Bangtan decided to not attend school from that day on, after Namjoon's death. They buried him beside Jin and together, you guys sat around two graves, staying silent again. Bangtan seemed to be pretty calm about this situation, but they're screaming loudly in their mind.
It was morning now and they grew back to their old habits, waking up very late. You woke up next to Yoongi and Jungkook, who were still sleeping soundly. You clenched your hand into a fist before gulping hardly, your lips trembling.
You stood up from the ground and went into the room Namjoon and Jin usually sleep in-it was empty. You closed the door and climbed onto the bed. There were still scent of Jin and you still remembered how Namjoon had tucked you in before you fell completely asleep the night before he died.
You let a tear escape your eyes as you curled into a ball, closing your eyes as little quivering breaths escaped your mouth, turning into small sobs later on. Little wind blew open the curtains, making the lights from outside shine in.
You opened your eyes before sitting up slowly, looking out the window. You got near it and pulled the curtains away, you opened the window and the wind blew against your face. You squinted your eyes before looking down. The flat was pretty close to the ground, you wouldn't be able to die, jumping down from the window, maybe break a few bones or twist an ankle.
Something moving, caught your attention. You grabbed the railing tightly before leaning your body out to see whatever that thing was. You cooed when you saw a tiny white cat jumping around, it stopped and looked at you.
You reached your hand out and leaned more over, "Hi"
The cat ignored you and started licking it's paws. You frowned, why are cats like that?
Hoseok opened his eyes and realized you weren't sleeping on the ground with Yoongi and Jungkook, so he turned his attention to the bathroom. The door was open and he's certain you weren't inside. Groggily he sat up and got down the couch, pulling the blanket up to Jimin's chest.
He looked around the small living room before pushing the door to Namjoon and Jin's room. You were leaning out of the window, a little too far making it look like you're going to jump out and die. " Shit!" he said as he quickly got onto the bed, his arms circled around your body and he yanked you backwards.
You were taken by surprise, with a yelp you fell into the bed with Hoseok who had placed his hand on the back of your head, his legs on top of yours to keep you from moving. He hugged you tightly, tears threatening to fall out.
"What are you doing!?" he asked, his breath was shaky and you could feel his hand trembling a bit. "Meena you scared the shit out of me, don't do that."
" I wasn't going to jump out the window. Even if i did i wouldn't die." you mumbled, clutching Hoseok's shirt tightly.
" i don't care." Hoseok said, pulling to look down at your teary eyes and softened. He pulled you close again and kissed the top of your head, patting your head then saying "i'm sorry."
why do you guys keep apologizing?
i should be the one doing that.
They sat in a circle, you were just there on the sofa listening to their conversation. They were discussing about the events that happened, about Jin and Namjoon's death.
"There has to be someone who's out there targeting us." Jimin said, " It couldn't be a coincidence that both of them are a part of us right?"
The others nodded but stayed silent. There weren't a lot of possibilities for them to guess or think about it. It would be those they had picked fights with, they may give each other wounds or send each other to the hospital but they never cross the line and kill people.
You continued to lie about not knowing anything, faking innocence in front of them. The sad part was they trusted you absolutely, not even a small hint of doubt was given. It just saddens you more and more at how much they trusted you.
You felt a hand on your cheek and snapped back into reality. Looking up, you saw Taehyung wiping your tears away with a comforting smile on his face. "Hey, don't cry Meena, it's going to be fine."
Yoongi pulled his hair again before standing up and walking into the kitchen. He came out with a few small weapon like thing. "We've only got two pocket knife, Taehyung and Jungkook can have it." he said before throwing it to the maknaes.
The two boys caught it with ease. Taehyung shoved it into his pocket and Jungkook flipped it, the tip of the knife pointing out. He nodded in approval before shoving the knife back and putting it into his pocket also.
"Any idea who we've messed with before who might want to kill us?" Hoseok asked, his hands clasped together. "Couldn't be the Got7 could it?"
"No way!" Jungkook said abruptly. They fell silent again, dreadful silent. Taehyung licked his lower lip and opened his mouth.
"Do you think we should ask for help? As much as we don't want to." he asked. The others grimaced and shook their heads in unison. Taehyung frowned, "Guys, suck up the stupid pride, we need help."
"We can handle ourselves hyung." Jungkook said, "We don't need help."
"We don, but we're not going to ask for any." Yoongi muttered, "As if they're going to help us anyway?"
"I can...help ask?" you said timidly, pulling your legs to your chest. They turned to you together before scoffing a little and turning away. They didn't want to seem useless, couldn't even ask for help by themselves?
"We're not asking for help." Yoongi said before standing up and walking into the room, he slammed the door shut. There were sounds of things being thrown and yelling coming from inside later on. You pursed your lips together before sinking back against the sofa.
Hoseok covered your ears and you turned, burying your head into his chest. He pulled you away and caresses your cheek with his thumb, his hands still blocking you from the sound of cursing and yelling from the other room.
'You're safe with us.' he mouthed with a smile. 'just look at my smile.'
You nodded your head, your handing reaching out to grip to his hands. i'm safe, then what about you guys?
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