To ask for help, to seek help To me, that's a sign of weakness. Although I'm weak, I rather not announce; I'm weak, I'm in need, please take care of me. I'm not the one to stand up for my self, At least not in this condition or issue. Although it's critical and a concerning. But I recently realize that most of my adult life What I've done to survive is to: Tough-it-out. And so not to feel so well in my health condition, the only thing I know what to do is to tough-it-out and wait-it-out. And the oblivious people that surrounds me wouldn't know any better. Unless I fall.