to myself “Umm ok just let me know when you get here that way I can help you carry it. By the way noona what time are you coming?” “Oh, I’ll be there about the same time you’ll be getting home from work if not a bit later. So like around 5 latest 6” “Ok just call me when you get here ok” “Ok bye see you later” And with that I ended the call and was about to open the door when I hear her voice. That voice that melts my heart every time I hear it. It was getting softer and softer which meant that she was getting further away. I opened my door and quickly left and follow the voice but not too close so it doesn’t look like I'm stalking her. I was getting closer and closer to her and I caught myself smiling whenever she talked. Until I heard her say something that made my smile fall instantly “I'm going to tell him unni; I'm going to tell him that I love him but that I’ll be putting an end to it so he doesn’t have to feel pressured to give me an answer” ‘What!!! Love??? She loves someone else’ “Are you sure? I mean he lives next door to us so if you tell him how you feel and then later see each other wont thing be you know
. Uncomfortable” “Yeah but I’ve made up my mind and I'm not backing out now” “Besides I can always try to get with jimin I heard he’s single and looking for someone” ‘He lives in this building? Ho-who can it be? Is it someone I know? Wait she said she’ll give up on him so I-

 jimin? She already has someone else in mind to help her with her broken heart’ “Yeah and a player too. y/n there’s plenty of fish in the sea just not my brother ok. He’s too much of a player and will end up hurting you trust me. Mind as well just keep on crushing on Mr. pretty face” ‘I can be that fish for you and not that player. Listen to your friend y/n. don’t pick a player please’ “So what I'm hearing is that you don’t to be my sister-in-law then?” I said playfully “What!! NO!!! Don’t get me wrong I would love to have you marry into our family but jimin is the problem. And sorry it’s a force of habit calling him like that. Ohhhh I know! How about you marry my cousin he’s a good looking guy and he’s very sweet” ‘Never mind don’t listen to her she’s a bad friend. I can’t lose you without even having you please. Can’t I be one of your choices no can’t I be your only choice? I was about to run to her and tell her to look at me. To take instead of that jimin jerk or that idiot that’s breaking her heart. As I was about to go after her she, she was gone I couldn’t find her anywhere. I had just lost my last chance to ask her look at me and no one else. To tell her I could be that one fish she may be looking for. I missed my chance to tell her that I loved her and that there was no one else for me but her. ‘Why am I always one step behind? Why am I always one step too late for love? Why can’t I be one step ahead why am I always late when it comes to happiness. Should I just give up on her? I don’t even think she knows I live next to her. And she would probably never fall for a guy like me anyways' Y/n pov It's been a really slow day today. Not a lot of customers and to top it off unni got really sick and had to go home early now I'm left to walk by myself today after my shift ‘great thanks unni’ *closing time* I was saying goodbye to my manager that had to stay until late today to close up the cafe. “Bye Sarah unni see you tomorrow” I said making my way to the front door “Bye y/n-shi see you tomorrow and take care of lily. Tell her to come back in a week and if she needs more time to rest to let me know ok” she said waving bye to me “Ok I will, bye” and with that I left. But it wasn't long until I felt someone behind me. At first I didn't pay much attention but the figure started to get closer and closer. I started to quickening my steps, I turn the figure would turn I stop it would stop. I panic and took a wrong turn and walk right into a dead end ‘just my luck’ I thought. I stopped and look for the figure but I couldn't see it. A hint of relief washed over me when suddenly the only light bulb that was working went off making me panic again when I heard steps coming closer and closer. It was so dark I couldn't see who or what was making its way towards me “D-d-don’t come any closer I - I have a weapon and I won't hesitate to use it” I said gathering the little bit of courage I had in me. But my warning didn't work because the steps were getting louder as it was coming closer and then silence all I could hear was my heart banging against my chest ‘is it gone? Should I run for it?’ “*giggles* I know you don't have a weapon, you never do because you're too nice of a person to be carrying that kind of things around come one you wouldn't even dared to hurt a fly forget hurting a human” said the guy “H-how do you know?” “Come on y/n let's go I won't hurt you I promise” he said making its way towards me “How do you know my mane? 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Stray Kids Tune Tuesday đŸŽ¶
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aespa Weekly Challenge: Week 1
