a year ago
kathrine
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Hopeless
I'm at the hospital right now. My daughter is crying and begging to stop the doctors from inserting IV. She has Ulcerative Colitis. This is her 4th admission this year and I think I am going to break down from all these problems. Just last month, my boyfriend broke up with me. I was so depressed with my situation that being a good girlfriend was hard to attain. I was always problematic and sad, nervous and complaining for needing more attention and calls of comfort. Now, here we are again at an expensive hospital in Manila. If my parents are not helping me with expenses, I'd probably be in a mental hospital or talking to a psychiatrist. I always pray that God can just grant a miracle. The doctor said my daughter's disease is not curable. Hospital visits will always be part of the routine. I don't know why all of these are happening. Sometimes I ask God if things will be better next year- if my daughter will get well, if he saved a man for me to be with me at tough times, if I will be financially sufficient after some years... etc. I really don't know. Right now, I just hope He is listening and watching from above. For as long as He sees us and hear me, I know He will answer... I'm just waiting...
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I will pray for you and your family like this comment if you will pray with me 馃槉馃懠
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@AlisonGrace please do.. thank you alison.. 馃挄
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It is well dear. keep loving God.. all things will work together for your good. Stay in faith.
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a year ago
God is testing you how strong and how much you believe in God, stay strong and keep believing in God..all my prayers to your daughter and you..as a muslim i do my part to pray for you and your beloved daughter
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thank you very much. i really thank people who pray for me. I am trying to be strong. with all of my strength and sanity left, i really am... thank you so much for this sweet reply.
a year ago
be strong. at least you have parents who supported you. hard life today for a better future so don't loose hope. find some friends who can share your feeling so can release some burden on you.
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