Your perspective Pairing: reader x Jungkook??? Warning: mature content, tension
August 24th I've tried to keep calm around Kookie since he told me he loves me. The only problem is that neither of us wants to make the first move. He doesn't want to in case I say no and I don't want to because I'm scared. It's not that I don't love him back, I kinda do, it's just that I'm scared about so many things. Scared that it was all a lie and a prank, scared that it'll turn out worse than other relationships with Bangtan, scared about the media's reaction. Most of all, in sick of hurting myself and others over love - I don't want to hurt him. In other news, I've spent most of my spare time at the BTS dorm. Today, I had just finished a fan meet and greet and afterwards I was escorted to their dorm. All of the boys were there except for Namjoon and Yoongi. Both were apparently hard at work.
The boys tried to get me to play some of their games but I was way too tired for any of it. Jin ended up suggesting that I just have a nap. I was leaning on Tae and so I just decided to curl up and use him as my pillow. ~ When I woke up, my head was rested on Jungkook's lap instead. "Morning Jagi" he spoke softly as he kissed the top of my head. "Morning? I was only meant to take a five minute nap and..." That's when I noticed that we were the only two in the room, "where are the others?" "What others?" That's when I freaked, I could have sworn that the rest of BTS were with us before I went to sleep.
"Bangtan. Weren't they here?" "Why would they be in our house on my day off?" The key word there was 'our', since when did me and him share a house? "Jungkook, I don't understand" "Don't understand what?" "Everything really. My head was in Taehyung's lap but you say that they were never here." "You must be dreaming Jagi" "Why do you keep calling me 'Jagi'?" "I thought you liked it when I called you that we are getting married after all" Married?! We weren't even going out. ~ I woke up for a second time and noted that I the eyes I looked up into were Jungkook's. Not again. Cautiously, I peered around the room to see the other members of Bangtan that were there when I fell asleep originally.
So... I dreamed about.. Let's not dwell on that for too long hey. "Why am I in your lap now?" I asked. "You were obviously having a weird dream, Tae asked me to look after you as you were calling for me" "Tae?" I called out. "Yeah?" He replied, luckily he was sat the other side of me. I quickly got up and cradled myself around his arm closest to me. It didn't matter that Jungkook was giving me jealous glares, it was a dream and that's all that mattered right now. I didn't want Tae to leave me with him for too long. I was then invited to stay over in the spare room and play more games. Of course, I agreed. But I couldn't let my guard down, I couldn't pull a move and I had to make sure neither did Kookie.
The boys told me to bring as many clothes as I had in the spare room back to the living room as we were playing strip card games. It ended up being some kind of strip poker or something. Taehyung lost the first round and Hoseok lost the second. The problem was that Jungkook isn't very good at the game and so he lost quite a few prices of clothing. My mouth went dry, when in the 10th round, Jungkook took off his shirt. I could only briefly look at him for a moment before wetting my lips and looking away. I think Jimin noticed this as not only was he directly opposite me but he was carefully checking interaction between me and Kookie. "Jungkook would you mind swapping seats with me? I'm missing sitting next to Tae"
Oh the glare I gave him would surely kill him. "Urm.. Sure hyung whatever" Mr. Perfect with his perfect six pack was now in my vision more often than I wanted. The rounds were about to end until I lost the last one. Damn it. I only had one layer of clothes left and it was a custom that the other players chose which item of clothing it was that was taken off. "I know..." Jimin said smugly, I swear I was going to kill this boy once the game was over, "the shirt" The other boys looked shocked but Taehyung just nodded, he was obviously in on it as well. Stupid 95 line. It wasn't like they all hadn't seen me in just a bra before but with all of them together.. It just felt weird.
I had barely lifted the shirt and Taehyung stopped me, "no no, let Jungkook take it off for you" I don't think my eyes could get any wider before they burst. Seriously though, they'd both get smacked by me later. There were a few arguments flying around but in the end Jungkook did what he was told. Except, it was painfully slow. I was lucky that for part of it I couldn't see anyone's reactions, which I was grateful for. However, once the collar past my head, I caught sight of a bright red Kookie. (Not that I didn't look the same.) Oh, you could feel the sexual tension. I wanted to just kiss his lips so badly but the hyungs were present, they knew though. If they didn't know before, they certainly knew now.
After the boys wrapped up the game, I headed to the room to get on a different outfit. I had just changed my pants into comfy shorts when my door opened. "No knock. Really? This is now the second time you've seen me in my bra today Jungkook" "Not that I mind" he nervously laughed. I rolled my eyes at his comment and swiftly grabbed him by the collar. I dragged him by the clump of shirt I had in my hands and slammed him against the wall further away from the door. "Jungkook you need to stop this, we need to control ourselves" He looked at me so innocently, it wasn't my fault, he was begging to be kissed. I just had to. His lips felt amazing against mine. "Well that's really control isn't it Y/N"