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Love? Hope? Regret!
As it's tittled, I wonder what they individually mean. As I walk around and see what's around me. All I see smiles and good people. But I wonder, are they real. Is love real? Is it pity or is it fake? How can love be real, when you've been hurt to the point you wish it never exist. How is it possible to care for someone if you don't care for yourself. Times became harder to realize of how to answer these questions. How to make then sense, how to put them together.
Many times I have wonder where love began. Was it when my mother gave birth to me, or was it when I was in my mother's womb. Is it from your first kiss or from your first crush? As I wonder, there's so many times I fell in love, but how did I love myself? What is love? I was told to be careful who you open, told to be careful who you kiss. To also be extra careful who you look. Eyes can blind you? No. Your own heart blinds you, your mind plays the game. The body is which plays with fire as you play along with love. We say its all fine. We say its true. We say "I Love You". But is it Real? Love is like a word which only exist in the dictionary. A word which is covered in the real world. How can you love someone without loving yourself? Is that possible? Can it happened? It has. I think the worse pain is to have a confession of someone who you spend half your life with. Who you cared and loved. Who you share everything inside you. That they have never loved you. For Nine years that person who you wanted a future with never once loved you. The work and the effort which been put in those years was made for nothing. Is true what the world says. Words hurt more than an action. And those words was the last piece of hope. Hope is which holds love and faith. But once love is broken.. faith becomes nothing and hope falls to the river.
Love has been vanished into thin air. Air which I cant not breath. I do regret of my mistakes. I regret for my errors. I regret for crying. Worse of part .... I regret loving you. I'm broken, and Love is the owner of killing me. I can love others , but it takes a real person for me to say those words. Dreams have been broken, and wishes disappeared. What is love, when it destroyed you. What is hope, when it's crushed. Everything comes from one heart but its take seconds to break. Why love must be fragile. Tears shed and heart sinks. Body collapse as your mind goes blank.
Do you love your significant other? No... Do you love yourself?
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@BBXGD That's really powerful love! That really is the question isn't it. What exactly is love? Everyone's definition of love is different and every love is different upon the person. Even if you have been hurt it does seem like everything around you has just fallen into pieces. I know this from first hand experience. You lose a piece of you that you feel you will never be able to get back. It took me years to get over something traumatic. I had lost my faith at one point and hope. But one thing I realized at the end of it all is this: Never Give Up On Love. It will come when it should and when you least expect it. Never give up hope for hope is what keeps you alive. Never lose your faith for it can take you on a journey that you never knew you needed. Through all the pain you learn a lot about yourself. So cherish what you had, but don't let it break you. I have learned to forgive and forget.(although the forgiving part is much harder than what people think) Forgive yourself and live tour life for you. Never live with regrets because all it will do is hinder you. Instead take it and learn from it. I have made my fair share of mistakes and I say thank you God for letting me make them because now I know where to go from here. Sorry so long... I'm here for you and we all are ❤❤
a year ago·Reply
BB what I'm saying is love is a beautiful thing so it's not something to give up on completely.....but it's something that becomes toxic it might be difficult but you're going to have to let go, and love yourself. You don't have to regret that love but don't dwell on it either. We're here for you BB and we love you stay strong girlie❤❤
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The thoughts of "KWONNIE"....Let me go "throw up" at the corner before I sips my coffee and get back to work...
a year ago
Love....well to me at least it's something hard to define. Love tends to get people like me in alot of trouble. Truly I'm just thiguring it out for myself...when I was younger the idea of love was good for me but I didn't know love. I wanted for everyone to feel loved. But the problem with that is I treated everyone similar so for them it felt like we were no closer than strangers. But these days I'm still selfish when Itry comes to love I'm not sure what it is, but it definitely can be felt. Love for me doesn't have to be romantic...it can be between Friends, Family, anything and anyone really. When I think of love that is one sided I can only think of one person....for me that person is the most important to me and no matter how much time has passed, or even how things have changed the words from years ago echo through My head endlessly "I hate you, everytime I see you it's painful"..It's been almost a decade and they might say they like me now but those words don't fade....can't fade. It seems ridiculous that I live my life to please that person in hopes that those words will soon become meaningless to me. But I'm branded, hope to me is useless nothing more than an illusion. But love I thought even if you don't love yourself you should love others Atleast.....but it's impossible I lived the majority of my life trying to live that way but the love I gave was false. For them it might have been real but to me the feeling was the same as if I were with strangers. Love has to start with yourself l...even if you don't love yourself....then lie. I've lied to myself so much I've blinded myself with glory. Maybe I'm not the best person to ask for relationship advice....because love for me is my friends, I know no other type . I cherish them more than anyone. Maybe one day my views will change and I'll find someone that can be for me an example of true love but until then my friends are all I need. To fill the void within one heart a person has to fill it with things that makes them happy. A person life may not be as great as another. Some people think my life for example is dreamy....but if you ask me it's quite rubbish. But I won't exchange it for anything else though. I have no regrets. This life is worth living for the encounters I get to have the things I get to do the experience wether good or bad this life is worth living. Are there things I could've done differently in life to better myself.....yes...but I don't regret my choices. This life has reason.....and even though I may not now the reason now. The my reason for living will become to find my reason. To be loved and to be in love those are just aspects of this life. I'm okay with a love that's unrewarded because I chose to love unconditionally...and that's my price I will have to pay... For love without regret.... I will always love.
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@lovetop your fingers will "burn" next GET TO WORK JTOP !!! WOOOOORK *evil laugh* 😈😈
a year ago
To love someone so much and finding out he never love u, I agreed it hurt!!! To love someone that he told u he love u, but u never really feel is true... it hurt too.... when u feel like a piece of furniture that is required but is not really needed. When u feel there is no connection, no conversation... what's love... when is easy to said than done. What I learned is to find happiness in my own by Loving myself... why wait for someone to love u, when u can love yourself more.... if u r a givers... why not giving those love to yourself... family... friends rather than give to "someone" who didn't know how to treat you right!!! I believe in love but in many ways.. not only relationship love.. there is also friendship... family... too....😘😘😘😘 I rather cry for myself than for someone else (like scumbags)...tears are precious use wisely!!!!😆😆😆😆
a year ago·Reply
I totally understand loving someone for years and putting all the love and energy you have into the relationship, or what you THOUGHT was a relationship, only for them to reject you harshly later. This is one of the reasons I have a hard time trusting anyone I have a relationship with and why I am VERY happily single. Happiness is inside you and loving the life you live; loving what you do and knowing yourself inside and out. Loving yourself completely is one of the biggest challenges people face, and the reality of being able to love yourself completely means you will have a hard time truly loving someone else completely if you can't love yourself. While friends and lovers come and go, just remember the unconditional love of your two beautiful children. Friends and lovers give you conditional love, they can quit you at any given time, but your children are apart of you and will always give you that pure unconditional love that you deserve. <3 <3
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