Well I still officially hate depression. I've got it so bad I can't sometimes function at work or school. I got to my second class(I have four classes BTW) today and I just randomly broke down and started crying. So I went home early. I even went home early at work once. I'm currently on a waiting list for free therapy who knows how long it'll take. I try to fight it but everyday I'm told by myself to kill yourself. Those thoughts are really hard to ignore. I don't know what happened I was doing fine for 2 weeks not crying over every little thing or crying for no reason or having negative thoughts. This battle is very hard. Literally at war with your own thoughts is probably one of the hardest things. Like I need major help.
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