안녕하세요 (hello) and welcome (back),
Here is some of the other fanfiction parts:
Namjoon was the one with most of the votes in the poll that I took, so here it is guys.
*Warning: there is cussing*
“Where were you last night?” I asked as I pull him close to me. “A couple of my old friends wanted to take me out for a few drinks to catch up. It got late so I crashed at one of their places,” he replied not looking me in the eye. I could tell he wasn’t telling the whole truth, but I didn’t want to push if he thinks he has to keep this secret from me. I knew exactly where he was this morning and last night. Of Course I was upset because it was Kat, but if he thinks I can’t handle him having to sleep over at her house because of fans ambushed him while he was out drink with his old friends. Then he doesn’t know me very well. I went to go talk to his friends last night because I heard what happened and I was worried about him, but they told me he wasn’t with them. They told me that another idol took him to her house to keep him from getting ambushed again.
I was grateful for her being there for saving him, so I called her to check on him. I may dislike Kat, but I didn’t want to be rude to someone who did my boyfriend a favor. Kat, of all people understand how fans can be. I could hear him in the back ground during the phone call. He was obviously drunk and that was the only reason I didn’t want to go pick him up. We had a fight and I was still too upset to deal with him when he was drunk, so I let him stay there. Of course I knew he wouldn’t do anything with her because he won’t even do anything with me when he’s drunk. He always just says “I have a girlfriend.” “She’s my one and only.”, etc. I have no doubt that he was loyal to me, even when he’s drunk.
“Hey, Babe?” I asked Namjoon. “Yeah?” He responded. He looked me in the eyes and I swear that I melted to the floor when he did. God, I love him, even when I ‘hated’ him sometimes. “I know we had an argument the other day, but are we okay now?”
I was hard to even look in her eyes after I just lied to her, but I did “Yeah, of course. We are great,” I exclaimed trying to pull the bad guilt out of my expression as I said it. I leaned in to kiss her, but she pushed me away. “You are going to go brush your teeth right? You still smell like booze from last night,” (Y/n) teased a little. I couldn’t help, but to smile at her expression. “Okay,” I replied and kissed her on the forehead instead. Let her go to head to my room to freshen up.
“I thought you said you knew where he was last night?” Jin asked me confused by how calm I was with a situation. “Look, He will tell me if he really needs to, but it’s not a big deal. I know he’s loyal and he wouldn’t do anything to hurt me. Unless you don’t trust him and I should know something?” I threw at Jin. I know Jin was just trying to protect me, but with Namjoon, I really don’t need protection. “You should just tell him. Both of you are lying to each other and that’s not good for your relationship. Communication is key,” Jin retorted.
‘What were they talking about? Both of us lying to each other?’ I thought trying to understand what the conversation was about. I just had finished cleaning up and I was at the base of the stairs. ‘Do I come out of my hiding spot and demand the answers? No, if it’s what I’m thinking it is then I don’t want to know the truth. I can’t handle Jin being with her and what if I’m just assuming things. I would just make a fool of myself. Like I did last time I accused her of doing something she didn’t.’ I rubbed my face with the palms of my hands in frustration and pulled my thoughts back to the back of my brain. (Y/n) is a good person and I don’t want to ruin it with her. I have never felt like this with anyone else and if I screw it up now I don’t know what I would do. “Breakfast is Ready!” Jin yells calling the rest of the guys to the table as he set everything down. (Y/n) helped him with a few plates and sat down next to me when I final found a good spot to sit. Jin sat down next to her.
He wasn’t helping with the thoughts that were fighting for attention in my head. “So what does the schedule look like Jin?” Suga Asked across the table. “We have a dance practice and vocals practice and then we are good for the day.” He replied and everyone nodded in acknowledgement. Everything seemed to be the same. There was nothing funny in the air except for what I was feeling between (Y/n) and I. What is wrong with me? “Babe, Are you okay?” I looked to my right and see (Y/n) concerned face. “Yeah, I’m just going to go get some aspirin for my head,” I replied excusing myself. I need a moment to clear my head again. I walked back to my room and rinsed my face in the cold faucet water.
“Are you okay?” I heard from the door way. I looked at (Y/n) square in the face and blurted out the first thing on my mind. “Are you cheating on me?” her concern facial expression turned to an expression that I rarely see out of her. “What?!” She screamed so load that you could probably hear her two block away. “Are you cheating…” “I heard you the first Damn time! I just could believe my ears! You got some nerve!” she stormed out of my room and I tried to catch her. “Don’t you dare touch me!” she screamed at me as she shook my hand off of her wrist. “Look, I’m sorry!” I tried to explain myself, but she was about to get out of the front door. “No, this is the second time you accused me of cheating! If you don’t think I’m faithful enough for you find someone else who will stay up almost all night worrying about you after fans ambush you to find out you have been with Kat, the whole time that she was trying to find you!” She slammed the door in my face.
I could hear someone laughing to the left of me. “You fucked really fucked it up this time,” Jin chuckles, but everyone was quiet and trying to mind their own business. “Why are you laughing?!” I screamed. “Because you let something great go and anyone better than you can have her, now.” I felt my blood start to boil. I didn’t think I could hold in so much anger…
(What is Namjoon going to do to Jin? Why is Jin so protective of (Y/n)? Will (Y/n) forgive Namjoon for calling her a cheater again? Find out in part 3)
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