a year ago
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Love? Hope? Regret!
As it's tittled, I wonder what they individually mean. As I walk around and see what's around me. All I see smiles and good people. But I wonder, are they real. Is love real? Is it pity or is it fake? How can love be real, when you've been hurt to the point you wish it never exist. How is it possible to care for someone if you don't care for yourself. Times became harder to realize of how to answer these questions. How to make then sense, how to put them together.
Many times I have wonder where love began. Was it when my mother gave birth to me, or was it when I was in my mother's womb. Is it from your first kiss or from your first crush? As I wonder, there's so many times I fell in love, but how did I love myself? What is love? I was told to be careful who you open, told to be careful who you kiss. To also be extra careful who you look. Eyes can blind you? No. Your own heart blinds you, your mind plays the game. The body is which plays with fire as you play along with love. We say its all fine. We say its true. We say "I Love You". But is it Real? Love is like a word which only exist in the dictionary. A word which is covered in the real world. How can you love someone without loving yourself? Is that possible? Can it happened? It has. I think the worse pain is to have a confession of someone who you spend half your life with. Who you cared and loved. Who you share everything inside you. That they have never loved you. For Nine years that person who you wanted a future with never once loved you. The work and the effort which been put in those years was made for nothing. Is true what the world says. Words hurt more than an action. And those words was the last piece of hope. Hope is which holds love and faith. But once love is broken.. faith becomes nothing and hope falls to the river.
Love has been vanished into thin air. Air which I cant not breath. I do regret of my mistakes. I regret for my errors. I regret for crying. Worse of part .... I regret loving you. I'm broken, and Love is the owner of killing me. I can love others , but it takes a real person for me to say those words. Dreams have been broken, and wishes disappeared. What is love, when it destroyed you. What is hope, when it's crushed. Everything comes from one heart but its take seconds to break. Why love must be fragile. Tears shed and heart sinks. Body collapse as your mind goes blank.
Do you love your significant other? No... Do you love yourself?
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BB what I'm saying is love is a beautiful thing so it's not something to give up on completely.....but it's something that becomes toxic it might be difficult but you're going to have to let go, and love yourself. You don't have to regret that love but don't dwell on it either. We're here for you BB and we love you stay strong girlie‚̧‚̧
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The thoughts of "KWONNIE"....Let me go "throw up" at the corner before I sips my coffee and get back to work...
a year ago
To love someone so much and finding out he never love u, I agreed it hurt!!! To love someone that he told u he love u, but u never really feel is true... it hurt too.... when u feel like a piece of furniture that is required but is not really needed. When u feel there is no connection, no conversation... what's love... when is easy to said than done. What I learned is to find happiness in my own by Loving myself... why wait for someone to love u, when u can love yourself more.... if u r a givers... why not giving those love to yourself... family... friends rather than give to "someone" who didn't know how to treat you right!!! I believe in love but in many ways.. not only relationship love.. there is also friendship... family... too....ūüėėūüėėūüėėūüėė I rather cry for myself than for someone else (like scumbags)...tears are precious use wisely!!!!ūüėÜūüėÜūüėÜūüėÜ
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To me when I think of the word love it's sometimes sound foreign to me.I really don't feel it.I mean a lot of people use on a daily basis but i usually question myself "are all the I love you's"that are said everyday really meant .Do they really mean it or they just use it like its nothing.A lot of people when the word "Love" comes to mind they think of this perfect love of Christians but it seems like they are unaware that not all love is as clean as holy and true and as meant as the love that they know .I mean many haven't even experienced it. Hope to me is like a word you use to describe something you keep on trying to achieve while many of the things you hope for are unachievable. Regret:Human beings have regrets light or heavy,small or big.They are a huge part of me.They are many times that I have regret and I usually hope that I get the chance to change or fix my actions A lot of people "hope" for "love" while that don't know that along with love comes a lot of hurt and get "regrets".
a year ago·Reply
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Beautiful ‚̧ԳŹūüôĆūüŹľ
a year ago·Reply
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So deep
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