I decided to pause here after watching this fifty millions times and noticed that he nurse wrote down "Munchausen Syndrome" and that J-Hope is "illogical/retarded" "anxious/irritable" and that he smokes and drinks....can a good theorist explain this part of "Eva" from the Demian book explain???😩😩😭😭 what does this mean?? Is he being delusional when he sees the paint? Is all he needed was a snickers to be himself again??