Hello MY! Today we are starting Autumn themed weekly challenges for aespa Community. We are starting Week 1. We are starting with members in brown. You can find members wearing, or in color brown. You can also make edits with color brown. Let's have fun with these challenges together. Anyone who post the most of these challenges will receive a special gift from me. Let's begin this!! Day 1. Karina in brown Until next time MY! aespa Council @MelissaGarza MY Taglist @QueenPandaBunny @Just2BLoved @jkenshayla @btslover11 My Vingle Family @Just2BLoved @luna1171 @LiyahBoon @DefSoul1994 @QueenPandaBunny @QueenyCrossGene @Halsyeon @MaeLyn @royalpandajedi @BBxGD @BabydollBre @JaxomB @Starbell808 @EXOahjummafan @InfiniteUtopia @SweetDuella @CLAKPOP @Yugykookie97 @gabstar143 @navy7130
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Awake - Chapter 2
Y/N POV I walked down to the kitchen, mom and dad were patiently waiting for me, talking about my father's company. Although I didn't get to hear much. I took the seat distant from the two of them. Awkward silence filled the room. Guess I must have appeared at the wrong time. So asked the first thing that came to mind. Dad, how is Yoongi adjusting to his new position? Father was quick to answer. "Hes got a natural talent, bringing in more companies, hence more money." Gloating as a parent would about his child. I knew he would do great. He's a hard worker and never gives up. Arrogant but for all the right reasons. Perfect in every way, from his milky white skin, gummy smile, veiny hands and sweg can't forget about that. Everyone expecting great things from my future husband, my father being the first. Not only because he is getting married to  his little princess but, he would have to face the consequences if anything went wrong. "I picked a good one Y/N, dad knows best" I laughed and smiled. Deep inside reminding me of how trapped I was months ago, not being able to date or go out with my friends. Yes I know I can't complain since I pretty much got everything at the snap of a finger but that didn't fill the empty void I felt inside. I was missing out on the outside world, by being denied access to it. Around that time my father and mother were already planning an arrange marriage. Thank heavens he picked yoongi. To my surprise we instantly hit it off. Soon started dating and we got to know each more and more each day. Talking mostly about secrets, darkest fears, likes, dislikes, food, and so on. Spending many hours on the phone during the night. Something we both got use to and that's how it stayed. One morning call and one good night call. He was sweet to the touch. But he doesn't have as much time as he use to, since the day I convinced my father he would be a huge asset to the company. Yoongi ended up getting hired, and now is moving up that corporate latter. He became the CFO ( Chief Financial Officer ). In my father's company. Yoongi is working extra hard not to disappoint my father nor give any false numbers. I can perfectly understand, since the last CFO was never seen or heard of after one bad deal he'd made. Bringing the company's finances down for months. Although I don't know what happened to the man. I can tell he's probably no longer walking among the living. I thought as I grabbed a spoon full of cinnamon oatmeal from my small bowl. I was caught in my own thoughts, not realizing my mother started chatting away about my dress. A yes I want to try it one last time to make sure I didn't gain a single pound. "Oh sweety you'll look beautiful either way" my father cupping my cheeks in between his two hands. Kissed my nose before leaving. "I'll make sure Namjoon takes good care of you two while I'm gone" And with that he left us like always. His business trips had become  a  regular thing. Enough to change my mother's attitude. Unsettled to begin with but with time just treating it like any other day of him going to work. Nothing more. A simple phrase she would repeat to me. "He's doing this because he has to, not because he wants to" loosing it's meaning every single time, little by little . Are you trying to convince yourself is that it. Thinking it but never to escape my mouth. It would be selfish of me to do so. *Sigh* How much longer do we have to wait ?  Is he near? Can we just go ? Why does he always tag along ? Don't you think father is being over protective? It's not like someone's going to kill us. Right? Shooting an ocean of questions to my mom. None of which were answered, but it was worth a try. **20 minutes earlier ** (Calling Namjoon ) "Get to my house now, my wife and daughter will be waiting for you" "No problem sir" "Don't let anything happen to them understood!" "Yes sir as you wish....by the way is it another one of your little business trips" *Small chuckles* "Indeed, now go dont keep them waiting any longer" (End Call) I heard a car pull over the drive way. Is that him already, asking my mom already annoyed by the previous questions. With a smile from ear to ear. "Yes it's him." "Good morning Madam" he said, grabbing  my mother's right hand to gently place a kiss on it. Namjoon a gentleman at it's finest, but don't get fooled by that unique smile of his. The mind of a genius although judging by his choice of hair color, it's hard to tell by a simple glance. It's best to keep a man like him around just in case someone tried...something with my mom and I. Not only do we run the risk of getting kidnapped for money but killed for the simple fact of being related to my father. " Y/N it's been a  long time, and now you're days away from getting married. Time sure flies by " he said making me feel a bit naucious. "Tell me about it. Now let's go we are going to be late" eager to get this thing over and done with.