Hello there!I am an ordinary teenager with an ordinary life but recently I tried to commit suicide which unfortunately wasn't successful . This was not my first time but fourth time and yet I have no success . My reasons to take this step was: 1)Past bullying and harassing 2)no aims and ambitions in my life 3)My life has given me only sorrows 4)Hoping that life will be better after death. 5)My sexuality(me being gay and the society not accepting it) Ten days later after visiting the psychologist,taking medications and a lot more I realised something.I was being selfish-not caring about people who care or love me.I saw other people who had massive problems unlike my tiny problem . People have poverty and so on yet they manage to live.I told myself if I wanna be selfish why can't I be selfish in a good manner?So I have left all my past,negative thoughts and everything aside and chasing only one dream selfishly-SUCCESS!That's right-success. Running away or dying needs guts,I know cause I have tried but it needs even more guts to face life and it's challenges whether good or bad. Only cowards commit suicide and I ain't that coward! Do comment your experience(if had any) relating or similar like mine,if need any help do ping me!Keep vingling and enjoy life till the fullest!