Evelyn5
a year ago100+ Views
"The Last" Lyrics will make you cry!
Behind every idol rapper who succeeds there's a weak self standing, it's a little dangerous I fall sometimes again into depression and compulsion hell no, anyway I don't even know if that's the real me damn huh reality's separation the conflict I've mentioned, it hurts your head it was around 18 when my social phobia began yeah, that's right, around that time my mental state became polluted sometimes I'm afraid of myself, thanks to my self-hatred and the depression that came to play again Min Yoongi is already dead (I killed him) it's been a long time since my everyday life became killing my passions and comparing myself with others my parents came up the first time I went to the psychiatrist they got counseling with me, they said they hardly knew me I don't even know my own self, so who can know me? friends? no, you? whoever it is, they don't know me  the doctor asked me I said unhesitatingly that I'd been like that before a word said like habit, oh, I don't give a shit, I don't give a fuck those words are all words I use to hide my weak self that time I want to erase, that's right, the memories I want to erase of that day I had that concert I was afraid of people, so I hid in the bathroom and stared at myself at that time I, at that time I I thought I could compensate for success but here's the thing, but here's the thing as time passes by, it feels like I'm becoming a monster my monster named success that I traded my youth for, he wants a bigger wealth the greed that was my weapon, it devours me and sometimes it collars me these things turn on my mouth, if I block it, he tells me to eat from the tree of knowledge I don't want it, they want me to leave this hill  shit shit, I get it, please stop the cause of all these issues is me, I'll quit in return if my misfortune is your happiness then I'll be unhappy if the target of your loathing is me then I'll go up on the guillotine  the things I only imagined are becoming reality, my childhood dream is in front of my eyes the taste of performing in front of only two people, now Tokyo Dome is in front of my nose living this one time life more brightly than anyone, try saying I'm living roughly my fans, my homies, my fam, don't worry, I'm really okay now, damn  the things that corrupted my essence are numerous my address is idol, I won't be corrupted the agony that dug at my mental state it's the end of wandering, there was no right answer  my self-esteem that said I'd betrayed myself is now my own pride my fans honorably bow their heads, someone try as much as me, uh  from Seiko to Rolex, from AX Hall to the Gymnastics Stadium the heads of many people that nod just at the movement of my hand it's not that I couldn't do Show Me the Money, it's that I said I wouldn't, shit it's not that you guys who betrayed us didn't do it, it's that you couldn't, shit this world sprinkled with my creations, I've tasted sweetness and bitterness and even shit from that time when I tried to sleep on the floor of a bathroom, now it's a memory to me, it's become a memory the shoulder that was crushed because of an accident during my delivery job the debut that I clutched onto, you guys just pretend like you've suffered  from Seiko to Rolex, from AX Hall to the Gymnastics Stadium the heads of many people that nod just at the movement of my hand it's not that I couldn't do Show Me the Money, it's that I said I wouldn't, shit it's not that you guys who betrayed us didn't do it, it's that you couldn't, shit
3 comments
I thought this was lyrics to the song boy was I wrong I don't get it
a year ago·Reply
@twistedlove these are lyrics to one of the songs in Suga's Mixtape called "The Last"
a year ago·Reply
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